"Oh, Bill, what rot! If there"s one thing society people have, it"s manners!" Susan said impatiently. "Do you wonder people go crazy to get hold of money?" she added vigorously.
"Nope. You"ve GOT to have it. There are lots of other things in the world," he agreed, "but money"s first and foremost. The only reason _I_ want it," said Billy, "is because I want to show other rich people where they make their mistakes."
"Do you really think you"ll be rich some day, Billy?"
"Sure."
Susan walked on thoughtfully.
"There"s where a man has the advantage," she said. "He can really work toward the thing he wants."
"Well, girls ought to have the same chance," Billy said generously.
"Now I was talking to Mrs. Carroll Sunday--"
"Oh, how are the Carrolls?" asked Susan, diverted for an instant.
"Fine. They were awfully disappointed you weren"t along.--And she was talking about that very thing. And she said her three girls were going to work just as Phil and Jim do."
"But Billy, if a girl has a gift, yes. But you can"t put a girl in a foundry or a grocery."
"Not in a foundry. But you could in a grocery. And she said she had talked to Anna and Jo since they were kids, just as she did to the boys, about their work."
"Wouldn"t Auntie think she was crazy!" Susan smiled. After a while she said more mildly:
"I don"t believe Peter Coleman is quite as bad as the others!"
"Because you have a crush on him," suggested Billy frankly. "I think he acted like a skunk."
"Very well. Think what you like!" Susan said icily. But presently, in a more softened tone, she added, "I do feel badly about Th.o.r.n.y! I oughtn"t to have left her. It was all so quick! And she DID have a date, at least I know a crowd of people were coming to their house to dinner. And I was so utterly taken aback to be asked out with that crowd! The most exclusive people in the city,--that set."
"You give me an awful pain when you talk like that," said Billy, bluntly. "You give them a chance to sit on you, and they do, and then you want to run away to Chicago, because you feel so hurt. Why don"t you stay in your own crowd?"
"Because I like nice people. And besides, the Fox crowd isn"t ONE bit better than I am!" said the inconsistent Susan, hotly. "Who were their ancestors! Miners and servants and farmers! I"d like to go away," she resumed, feverishly, "and work up to be something GREAT, and come back here and have them tumbling over themselves to be nice to me--"
"What a pipe dream!" Billy observed. "Let "em alone. And if Coleman ever offers you another invitation--"
"He won"t!" interposed Susan.
"--Why, you sit on him so quick it"ll make his head spin! Get busy at something, Susan. If you had a lot of work to do, and enough money to buy yourself pretty clothes, and to go off on nice little trips every Sunday,--up the mountain, or down to Santa Cruz, you"d forget this bunch!"
"Get busy at what?" asked Susan, half-hopeful, half in scorn.
"Oh, anything!"
"Yes, and Th.o.r.n.y getting forty-five after twelve years!"
"Well, but you"ve told me yourself how Th.o.r.n.y wastes time, and makes mistakes, and conies in late, and goes home early---"
"As if that made any difference! n.o.body takes the least notice!" Susan said hotly. But she was restored enough to laugh now, and a pa.s.sing pop-corn cart made a sudden diversion. "Let"s get some crisps, Bill!
Let"s get a lot, and take some home to the others!"
So the evening ended with Billy and Susan in the group about the fire, listening idly to the reminiscences that the holiday mood awakened in the older women. Mrs. Cortelyou had been a California pioneer, and liked to talk of the old prairie wagons, of Indian raids, of flood and fire and famine. Susan, stirred by tales of real trouble, forgot her own imaginary ones. Indians and wolves in the strange woods all about, a child at the breast, another at the knee, and the men gone for food,--four long days" trip! The women of those days, thought Susan, carried their share of the load. She had heard the story of the Hatch child before, the three-year-old, who, playing about the wagons, at the noontime rest on the plains, was suddenly missing! Of the desperate hunt, the half-mad mother"s frantic searching, her agonies when the long-delayed start must be made, her screams when she was driven away with her tinier child in her arms, knowing that behind one of those thousands of mesquite or cactus bushes, the little yellow head must be pillowed on the sand, the little beloved mouth smiling in sleep.
"Mrs. Hatch used to sit for hours, strainin" her eyes back of us, toward St. Joe," Mrs. Cortelyou said, sighing. "But there was plenty of trouble ahead, for all of us, too! It"s a life of sorrow."
"You never said a truer word than that," Mrs. Lancaster agreed mournfully. And the talk came about once more to the Harding funeral.
CHAPTER IV
"Good-morning!" said Susan, bravely, when Miss Thornton came into the office the next morning. Miss Thornton glanced politely toward her.
"Oh, good-morning, Miss Brown!" said she, civilly, disappearing into the coat closet. Susan felt her cheeks burn. But she had been lying awake and thinking in the still watches of the night, and she was the wiser for it. Susan"s appearance was a study in simple neatness this morning, a black gown, severe white collar and cuffs, severely braided hair. Her table was already piled with bills, and she was working busily. Presently she got up, and came down to Miss Thornton"s desk.
"Mad at me, Th.o.r.n.y?" she asked penitently. She had to ask it twice.
"Why should I be?" asked Miss Thornton lightly then. "Excuse me--" she turned a page, and marked a price. "Excuse me--" This time Susan"s hand was in the way.
"Ah, Th.o.r.n.y, don"t be mad at me," said Susan, childishly.
"I hope I know when I am not wanted," said Miss Thornton stiffly, after a silence.
"I don"t!" laughed Susan, and stopped. Miss Thornton looked quickly up, and the story came out. Th.o.r.n.y was instantly won. She observed with a little complacence that she had antic.i.p.ated just some such event, and so had given Peter Coleman no chance to ask HER. "I could see he was dying to," said Th.o.r.n.y, "but I know that crowd! Don"t you care, Susan, what"s the difference?" said Th.o.r.n.y, patting her hand affectionately.
So that little trouble was smoothed away. Another episode made the day more bearable for Susan.
Mr. Brauer called her into his office at ten o"clock. Peter was at his desk, but Susan apparently did not see him.
"Will you hurry this bill, Miss Brown?" said Mr. Brauer, in his careful English. "Al-zo, I wished to say how gratifite I am wiz your work, before zese las" weeks,--zis monss. You work hardt, and well. I wish all could do so hardt, and so well."
"Oh, thank you!" stammered Susan, in honest shame. Had one month"s work been so noticeable? She made new resolves for the month to come. "Was that all, Mr. Brauer?" she asked primly.
"All? Yes."
"What was your rush yesterday?" asked Peter Coleman, turning around.
"Headache," said Susan, mildly, her hand on the door.
"Oh, rot! I bet it didn"t ache at all!" he said, with his gay laugh.
But Susan did not laugh, and there was a pause. Peter"s face grew red.
"Did--did Miss Thornton get home all right?" he asked. Susan knew he was at a loss for something to say, but answered him seriously.
"Quite, thank you. She was a little--at least I felt that she might be a little vexed at my leaving her, but she was very sweet about it."