Dr. Alec understood the mood in which he found her, and did his best to warn without saddening by too much worldly wisdom.
"You are something besides an heiress to those who know and love you; so take heart, my girl, and hold fast to the faith that is in you.
There is a touchstone for all these things, and whatever does not ring true doubt and avoid. Test and try men and women as they come along; and I am sure conscience, instinct, and experience will keep you from any dire mistake," he said, with a protecting arm about her, and a trustful look that was very comforting.
After a moment"s pause she answered, while a sudden smile dimpled round her mouth, and the big glove went up to half hide her tell-tale cheeks,--
"Uncle, if I must have lovers, I do wish they"d be more interesting.
How can I like or respect men who go on as some of them do, and then imagine women _can_ feel honored by the offer of their hands? hearts are out of fashion, so they don"t say much about them."
"Ah, ha! that is the trouble is it? and we begin to have delicate distresses do we?" said Dr. Alec, glad to see her brightening, and full of interest in the new topic; for he _was_ a romantic old fellow, as he confessed to his brother.
Rose put down the glove, and looked up with a droll mixture of amus.e.m.e.nt and disgust in her face. "Uncle, it is perfectly disgraceful! I"ve wanted to tell you, but I was ashamed, because I never could boast of such things as some girls do; and they were so absurd I couldn"t feel as if they were worth repeating even to you.
Perhaps I ought, though; for you may think proper to command me to make a good match, and of course I should have to obey," she added, trying to look meek.
"Tell, by all means. Don"t I always keep your secrets, and give you the best advice, like a model guardian? You must have a confidant, and where find a better one than here?" he asked, tapping his waistcoat with an inviting gesture.
"Nowhere: so I"ll tell all but the names. I"d best be prudent; for I"m afraid you may get a little fierce: you do sometimes when people vex me," began Rose, rather liking the prospect of a confidential chat with uncle; for he had kept himself a good deal in the background lately.
"You know our ideas are old-fashioned; so I was not prepared to have men propose at all times and places, with no warning but a few smiles and soft speeches. I expected things of that sort would be very interesting and proper, not to say thrilling, on my part: but they are not; and I find myself laughing instead of crying, feeling angry instead of glad, and forgetting all about it very soon. Why, uncle, one absurd boy proposed when we"d only met half a dozen times. But he was dreadfully in debt, so that accounted for it perhaps," and Rose dusted her fingers, as if she had soiled them.
"I know him, and I thought he"d do it," observed the doctor with a shrug.
"You see and know every thing; so there"s no need of going on, is there?"
"Do, do! who else? I won"t even guess."
"Well, another went down upon his knees in Mrs. Van"s greenhouse and poured forth his pa.s.sion manfully, with a great cactus p.r.i.c.king his poor legs all the while. Kitty found him there, and it was impossible to keep sober; so he has hated me ever since."
The doctor"s "Ha! ha!" was good to hear, and Rose joined him; for it was impossible to regard these episodes seriously, since no true sentiment redeemed them from absurdity.
"Another one sent me reams of poetry, and went on so Byronically, that I began to wish I had red hair and my name was Betsey Ann. I burnt all the verses: so don"t expect to see them; and he, poor fellow, is consoling himself with Emma. But the worst of all was the one who would make love in public, and insisted on proposing in the middle of a dance. I seldom dance round dances except with our boys; but that night I did, because the girls laughed at me for being so "prudish,"
as they called it. I don"t mind them now; for I found I _was_ right, and felt that I deserved my fate."
"Is that all?" asked her uncle, looking "fierce," as she predicted, at the idea of his beloved girl obliged to listen to a declaration, twirling about on the arm of a lover.
"One more: but him I shall not tell about; for I know _he_ was in earnest and really suffered, though I was as kind as I knew how to be.
I"m young in these things yet, so I grieved for him, and treat his love with the tenderest respect."
Rose"s voice sunk almost to a whisper as she ended; and Dr. Alec bent his head, as if involuntarily saluting a comrade in misfortune. Then he got up, saying with a keen look into the face he lifted by a finger under the chin,--
"Do you want another three months of this?"
"I"ll tell you on New Year"s day, uncle."
"Very well: try to keep a straight course, my little captain; and, if you see dirty weather ahead, call on your first mate."
"Ay, ay, sir; I"ll remember."
CHAPTER V.
_PRINCE CHARMING._
The old glove lay upon the floor forgotten, while Rose sat musing, till a quick step sounded in the hall, and a voice drew near tunefully humming.
"As he was walkin" doun the street The city for to view, Oh, there he spied a bonny la.s.s, The window lookin" through."
"Sae licht he jumped up the stair, And tirled at the pin; Oh, wha sae ready as hersel"
To let the laddie in?"
sung Rose, as the voice paused and a tap came at the door.
"Good morning, Rosamunda; here are your letters, and your most devoted ready to execute any commissions you may have for him," was Charlie"s greeting, as he came in looking comely, gay, and debonair as usual.
"Thanks: I"ve no errands unless you mail my replies, if these need answering; so by your leave, Prince," and Rose began to open the handful of notes he threw into her lap.
"Ha! what sight is this to blast mine eyes?" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Charlie, as he pointed to the glove with a melodramatic start; for, like most accomplished amateur actors, he was fond of introducing private theatricals into his "daily walk and conversation."
"Uncle left it."
""Tis well; methought perchance a rival had been here," and, picking it up, Charlie amused himself with putting it on the head of a little Psyche, which ornamented the mantle-piece, humming, as he did so, another verse of the old song,--
"He set his Jenny on his knee, All in his Highland dress; For brawly well he kenned the way To please a bonny la.s.s."
Rose went on reading her letters, but all the while was thinking of her conversation with her uncle, and something else, suggested by the newcomer and his ditty.
During the three months since her return, she had seen more of this cousin than any of the others; for he seemed to be the only one who had leisure to "play with Rose," as they used to say years ago. The other boys were all at work, even little Jamie, many of whose play hours were devoted to manful struggles with Latin grammar, the evil genius of his boyish life. Dr. Alec had many affairs to arrange after his long absence; Phebe was busy with her music; and Aunt Plenty still actively superintended her housekeeping. Thus it fell out, quite naturally, that Charlie should form the habit of lounging in at all hours with letters, messages, bits of news, and agreeable plans for Rose. He helped her with her sketching, rode with her, sung with her, and took her to parties, as a matter of course; for Aunt Clara, being the gayest of the sisters, played chaperon on all occasions.
For a time it was very pleasant; but, by and by, Rose began to wish Charlie would find something to do like the rest, and not make dawdling after her the business of his life. The family were used to his self-indulgent ways: and there was an amiable delusion in the minds of the boys that he had a right to the best of every thing; for to them he was still the Prince, the flower of the flock, and in time to be an honor to the name. No one exactly knew how: for, though full of talent, he seemed to have no especial gift or bias; and the elders began to shake their heads, because, in spite of many grand promises and projects, the moment for decisive action never came.
Rose saw all this, and longed to inspire her brilliant cousin with some manful purpose, which should win for him respect as well as admiration. But she found it very hard: for, though he listened with imperturbable good humor, and owned his shortcomings with delightful frankness, he always had some argument, reason, or excuse to offer, and out-talked her in five minutes; leaving her silenced, but unconvinced.
Of late she had observed that he seemed to feel as if her time and thoughts belonged exclusively to him, and rather resented the approach of any other claimant. This annoyed her, and suggested the idea that her affectionate interest and efforts were misunderstood by him, misrepresented and taken advantage of by Aunt Clara, who had been most urgent that she should "use her influence with the dear boy," though the fond mother resented all other interference. This troubled Rose, and made her feel as if caught in a snare; for, while she owned to herself that Charlie was the most attractive of her cousins, she was not ready to be taken possession of in this masterful way, especially since other and sometimes better men sought her favor more humbly.
These thoughts were floating vaguely in her mind as she read her letters, and unconsciously influenced her in the chat that followed.
"Only invitations, and I can"t stop to answer them now, or I shall never get through this job," she said, returning to her work.
"Let me help. You do up, and I"ll direct. Have a secretary; do now, and see what a comfort it will be," proposed Charlie, who could turn his hand to any thing, and had made himself quite at home in the sanctum.
"I"d rather finish this myself, but you may answer the notes if you will. Just regrets to all but two or three. Read the names as you go along, and I"ll tell you which."
"To hear is to obey. Who says I"m a "frivolous idler" now?" and Charlie sat down at the writing table with alacrity; for these hours in the little room were his best and happiest.
"Order is heaven"s first law, and the view a lovely one, but I _don"t_ see any note-paper," he added, opening the desk and surveying its contents with interest.