"Better things to do."
"What could be better than an evening with a beautiful woman?"
"A couple of games of racquetball and an ice-cold beer," Ryan retorted.
Rory laughed. "That"s called sublimation, my friend."
"Call it whatever you want to. It"s my idea of a great way to spend a few hours."
"That"s only because you haven"t been on a real date with a woman who might actually matter to you in all the time I"ve known you," Rory said.
Ryan couldn"t deny the accusation. "You live your life. Let me live mine."
"That"s the problem, Ryan, me lad. What you"re doing"s not living, not by any man"s definition."
Nor by Maggie"s, Ryan was forced to admit. But neither her opinion nor Rory"s mattered. His was the only one that counted, and he was perfectly content with his life.
At least he had been till a few days ago, when Maggie O"Brien had blown into the pub on a gust of wind and made it her mission to shatter his serenity. From what he could tell, she was doing a darn fine job of it, too.
Chapter Five.
Maggie was beginning to hate the defiantly silent phone at her parents" house. Ryan was definitely not taking the hint. She"d all but thrown herself at him, and he was still maintaining the same aloof, distant air. Without her fairly secure ego, she might have found it humiliating.
If she"d honestly believed that he wasn"t the least bit interested in her, she might have accepted that and moved on, but she didn"t believe it. Not only did she know Colleen"s impression regarding his interest, but her own instincts on her last visit to the pub had told her he was attracted to her. She"d seen the immediate rise of heat in his eyes when he"d found her outside, the too-brief flicker of desire before he"d forced a neutral expression onto his face.
Maybe if she hadn"t quit her job, if she had a million things to do, she could have let it go, rather than obsessing about him. The truth was, though, that she was bored with all this time on her hands, and Ryan was the most fascinating element in her life at the moment. The vacation she"d been looking forward to when she"d left Maine was turning tedious. She was not used to being idle. And though she was supposed to be contemplating a future career path, all she could think about was Ryan Devaney. Maybe her personal life had been neglected for too long and needed to be dealt with before she considered her next job.
"What are you frowning about?" her mother asked as she poured herself a cup of coffee and joined Maggie at the kitchen table. "Or do I need to ask? Is this about Ryan?"
"I know it"s ridiculous," Maggie said. "I barely even know the man, but I can"t stop thinking about him. He seems so lost and lonely."
Her mother smiled. "Ah, yes, two traits that are guaranteed to fascinate a woman. So, when are you going to do something about it?"
"Such as?"
"Invite him here for dinner."
"Here?" Maggie asked, unable to hide her dismay at the idea of exposing an already jittery Ryan to an inquisition from her parents.
Her mother chuckled at her reaction. "Your father and I are capable of being polite and civilized when necessary," she teased. "Didn"t you tell me Ryan had a difficult family background? Maybe being around a normal family would be good for him."
"You think we"re normal?" Maggie asked with obvious skepticism.
"Of course I do. A little rambunctious at times, but pretty typical. There are no major dysfunctions I can think of," she added dryly.
"I suppose you"re right, but I don"t think Ryan would accept the invitation. Frankly, I think normal makes him uncomfortable. Besides, it"s obvious to me that he"s happiest on his own turf."
"Meaning the pub," her mother guessed. "Then we"ll go to him. I"d like to see this young man of yours again. How about tonight? Your father should be home early, and since it"s Friday, neither of us has to work tomorrow. It"s been ages since we"ve had a night out in Boston."
The prospect of descending on Ryan"s Place with Nell and Garrett O"Brien in tow made Maggie decidedly uneasy, but her family was a big part of her life. She might as well find out now if Ryan could cope with that.
"Are you sure?" she asked her mother.
"Of course I"m sure. It"s a great excuse to spend the evening out with my husband. And didn"t you say there"s an Irish band at the pub on weekends? That will be lovely," she said, then quickly amended, "as long as we can keep your father away from the microphone."
Maggie grinned. Her father"s enthusiasm for singing was a family legend. Sadly, though, he couldn"t carry a tune, but that had never kept him silent.
"Keeping Dad away from the stage will be your job," she told her mother. "I can"t have Ryan threatening to bar us from the premises."
Her mother chuckled. "Yes, that would pretty much ruin your grand scheme, now wouldn"t it?"
Ryan had been lured over to the homeless shelter by a frantic call from Father Francis. When he arrived, he found the priest trying to console a heavyset African-American woman who was clutching a crying boy about ten years old. As he got closer he could see that the boy had some sort of medical problem that had left his complexion ashen and his eyes listless.
When Father Francis spotted Ryan, he gave the woman"s hand a pat, then left her to join Ryan.
"What"s the problem?" Ryan asked.
"That poor woman is beside herself, and who could blame her?" the priest said. "A few weeks ago the doctors told her that her son has a congenital heart problem that requires surgery. He also mentioned that it"s probably something he inherited from his father. Apparently, the news was so distressful for the father that he quit his job and took off, leaving them with no income and no insurance."
Ryan felt his gut tighten with knee-jerk anger at a man who would do that to his family. He pushed the reaction aside to deal with the real crisis. "I suppose you want money for the surgery," he said. "I"ll make the arrangements tomorrow. You could have told me about it tonight at the pub. Why bring me over here?"
"Because that boy needs his father," the priest said. "He can"t go into such a risky surgery believing that his own father doesn"t care about him. Though you never faced a major illness, I"m sure you can relate to how he must be feeling."
Unfortunately, Ryan could relate to it all too well. "You can"t expect me to find his father."
"I do." Father Francis regarded him with a steady look. "I think your own experience will motivate you to help. And if finding his father can"t be accomplished in a matter of days, then I want you to step in and be his friend."
Ryan had no difficulty offering financial a.s.sistance, even in hiring a private detective to conduct a search, but involving himself emotionally in the boy"s situation was out of the question. "What"s wrong with you you being his friend?" he asked testily. being his friend?" he asked testily.
"I"m a priest, and I"m an old man. It wouldn"t be the same," Father Francis insisted. "Come. Meet the boy and his mother. You"ll need to talk to them to get the information you"ll need for the search."
"You"re a.s.suming I"ll go along with this," Ryan grumbled.
"Well, of course you will," Father Francis said without a trace of doubt. "That"s the kind of man you are. You put aside your own feelings to do what"s needed for someone else."
Ryan was growing weary of living up to such high expectations, but he dutifully followed the priest. The woman watched their approach with a wary expression.
"Let.i.tia Monroe, this is Ryan Devaney. He"s here to help." Father Francis patted the boy"s hand. "And this is Lamar."
Ryan nodded at the mother and shook the child"s icy hand. "Nice to meet you, Lamar. You, too, Mrs. Monroe."
"You can help us find my husband?" she asked, her cheeks still damp with tears.
"I"ll see what I can do," Ryan promised. "I have some friends who are pretty good at finding people who are missing."
She looked alarmed at his words. "Not the police," she said urgently.
"No, not the police," he rea.s.sured her. He hunkered down so he could look Lamar in the eyes. "You a Celtics fan?"
The boy"s eyes lit up. "They"re the greatest," he said, his voice weak.
Ryan had to steel himself not to feel anything, not pity, not anger. "Well, once you"ve had your surgery, we"ll see about getting you tickets to a game. Would you like that?"
"Really?" Lamar whispered.
"That"s a promise. Now let me talk to your mom for a minute. Father Francis will keep you company. Just don"t play checkers with him," he warned, then confided, "he cheats."
"What a thing to say about your priest," Father Francis scolded, but there was a twinkle in his eyes.
Ryan spent a few minutes with Mrs. Monroe, trying to garner enough facts to pa.s.s along to a private investigator who visited the pub most evenings on his way home.
"Do you really think you can find him?" Mrs. Monroe asked. "It will mean the world to Lamar to have his daddy at his side when he has this surgery."
"And to you, I imagine," Ryan suggested.
"Me?" she scoffed. "I don"t care if I ever set eyes on his sorry behind again. What kind of man runs out on his family at the first sign of trouble?"
Ryan couldn"t think of any acceptable excuse for it, either, but he tried. "Father Francis said Lamar"s condition could be hereditary. Perhaps your husband simply feels guilty."
She seemed startled by the suggestion. "You think that"s it?"
"I don"t know your husband, Mrs. Monroe. You do. But if it were me, I"d be struggling with a lot of emotions about now. Maybe you should wait till you talk to him before you give up on him."
She nodded slowly. "I"ll think about what you said. And I"m grateful for whatever you can do."
"Let"s pray I"ll be back to you with some news in a day or two. In the meantime, you make the arrangements for Lamar"s surgery. You won"t have any problem at the hospital."
"But they said-"
He met her gaze. "Trust me. There won"t be a problem."
A relieved smile spread across her face. "Mr. Devaney, I don"t know how to thank you."
"There"s no need," he insisted, casting a look toward the boy who was giggling softly at something Father Francis had said. "Let"s just make sure Lamar is back on his feet soon. I"m looking forward to going to that ball game with him."
Before he knew it, he was enveloped in a fierce hug.
"You"ll be in my prayers every night of my life," she told him.
"I"d return the favor, but I think you"ll have better luck letting Father Francis do the honors," he said wryly. "I"ve got to get back to work now, but I"ll be in touch. You can count on it."
Ryan slipped out of the shelter before Father Francis could waylay him with some other mission of mercy. Outside, he shivered, though it was less a reaction to the temperature than to the sad plight of the Monroe family.
He was still thinking about them when he walked into the pub and headed for the bar, where Maureen had been filling in while he was gone.
"Everything okay?" she asked, regarding him with concern.
"It will be," he said with grim determination. "Has Jack Reilly been in tonight?"
"Haven"t seen him," she said. "But there is is a familiar face in that booth by the stage." a familiar face in that booth by the stage."
"Oh?" he said, puzzled by the mysterious glint of amus.e.m.e.nt in her eyes. One glance at the booth was explanation enough. Maggie was seated there with her parents. They each had the night"s fish-and-chips special and a pint of ale. He glanced at Maureen. "Cover for me a few more minutes?"
"Of course," she said at once.
He walked across the room, greeting several regulars along the way, then paused beside Maggie. "Good evening. Welcome to Ryan"s Place," he said, his gaze directed first at Nell O"Brien, then at her husband. He nodded at Maggie.
"Ryan, I love your pub," Nell said with enthusiasm. "It reminds me of a place in Dublin that Garrett and I visited on our honeymoon."
"The Swan," Garrett said at once. He regarded his wife with a warm expression. "I believe we can credit a night there for our firstborn son."
Nell blushed. "Garrett O"Brien, what a thing to be saying in front of a stranger."
"Ryan"s no stranger. He"s a friend of our Maggie"s. Isn"t that right, Maggie, me girl?"
Maggie grinned at her father. "He still might prefer not to know all the intimate details of John"s conception."
Ryan chuckled. "Actually I"m fascinated," he said, just to keep the color high in her cheeks. "And what about Maggie"s? Is there a story behind that, as well?"
Maggie shot a warning look at her father. "If you tell it, I will never forgive you."
"Now I really am intrigued," Ryan said. "Make room, Maggie." He settled in the booth beside her, thigh-to-thigh, in a way that had his blood heating. "Come on, Mr. O"Brien. Tell the story."
Garrett O"Brien opened his mouth, then grunted, apparently when Maggie"s foot made contact with his shin. "Sorry, lad. I"ve been persuaded to keep silent. Even in today"s tell-all society, I imagine there are some things that are best kept private."
Ryan turned to Maggie. "I suppose I"ll just have to pester you until you you tell all," he said. "Right now, though, I"d better get behind the bar before Maureen rebels." And before he gave in to the urge to spend the entire evening right here with Maggie so close he could feel her breath on his cheek when she spoke. tell all," he said. "Right now, though, I"d better get behind the bar before Maureen rebels." And before he gave in to the urge to spend the entire evening right here with Maggie so close he could feel her breath on his cheek when she spoke.
"Join us again if you can spare the time," Nell invited.
"I"ll do that," Ryan promised, casting a last, lingering look at Maggie before striding across the room and trying to block her presence from his thoughts.
He didn"t get to keep his promise. Instead, it turned into an impossibly long night. Fridays were always busy because of the popularity of the band, but this was busier than most. It didn"t help that his new waiter was struggling a bit to keep up with the unfamiliar orders, but Ryan had to give Juan credit for trying. Still, it meant that Maureen was carrying more than her fair share of the load and that Ryan was spending extra time soothing ruffled feathers and keeping an eye out for Jack Reilly so he could ask for his help in tracking down Lamar"s father.
Suddenly Maggie was beside him. "It looks as if you could use an extra pair of hands behind the bar," she said, already donning an ap.r.o.n.
He stopped filling an order for ale from the tap and stared. "What are you doing?"
"Pitching in," she said, moving away to smile at a new arrival. She"d taken the man"s order and placed a pint of ale in front of him before Ryan could blink. She came back to him with a satisfied smile on her face. "Any objections?"