"He needn"t pester hisseif "bout dat. Now Mr. Carter"s "bout to die, an" you"s shut up in jail, she"s done turnin" her "tention on Mr. Sid Gray. Dey ain"t no blinds in de world big enough to keep dat gal from shinin" her eyes at de boys!"
"Is Carter about to die?" Sandy had become suddenly grave.
"Yas, sir; so dey say. He"s got somepin" that sounds lak tuberoses.
Him and Mrs. Nelson and Miss Rufe never did git to Californy. Dey stopped off in Mobile or Injiany, I can"t ricollec" which. He took de fever de day dey lef", an" he ain"t knowed nothin" since."
After Aunt Melvy left, Sandy went to the window and leaned against the bars. Below him flowed the life of the little town, the men going home from work, the girls chattering and laughing through the dusk on their way from the post-office. Every figure that pa.s.sed, black or white, was familiar to him. Jimmy Reed"s little Skye terrier dashed down the street, and a whistle sprang to his lips.
How he loved every living creature in the place! For five years he had been one of them, sharing their interests, part and parcel of the life of the community. Now he was an outcast, an alien, as much a stranger to friendly faces as the lad who had knelt long ago at the window of a great tenement and had been afraid to be alone.
"I"ll have to go away," he thought wistfully. "They"ll not be wanting me here after this."
It grew darker and darker in the gloomy room. The mournful voice of a negro singing in the next cell came to him faintly:
"We"ll hunt no moah fo" de possum and de c.o.o.n, On de medder, de hill, an" de shoah.
We"ll sing no moah by de glimmer ob de moon, On de bench by de old cabin doah.
"De days go by like de shadow on do heart, Wid sorrer, wha" all wuz so bright; De time am come when do darkies hab to part-- Den, my ole Kaintucky home, good night."
Sandy"s arm was against the grating and his head was bowed upon it.
Through all the hours of trial one image had sustained him. It was of Ruth, as he had seen her last, leaning toward him out of the half-light, her brown hair blowing from under her white cap and her great eyes full of wondering compa.s.sion.
But to-night the darkness obscured even that image. The judge"s life still hung in the balance, and the man who had shot him lay in a distant city, unconscious, waiting for death. Sandy felt that by his sacrifice he had put the final barrier between himself and Ruth.
With a childish gesture of despair, he flung out his arms and burst into a pa.s.sion of tears. The intense emotional impulse of his race swept him along like a feather in a gale. His grief, like his joy, was elemental.
When the lull came at last, he pressed his hot head against the cold iron grating, and his thoughts returned again and again to Ruth. He thought of her tender ministries in the sick room, of her intense love and loyalty for her brother. His whole soul rose up to bless her, and the thought of what she had been spared brought him peace.
Through days of struggle and nights of pain he fought back all thoughts of the future and of self.
These times were ever afterward a twilight-place in his soul, hallowed and sanctified by the great revelation they brought him, blending the blackness of despair with the white light of perfect love. Here his thoughts would often turn even in the stress and strain of the daily life, as a devotee stops on his busy round and steps within the dim cathedral to gain strength and inspiration on his way.
The next time Aunt Melvy came he asked for some of his law-books, and from that on there was no more idling or dreaming.
Among the volumes she brought was the old note-book in which the judge had made him jot down suggestions during those long evening readings in the past. It was full of homely advice, the result of forty years"
experience, and Sandy found comfort in following it to the letter.
For the first time in his life he learned the power of concentration.
Seven hours" study a day, without diversion or interruption, brought splendid results. He knew the outline of the course at the university, and he forged ahead with feverish energy.
Meanwhile the judge"s condition was slowly improving.
One afternoon Sandy sat at his table, deep in his work. He heard the key turn in its lock and the door open, but he did not look up.
Suddenly he was aware of the soft rustle of skirts, and, lifting his eyes, he saw Ruth. For a moment he did not move, thinking she must be but the substance of his dream. Then her black dress caught his attention, and he started to his feet.
"Carter?" he cried--"is he--"
Ruth nodded; her face was white and drawn, and purple shadows lay about her eyes.
"He"s dead," she whispered, with a catch in her voice; then she went on in breathless explanation: "but he told me first. He said, "Hurry back, Ruth, and make it right. They can come for me as soon as I can travel. Tell Kilday I wasn"t worth it." Oh, Sandy! I don"t know whether it was right or wrong,--what you did,--but it was merciful: if you could have seen him that last week, crying all the time like a little child, afraid of the shadows on the wall, afraid to be alone, afraid to live, afraid to die--"
Her voice broke, and she covered her face with her hands.
Sandy started forward, then he paused and gripped the chair-back until his fingers were white.
"Ruth," he said impatiently, "you"d best be going quick. It"ll break the heart of me to see you standing there suffering, unless I can take you in me arms and comfort you. I"ve sworn never to speak the word; but, by the saints--"
"You may!" sobbed Ruth, and with a quick, timid little gesture she laid her hands in his.
For a moment he held her away from him. "It"s not pity," he cried, searching her face, "nor grat.i.tude!"
She lifted her eyes, as honest and clear as her soul.
"It"s been love, Sandy," she whispered, "ever since the first."
[Ill.u.s.tration: ""It"s been love, Sandy, ... ever since the first""]
Two hours later, when the permit came, Sandy walked out of the jail into the court-house square. A crowd had collected, for Ruth had told her story and the news had spread; public favor was rapidly turning in his direction.
He looked about vaguely, as a man who has gazed too long at the sun and is blinded to everything else.
"I"ve got my buggy," cried Jimmy Reed, touching him on the arm. "Where do you want to go?"
Sandy hesitated, and a dozen invitations were shouted in one breath.
He stood irresolute, with his foot on the step of the buggy; then he pulled himself up.
"To Judge Hollis," he said.
CHAPTER XXIV
THE PRIMROSE WAY
Spring and winter, and spring again, and flying rumors fluttered tantalizing wings over Clayton. Just when it was definitely announced that Willowvale was to be sold, Ruth Nelson returned, after a year"s absence, and opened the old home.
Mrs. Nelson did not come with her. That excellent lady had concluded to bestow her talents upon a worthier object. In her place came Miss Merritt, a quiet little sister of Ruth"s mother, who proved to be to the curious public a pump without a handle.
About this time Sandy Kilday returned from his last term at the university, and gossip was busy over the burden of honors under which he staggered, and the brilliance of the position he had accepted in the city. In prompt contradiction of this came the shining new sign, "Hollis & Kilday," which appeared over the judge"s dingy little office.
n.o.body but Ruth knew what that sign had cost Sandy. He had come home, fresh from his triumphs, and burning with ambition to make his way in the world,--to make a name for her to share, and a record for her to be proud of. The opportunity that had been offered him was one in a lifetime. It had taken all his courage and strength and loyalty to refuse it, but Ruth had helped him.
"We must think of the judge first, Sandy," she said. "While he lives we must stay here; there"ll be time enough for the big world after a while."
So Sandy gave up his dream for the present and tacked the new sign over the office door with his own hand.