That night I didn"t sleep.After seeing Yos.h.i.+no off to bed, I stayed up all night because I was worried.
Not for myself but for my children.
I didn"t know that Misaki got to my children before I did.
I became terrified and I went to see my twin the following day.
Jin Ha, he laughed at me when I told him what Yos.h.i.+no said.
For a moment I was lost but then I realised what had happened and started laughing too.
I completely forgot.
I forgot that even though Yashuharu Yos.h.i.+no was my triplets biological father, he wasn"t the man that raised them.
Yos.h.i.+no was showing signs that he is a Kang.
That he was the son of Kang Jin Ha.
After a while of chatting with my brother, he told me to not overthink the situation and just continue to do what I have been doing over the years, to love and raise them.
I did, and then my beautiful baby Hikari entered our lives.
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So…
Hikari is 3 this year and while I was home a few months ago cleaning, I found something.
This thing I found, made me angry.
It made me sad.
It made me cry.
It was a letter.
A letter of acceptance.
Acceptance letter from a university.
A university in another country.
Which country?
The United States.
To be exact, it was an acceptance letter from a University for Accounting and Finance addressed to Yos.h.i.+no.
I never gave permission for this!
I was never consulted!
So why?
Why is this letter in my house?
I was furious.
I felt betrayed.
I felt horrible.
Was it really true?
Was he going to leave me too?
I felt conflicted, I couldn"t understand why he never spoke to me about this.
That night, I waited for my children and when Yos.h.i.+no stepped into the house, I threw the letter at him and asked him for an explanation.
He sighed and told me I should calm down first before he explains it to me.
That night I couldn"t sleep, everything irritated me and it literally felt like I was going insane.
I phoned Jin Ha, and he started laughing in my ear.
He told me again that I was overreacting and I should just sleep but I couldn"t.
The next morning Yos.h.i.+no came into the room with breakfast and smiled at me.
This little s.h.i.+t was trying to bribe me!!!
But who am I to say no to breakfast in bed?
(haha)
Anyways I sat there and listened to his explanation.
"Mommy, I applied to multiple universities, all over the world, with uncles recommendation, I got in at a few good schools but that place is the best and I know it"s expensive but I will pay uncle back when I"m working. I also chose that school, so that I could learn how to be independent because even if I attend a university here in South Korea, won"t you come bother me every day, then I would end up relying on you like usual?
But that"s not the only reason, I want the best education, so that I can get a good job, and I don"t want to work at uncles accountant company, I want to work somewhere else, I"m doing all of this, so that I can look after you properly, do you understand? I"ve told you already, years ago where I stand and I want you to just trust me."
This child is working on my nerves.
He makes his own decisions and wants nothing to do with me!
I get it.
My children are grown.
After he spoke to me, the other two came and told me where they applied.
Yos.h.i.+ro was also going to the United States to study programming, and Yuki wanted to go to Paris to a culinary school, then to a school in Italy, Switzerland and Tokyo.
My dream came true.
But I can"t let them leave just yet.
I have to let Yos.h.i.+no meet his children before its too late.
So that"s why I am here today.
A few days ago, I flew to j.a.pan and contacted Yos.h.i.+no"s office and arranged an appointment with him but he doesn"t know it"s me.