Despair is a big f.u.c.ked up monster.Everyone gets a turn...
it"s a hard fight that f.u.c.ks you from top to bottom,
Drains you hollow...
Each pa.s.sing day it gets a little worse, trying so hard to stay sane.
I try so hard to fight a losing battle, but I"m a stubborn piece of s.h.i.t.
I"d rather die swinging than give in...
And when you"re finally rid of it...
There"s something about having overcome it that robs you of compa.s.sion.
Secretly in the dark pit of your self-centered subconscious, you"re just happy it"s not you anymore...
You look at those self serving saints who say the world is a good place...
THE FEELINGS OF WANTING TO SAVE ANOTHER IS NOTHING MORE THAN THE ARROGANCE OF THOSE WHO ARE BLESSED.
because that same compa.s.sion was what got her killed...
But what Weiss said woke me up from all this depressing thoughts...
She pulled me away from all this madness...
Maybe, just maybe there"s Hope for me after all...
*sigh I"ll try to be a better person at least...
I"ll start by telling Pyrrha everything.
Arriving at their room He saw Neo and Pyrrha watching one of the shows he materialized...
Pyrrha was so immersed in watching...
*Gasp "He was his sister!? but they kissed!"
Neo was nodding her head... (What a twist!)
Haruki sat between them and hugged them both close.
"You know this is my favorite movie series..."
Pyrrha leaned her head towards Haruki and worriedly said "How was your meeting with Ozpin?"
He buried his face to her neck and whispered...
"It went better than expected... but I"m gonna tell you everything after this movie..."
Pyrrha pouted..." why not now?" Haruki laughed "it"s the last movie in the trilogy it"s fine... the talk can wait..."
They enjoyed the movie... Pyrrha then asked Haruki... "Where did you find this movie? it looks old but it has a good concept unseen here on Vale..."
Haruki then turned serious...
"That"s part of the talk we"re having today..."
"Pyrrha whatever I"m about to tell you, it"s all real and please listen close..."
He then proceeded to tell her about himself...
"You see I"m not from here..." Pyrrha looked at him weirdly "you"re not from Vale? so am I..." Haruki shook his head "No... I"m not from remnant... in from some place far far away... I let you guys watch this movie to get an idea that I"m from a different reality... to make it simple im from a different planet..."
Pyrrha was shocked. She couldn"t believe what she just heard...
Haruki then continued his story, he told her everything...
Everything he said to Neo, he also told Pyrrha.
Pyrrha was shocked... for Haruki to have such tragic past... she was angered on herself, thinking that her own life was horrible...
Haruki continued "You know if Neo hadn"t found me in that snowy day, I wouldn"t have minded dying..."
"But I"m glad I met you guys... you know I always thought I"m the one saving you guys...
But you guys pull me away from that sinking feeling every single time...
That"s why I couldn"t blame you if you hate me right now... I have killed so many people, that even if I spent my entire life trying to save people it wouldn"t be enough..."
Pyrrha shook her head and she just smiled at Haruki... She wrapped her hands on his neck and Pulled him to her chest...
"Haru... Even though you have done somethings I don"t agree on... I won"t hate or blame you..."
"Although you have worked for Salem... You have always planned against her, although you have taken lives, you have also saved some... those slave traders you killed freed those faunus..."
"Although I don"t want to quantify the lives you"ve taken and saved... Haru... one man alone can"t change the world... you said this yourself, that"s why rely on us... rely on everyone..."
"I believe together we can at least somehow... no matter how little could make this world a little better..."
Haru said this while tears slowly slid down his face.
"You guys made me realize... that even a broken man like me... could still cling onto hope and keep on fighting..."
"Thank you... for loving a man like me... thank you....For believing in me..."
Neo then came closer and hugged both of them...
She then said...
(Like I said haru, a relationship is not a one way street, it goes both ways... we both have to rely on each other...)
Pyrrha then kissed haru and told him...
"Your memory of your late fiance cherish it... we will respect her place in your heart,
but don"t let her death haunt you... or anyone else"s...
You"re an outstanding man... you"re the man that I fell in love with... so please keep your head up...
Look outside... see those students smiling? by killing gluttony you have saved their smiles... and they can keep living like students."
Haruki can"t help but tear up, he showed them his vulnerability, instead of Pyrrha berating him...
She accepted his flaws and sins...
Just like that she pulled me from the darkness that has been eating away from me for so long...
Weiss also helped wake him up...
He looked up he saw the two of them smiling at him...
""We love you... it doesn"t matter what you"ve done before, you"re still the man we fell in love with...""
He hugged both of them tightly...
He was thankful for getting the chance, of meeting both of them...
No on meeting everyone here, be it good or bad, they have helped him change in one way or another...
it was at this moment he stopped letting himself be chained by the past...
He looked at Pyrrha... this girl truly is kind...
How do you save someone carrying so much?
How do you save someone without being pulled in yourself?
The answer honestly doesn"t matter...
you won"t know if you"re going to get saved or save someone else...
it"s a leap of faith...
you have to take a risk, and risk is what these girls have been doing so far...for me... and it"s time I do the same.
"You"re not a good man but you"re not bad either...
Your path, your journey everything will be just fine...
you still have a choice... You want to know why? because you"re the man I fell in love with...and that"s the best thing a man could hope for..."
That was what she said when I proposed to her back then... looking back I honestly think she"s right... the best thing a man could hope for is to be loved...
Haruki heartily laughed he kissed both Pyrrha and Neo madly...
Neo then said (Haruki I"m gonna go buy some groceries... you two have fun...)
Haruki smiled at her, "Thanks darling..."
(Hmph! I"m only doing this for Pyrrha!)
"Uhh... Haruki what does Neo mean???"
Haruki held her face and said "Pyrrha, I love you... and I would... uhh want to uhh... m"
Pyrrha pounced on Haruki not letting him speak any further...
Haruki was surprised on how proactive Pyrrha was...
He caressed Pyrrhas head... pushed her down the bed...
He slowly moved his hands along her body... caressing every part of her.
From the moment their lips touched, Pyrrha opened her mouth...
She was grinder her lips against Haruki. demanding more and more.
*mmph *Haah haah* "Sorry I couldn"t hold back anymore..." When Haruki heard her say this.. He removed her clothes and left her in her underwear.
"Ohh my cute little G.o.ddess I never expected you to be this feisty..." Pyrrha smiled smugly and told him. "what? we"re you expecting me to be a scared little rabbit?"
She caressed his chest and unhooked her bra... throwing it to harukis face.
When he removed the thing that was blocking his face...
what he saw was beauty given form...
He kissed Pyrrha on her nape... and slowly moving down on her b.r.e.a.s.t.s sucking on it.
"Ahnnn~~~ Baby... suck on them harder..."
He held harukis face, towards her chest...
She kissed him on the neck,
"Wow Pyrrha, I never expected you to be so..."
Pyrrha smiled "What? ...wild? baby I have been like a caged bird all my life... you shouldn"t be surprised that I"m like this in bed" She said as she bit her lips and winked at Haruki.
Pyrrha then reversed the roles she pushed Haruki down and pulled his boxers down...
Revealing Harukis own weapon that he didn"t summon with ars magus... it is also his most prized and powerful weapon.
"Wow I never expected it to be like this...
it"s so big...
it kinda smells weird." She licked the tip trying to get the taste of it.
And then she slowly put the tip in her mouth... "Nchu.... nnn....chu" she slowly moved her head, up and down.
"owowowow.... don"t use your teeth baby, it hurts" Pyrrha nodded her head, She crawled her tongue from the base to the backside of the shaft.
She opted to move her hand too, lubricated by pyrrhas saliva... her hand moved clumsily, bit she slowly got the hang of it.
Pyrrha looks at Haruki with upturned eyes and she moved faster...
Haruki felt the magma rising so he...
Gripped her hair and he plunged his d.i.c.k in deeper...
Releasing his load towards her throat.
*cough cough... *gulp
just like that she swallowed her first load...
she licked her lips and smiled, "Mmm, ready for more baby?" she says as she licked her fingers...
Haruki can"t take it anymore he took off Pyrrhas Underwear... and licked her opening making her scream out loud. "Aaaahhhnn, I never thought it would feel this good!"
She held harukis head and moved her hips.
He licked her most sensitive place, and he stuck his fingers inside... rubbing her walls...
Just like what she did, Haruki slowly increased his pace, giving Pyrrha no room to breath...
"Aaahhhhh!!!~~ I"m gonna c.u.mmm!! Aahhh faster!!!!"
She spread her juices all over harukis hands...
Haruki licked his hands slowly and smirked at Pyrrha "I"ll take this as a compliment."
He held Pyrrha close and told her "I"m putting it in okay?" Pyrrha responded with a kiss...
Haruki then slowly plunged his d.i.c.k into her...
Pyrrha grimaced in pain, but it was only for a moment...
it was replaced by screams of pleasure soon after...
"Ahnnnn~~~~ Harder!! Harder!!!" Pyrrha clawed at Harukis back, she shook her hips matching Harukis rythmn...
Haruki bit her ears and whispered. "it seems that my princess learns really quickly..."
He increased his pace while turning pyrrha over.
"Nnngghhh, Baby I"m about to c.u.mm~~~ "
Haruki moved even faster for he is also reaching his limits...
"mnnnnn~~~" Pyrrha covered her mouth to block the sound of pleasure...*pant pant
Her body shook and convulsed....
Haruki held her close...
"Haruki~ I love you..."
"I love you too.."
"Can we stay like this for a few minutes more?" She said as she leaned on harukis chest.
Haruki kissed her on the forehead.
"Heyy, so Miss Pyrrha Nikos likes it rough and wild huh??" Haruki teased.
"Well... do you want to find out, on how I like it more???" She said as she licked his lips...
They went at it like rabbits, until Neo couldn"t take it anymore and told them to stop...
but Haruki pulled her into it too...
Not letting them both rest....
They both slept in his arms... He caressed both their faces...
He looked at the Moon and said to n.o.body in particular...
"I"m glad I met you two... I love you..."
The exhaustion finally caught up to Haruki, he finally dozed off... Dreaming about nothing in particular, but a smile plastered to his face.