Rowland did not shout at all; he gave a deep, short murmur: "Married--this morning?"
"Married this morning, at seven o"clock, le plus tranquillement du monde, before three or four persons. The young couple left Rome an hour afterwards."
For some moments this seemed to him really terrible; the dark little drama of which he had caught a glimpse had played itself out. He had believed that Christina would resist; that she had succ.u.mbed was a proof that the pressure had been cruel. Rowland"s imagination followed her forth with an irresistible tremor into the world toward which she was rolling away, with her detested husband and her stifled ideal; but it must be confessed that if the first impulse of his compa.s.sion was for Christina, the second was for Prince Casama.s.sima. Madame Grandoni acknowledged an extreme curiosity as to the secret springs of these strange doings: Casama.s.sima"s sudden dismissal, his still more sudden recall, the hurried private marriage. "Listen," said Rowland, hereupon, "and I will tell you something." And he related, in detail, his last visit to Mrs. Light and his talk with this lady, with Christina, and with the Cavaliere.
"Good," she said; "it "s all very curious. But it "s a riddle, and I only half guess it."
"Well," said Rowland, "I desire to harm no one; but certain suppositions have taken shape in my mind which serve as a solvent to several ambiguities."
"It is very true," Madame Grandoni answered, "that the Cavaliere, as he stands, has always needed to be explained."
"He is explained by the hypothesis that, three-and-twenty years ago, at Ancona, Mrs. Light had a lover."
"I see. Ancona was dull, Mrs. Light was lively, and--three-and-twenty years ago--perhaps, the Cavaliere was fascinating. Doubtless it would be fairer to say that he was fascinated. Poor Giacosa!"
"He has had his compensation," Rowland said. "He has been pa.s.sionately fond of Christina."
"Naturally. But has Christina never wondered why?"
"If she had been near guessing, her mother"s shabby treatment of him would have put her off the scent. Mrs. Light"s conscience has apparently told her that she could expiate an hour"s too great kindness by twenty years" contempt. So she kept her secret. But what is the profit of having a secret unless you can make some use of it? The day at last came when she could turn hers to account; she could let the skeleton out of the closet and create a panic."
"I don"t understand."
"Neither do I morally," said Rowland. "I only conceive that there was a horrible, fabulous scene. The poor Cavaliere stood outside, at the door, white as a corpse and as dumb. The mother and daughter had it out together. Mrs. Light burnt her ships. When she came out she had three lines of writing in her daughter"s hand, which the Cavaliere was dispatched with to the prince. They overtook the young man in time, and, when he reappeared, he was delighted to dispense with further waiting. I don"t know what he thought of the look in his bride"s face; but that is how I roughly reconstruct history."
"Christina was forced to decide, then, that she could not afford not to be a princess?"
"She was reduced by humiliation. She was a.s.sured that it was not for her to make conditions, but to thank her stars that there were none made for her. If she persisted, she might find it coming to pa.s.s that there would be conditions, and the formal rupture--the rupture that the world would hear of and pry into--would then proceed from the prince and not from her."
"That "s all nonsense!" said Madame Grandoni, energetically.
"To us, yes; but not to the proudest girl in the world, deeply wounded in her pride, and not stopping to calculate probabilities, but m.u.f.fling her shame, with an almost sensuous relief, in a splendor that stood within her grasp and asked no questions. Is it not possible that the late Mr. Light had made an outbreak before witnesses who are still living?"
"Certainly her marriage now," said Madame Grandoni, less a.n.a.lytically, "has the advantage that it takes her away from her--parents!"
This lady"s farther comments upon the event are not immediately pertinent to our history; there were some other comments of which Rowland had a deeply oppressive foreboding. He called, on the evening of the morrow upon Mrs. Hudson, and found Roderick with the two ladies. Their companion had apparently but lately entered, and Rowland afterwards learned that it was his first appearance since the writing of the note which had so distressed his mother. He had flung himself upon a sofa, where he sat with his chin upon his breast, staring before him with a sinister spark in his eye. He fixed his gaze on Rowland, but gave him no greeting. He had evidently been saying something to startle the women; Mrs. Hudson had gone and seated herself, timidly and imploringly, on the edge of the sofa, trying to take his hand. Miss Garland was applying herself to some needlework with conscious intentness.
Mrs. Hudson gave Rowland, on his entrance, a touching look of grat.i.tude.
"Oh, we have such blessed news!" she said. "Roderick is ready to leave Rome."
"It "s not blessed news; it "s most d.a.m.nable news!" cried Roderick.
"Oh, but we are very glad, my son, and I am sure you will be when you get away. You "re looking most dreadfully thin; is n"t he, Mr. Mallet?
It "s plain enough you need a change. I "m sure we will go wherever you like. Where would you like to go?"
Roderick turned his head slowly and looked at her. He had let her take his hand, which she pressed tenderly between her own. He gazed at her for some time in silence. "Poor mother!" he said at last, in a portentous tone.
"My own dear son!" murmured Mrs. Hudson in all the innocence of her trust.
"I don"t care a straw where you go! I don"t care a straw for anything!"
"Oh, my dear boy, you must not say that before all of us here--before Mary, before Mr. Mallet!"
"Mary--Mr. Mallet?" Roderick repeated, almost savagely. He released himself from the clasp of his mother"s hand and turned away, leaning his elbows on his knees and holding his head in his hands. There was a silence; Rowland said nothing because he was watching Miss Garland. "Why should I stand on ceremony with Mary and Mr. Mallet?" Roderick presently added. "Mary pretends to believe I "m a fine fellow, and if she believes it as she ought to, nothing I can say will alter her opinion. Mallet knows I "m a hopeless humbug; so I need n"t mince my words with him."
"Ah, my dear, don"t use such dreadful language!" said Mrs. Hudson. "Are n"t we all devoted to you, and proud of you, and waiting only to hear what you want, so that we may do it?"
Roderick got up, and began to walk about the room; he was evidently in a restless, reckless, profoundly demoralized condition. Rowland felt that it was literally true that he did not care a straw for anything, but he observed with anxiety that Mrs. Hudson, who did not know on what delicate ground she was treading, was disposed to chide him caressingly, as a mere expression of tenderness. He foresaw that she would bring down the hovering thunderbolt on her head.
"In G.o.d"s name," Roderick cried, "don"t remind me of my obligations! It "s intolerable to me, and I don"t believe it "s pleasant to Mallet.
I know they "re tremendous--I know I shall never repay them. I "m bankrupt! Do you know what that means?"
The poor lady sat staring, dismayed, and Rowland angrily interfered.
"Don"t talk such stuff to your mother!" he cried. "Don"t you see you "re frightening her?"
"Frightening her? she may as well be frightened first as last. Do I frighten you, mother?" Roderick demanded.
"Oh, Roderick, what do you mean?" whimpered the poor lady. "Mr. Mallet, what does he mean?"
"I mean that I "m an angry, savage, disappointed, miserable man!"
Roderick went on. "I mean that I can"t do a stroke of work nor think a profitable thought! I mean that I "m in a state of helpless rage and grief and shame! Helpless, helpless--that "s what it is. You can"t help me, poor mother--not with kisses, nor tears, nor prayers! Mary can"t help me--not for all the honor she does me, nor all the big books on art that she pores over. Mallet can"t help me--not with all his money, nor all his good example, nor all his friendship, which I "m so profoundly well aware of: not with it all multiplied a thousand times and repeated to all eternity! I thought you would help me, you and Mary; that "s why I sent for you. But you can"t, don"t think it! The sooner you give up the idea the better for you. Give up being proud of me, too; there "s nothing left of me to be proud of! A year ago I was a mighty fine fellow; but do you know what has become of me now? I have gone to the devil!"
There was something in the ring of Roderick"s voice, as he uttered these words, which sent them home with convincing force. He was not talking for effect, or the mere sensuous pleasure of extravagant and paradoxical utterance, as had often enough been the case ere this; he was not even talking viciously or ill-humoredly. He was talking pa.s.sionately, desperately, and from an irresistible need to throw off the oppressive burden of his mother"s confidence. His cruel eloquence brought the poor lady to her feet, and she stood there with clasped hands, petrified and voiceless. Mary Garland quickly left her place, came straight to Roderick, and laid her hand on his arm, looking at him with all her tormented heart in her eyes. He made no movement to disengage himself; he simply shook his head several times, in dogged negation of her healing powers. Rowland had been living for the past month in such intolerable expectancy of disaster that now that the ice was broken, and the fatal plunge taken, his foremost feeling was almost elation; but in a moment his orderly instincts and his natural love of superficial smoothness overtook it.
"I really don"t see, Roderick," he said, "the profit of your talking in just this way at just this time. Don"t you see how you are making your mother suffer?"
"Do I enjoy it myself?" cried Roderick. "Is the suffering all on your side and theirs? Do I look as if I were happy, and were stirring you up with a stick for my amus.e.m.e.nt? Here we all are in the same boat; we might as well understand each other! These women must know that I "m not to be counted on. That sounds remarkably cool, no doubt, and I certainly don"t deny your right to be utterly disgusted with me."
"Will you keep what you have got to say till another time," said Mary, "and let me hear it alone?"
"Oh, I "ll let you hear it as often as you please; but what "s the use of keeping it? I "m in the humor; it won"t keep! It "s a very simple matter. I "m a failure, that "s all; I "m not a first-rate man. I "m second-rate, tenth-rate, anything you please. After that, it "s all one!"
Mary Garland turned away and buried her face in her hands; but Roderick, struck, apparently, in some unwonted fashion with her gesture, drew her towards him again, and went on in a somewhat different tone. "It "s hardly worth while we should have any private talk about this, Mary," he said. "The thing would be comfortable for neither of us. It "s better, after all, that it be said once for all and dismissed. There are things I can"t talk to you about. Can I, at least? You are such a queer creature!"
"I can imagine nothing you should n"t talk to me about," said Mary.
"You are not afraid?" he demanded, sharply, looking at her.
She turned away abruptly, with lowered eyes, hesitating a moment.
"Anything you think I should hear, I will hear," she said. And then she returned to her place at the window and took up her work.
"I have had a great blow," said Roderick. "I was a great a.s.s, but it does n"t make the blow any easier to bear."
"Mr. Mallet, tell me what Roderick means!" said Mrs. Hudson, who had found her voice, in a tone more peremptory than Rowland had ever heard her use.
"He ought to have told you before," said Roderick. "Really, Rowland, if you will allow me to say so, you ought! You could have given a much better account of all this than I myself; better, especially, in that it would have been more lenient to me. You ought to have let them down gently; it would have saved them a great deal of pain. But you always want to keep things so smooth! Allow me to say that it "s very weak of you."
"I hereby renounce such weakness!" said Rowland.