It was very hard to say good-by when papa"s voice called,--
"Come little daughter, the carriage is ready." It was harder than Ruby had had any idea that it would be. It seemed as if she could not possibly say good-by to her mother, and go out of the room, knowing that she could not kiss her good-night or good-morning any more for weeks and weeks. If it had been any one else, but to go away from her seemed quite impossible.
"Good-by, darling. Remember you are going to help me get well again,"
her mother said, drawing the little girl"s face down for a last kiss, and that helped Ruby to be very brave. She kissed her mother over and over again, and then jumped up and went out of the room without one word.
The lump in her throat was growing so big that she knew she should cry in a moment if she did not hurry away.
"I was brave, papa, I was brave," she said, when she went out into the hall and found her father waiting for her; but the tears came then fast and thick for a moment.
"Now you will be my brave little daughter again, I know," said her father, comfortingly, "for it is time for us to start now. I am afraid the train would not wait for us if you were not at the station in time, and it would never do to miss the train on your first journey, would it?"
Ruby smiled through her tears.
"Don"t you think they would wait when they saw the trunk on the platform, papa? I should think they would know somebody was going away then, and would wait."
"No, I don"t think that even for anything as important as the trunk, the train would wait," her father answered.
Ann helped Ruby put on her hat and jacket with unusual gentleness, and Ruby thought that Ann looked very much as if she wanted to cry.
"Do you feel sorry, really, that I am going away, Ann?" she asked.
"Of course I do, honey," Ann answered.
All at once Ruby remembered how she had teased Ann, how many times she had been rude to her, and had done what she knew Ann did not want her to, and she put her arms around Ann"s neck.
"Ann, I "m sorry I have been so bad," she whispered. "I will be good when I come home again."
Ann was very much touched by Ruby"s apology.
"Never you think about that," she answered. "I"ll miss you dreadfully, and I shall never remember anything but the times you have been as good as a little lamb; so you need n"t worry your head about that."
"Time to start," called papa again; so Ruby climbed up in the front seat, where she was to sit with her father, and Aunt Emma and Ruthy got in behind her. The little trunk, with Ruby"s initials upon it, had already been taken down to the station, and was waiting for her there.
It was quite a little drive to the station, and they had not started any too soon, for by the time papa had purchased the tickets, and had given Ruby the little pocket-book, that he had saved for a parting surprise, with a crisp ten-cent bill in it, some bright pennies, and in an inside compartment what seemed to Ruby like untold wealth, a whole dollar note, the distant whistle of the train was heard. And then almost before Ruby knew it she had said good-by to Ruthy, who could not keep her tears back when she said good-by to her little friend, and she was sitting by the window, where she could look out at Ruthy, when the train started, and her papa leaned over to give her a last kiss and hug.
"Good-by. G.o.d bless and keep my little daughter," he said tenderly.
The engine shrieked and whistled, the bell rang, and then with a jerk the train began to move, and Ruby looked out, with her face pressed close to the window, to see her father just as long as she possibly could. He was on the platform by Ruthy now, and he waved his handkerchief as the train started, and threw kisses to his little girl.
Ruby pressed her face closer and closer against the gla.s.s, but at last it was of no use. There was only an indistinct blur where papa and Ruthy had been standing, for Ruby"s eyes were so full of tears that she could not see them, and by the time she had taken out her new handkerchief and wiped them away, the train had begun to go so fast that she could not see the station at all. It was far behind her, and Ruby had really begun her first journey.
It was hard work not to put her head down in Aunt Emma"s lap and cry as much as she wanted to, but Ruby glanced about the car, and saw that every one else was looking very happy, and watching the things that pa.s.sed by the windows, so she thought, with some pride, that if she should cry people might not know that it was because she was going away from her dear papa and mamma and Ruthy, but they might think that she was frightened because she had never been in the cars before, and she certainly did not want them to know that.
She wiped the tears away from her eyes and sat up very straight, looking out of the window as if she was very much interested in everything she saw. Really, she could not have told you one thing that they went past. She was fighting back the tears, and her longing to have the train stopped and get off even now, and go back home again, where every one loved her so much; and it took all her courage and resolution not to break down.
Aunt Emma guessed what the little girl was thinking about, and she did not disturb her for a little while, until she thought that Ruby could talk without letting the tears come.
Then, all at once, she began to talk about the places they would pa.s.s on their way to school, and Ruby grew so interested in listening to her that the lump in her throat went away, and she really began to enjoy the journey.
She looked about the car at the other pa.s.sengers, and she wondered whether they all knew that she was going away to school and had a little trunk of her very own. It seemed to Ruby as if it was such an important occasion that somehow every one must know, even if they had not been told about it.
It was very pleasant to travel, she decided, after a little while, and she wondered why it was that when she looked out of the window, it seemed as if everything was running past the train, instead of the train seeming to be in motion. It was very funny, and Ruby almost laughed when they pa.s.sed a field full of cows, which shot by the window as if they had been running with all their might, when really they had been standing quite still, looking with soft, wondering eyes at the noisy monster that shrieked and whistled as it rushed on its way, drawing a long train of cars after it.
CHAPTER X.
MAKING FRIENDS.
By and by a man dressed in blue clothes with bra.s.s b.u.t.tons came through the car, stopping at each seat and looking at people"s tickets.
"That is the conductor, and he wants to look at the tickets," said Aunt Emma. "Would you like to give him the tickets, Ruby?"
Of course Ruby wanted to do this, and she changed places with Aunt Emma, and sat at the end of the seat, waiting for the conductor to come.
She felt very grown-up and important as she handed the little pieces of pasteboard to him, and wondered whether he would think that she was taking her Aunt Emma on a journey because she had the tickets; but the conductor rather disappointed her. He did not seem to be at all surprised that a little girl should give him the tickets, but he took them and after looking at them for a moment, punched a little hole in them.
This did not please Ruby at all. She had not noticed that he had done this same thing to every one else"s ticket, and she exclaimed,--
"Please don"t do that, you will spoil those tickets, and they are all we have got."
The conductor smiled, and so did several other people who had heard Ruby"s speech.
"I have n"t spoiled the tickets, sissy," the conductor said good-naturedly.
When he went on to the next seat Ruby showed the tickets to her Aunt Emma.
"He says he did not spoil them, but I just think he did," she whispered. "I think it spoils tickets to have a hole made in them, don"t you, Aunt Emma? Now spose they are not good any more, how shall we get to school? Will they put us off the cars?"
"The tickets will be all right, Ruby," Aunt Emma answered smilingly.
"Now put them back in my pocket-book again, so that they will not get lost, and by and by another conductor will get on the train and will want to see them, and then you shall show them to him."
"Will he make another hole in them?" asked Ruby, who still felt as if the tickets would be much nicer without the little hole in them.
"Yes, there will be three more holes made in them before we give them up," Aunt Emma answered.
"Give them up?" echoed Ruby. "What do you mean, Aunt Emma? We don"t give them to any body, do we?"
"Yes, just before we get off the cars the conductor will take them."
"It seems pretty dreadful to spend so much money for tickets and then not be allowed to keep them," Ruby said. "Don"t you think he would let me keep mine just to remember the journey by, if I should ask him?"
"No, he could not do that," Aunt Emma answered. "You will have to give yours up just as every one else will. But you have had a long ride for the ticket, you know, Ruby, so you must not feel as if your ticket had been taken away and you had received nothing in exchange."
"Oh, I forgot that," Ruby answered, and then she leaned her face against the window and looked out again at the places they were pa.s.sing. By and by the old gentleman in the seat in front of Ruby looked around and when he saw the little girl, he smiled at her with a pair of very kind blue eyes, and said,--
"Little girl, don"t you want to come in here and visit me a little while?"
Ruby was very willing to do this, for she was tired of looking out of the window, and Aunt Emma had a headache and did not feel like talking; so in a minute she had slipped past her aunt, and was in the next seat, very willing to be entertained.