John, with his forehead still creased in uncertainly, extended his arms toward Susan.
She stepped out of them. "But you haven"t got me, or anything about me. You can"t remember me into your arms; you have to love me into them. The trouble is, you don"t have the good sense to do it and you lack the intelligence to establish reasonable priorities. Here, take this and get out of my apartment or I"ll hit you with something a lot heavier."
He stopped to pick up the engagement ring. "Susan-"
"I said, get out. The firm of Johnny and Sue is hereby dissolved."
Her face blazed anger and John turned meekly and left.
9.
When he arrived at Quantum the next morning, Anderson was waiting for him with a look of anxious impatience on his face.
"Mr. Heath," he said, smiling and rising.
"What do you want?" demanded John.
"We are private here, I take it?"
"The place isn"t bugged as far as I know."
"You are to report to us day after tomorrow for examination. On Sunday. You recall that?"
"Of course, I recall that. I"m incapable of not recalling. I am am capable of changing my mind, however. Why do I need an examination?" capable of changing my mind, however. Why do I need an examination?"
"Why not, sir? It is quite plain from what Kupfer and I have picked up that the treatment seems to have worked splendidly. Actually, we don"t want to wait till Sunday. If you can come with me today-now, in fact-it would mean a great deal to us, to Quantum, and, of course, to humanity."
John said, curtly, "You might have held on to me when you had me. You sent me about my business, allowing me to live and work unsupervised so that you could test me under field conditions, and get a better idea of how things would work out. It meant more risk for me, but you didn"t worry about that, did you?"
"Mr. Heath, that was not in our minds. We-"
"Don"t tell me that. I remember every last word you and Kupfer said to me last Sunday, and it"s quite clear to me that that was was in your minds. So if I take the risk, I accept the benefits. I have no intention of presenting myself as a biochemical freak who has achieved my ability at the end of a hypodermic needle. Nor do I want others of the sort wandering around. For now, I have a monopoly and I intend to use it. When I"m ready-not before-I will be willing to cooperate with you and benefit humanity. But just remember, I"m the one who will know when I"m ready, not you. So don"t call me; I"ll call you." in your minds. So if I take the risk, I accept the benefits. I have no intention of presenting myself as a biochemical freak who has achieved my ability at the end of a hypodermic needle. Nor do I want others of the sort wandering around. For now, I have a monopoly and I intend to use it. When I"m ready-not before-I will be willing to cooperate with you and benefit humanity. But just remember, I"m the one who will know when I"m ready, not you. So don"t call me; I"ll call you."
Anderson managed a soft smile. "As to that, Mr. Heath, how can you stop us from making our announcement? Those who have dealt with you this week will have no trouble in recognizing the change in you and in testifying to it."
"Really? See here, Anderson, listen closely and do so without that foolish grin on your face. It irritates me. I told you I remember every word you and Kupfer spoke. I remember every nuance of expression, every sidelong glance. It all spoke volumes. I learned enough to check through sick-leave records with a good idea of what I was looking for. It would seem that I was not the first Quantum employee on whom you had tried the disinhibitor."
Anderson was, indeed, not smiling. "That is nonsense."
"You know it is not, and you had better know I can prove it. I know the names of the men involved-one was a woman, actually-and the hospitals in which they were treated and the false history with which they were supplied. Since you did not warn me of this, when you used me as your fourth experimental animal on two legs, I owe you nothing but a prison sentence."
Anderson said, "I won"t discuss this matter. Let me say this, though. The treatment will wear off, Heath. You won"t keep your total recall. You will have to come back for further treatment and you can be sure it will be on our terms."
John said, "Nuts! You don"t suppose I haven"t investigated your reports-at least, those you haven"t kept secret. And I already have a notion of what aspects you have have kept secret. The treatment lasts longer in some cases than others. It invariably lasts longer where it is more effective. In my case, the treatment has been extraordinarily effective and it will endure a considerable time. By the time I come to you again, if I ever have to, I will be in a position where any failure on your part to cooperate will be swiftly devastating to you. Don"t even think of it." kept secret. The treatment lasts longer in some cases than others. It invariably lasts longer where it is more effective. In my case, the treatment has been extraordinarily effective and it will endure a considerable time. By the time I come to you again, if I ever have to, I will be in a position where any failure on your part to cooperate will be swiftly devastating to you. Don"t even think of it."
"You ungrateful-"
"Don"t bother me," said John, wearily. "I have no time to listen to you froth. Go away, I have work to do."
Anderson"s face was a study in fear and frustration as he left.
10.
It was 2:30 P.M. when John walked into Prescott"s office, for once not minding the cigar smoke. It would not be long, he knew, before Prescott would have to choose between his cigars and his position.
With Prescott were Arnold Gluck and Lewis Randall, so that John had the grim pleasure of knowing he was facing the three top men in the division.
Prescott rested his cigar on top of an ashtray and said, "Ross has asked me to give you half an hour, and that"s all I will give you. You"re the one with the trick memory, aren"t you?"
"My name is John Health, sir, and I intend to present you with a rationalization of procedure for the company; one that will make full use of the age of computers and electronic communication and will lay the groundwork for further modification as the technology improves."
The three men looked at each other. Gluck, whose creased face was tanned a leathery brown said, " Are you an expert in office management?"
"I don"t have to be, sir. I have been here for six years and I recall every bit of the procedure in every transaction in which I have been involved. That means the pattern of such transactions is plain to me and its imperfections obvious. One can see toward what it is tending and where it is doing so wastefully and inefficiently. If you"ll listen, I will explain. You will find it easy to understand."
Randall, whose red hair and freckles made him seem younger than he was, said sardonically, "Real easy, I hope, because we have trouble with hard concepts."
"You won"t have trouble," said John.
"And you won"t get a second more than twenty-one minutes," said Prescott, looking at his watch.
"It won"t take that," said John. "I have it diagrammed and I can talk quickly."
It took fifteen minutes and the three management personnel were remarkably silent in that interval.
Finally Gluck said, with a hostile glance out of his small eyes, "It sounds as though you are saying we can get along with half the management we are employing these days. "
"Less than half," said John, coolly, "and be the more efficient for it. We can"t fire ordinary personnel at will because of the unions, though we can profitably lose them by attrition. Management is not protected, however, and can be let go. They"ll have pensions if they"re old enough and can get new jobs if they"re young enough. Our thought must be for Quantum."
Prescott, who had maintained an ominous silence, now puffed furiously at his noxious cigar and said, "Changes like this have to be considered carefully and implemented, if at all, with the greatest of caution. What seems logical on paper can lose out in the human equation."
John said, "Prescott, if this reorganization is not accepted within a week, and if I am not placed in charge of its implementation, I will resign. I will have no trouble in finding employment with a smaller firm where this plan can be far more easily put into practice. Beginning with a small group of management people, I can expand in both quant.i.ty and efficiency of performance without additional hiring and within a year I"ll drive Quantum into bankruptcy. It would be fun to do this if I am driven to it, so consider carefully. My half hour is up. Goodbye." And he left.
11.
Prescott looked after him with a glance of frigid calculation. He said to the other two, "I think he means what he says and that he knows every facet of our operations better than we do. We can"t let him go."
"You mean we"ve got to accept his plan," said Randall, shocked.
"I didn"t say that. You two go, and remember this whole thing is confidential."
Gluck said, "I have the feeling that if we don"t do something, all three of us will find ourselves on our b.u.t.ts in the street within a month."
"Very likely," said Prescott, "so we"ll do something."
"What?"
"If you don"t know, you won"t get hurt. Leave it to me. Forget it for now and have a nice weekend."
When they were gone, he thought a while, chewing furiously on his cigar. He then turned to his telephone and dialed an extension. "Prescott here. I want you in my office first thing Monday morning. First thing. Hear me?"
12.
Anderson looked a trifle disheveled. He had had a bad weekend. Prescott, who had had a worse, said to him, malevolently, "You and Kupfer tried again, didn"t you?"
Anderson said, softly, "It"s better not to discuss that, Mr. Prescott. You remember it was agreed that in certain aspects of research, a distance was to be established. We were to take the risks or the glory, and Quantum was to share in the latter but not in the former."
"And your salary was doubled with a guarantee of all legal payments to be Quantum"s responsibility, don"t forget that. This man, John Heath, was treated by you and Kupfer, wasn"t he? Come on. There"s no mistaking it. There"s no point in hiding it."
"Well, yes."
"And you were so brilliant that you turned him loose on us-this-this-tarantula."
"We didn"t antic.i.p.ate this would happen. When he didn"t go into instant shock, we thought it was our first chance to test the process in the field. We thought he would break down after two or three days, or it would pa.s.s."
Prescott said, "If I hadn"t been protected So d.a.m.ned well, I wouldn"t have put the whole thing out of my mind and I would have guessed what had happened when that b.a.s.t.a.r.d first pulled the computer bit and produced the details of correspondence he had no business remembering. All right, we know where we are now. He"s holding the company to ransom with a new plan of operations he can"t be allowed to put through. Also, he can"t be allowed to walk away from us."
Anderson said, "Considering Heath"s capacity for recall and synthesis, is it possible that his plan of operations may be a good one?"
"I don"t care if it is. That b.a.s.t.a.r.d is after my job and who knows what else and we"ve got to get rid of him."
"How do you mean, rid of him? He could be of vital importance to the cerebro-chemical project."
"Forget that. It"s a disaster. You"re creating a super-Hitler." Anderson said, in a soft-voiced anguish, "The effect will wear off."
"Yes? When?"
"At this moment, I can"t be sure."
"Then I can"t take chances. We"ve got to make our arrangements and do it tomorrow at the latest. We can"t wait any longer."
13.
John was in high good humor. The manner in which Ross avoided him when he could and spoke to him deferentially when he had to affected the entire work force. There was a strange and radical change in the pecking order, with himself at the top.
Nor could John deny to himself that he liked it. He reveled in it. The tide was moving strongly and unbelievably swiftly. It was only nine days since the injection of the disinhibitor and every step had been forward.
Well, no, there had been Susan"s silly rage at him, but he would deal with her later. When he showed her the heights to which he would climb in nine additional days-in ninety- He looked up. Ross was at his desk, waiting for his attention but reluctant to do anything as cra.s.s as to attract that attention by as much as clearing his throat. John swiveled his chair, put his feet out before him in an att.i.tude of relaxation, and said, "Well, Ross?"
Ross said, carefully, "I would like to see you in my office, Heath. Something important has come up and, frankly, you"re the only one who can set it straight."
John got slowly to his feet. "Yes? What is it?"
Ross looked about mutely at the busy room, with at least five men in reasonable earshot. Then he looked toward his office door and held out an inviting arm.
John hesitated, but for years Ross had held unquestioned authority over him"; and at this moment he reacted to habit.
Ross held his door open for John politely, stepped through himself and closed the door behind him, locking it un.o.btrusively and remaining in front of it. Anderson stepped out from the other side of the bookcase.
John said sharply, "What"s all this about?"
"Nothing at all, Heath," said Ross, his smile turning into a vulpine grin. "We"re just going to help you out of your abnormal state-take you back to normality. Don"t move Heath."
Anderson had a hypodermic in his hand. "Please, Heath, do not struggle. We wish you no harm."
"If I yell-" said John.
"If you make any sound," said Ross, "I will put a hammerlock on you and hold it till your eyes bug out. I would like to do that, so please try to yell."
John said, "I have the goods on both of you, safe on deposit. Anything that happens to me-"
"Mr. Heath," said Anderson, "nothing will happen to you. Something is going to unhappen to you. We will put you back to where you were. That would happen anyway, but we will hurry it up just a little."
"So I"m going to hold you, Heath," said Ross, "and you won"t move because if you do, you will disturb our friend with the needle and he might slip and give you more than the carefully calculated dose, and you might end up unable to remember anything at all."
Heath was backing away, breathless. "That"s what you"re planning. You think you"ll be safe that way. If I forgot all about you, all about the information, all about its storage. But-"
"We"re not going to hurt you, Heath," said Anderson. John"s forehead glistened with sweat. A near paralysis gripped him.
"An amnesiac!" he said, huskily, and with a terror that only someone could feel at the possibility who himself had perfect recall.
"Then you won"t remember this either, will you?" said Ross. "Go ahead, Anderson."
"Well," muttered Anderson, in resignation. "I"m destroying a perfect test subject." He lifted John"s flaccid arm and readied the hypodermic.
There was a knock at the door. A clear voice called, "John!"
Anderson froze almost automatically: looking up questioningly.