"Well, but what then, Sue?"
"Now, I"ll tell you what I"ve often wanted to do," Susan said, after a thoughtful interval.
"Ah, now we"re coming to it!" Mrs. Carroll said, with satisfaction.
They had left the kitchen now, and were sitting on the top step of the side porch, reveling in the lovely panorama of hillside and waterfront, and the smooth and shining stretch of bay below them.
"I"ve often thought I"d like to be the matron of some very smart school for girls," said Susan, "and live either in or near some big Eastern city, and take the girls to concerts and lectures and walking in the parks, and have a lovely room full of books and pictures, where they would come and tell me things, and go to Europe now and then for a vacation!"
"That would be a lovely life, Sue. Why not work for that?"
"Why, I don"t know how. I don"t know of any such school."
"Well, now let us suppose the head of such a school wants a matron,"
Mrs. Carroll said, "she naturally looks for a lady and a linguist, and a person of experience---"
"There you are! I"ve had no experience!" Susan said, instantly depressed. "I could rub up on French and German, and read up the treatment for toothache and burns--but experience!"
"But see how things work together, Sue!" Mrs. Carroll exclaimed, with a suddenly bright face.
"Here"s Miss Berrat, who has the little school over here, simply CRAZY to find someone to help her out. She has eight--or nine, I forget--day scholars, and four or five boarders. And such a dear little cottage!
Miss Pitcher is leaving her, to go to Miss North"s school in Berkeley, and she wants someone at once!"
"But, Aunt Jo, what does she pay?"
"Let me see---" Mrs. Carroll wrinkled a thoughtful brow. "Not much, I know. You live at the school, of course. Five or ten dollars a month, I think."
"But I COULDN"T live on that!" Susan exclaimed.
"You"d be near us, Sue, for one thing. And you"d have a nice bright sunny room. And Miss Berrat would help you with your French and German.
It would be a good beginning."
"But I simply COULDN"T--" Susan stopped short. "Would you advise it, Aunt Jo?" she asked simply.
Mrs. Carroll studied the bright face soberly for a moment.
"Yes, I"d advise it, Sue," she said then gravely. "I don"t think that the atmosphere where you are is the best in the world for you just now.
It would be a fine change. It would be good for those worries of yours."
"Then I"ll do it!" Susan said suddenly, the unexplained tears springing to her eyes.
"I think I would. I"ll go and see Miss Berrat next week," Mrs. Carroll said. "There"s the boat making the slip, Sue," she added, "let"s get the table set out here on the porch while they"re climbing the hill!"
Up the hill came Philip and Josephine, just home from the city, escorted by Betsey and Jim who had met them at the boat. Susan received a strangling welcome from Betts, and Josephine, who looked a little pale and tired after this first enervating, warm spring day, really brightened perceptibly when she went upstairs with Susan to slip into a dress that was comfortably low-necked and short-sleeved.
Presently they all gathered on the porch for dinner, with the sweet twilighted garden just below them and anchor lights beginning to p.r.i.c.k, one by one, through the soft dusky gloom of the bay.
"Well, "mid pleasures and palaces---" Philip smiled at his mother.
"Charades to-night!" shrilled Betts, from the kitchen where she was drying lettuce.
"Oh, but a walk first!" Susan protested. For their aimless strolls through the dark, flower-scented lanes were a delight to her.
"And Billy"s coming over to-morrow to walk to Gioli"s," Josephine added contentedly.
That evening and the next day Susan always remembered as terminating a certain phase of her life, although for perhaps a week the days went on just as usual. But one morning she found confusion reigning, when she arrived at Hunter, Baxter & Hunter"s. Front Office was to be immediately abolished, its work was over, its staff already dispersing.
Workmen, when she arrived, were moving out cases and chairs, and Mr.
Brauer, eagerly falling upon her, begged her to clean out her desk, and to help him a.s.sort the papers in some of the other desks and cabinets.
Susan, filled with pleasant excitement, pinned on her paper cuffs, and put her heart and soul into the work. No bills this morning! The office-boy did not even bring them up.
"Now, here"s a soap order that must have been specially priced," said Susan, at her own desk, "I couldn"t make anything of it yesterday---"
"Let it go--let it go!" Mr. Brauer said. "It iss all ofer!"
As the other girls came in they were pressed into service, papers and papers and papers, the drift of years, were tossed out of drawers and cubby-holes. Much excited laughter and chatter went on. Probably not one girl among them felt anything but pleasure and relief at the unexpected holiday, and a sense of utter confidence in the future.
Mr. Philip, fussily entering the disordered room at ten o"clock, announced his regret at the suddenness of the change; the young ladies would be paid their salaries for the uncompleted month--a murmur of satisfaction arose--and, in short, the firm hoped that their a.s.sociation had been as pleasant to them as it had been to his partners and himself.
"They had a directors" meeting on Sat.u.r.day," Th.o.r.n.y said, later, "and if you ask me my frank opinion, I think Henry Brauer is at the bottom of all this. What do you know about his having been at that meeting on Sat.u.r.day, and his going to have the office right next to J. G."s--isn"t that the extension of the limit? He"s as good as in the firm now."
"I"ve always said that he knew something that made it very well worth while for this firm to keep his mouth shut," said Miss Cash.e.l.l, darkly.
"I"ll bet you there"s something in that," Miss Cottle agreed.
"H. B. & H. is losing money hand over fist," Th.o.r.n.y stated, gloomily, with that intimate knowledge of an employer"s affairs always displayed by an obscure clerk.
"Brauer asked me if I would like to go into the big office, but I don"t believe I could do the work," Susan said.
"Yes; I"m going into the main office, too," Th.o.r.n.y stated. "Don"t you be afraid, Susan. It"s as easy as pie."
"Mr. Brauer said I could try it," Miss Sherman shyly contributed. But no other girl had been thus complimented. Miss Kelly and Miss Garvey, both engaged to be married now, Miss Kelly to Miss Garvey"s brother, Miss Garvey to Miss Kelly"s cousin, were rather congratulating themselves upon the turn of events; the other girls speculated as to the wisest step to take next, some talking vaguely of post-office or hospital work; Miss Cash.e.l.l, as Miss Thornton later said to Susan, hopelessly proving herself no lady by announcing that she could get better money as a coat model, and meant to get into that line of work if she could.
"Are we going to have lunch to-day?" somebody asked. Miss Thornton thoughtfully drew a piece of paper toward her, and wet her pencil in her mouth.
"Best thing we can do, I guess," she said.
"Let"s put ten cents each in," Susan suggested, "and make it a real party."
Th.o.r.n.y accordingly expanded her list to include sausages and a pie, cheese and rolls, besides the usual tea and stewed tomatoes. The girls ate the little meal with their hats and wraps on, a sense of change filled the air, and they were all a little pensive, even with an unexpected half-holiday before them.
Then came good-bys. The girls separated with many affectionate promises. All but the selected three were not to return. Susan and Miss Sherman and Th.o.r.n.y would come back to find their desks waiting for them in the main office next day.
Susan walked thoughtfully uptown, and when she got home, wrote a formal application for the position open in her school to little Miss Berrat in Sausalito.
It was a delightful, sunshiny afternoon. Mary Lou, Mrs. Lancaster and Virginia were making a mournful trip to the great inst.i.tution for the blind in Berkeley, where Virginia"s physician wanted to place her for special watching and treatment. Susan found two or three empty hours on her hands, and started out for a round of calls.
She called on her aunt"s old friends, the Langs, and upon the bony, cold Throckmorton sisters, rich, nervous, maiden ladies, shivering themselves slowly to death in their barn of a house, and finally, and unexpectedly, upon Mrs. Baxter.