And she answered so pleasantly that she and Frances had a duet they wanted to practise before playing it to their mother, that Mrs Mildmay"s slight instinctive misgiving as to her elder daughter"s docility and reasonableness was for the time completely dispersed.
"To-morrow, you know, dear Jacinth, you are to drive with me," said Lady Myrtle, "while your mother is going to have Francie and Eugene all to herself."
Perhaps the result of Mrs Mildmay"s conversation with her hostess during their drive that afternoon will be best shown by one of the letters which the Robin Redbreast postbag carried off that very evening. It was addressed to Mrs Harper at a certain number in a quiet bye-street in the north-west of London, and ran thus:
ROBIN REDBREAST, THETFORD, _May_ 4, 187-.
MY DEAR MRS HARPER--I write to you instead of to your husband, Captain Harper, who is by birth my nephew, as I understand that he might be upset by an unexpected letter, being at present in a critical state of health. I regret that it should be so, and that your anxieties should be increased by other difficulties, and I enclose a draft on my London bankers for 500, which will, I trust, relieve you from your most pressing cares. I ask you to accept this in a kindly spirit, though from a complete stranger. It is the gift of an aged woman who is always glad to have the privilege of helping those whose difficulties may become privately known to her, as well as of responding to the many public appeals for a.s.sistance. But it is not the gift of a relative. From a certain date, now many years ago, my brother Bernard Harper and all connected with him died to me as completely as though he had never existed, and I feel it only honest to put the matter in its true light at the risk of wounding not unnatural susceptibilities. I ask you also to accept my sincere good wishes for Captain Harper"s restoration to health, and I remain, yours faithfully,
MYRTLE CAMILLA GOODACRE.
It was a strange letter. And strange as it was, it had been more eccentric still, but for Mrs Mildmay"s strenuous efforts to soften its expressions and accentuate the real sympathy which had dictated the gift. It was a strange position altogether. The tears had risen into the old lady"s bright eyes when her old friend Jacinth Moreland"s daughter laid before her the sad facts of the case, and the life or death that not improbably hung upon her response. Never had good cause a better advocate. She read aloud the letter written by Camilla Harper to her aunt in India, and confided by Mrs Lyle to Mrs Mildmay; she told of Captain Harper"s honourable career, and of the brave struggle made by him and his wife against the overwhelming difficulties which had come upon them through no fault--no imprudence even--of their own; she described the good promise of their children, how the sons were all already more or less "distinguished, the daughters models of girlish excellence."
"I quite believe it all," the old lady calmly replied. "It is very wonderful; there must be a good strain somewhere in the blood, and struggle and adversity are grand teachers, we are told. It is very interesting, and I am most ready to help them in any way you advise, my dear Eugenia, or that you think would be accepted. But understand me, I would do the same if I had never heard their name till to-day. It is _not_ as relations; Bernard Harper"s descendants are neither kith nor kin of mine, and this must be understood."
Mrs Mildmay seemed about to speak, but hesitated.
"What is it, my dear? Do not be afraid of vexing me: do say what is in your mind," said the old lady.
"You are so good, dear Lady Myrtle, so good and kind, that it seems impertinence for me to differ from you," the younger woman replied. "It was only that your words struck me curiously. _Can_ we decide and alter things in that way? Our relations _are_ our relations; can we, when it suits us, say they are not? Can we throw off the duties and responsibilities of relationship? Of course they vary enormously; sometimes they scarcely exist, and one can lay down no rule. But still, in the present case, it _is_ because the Harpers are your relations, and yet by no fault of their own entirely alienated from you, that I have told you about them. These are solid substantial facts; we cannot undo _facts_."
Lady Myrtle was silent. Mrs Mildmay glanced at her anxiously, very anxiously. But there was no sign of irritation in the quiet old face--only of thought, deep thought. And there was a grave softness in the usually keen eyes, as if they were reviewing far distant or far past scenes.
At last, "Thank you, my dear, for your candour," she said. "Well, leave that question alone. I will help this family and at once, because it seems to me a clear duty to do so. Can you not be satisfied with this practical response to your appeal, my dear?"
"I thank you with all my heart," said Mrs Mildmay earnestly, "both for your generosity and for your patience with my presumption."
But she evaded a direct reply to Lady Myrtle"s question, and her friend did not press her farther.
The result of this conversation we have seen in the letter with its enclosure which was posted that very evening. The former was not a source of unmitigated satisfaction to Mrs Mildmay. For Lady Myrtle insisted on the insertion of the last few lines.
It would not be honest, she maintained, to withhold the expression of her true sentiments.
So with what she _had_ achieved, Mrs Mildmay was forced to be content, though there were times during the next day or two in which she asked herself if perhaps she had not done more harm than good? And times again, when with the rebound of her naturally buoyant nature, she allowed herself to hope that she had succeeded in inserting the thin edge of the wedge; in "making," as she had expressed it to Francie, "a beginning towards more."
CHAPTER XV.
LADY MYRTLE"S INTENTIONS.
And Francie, during those few days, was her mother"s only confidante.
Various reasons made Mrs Mildmay decide not as yet to come upon the subject with Jacinth. While still to all intents and purposes so much of a stranger to her daughter, she felt anxious to avoid all sore or fretted ground; all discussion which might lead her prematurely to judge or misjudge Jacinth. To Lady Myrtle, of course, she said nothing of this; but she suspected, as was indeed the case, that the old lady would feel no inclination to talk about the Harpers to her young companion.
There were plenty of pleasanter things to talk about during the long drives on which, on most alternate afternoons, Jacinth accompanied their hostess; there were reminiscences of the past, always interesting to the girl, awakened to fresh vividness by Mrs Mildmay"s own recollections of her mother and her own childhood; there were, more engrossing still, plans for the future, when "papa" should return and be skilfully persuaded into renouncing India. And Lady Myrtle was nearly as great at castle-in-the-air building as Jacinth herself, and though too wise to discuss as yet with any one, especially with a girl who was really, notwithstanding her precocity, little more than a child, her still immatured intentions, Jacinth was far too acute, and Lady Myrtle too open and affectionate, for her young favourite not to be well aware how much her own future occupied and interested the old lady. Yet Jacinth was scarcely selfish in the common sense. She was capable, on the contrary, of great self-sacrifice for those she loved; her happy visions for days to come were by no means confined to, even though they might to a great extent revolve around, Jacinth Mildmay.
As seems often to happen when a looked-for letter, or reply to a letter, is of any peculiar importance, there was some delay in the acknowledgment of Lady Myrtle"s communication by Mrs Harper. The old lady herself took it calmly enough. "It should, as a business letter, have been replied to at once, but perhaps they are not business-like people, and are thinking it over," was all she said.
Mrs Mildmay, on the contrary, and, so far as she understood it all, Frances, felt uneasy and perplexed. Mrs Mildmay was sorry for the Harpers to lay themselves open to the slightest appearance of disrespect or unpunctuality, and at the same time she had attacks of fear that Lady Myrtle"s letter had hurt and wounded her relatives so deeply that they had decided to ignore it. Only, in that case, they would have returned the cheque.
"It is very absurd," she said one evening to Frances. "I don"t generally "worry" about things at all, and I am quite sure I have never worried about any matter of our own as much. Except, perhaps, that time you all had scarlet fever at Stannesley, and somehow Marmy"s letter missed the mail, and we were out of reach of telegraphing. Oh dear, I shall never forget that week!"
"Dear mamma," said Francie, "I quite know how you feel. I was so fidgety that time I sent on Camilla Harper"s letter to you, though it wasn"t anything like as important."
But the very next morning the mystery was explained, and quite simply.
After breakfast Lady Myrtle sent for Mrs Mildmay to her boudoir, where she always interviewed her steward and transacted her business for the day.
"I have just got this, my dear," she said, handing a letter to her guest, "and I knew you would be anxious to see it. The delay, you see, was accidental."
Her tone of voice somewhat rea.s.sured Mrs Mildmay; it was calm and unruffled. Nevertheless it was not without considerable anxiety that she took the sheet of paper from the old lady"s hands and began to read it.
It was from Mrs Harper--a touching yet dignified letter, and the cheque was not returned. Mrs Harper began by thanking Lady Myrtle warmly for her kindness; the money she had sent seemed indeed a "G.o.dsend" in the real sense of the word, and no secondary considerations could make her think it would be right to refuse what might--what, she trusted and almost believed, _would_ save her husband"s life and restore him to health--"even," she went on to say, "if it were _possible_ after this, for us to think of you as an utter stranger, even then I would not dare to refuse this wonderful help. But at the same time you will allow us, I feel sure, to accept it as a loan, even though several years may pa.s.s before it is possible for us to repay it. Your agreeing to this will only immeasurably deepen, instead of lessening our inexpressible obligation." The letter then went on to give a few details of her husband"s condition, and the hopes and fears attendant on it. "I am writing in my lodgings," Mrs Harper went on, "before going to him as usual at the hospital. So he does not yet know of this wonderful gift.
And I think, as in your kind thoughtfulness you wrote to _me_, not to him, I am justified in accepting your aid without consulting him, so that I may tell him it is _done_. Not that in my heart I have any misgiving as to the view he will take of my action." And lastly came a simple explanation of the delay. Mrs Harper had been for a day or two at Southcliff, as little Margaret was not well, and the rather stupid landlady of her London lodgings had never thought of forwarding the letter, knowing she was so soon to return. This with a few earnest words of repeated thanks made the whole.
Mrs Mildmay looked up eagerly after she had finished it.
"You are pleased, dear Lady Myrtle?" she said. "At least I mean," and she grew a little confused, for the old lady remained rather ominously silent, "you think it is a nice letter, don"t you? It seems to me to show peculiarly good feeling and good taste, for it cannot have been an easy letter to write."
"Oh yes, my dear, I quite agree with you," said Lady Myrtle with just a faint touch of impatience. "I don"t see how any one could think otherwise of the letter. I am perfectly satisfied that--she," as if she shrank from naming the old name, "is an excellent woman; refined and cultivated, and everything she should be. And I have no doubt they are all thoroughly deserving of the high character they bear. I thank you--I really do--for having given me the opportunity of serving people who so clearly deserve help. And these cases of bravely endured, almost unsuspected poverty among the gently born appeal to one almost more than the sufferings of the recognised "poor," though, of course, it is right to help both."
"Yes," said Mrs Mildmay, "I often feel it so. And it is very good of you to put things in this way, Lady Myrtle. It takes away my qualms about having interfered," and she smiled a little.
"But, my dear, I have not done," Lady Myrtle went on, a trifle testily, "you must quite understand me. It is not _the very least_--no, no; quite the other way--not the very least because they are Harpers that I am glad to be of use to them. Neither this letter, nor your own arguments--nothing, my dear, will alter the facts I stated to you the other day."
"No," agreed Mrs Mildmay, and she could scarcely repress a little smile; "that was what I said myself, dear Lady Myrtle; nothing _can_ alter facts."
"Your facts and mine are scarcely synonymous," said Lady Myrtle, drily, a little annoyed with herself perhaps, for having unconsciously made use of Mrs Mildmay"s own expression. But the annoyance was not deep, for in another moment she added cheerfully, "We are quite together on one point, however, and that is in rejoicing that this help has come in time, as we may hope, to save a valuable life and much sorrow to those who cherish it. If _this_ prove a fact, I think, my dear Eugenia, we may rest content."
"Yes, indeed," replied Mrs Mildmay, touched by her old friend"s gentleness, though to herself she added, "for the present, that is to say."
And when to eager little Frances she related the upshot of her intervention, she did not retract her former words about having made a beginning.
"I _think_," she said, "I have got in the thin end of the wedge. When honest-minded people are a little shaken in anything, they try hard to persuade themselves by extra vehemence that they are not so."
"Mamma, dear," said Frances, "I am beginning to believe not only that you are the best but the very cleverest woman in the world."
And Mrs Mildmay laughed the joyous laugh which was one of her charms.
The success which had attended this attempt of hers so far, did seem a happy omen with which to begin again her home life.
It would be interesting here to shift the scene and follow the reception of the good news by the three anxious girls at Southcliff. It would--to me at least it would--be so pleasant to tell of the happy faces that looked at each other with questioning eyes, as if the tidings in their mother"s letter were almost too good to be true. It would be gratifying to watch the progress made by Captain Harper towards the recovery of greater health and strength than had been his for so many years, but even in telling a story--and the simplest of stories--one cannot always do as one is inclined. The time has not yet come for visiting the Harpers again. I must hurry on with some necessary explanations before leaving Thetford and dear old Robin Redbreast for very different surroundings.
That spring and early summer pa.s.sed on the whole very happily for Mrs Mildmay and her three children. As far as Frances and her little brother were concerned, there were, I think, no drawbacks, except the fear--not, however, a very great one--that this delightful state of things might not last if papa should be obliged to return to India. But to a great extent their mother was able to rea.s.sure them, for in every letter Colonel Mildmay wrote more and more strongly of his earnest desire to settle at home, even though his doing so should lead to some privations falling on his family.
"_Everything_ would be made up for by being together," said Frances over and over again. "I wouldn"t care if we all had to live in quite a tiny cottage; would you, Ja.s.s?"
But Jacinth replied rather coldly that Frances was a silly child who didn"t know what she was talking about. And Mrs Mildmay smiled, and endeavoured to prevent any approach to quarrelling, as she a.s.sured Frances that at all events they would be able to afford a comfortable house.