When some of the Parliament men and them sort of coves in the country that never forgives anybody heard of it they began to buck, and no mistake. You"d have thought every bush-ranger that ever had been shopped in New South Wales had been hanged or kept in gaol till he died; nothing but pet.i.tions and letters to the papers; no end of bobbery. The only paper that had a word to say on the side of a poor devil like me was the "Turon Star". He said that "d.i.c.k Marston and his brother Jim, not to mention Starlight (who paid his debts at any rate, unlike some people he could name who had signed their names to this pet.i.tion), had worked manly and true at the Turon diggings for over a year. They were respected by all who knew them, and had they not been betrayed by a revengeful woman might have lived thenceforth a life of industry and honourable dealing. He, for one, upheld the decision of the Chief Secretary. Thousands of the Turon miners, men of worth and intelligence, would do the same."
The Governor hadn"t been very long in the colony, and they tried it on all roads to get him to go back on his promise to me. They began bullying, and flattering, and preaching at him if such a notorious criminal as Richard Marston was to be allowed to go forth with a free pardon after a comparatively short--short, think of that, short!--imprisonment, what a bad example it will be to the rising generation, and so on.
They managed to put the thing back for a week or two till I was nearly drove mad with fretting, and being doubtful which way it would go.
Lucky for me it was, and for some other people as well, the Governor was one of those men that takes a bit of trouble and considers over a thing before he says yes or no. When he says a thing he sticks to it. When he goes forward a step he puts his foot down, and all the blowing, and cackle, and yelping in the world won"t shift him.
Whether the Chief Secretary would have taken my side if he"d known what a dust the thing would have raised, and how near his Ministers--or whatever they call "em--was to going out along with poor d.i.c.k Marston, I can"t tell. Some people say he wouldn"t. Anyhow, he stuck to his word; and the Governor just said he"d given his decision about the matter, and he hadn"t the least intention of altering it--which showed he knew something of the world, as well as intended to be true to his own opinions. The whole thing blew over after a bit, and the people of the country soon found out that there wasn"t such another Governor (barrin"
one) as the Queen had the sending out of.
The day it was all settled the head gaoler comes to me, and says he, "Richard Marston, the Governor and Council has been graciously pleased to order that you be discharged from her Majesty"s gaol upon the completion of twelve years of imprisonment; the term of three years"
further imprisonment being remitted on account of your uniform good conduct while in the said gaol. You are now free!"
I heard it all as if it had been the parson reading out of a book about some other man. The words went into my ears and out again. I hardly heard them, only the last word, free--free--free! What a blessed word it is! I couldn"t say anything, or make a try to walk out. I sat down on my blankets on the floor, and wondered if I was going mad. The head gaoler walked over to me, and put his hand on my shoulder. He was a kind enough man, but, from being "took in" so often, he was cautious. "Come, d.i.c.k,"
he says, "pull yourself together. It"s a shake for you, I daresay, but you"ll be all right in a day or so. I believe you"ll be another man when you get out, and give the lie to these fellows that say you"ll be up to your old tricks in a month. I"ll back you to go straight; if you don"t, you"re not the man I take you for."
I got up and steadied myself. "I thank you with all my heart, Mr.----,"
I said. "I"m not much of a talker, but you"ll see, you"ll see; that"s the best proof. The fools, do they think I want to come back here? I wish some of them had a year of it."
As soon as there was a chance of my going out, I had been allowed to "grow", as they call it in there. That is, to leave off having my face sc.r.a.ped every morning by the prison barber with his razor, that was sometimes sharp and more times rough enough to rasp the skin off you, particularly if it was a cold morning. My hair was let alone, too. My clothes--the suit I was taken in twelve years ago--had been washed and cleaned and folded up, and put away and numbered in a room with a lot of others. I remember I"d got "em new just before I started away from the Hollow. They was brought to me, and very well they looked, too. I never had a suit that lasted that long before.
That minds me of a yarn I heard at Jonathan Barnes"s one day. There was a young chap that they used to call "Liverpool Jack" about then. He was a free kind of fellow, and good-looking, and they all took to him. He went away rather sudden, and they heard nothing of him for about three years. Then he came back, and as it was the busy season old Jonathan put him on, and gave him work. It was low water with him, and he seemed glad to get a job.
When the old man came in he says, "Who do you think came up the road to-day?--Liverpool Jack. He looked rather down on his luck, so I gave him a job to mend up the barn. He"s a handy fellow. I wonder he doesn"t save more money. He"s a careful chap, too."
"Careful," says Maddie. "How do ye make that out?"
"Why," says Jonathan, "I"m dashed if he ain"t got the same suit of clothes on he had when he was here three years ago."
The old man didn"t tumble, but both the girls burst out laughing. He"d been in the jug all the time!
I dressed myself in my own clothes--how strange it seemed--even to the boots, and then I looked in the gla.s.s. I hadn"t done that lately. I regularly started back; I didn"t know myself; I came into prison a big, stout, brown-haired chap, full of life, and able to jump over a dray and bullocks almost. I did once jump clean over a pair of polers for a lark.
And how was I going out? A man with a set kind of face, neither one thing nor the other, as if he couldn"t be glad or sorry, with a fixed staring look about the eyes, a half-yellowish skin, with a lot of wrinkles in it, particularly about the eyes, and gray hair. Big streaks of gray in the hair of the head, and as for my beard it was white--white. I looked like an old man, and walked like one. What was the use of my going out at all?
When I went outside the walls by a small gate the head gaoler shook hands with me. "You"re a free man now, d.i.c.k," he says, "and remember this--no man can touch you. No man has the right to pull you up or lay a finger on you. You"re as independent as the best gentleman in the land so long as you keep straight. Remember that. I see there"s a friend waiting for you."
Sure enough there was a man that I knew, and that lived near Rocky Flat.
He was a quiet, steady-going sort of farmer, and never would have no truck with us in our flash times. He was driving a springcart, with a good sort of horse in it.
"Come along with me, d.i.c.k," says he. "I"m going your way, and I promised George Storefield I"d call and give you a lift home. I"m glad to see you out again, and there"s a few more round Rocky Flat that"s the same."
We had a long drive--many a mile to go before we were near home. I couldn"t talk; I didn"t know what to say, for one thing. I could only feel as if I was being driven along the road to heaven after coming from the other place. I couldn"t help wondering whether it was possible that I was a free man going back to life and friends and happiness. Was it possible? Could I ever be happy again? Surely it must be a dream that would all melt away, and I"d wake up as I"d done hundreds of times and find myself on the floor of the cell, with the bare walls all round me.
When we got nearer the old place I began to feel that queer and strange that I didn"t know which way to look. It was coming on for spring, and there"d been a middling drop of rain, seemingly, that had made the gra.s.s green and everything look grand. What a time had pa.s.sed over since I thought whether it was spring, or summer, or winter! It didn"t make much odds to me in there, only to drive me wild now and again with thinkin"
of what was goin" on outside, and how I was caged up and like to be for months and years.
Things began little by little to look the way they used to do long and long ago. Now it was an old overhanging limb that had arched over the road since we were boys; then there was a rock with a big kurrajong tree growing near it. When we came to the turn off where we could see Nulla Mountain everything came back to me. I seemed to have had two lives; the old one--then a time when I was dead, or next door to it--now this new life. I felt as if I was just born.
"We"ll get down here now," I said, when we came near the dividing fence; "it ain"t far to walk. That"s your road."
"I"ll run you up to the door," says he, "it isn"t far; you ain"t used to walking much."
He let out his horse and we trotted through the paddock up to the old hut.
"The garden don"t look bad," says he. "Them peaches always used to bear well in the old man"s time, and the apples and quinces too. Some one"s had it took care on and tidied up a bit. There, you"ve got a friend or two left, old man. And I"m one, too," says he, putting out his hand and giving mine a shake. "There ain"t any one in these parts as "ll cast it up to you as long as you keep straight. You can look "em all in the face now, and bygones "ll be bygones."
Then he touched up his horse and rattled off before I could so much as say "Thank ye."
I walked through the garden and sat down in the verandah on one of the old benches. There was the old place, mighty little altered considering.
The hut had been mended up from time to time--now a slab and then a sheet of bark--else it would have been down long enough ago. The garden had been dug up, and the trees trimmed year by year. A hinge had been put on the old gate, and a couple of slip-rails at the paddock. The potato patch at the bottom of the garden was sown, and there were vegetables coming on in the old beds. Some one had looked after the place; of course, I knew who it was.
It began to get coldish, and I pulled the latch--it was there just the same--and went into the old room. I almost expected to see mother in her chair, and father on the stool near the fireplace, where he used to sit and smoke his pipe. Aileen"s was a little low chair near mother"s. Jim and I used to be mostly in the verandah, unless it was very cold, and then we used to lie down in front of the fire--that is, if dad was away, as he mostly was.
The room felt cold and dark as I looked in. So dreadful lonely, too. I almost wished I was back in the gaol.
When I looked round again I could see things had been left ready for me, so as I wasn"t to find myself bad off the first night. The fire was all made up ready to light, and matches on the table ready. The kettle was filled, and a basket close handy with a leg of mutton, and bread, b.u.t.ter, eggs, and a lot of things--enough to last me a week. The bedroom had been settled up too, and there was a good, comfortable bed ready for any tired man to turn into. Better than all, there was a letter, signed "Your own Gracey," that made me think I might have some life left worth living yet.
I lit the fire, and after a bit made shift to boil some tea; and after I"d finished what little I could eat I felt better, and sat down before the fire to consider over things. It was late enough--midnight--before I turned in. I couldn"t sleep then; but at last I must have dropped off, because the sun was shining into the room, through the old window with the broken shutter, when I awoke.
At first I didn"t think of getting up. Then I knew, all of a sudden, that I could open the door and go out. I was in the garden in three seconds, listening to the birds and watching the clouds rising over Nulla Mountain.
That morning, after breakfast, I saw two people, a man and a woman, come riding up to the garden gate. I knew who it was as far as I could see "em--George Storefield and Gracey. He lifted her down, and they walked up through the garden. I went a step or two to meet them. She ran forward and threw herself into my arms. George turned away for a bit.
Then I put her by, and told her to sit down on the verandah while I had a talk with George. He shook hands with me, and said he was glad to see me a free man again. "I"ve worked a bit, and got others to work too,"
says he; "mostly for her, and partly for your own sake, d.i.c.k. I can"t forget old times. Now you"re your own man again, and I won"t insult you by saying I hope you"ll keep so; I know it, as sure as we stand here."
"Look here, George," I said, "as there"s a G.o.d in heaven, no man shall ever be able to say a word against me again. I think more of what you"ve done for me almost than of poor Gracey"s holding fast. It came natural to her. Once a woman takes to a man, it don"t matter to her what he is.
But if you"d thrown me off I"d have not blamed you. What"s left of d.i.c.k Marston"s life belongs to her and you."
That day week Gracey and I were married, very quiet and private. We thought we"d have no one at the little church at Bargo but George and his wife, the old woman, and the chap as drove me home. Just as we were going into the church who should come rattling up on horseback but Maddie Barnes and her husband--Mrs. Moreton, as she was now, with a bright-looking boy of ten or eleven on a pony. She jumps off and gives the bridle to him. She looked just the same as ever, a trifle stouter, but the same saucy look about the eyes. "Well, d.i.c.k Marston," says she, "how are you? Glad to see you, old man. You"ve got him safe at last, Gracey, and I wish you joy. You came to Bella"s wedding, d.i.c.k, and so I thought I"d come to yours, though you kept it so awful quiet. How d"ye think the old horse looks?"
"Why, it"s never Rainbow?" says I. "It"s twelve years and over since I saw him last."
"I didn"t care if it was twenty," said she. "Here he is, and goes as sound as a bell. His poor old teeth are getting done, but he ain"t the only one that way, is he, Joe? He"ll never die if I can keep him alive.
I have to give him corn-meal, though, so as he can grind it easy."
"I believe she thinks more of that old moke than me and the children all put together," says Joe Moreton.
"And why shouldn"t I?" says Maddie, facing round at him just the old way. "Isn"t he the finest horse that ever stood on legs, and didn"t he belong to the finest gentleman that you or any one else looked at? Don"t say a word against him, for I can"t stand it. I believe if you was to lay a whip across that old horse in anger I"d go away and leave you, Joe Moreton, just as if you was a regular black stranger. Poor Rainbow!
Isn"t he a darling?" Here she stroked the old horse"s neck. He was rolling fat, and had a coat like satin. His legs were just as clean as ever, and he stood there as if he heard everything, moving his old head up and down the way he always did--never still a moment. It brought back old times, and I felt soft enough, I tell you. Maddie"s lips were trembling again, too, and her eyes like two coals of fire. As for Joe, he said nothing more, and the best thing too. The boy led Rainbow over to the fence, and old George walked us all into the church, and that settled things.
After the words were said we all went back to George"s together, and Maddie and her husband drank a gla.s.s of wine to our health, and wished us luck. They rode as far as the turn off to Rocky Flat with us, and then took the Turon road.
"Good-bye, d.i.c.k," says Maddie, bending down over the old horse"s neck.
"You"ve got a stunning good wife now, if ever any man had in the whole world. Mind you"re an A1 husband, or we"ll all round on you, and your life won"t be worth having; and I"ve got the best horse in the country, haven"t I? See where the bullet went through his poor neck. There"s no lady in the land got one that"s a patch on him. Steady, now, Rainbow, we"ll be off in a minute. You shall see my little Jim there take him over a hurdle yard. He can ride a bit, as young as he is. Pity poor old Jim ain"t here to-day, isn"t it, d.i.c.k? Think of him being cold in his grave now, and we here. Well, it"s no use crying, is it?"