"My darling, not for the world! I can perfectly appreciate the delicacy of feeling that makes you wish to leave all that to Peter! And who knows? Only ourselves, and Billy, who is as close to you as a dear brother could be, and Joe---"
"Oh, is Georgie going to tell Joe?" Susan asked, dismayed.
"Well, now, perhaps she won"t," Mrs. Lancaster said soothingly. "And I think you will find that a certain young gentleman is only too anxious to tell his friends what a lovely girl he has won!" finished Auntie archly.
Susan was somehow wretchedly certain that she would find nothing of the kind. As a matter of fact, it chanced to be a week when she had no engagements made with Peter, and two days went by--three--and still she did not hear from him.
By Thursday she was acutely miserable. He was evidently purposely avoiding her. Susan had been sleeping badly for several nights, she felt feverish with anxiety and uncertainty. On Thursday, when the girls filed out of the office at noon, she kept her seat, for Peter was in the small office and she felt as if she must have a talk with him or die. She heard him come into Front Office the moment she was alone, and began to fuss with her desk without raising her eyes.
"h.e.l.lo!" said Peter, sitting on a corner of the desk. "I"ve been terribly busy with the Gerald theatricals, and that"s why you haven"t seen me. I promised Mary Gerald two months ago that I"d be in "em, but by George! she"s leaving the whole darn thing to me! How are you?"
So gay, so big, so infinitely dear! Susan"s doubts melted like mist.
She only wanted not to make him angry.
"I"ve been wondering where you were," she said mildly.
"And a little bit mad in spots?" queried Peter.
"Well---" Susan took firm grip of her courage. "After our little talk on Sat.u.r.day," she reminded him, smilingly.
"Sure," said Peter. And after a moment, thoughtfully staring down at the desk, he added again rather heavily, "Sure."
"I told my aunt--I had to," said Susan then.
"Well, that"s all right," Peter responded, after a perceptible pause.
"n.o.body else knows?"
"Oh, n.o.body!" Susan answered, her heart fluttering nervously at his tone, and her courage suddenly failing.
"And Auntie will keep mum, of course," he said thoughtfully. "It would be so deuced awkward, Susan," he began.
"Oh, I know it!" she said eagerly. It seemed so much, after the unhappy apprehensions of the few days past, to have him acknowledge the engagement, to have him only concerned that it should not be prematurely made known!
"Can"t we have dinner together this evening, Sue? And go see that man at the Orpheum,--they say he"s a wonder!"
"Why, yes, we could. Peter,---" Susan made a brave resolution. "Peter, couldn"t you dine with us, at Auntie"s, I mean?"
"Why, yes, I could," he said hesitatingly. But the moment had given Susan time to reconsider the impulsively given invitation. For a dozen reasons she did not want to take Peter home with her to-night. The single one that the girls and Auntie would be quite unable to conceal the fact that they knew of her engagement was enough. So when Peter said regretfully, "But I thought we"d have more fun alone! Telephone your aunt and ask her if we can"t have a pious little dinner at the Palace, or at the Occidental--we"ll not see anybody there!" Susan was only too glad to agree.
Auntie of course consented, a little lenience was permissible now.
"... But not supper afterwards, dear," said Auntie. "If Peter teases, tell him that he will have you to himself soon enough! And Sue," she added, with a hint of reproach in her voice, "remember that we expect to see Peter out here very soon. Of course it"s not as if your mother was alive, dear, I know that! Still, even an old auntie has some claim!"
"Well, Auntie, darling," said Susan, very low, "I asked him to dinner to-night. And then it occurred to me, don"t you know?---that it might be better---"
"Gracious me, don"t think of bringing him out here that way!"
e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Mrs. Lancaster. "No, indeed. You"re quite right. But arrange it for very soon, Sue."
"Oh, surely I will!" Susan said, relievedly.
After an afternoon of happy antic.i.p.ation it was a little disappointing to find that she and Peter were not to be alone, a gentle, pretty Miss Hall and her very charming brother were added to the party when Peter met Susan at six o"clock.
"Friends of Aunt Clara"s," Peter explained to Susan. "I had to!"
Susan, liking the Halls, sensibly made the best of them. She let Miss Katharine monopolize Peter, and did her best to amuse Sam. She was in high spirits at dinner, laughed, and kept the others laughing, during the play,--for the plan had been changed for these guests, and afterwards was so amusing and gay at the little supper party that Peter was his most admiring self all the way home. But Susan went to bed with a baffled aching in her heart. This was not being engaged,--something was wrong.
She did not see Peter on Friday; caught only a glimpse of him on Sat.u.r.day, and on Sunday learned, from one of the newspapers, that "Mr.
Peter Coleman, who was to have a prominent part in the theatricals to take place at Mrs. Newton Gerald"s home next week, would probably accompany Mr. Forrest Gerald on a trip to the Orient in February, to be gone for some months."
Susan folded the paper, and sat staring blankly ahead of her for a long time. Then she went to the telephone, and, half stunned by the violent beating of her heart, called for the Baxter residence.
Burns answered. Mr. Coleman had gone out about an hour ago with Mr.
White. Burns did not know where. Mr. Coleman would be back for a seven o"clock dinner. Certainly, Burns would ask him to telephone at once to Miss Brown.
Excited, troubled, and yet not definitely apprehensive, Susan dressed herself very prettily, and went out into the clear, crisp sunshine. She decided suddenly to go and see Georgie. She would come home early, hear from Peter, perhaps dine with him and his uncle and aunt. And, when she saw him, she would tell him, in the jolliest and sweetest way, that he must make his plans to have their engagement announced at once. Any other course was unfair to her, to him, to his friends.
If Peter objected, Susan would a.s.sume an offended air. That would subdue him instantly. Or, if it did not, they might quarrel, and Susan liked the definiteness of a quarrel. She must force this thing to a conclusion one way or the other now, her own dignity demanded it. As for Peter, his own choice was as limited as hers. He must agree to the announcement,--and after all, why shouldn"t he agree to it?--or he must give Susan up, once and for all. Susan smiled. He wouldn"t do that!
It was a delightful day. The cars were filled with holiday-makers, and through the pleasant sunshine of the streets young parents were guiding white-coated toddlers, and beautifully dressed little girls were wheeling dolls.
Susan found Georgie moping alone in the big, dark, ugly house; Aggie was out, and Dr. O"Connor and his mother were making their annual pilgrimage to the grave of their husband and father. The cousins prepared supper together, in Aggie"s exquisitely neat kitchen, not that this was really necessary, but because the kitchen was so warm and pleasant. The kettle was ticking on the back of the range, a scoured empty milk-pan awaited the milk-man. Susan contrasted her bright prospects with her cousin"s dull lot, even while she cheerfully scolded Georgie for being so depressed and lachrymose.
They fell to talking of marriage, Georgie"s recent one, Susan"s approaching one. The wife gave delicate hints, the wife-to-be revealed far more of her secret soul than she had ever dreamed of revealing.
Georgie sat, idly clasping the hands on which the wedding-ring had grown loose, Susan turned and reversed the wheels of a Dover egg-beater.
"Marriage is such a mystery, before you"re into it," Georgie said. "But once you"re married, why, you feel as if you could attract any man in the world. No more bashfulness, Sue, no more uncertainty. You treat men exactly as you would girls, and of course they like it!"
Susan pondered this going home. She thought she knew how to apply it to her att.i.tude toward Peter.
Peter had not telephoned. Susan, quietly determined to treat him, or attempt to treat him, with at least the frank protest she would have shown to another girl, telephoned to the Baxter house at once. Mr.
Coleman was not yet at home.
Some of her resolution crumbled. It was very hard to settle down, after supper, to an evening of solitaire. In these quiet hours, Susan felt less confident of Peter"s att.i.tude when she announced her ultimatum; felt that she must not jeopardize their friendship now, must run no risks.
She had worked herself into a despondent and discouraged frame of mind when the telephone rang, at ten o"clock. It was Peter.
"h.e.l.lo, Sue!" said Peter gaily. "I"m just in. Burns said that you telephoned."
"Burns said no more than the truth," said Susan. It was the old note of levity, anything but natural to to-night"s mood and the matter in hand.
But it was what Peter expected and liked. She heard him laugh with his usual gaiety.
"Yes, he"s a truthful little soul. He takes after me. What was it?"
Susan made a wry mouth in the dark.
"Nothing at all," she said, "I just telephoned--I thought we might go out somewhere together."
"GREAT HEAVEN, WE"RE ENGAGED!" she reminded her sinking heart, fiercely.