He laid his hand on his bicycle and went towards the house again. There was no one to be seen, so he hurried up to the rickety barn where Claude sat on a milking-stool, trying to keep his long legs out of the way of a frisky cow.
The Frenchman was overcome with stolid dismay when Vesper briefly bade him good-by, and going to the barn door, he stared regretfully after him.
Mirabelle Marie, in blissful unconsciousness of the sudden departure, went on with her bed-making, but Bidiane, through the crack in the roof, saw him go, and in childish contradiction of spirit shed tears of anger and disappointment at the sight.
CHAPTER XXI.
A SUPREME ADIEU.
"How reads the riddle of our life, That mortals seek immortal joy, That pleasures here so quickly cloy, And hearts are e"en with yearnings rife?
That love"s bright morn no midday knows, And darkness comes ere even"s close, And fondest hopes bear seeds of strife.
"Let fools deride; Faith"s G.o.d-girt breast Their puny shafts can turn aside, And mock with these their sin-born pride.
Our souls were made for G.o.d the Best; "Tis He alone can satisfy Their every want, can still each cry; In Him alone shall they find rest."
CORNELIUs...o...b..IEN, _Archbishop of Halifax_.
The night was one of velvety softness, and the stars, as if suspecting his mission, blinked delicately and discreetly down upon him, while Vesper, who knew every step of the way, went speeding down the Bay with a wildly beating heart.
Several Acadiens recognized him as he swept past them on the road, but he did not stop to parley with them, for he wished to reach Yarmouth as soon as possible. His brain was tortured, and it seemed to him that, at every revolution of his wheels, a swift, subtle temptation a.s.saulted him more insidiously and more fiercely. He would pa.s.s right by the Sleeping Water Inn. Why should he not pause there for a few minutes and make some arrangement with Rose about Narcisse, who was still in Boston? He certainly had a duty to perform towards the child. Would it not be foolish for him to pa.s.s by the mother"s door without speaking to her of him? What harm could there be in a conversation of five minutes"
duration?
His head throbbed, his muscles contracted. Only this afternoon he had been firm, as firm as a rock. He had sternly resolved not to see her again, not to write to her, not to meet her, not to send her a message, unless he should hear that she had been released from the bond of her marriage. What had come over him now? He was as weak as a child. He had better stop and think the matter over; and he sprang from his wheel and threw himself down on a gra.s.sy bank, covered with broad leaves that concealed the dead and withered flowers of the summer.
Somewhere in the darkness behind him was lonely Piau"s Isle, where several of the Acadien forefathers of the Bay lay buried. What courage and powers of endurance they had possessed! They had bravely borne their burdens, lived their day, and were now at rest. Some day,--in a few years, perhaps,--he, too, would be a handful of dust, and he, too, would leave a record behind him; what would his record be?
He bit his lip and set his teeth savagely. He was a fool and a coward.
He would not go to Sleeping Water, but would immediately turn his back on temptation, and go to Weymouth. He could stay at a hotel there all night, and take the train in the morning.
The soft air caressed his weary head; for a long time he lay staring up at the stars through the interlaced branches of an apple-tree over him, then he slowly rose. His face was towards the head of the Bay; he no longer looked towards Sleeping Water, but for a minute he stood irresolutely, and in that brief s.p.a.ce of time his good resolution was irrevocably lost.
Some girls were going to a merrymaking, and, as they went, they laughed gaily and continuously. One of them had clear, silvery tones like those of Rose. The color again surged to his face, the blood flew madly through his veins. He must see her, if only for an instant; and, hesitating no longer, he turned and went careering swiftly through the darkness.
A short time later he had reached the inn. There was a light in Rose"s window. She must have gone to bed. Celina only was in the kitchen, and, with a hasty glance at her, he walked to the stable.
A terrible quacking in the duck-yard advised him who was there, and he was further a.s.sured by hearing an irritable voice exclaim, "If fowls were hatched dumb, there would not be this distracting tumult!"
Agapit was after a duck. It fell to his lot to do the killing for the household, and it was so great a trial to his kind heart that, if the other members of the family had due warning, they usually, at such times, shut themselves up to be out of reach of his lamentable outcries when he was confronted by a protesting chicken, an innocent lamb, a tumultuous pig, or a trusting calf.
Just now he emerged from the yard, holding a sleepy drake by the wing.
"_Misericorde!_" he exclaimed, when he almost ran into Vesper, "who is it? You--you?" and he peered at him through the darkness.
"Yes, it is I."
"Confiding fool," said Agapit, impatiently tossing the drake back among his startled comrades, "I will save thy neck once more."
Vesper marked the emphasis. "I am on my way to Yarmouth," he said, calmly, "and I have stopped to see your cousin about Narcisse."
"Ah!--he is well, I trust."
"He is better than when he was here."
"His mother has gone to bed."
"I will wait, then, until the morning."
"Ah!" said Agapit again; then he laughed recklessly and seized Vesper"s hand. "I cannot pretend. You see that I am rejoiced to have you again with us."
"I, too, am glad to be here."
"But you will not stay?"
"Oh, no, Agapit--you know me better than that."
Vesper"s tone was confident, yet Agapit looked anxiously at him through the gathering gloom. "It would be better for Rose not to see you."
"Agapit--we are not babies."
"No, you are worse,--it is well said that only our Lord loves lovers. No other would have patience."
Vesper held his straight figure a little straighter, and his manner warned the young Acadien to be careful of what he said, but he dashed on, "Words are brave; actions are braver."
"How is Madame de Foret?" asked Vesper, shortly.
"What do you expect--joyous, riotous health? Reflect only that she has been completely overthrown about her child. I hope that madame, your mother, is well."
"She has not been in such good health for years. She is greatly entertained by Narcisse," and Vesper smiled at some reminiscence.
"It is one of the most charming of nights," said Agapit, insinuatingly.
"Toochune would be glad to have a harness on his back. We could fly over the road to Yarmouth. It would be more agreeable than travelling by day."
"Thank you, Agapit--I do not wish to go to-night."
"Oh, you self-willed one--you Lucifer!" said Agapit, wildly. "You dare-all, you conquer-all! Take care that you are not trapped."
"Come, show me a room," said Vesper, who was secretly gratified with the irrepressible delight of the Acadien in again seeing him,--a delight that could not be conquered by his anxiety.
"This evening the house is again full," said Agapit. "Rose is quite wearied; come softly up-stairs. I can give you but the small apartment next her own, but you must not rise early in the morning, and seek an interview with her."
Two angry red spots immediately appeared in Vesper"s cheeks, and he stared haughtily at him.
Agapit snapped his fingers. "I trust you not that much, though if you had not come back, my confidence would have reached to eternity. You are unfortunately too n.o.bly human,--why were you not divine? But I must not reproach. Have I not too been a lover? You are capable of all, even of talking through the wall with your beloved. You should have stayed away, you should have stayed away!" and, grumbling and shaking his head, he ushered his guest up-stairs, and into a tiny and exquisitely clean room, that contained only a bed, a table, a wash-stand, and one chair.