"Was he liked here?"
"Well, sir, it was like this, you see. My wife, she"s north-country, she is, comes from Yorkshire; sometimes she"d used to say to me, "Pa.s.son "ee ain"t much good, and pa.s.son "ee ain"t much harm. "Ee"s no more good nor more "arm, so fer as _I_ can see, nor a chip in a basin o"
parritch." And that was just about it; sir," said the old man, pleased for the hundredth time with his wife"s bygone flight of metaphor and his own exact memory of it.
As to the rector"s tendance of his child, his tone was very cool and guarded.
"It do seem strange, sir, as nor he nor Doctor Grimes "ull let her have anything to put a bit of flesh on her, nothin" but them messy things as he brings--milk an" that. An" the beef jelly--lor, such a trouble!
Missis Elsmere, he tells my wife, strains all the stuff through a cloth, she do; never seed anythin" like it, nor my wife neither. People is clever nowadays," said the speaker dubiously. Langham realised that, in this quarter of his parish at any rate, his friend"s pastoral vanity, if he had any, would not find much to feed on. Nothing, to judge from this specimen at least, greatly affected an inhabitant of Mile End.
Grat.i.tude, responsiveness, imply health and energy, past or present. The only constant defence which the poor have against such physical conditions as those which prevailed at Mile End is apathy.
As they came down the dilapidated steps at the cottage door, Robert drew in with avidity a long draught of the outer air.
"Ugh!" he said with a sort of groan, "that bedroom! Nothing gives one such a sense of the toughness of human life as to see a child recovering, actually recovering, in such a pestilential den! Father, mother, grown-up son, girl of thirteen, and grandchild, all huddled in a s.p.a.ce just fourteen feet square. Langham!" and he turned pa.s.sionately on his companion, "what defence can be found for a man who lives in a place like Murewell Hall, and can take money from human beings for the use of a sty like that?"
"Gently, my friend. Probably the squire, being the sort of recluse he is, has never seen the place, or, at any rate, not for years, and knows nothing about it!"
"More shame for him!"
"True in a sense," said Langham, a little drily; "but as you _may_ want hereafter to make excuses for your man, and he _may_ give you occasion, I wouldn"t begin by painting him to yourself any blacker than need be."
Robert laughed, sighed and acquiesced. "I am a hot-headed, impatient kind of creature at the best of times," he confessed. "They tell me that great things have been done for the poor round here in the last twenty years. Something has been done, certainly. But why are the old ways, the old evil neglect and apathy, so long, so terribly long in dying? This social progress of ours we are so proud of is a clumsy limping jade at best!"
They prowled a little more about the hamlet, every step almost revealing some new source of poison and disease. Of their various visits, however, Langham remembered nothing afterwards but a little scene in a miserable cottage, where they found a whole family party gathered round the mid-day meal. A band of puny, black, black-eyed children were standing or sitting at the table. The wife, confined of twins three weeks before, sat by the fire, deathly pale, a "bad leg" stretched out before her on some improvised support, one baby on her lap and another dark-haired bundle asleep in a cradle beside her. There was a pathetic pinched beauty about the whole family. Even the tiny twins were comparatively shapely; all the other children had delicate transparent skins, large eyes, and small colourless mouths. The father, a picturesque handsome fellow, looking as though he had gipsy blood in his veins, had opened the door to their knock. Robert, seeing the meal, would have retreated at once, in spite of the children"s shy inviting looks, but a glance past them at the mother"s face checked the word of refusal and apology on his lips, and he stepped in.
In after years Langham was always apt to see him in imagination as he saw him then, standing beside the bent figure of the mother, his quick pitiful eyes taking in the pallor and exhaustion of face and frame, his hand resting instinctively on the head of a small creature that had crept up beside him, his look all attention and softness as the woman feebly told him some of the main facts of her state. The young rector at the moment might have stood for the modern "Man of Feeling," as sensitive, as impressionable, and as free from the burden of self, as his eighteenth-century prototype.
On the way home Robert suddenly remarked to his companion, "Have you heard my sister-in-law play yet, Langham? What did you think of it?"
"Extraordinary!" said Langham briefly. "The most considerable gift I ever came across in an amateur."
His olive cheek flushed a little involuntarily. Robert threw a quick observant look at him.
"The difficulty," he exclaimed, "is to know what to do with it!"
"Why do you make the difficulty? I gather she wants to study abroad.
What is there to prevent it?"
Langham turned to his companion with a touch of asperity. He could not stand it that Elsmere should be so much narrowed and warped by that wife of his, and her prejudices. Why should that gifted creature be cribbed, cabined, and confined in this way?
"I grant you," said Robert, with a look of perplexity, "there is not much to prevent it."
And he was silent a moment, thinking, on his side, very tenderly of all the antecedents and explanations of that old-world distrust of art and the artistic life so deeply rooted in his wife, even though in practice and under his influence she had made concession after concession.
"The great solution of all," he said presently, brightening, "would be to get her married. I don"t wonder her belongings dislike the notion of anything so pretty and so flighty going off to live by itself. And to break up the home in Whindale would be to undo everything their father did for them, to defy his most solemn last wishes."
"To talk of a father"s wishes, in a case of this kind, ten years after his death, is surely excessive?" said Langham with dry interrogation; then, suddenly recollecting himself, "I beg your pardon, Elsmere. I am interfering."
"Nonsense," said Robert brightly, "I don"t wonder, it seems like a difficulty of our own making. Like so many difficulties, it depends on character, present character, bygone character----" And again he fell musing on his Westmoreland experiences, and on the intensity of that Puritan type it had revealed to him. "However, as I said, marriage would be the natural way out of it."
"An easy way, I should think," said Langham, after a pause.
"It won"t be so easy to find the right man. She is a young person with a future, is Miss Rose. She wants somebody in the stream; somebody with a strong hand who will keep her in order and yet give her a wide range; a rich man, I think--she hasn"t the ways of a poor man"s wife; but, at any rate, some one who will be proud of her, and yet have a full life of his own in which she may share."
"Your views are extremely clear," said Langham, and his smile had a touch of bitterness in it. "If hers agree, I prophesy you won"t have long to wait. She has beauty, talent, charm--everything that rich and important men like."
There was the slightest sarcastic note in the voice. Robert winced. It was borne in upon one of the least worldly of mortals that he had been talking like the veriest schemer. What vague quick impulse had driven him on?
By the time they emerged again upon the Murewell Green the rain had cleared altogether away, and the autumnal morning had broken into sunshine, which played mistily on the sleeping woods, on the white fronts of the cottages, and the wide green where the rain-pools glistened. On the hill leading to the rectory there was the flutter of a woman"s dress. As they hurried on, afraid of being late for luncheon, they saw that it was Rose in front of them.
Langham started as the slender figure suddenly defined itself against the road. A tumult within, half rage, half feeling, showed itself only in an added rigidity of the finely-cut features.
Rose turned directly she heard the steps and voices, and over the dreaminess of her face there flashed a sudden brightness.
"You _have_ been a long time!" she exclaimed, saying the first thing that came into her head, joyously, rashly, like the child she in reality was. "How many halt and maimed has Robert taken you to see, Mr.
Langham?"
"We went to Murewell first. The library was well worth seeing. Since then we have been a parish round, distributing stores."
Rose"s look changed in an instant. The words were spoken by the Langham of her earliest acquaintance. The man who that morning had asked her to play to him had gone--vanished away.
"How exhilarating!" she said scornfully. "Don"t you wonder how any one can ever tear themselves away from the country?"
"Rose, don"t be abusive," said Robert, opening his eyes at her tone.
Then, pa.s.sing his arm through hers, he looked banteringly down upon her.
"For the first time since you left the metropolis you have walked yourself into a colour. It"s becoming--and it"s Murewell--so be civil!"
"Oh, n.o.body denies you a high place in milkmaids!" she said, with her head in air--and they went off into a minute"s sparring.
Meanwhile Langham, on the other side of the road, walked up slowly, his eyes on the ground. Once, when Rose"s eye caught him, a shock ran through her. There was already a look of slovenly age about his stooping bookworm"s gait. Her companion of the night before--handsome, animated, human--where was he? The girl"s heart felt a singular contraction. Then she turned and rent herself, and Robert found her more mocking and sprightly than ever.
At the rectory gate Robert ran on to overtake a farmer on the road. Rose stooped to open the latch; Langham mechanically made a quick movement forward to antic.i.p.ate her. Their fingers touched; she drew hers hastily away and pa.s.sed in, an erect and dignified figure, in her curving garden hat.
Langham went straight up to his room, shut the door, and stood before the open window, deaf and blind to everything save an inward storm of sensation.
"Fool! Idiot!" he said to himself at last, with fierce stifled emphasis, while a kind of dumb fury with himself and circ.u.mstance swept through him.
That he, the poor and solitary student whose only sources of self-respect lay in the deliberate limitations, the reasoned and reasonable renunciations he had imposed upon his life, should have needed the reminder of his old pupil not to fall in love with his brilliant ambitious sister! His irritable self-consciousness enormously magnified Elsmere"s motive and Elsmere"s words. That golden vagueness and softness of temper which had possessed him since his last sight of her gave place to one of bitter tension.
With sardonic scorn he pointed out to himself that his imagination was still held by, his nerves were still thrilling under, the mental image of a girl looking up to him as no woman had ever looked--a girl, white-armed, white-necked--with softened eyes of appeal and confidence.
He bade himself mark that during the whole of his morning walk with Robert down to its last stage, his mind had been really absorbed in some preposterous dream he was now too self-contemptuous to a.n.a.lyse. Pretty well for a philosopher, in four days! What a ridiculous business is life--what a contemptible creature is man, how incapable of dignity, of consistency!
At luncheon he talked rather more than usual, especially on literary matters with Robert. Rose, too, was fully occupied in giving Catherine a sarcastic account of a singing lesson she had been administering in the school that morning. Catherine winced sometimes at the tone of it.
That afternoon Robert, in high spirits, his rod over his shoulder, his basket at his back, carried off his guest for a lounging afternoon along the river. Elsmere enjoyed these fishing expeditions like a boy. They were his holidays, relished all the more because he kept a jealous account of them with his conscience. He sauntered along, now throwing a cunning and effectual fly, now resting, smoking, and chattering, as the fancy took him. He found a great deal of the old stimulus and piquancy in Langham"s society, but there was an occasional irritability in his companion, especially towards himself personally, which puzzled him.
After a while, indeed, he began to feel himself the unreasonably cheerful person which he evidently appeared to his companion. A mere ignorant enthusiast, banished for ever from the realm of pure knowledge by certain original and incorrigible defects--after a few hours" talk with Langham Robert"s quick insight always showed him some image of himself resembling this in his friend"s mind.
At last he turned restive. He had been describing to Langham his acquaintance with the Dissenting minister of the place--a strong coa.r.s.e-grained fellow of sensuous excitable temperament, famous for his noisy "conversion meetings," and for a gymnastic dexterity in the quoting and combining of texts, unrivalled in Robert"s experience. Some remark on the Dissenter"s logic, made, perhaps, a little too much in the tone of the Churchman conscious of University advantages, seemed to irritate Langham.
"You think your Anglican logic in dealing with the Bible so superior! On the contrary, I am all for your Ranter. He is your logical Protestant.