Alice excused herself when her husband appeared at Black Rock, and followed him upstairs. She saw how he was wrought up. In their room, with eyes burning with the fires of success, he told her of the stupendous change in their fortunes. With an affection that surprised and moved Alice, who had long believed that never again could anything from him move her, he caught her closely in his arms.
Tears filled her eyes. He wiped them away and forced a laugh. "Too good to be true, dearie, isn"t it?"
She faltered an instant. "If it will only bring us happiness, Walter."
"Alice, I"m afraid I have been harsh, at times." Her memory swept over bitter months and wasted years, but her heart was touched. "It is all because I worry too much over business. There will be no more worries now--they are past and gone. And I want you to forget everything, Allie." He embraced her fervently. "I have had a good deal of anxiety first and last. It is over now. Great G.o.d! This is so easy here.
Everything is so easy for these people."
The telephone bell tinkled. Through a mist of tears Alice felt her husband"s kiss. She rose to answer the bell. Dolly was calling from downstairs. "Come down both of you," she said. "Charles and Imogene are here with Fritzie and Robert."
With Charles and Imogene had come a famous doctor from the city, Hamilton"s friend, Doctor Bryson. Alice protested she could not come down. Dolly told her she "simply must." The controversy upset Alice but she had at last to give way. She bathed her face in cold water and her husband deceived her with a.s.surances that her eyes showed no traces of tears.
Very uncertain about them, she followed MacBirney down, taking refuge at once in a corner with Imogene.
While the two were talking, Grace De Castro and Larrie Morgan came in, bringing some young friends. "Aren"t they the nicest couple?" exclaimed Alice as they crossed the room.
"It is a blessing they are," said Imogene. "You see, Grace will probably succeed to the De Castro fortune, and Larrie is likely sometime to have the Kimberly burdens. It crushes me to think that Charles and I have no children."
"Are you so fond of children?" Alice asked wistfully.
"Why, of course, dear; aren"t you?"
"Indeed I am, too fond of them. I lost my only child, a baby girl----"
"And you never have had another?"
"No."
"If Robert would marry, we should have a family hope there," continued Imogene. "But I am afraid he never will. How did you enjoy your evening at The Towers?"
"We had a delightful time."
"Isn"t Robert a good host? I love to see him preside. And he hasn"t given a dinner before for years."
"Why is that?"
Imogene laid her hand gently on Alice"s. "It is a long story, dear, a tragedy came into his life--into all our lives, in fact. It changed him greatly."
Soon after the MacBirneys came down, the Nelsons arrived on the scene and the company moved to a south room to get the breeze. Imogene talked with Alice and MacBirney, but Kimberly joined them and listened, taking part at intervals in the conversation.
When Imogene"s attention was taken by MacBirney, Robert, asking Alice if she got the air from the cooling windows, moved her chair to where the breeze could be felt more perceptibly. "I hope you haven"t had bad news to-night," he said, taking a seat on a divan near her.
She understood instantly that her eyes had not escaped his scrutiny, but concealed her annoyance as best she could. "No, indeed. But I had some exciting news to-night."
"What was it?"
"Oh, I mayn"t tell, may I? I am not supposed to know anything, am I?"
Her little uncertainty and appeal made her charmingly pretty, he thought, as he watched her. The traces in her eyes of tears attracted him more than anything he had seen before. Her first little air of annoyed defiance and her effort to throw him off the track, all interested him, and her appeal now, made in a manner that plainly said she was aware the secret of the news was his own, pleased him.
He was in the mood of one who had made his plans, put them through generously, and was ready for the enjoyment that might follow.
"Certainly, you are supposed to know," said he graciously. "Why not?
And you may tell if you like. At any rate, I absolve you as far as _I"m_ concerned. I couldn"t conceive you guilty of a very serious indiscretion."
"Then I suppose you know that we are very happy, and why--don"t you?"
"Perhaps; but that should be mere excitement. How about the tears?"
She frowned an impatient protest and rose. "Oh, I haven"t said anything about tears. They are going out on the porch--shall we join them?" He got up reluctantly and followed her.
Arthur De Castro and Charles Kimberly offered chairs to Alice. They were under a cl.u.s.ter of electric lamps, where she did not wish to sit for inspection. As she hesitated Robert Kimberly spoke behind her.
"Possibly it will be pleasanter over here, Mrs. MacBirney."
He was in the shadow and had drawn a chair for her near Nelson outside the circle of light, from which she was glad to escape. He took the seat under the light himself. When an ice was served, the small tables were drawn together. Alice, occupied with Nelson, who inspired by his vis-a-vis had summoned something of his grand air, lost the conversation of the circle until she heard Doctor Bryson, and turned with Nelson to listen. He was thanking Mrs. De Castro for a compliment.
"I am always glad to hear anything kind of my profession." He spoke simply and his manner Alice thought engaging. "It _is_ a high calling--and I know of but one higher. We hear the complaint that nowadays medicine is a savagely mercenary profession. If a measure of truth lies in the charge I think it is due to the fact that doctors are victims of the mercenary spirit about them. It"s a part of the very air they breathe. They can"t escape it. The doctor, to begin with, must spend one small fortune to get his degree. He must spend another to equip himself for his work. Ten of the best years of his life go practically to getting ready. His expense for instruments, appliances, and new and increasingly elaborate appointments is continuous."
"But doctor," Fritzie Venable leaned forward with a grave and lengthened face, "think of the fees!"
The doctor enjoyed the laugh. "Quite true. When you find an ambitious doctor, unless his energy is restrained by a sense of his high responsibility, he may be possessed of greed. If a surgeon be set too fast on fame he will affect the spectacular and cut too much and too freely. I admit all of this. My plea is for the conscientious doctor, and believe me, there are many such. Nor must you forget that, at the best, half our lives we are too young to please and half our lives too old."
"Hamilton said the other night," observed Robert Kimberly, filling in the pause, "that a good doctor must spend his time in killing, not his own patients, but his own business."
"No other professional man is called on to do that," observed Bryson.
"Indeed, the saddest of all possible proofs of the difficulties of our calling is found in the fact that the suicide rate among doctors is the highest in the learned professions."
MacBirney expressed surprise. "I had no idea of such a thing. Had you, Mr. Kimberly?" he asked with his sudden energy.
"I have known it, but perhaps only because I have been interested in questions of that kind."
Dolly"s attention was arrested at once by the mention of suicide. "Oh, dear," she exclaimed, "Don"t let us talk about suicide."
But Robert Kimberly could not always be shut off and this subject he pursued with a certain firmness. Some of the family were disturbed but no one presumed to interfere. "Suicide," he went on, "has a painful interest for many people. Has your study of it, doctor, ever led you to believe that it presupposes insanity?" he asked of Bryson.
"By no means."
"You conclude then that sane men and women do commit suicide?"
"Frequently, Mr. Kimberly."
Kimberly drew back in his chair. "I am glad to be supported in my own conviction. The fact is," he went on in a humorous tone, "I am forced either to hold in this way or conclude that I am sprung from a race of lunatics."
"Robert," protested Dolly, "can"t we talk about something else?"
Kimberly, however, persisted, and he now had, for some reason not clear to Alice, a circle of painfully acute listeners. "The insanity theory is in many cases a comfortable one. But I don"t find it so, and I must stick to the other and regard suicide as the worst possible solution of any possible difficulty."
Doctor Bryson nodded a.s.sent. Kimberly spoke on with a certain intensity. "If every act of a man"s life had been a brave one," he continued, "his suicide would be all the more the act of a coward. I don"t believe that kind of a man can commit suicide. Understand, I am considering the act of a man--not that of a youth or of one immature."