When Sylphe told me that I got nothing, why is this my fault? I don"t remember doing anything to make her so hurt that she looks this way, this is very strange, and I can"t believe I was to blame for that.I know she"s been like this since we got on the trip, and I met Lily and Mary, but I don"t remember doing anything else, so I"m finding it all weird.
If I had done something that would hurt her I would always remember, I still remember stupid things I do, even today I couldn"t take my face off Sophie, who died of the dragon I let turn into the undead if I hadn"t left the dragon"s body thrown into the woods she wouldn"t have died.
I spent a lot of time thinking about it and apologized a lot to Sophie"s parents, but I still can"t forgive myself for that.
I still follow my life usually, but sometimes I think about things I"ve done that I regret to this day, that"s part of the human being.
So I see no reason why I forgot something I did with Sylphe that left her like that, I would remember that I"m sure.
"Why is this my fault?" After being so quiet and thinking, I decided to ask what relations.h.i.+p I had with his behavior because I was still perplexed with all this.
After watching me for a while she finally decided to say what I had done, I hope it"s not too bad, because if it is, I will have to blame myself a lot for not remembering.
"After you arrived from the trip you forgot me, just remembered Lily and Mary, it seems you didn"t even know I existed anymore," Sylphe said as he put the blanket in front of his face to block my view.
"She is a child?" Isn"t she 60? Why is she acting like a child?
And what do you mean I forgot her? I was spending more time with Lily and Mary because it had been so long since I had seen her; of course, I would do that, so there is no reason for her to be so upset about it.
"It was not my intention, because I had not seen both of them for a long time so I decided to spend more time with them." I justified myself to Sylphe.
I wouldn"t need to justify myself to her. Still, I preferred to do this to let her know everything and also to see that I didn"t forget her or was ignoring her, I would never actually do that because she"s the only group partner I have currently.
"And to tell the truth, I like her." I like her friends and talking to her, so there"s no reason to ignore her or anything like that.
"Are you sure?" Sylphe looked at me with tearful eyes as she squeezed the blanket a little with her hands.
"I"m sure, do you think I suddenly forgot you like that? Don"t be an idiot." I spoke to Sylphe as I pulled the blanket she used to block the lower half of her face.
I don"t know why she thought that during the trip we got a lot closer and we even went out together a long time when we got to the capital again, so she"s pretty stupid to think that.
It"s wrong to call someone an idiot, but she"s an idiot.
But leaving that aside, to enjoy that she thinks I don"t need her for anything I arrived at a good time to ask her to go to church with me, if she goes with me she might feel better, and it will be easier for me to learn magic from light.
"I need you for something Sylphe," I told her with high expectation, I wanted to raise her hopes to make her feel better.
"Which is?" Sylphe almost jumped toward me when I said that.
"I want you to go to church with me so I can learn the magic of light, would you help me?" I asked for Sylphe"s help while smiling at her.
Sylphe stared at me for a moment and then put a ma.s.sive smile on his face. It was that smile I expect to see from this girl.
"Of course." She happily agreed with my proposal.