Draxy stood still. Her face altered so that the little children crowded round her in alarm, and Reuby took hold of her hand. Tears came into her eyes, and she could hardly speak, but she replied,--
"Yes, indeed, Mr. Plummer, I should be very glad to have you. I"ll look out a sermon to-night, and you can come up to the house in the morning and get it."
"O Mis" Kinney, do forgive me for speakin". You have allers seem so borne up, I never mistrusted that"t"d do any harm to ask yer," stammered the poor Deacon, utterly disconcerted by Draxy"s tears, for she was crying hard now.
"It hasn"t done any harm, I a.s.sure you. I am very glad to do it," said Draxy.
"Yes, sir, my mamma very often cries when she"s glad," spoke up Reuby, his little face getting very red, and his lips quivering. "She"s very glad, sir, if she says so."
This chivalrous defense calmed poor Draxy, but did not comfort the Deacon, who hurried away, saying to himself,--
"Don"t believe there was ever such a woman nor such a boy in this world before. She never shed a tear when we brought the Elder home dead, nor even when she see him let down into the very grave; "n" I don"t believe she"s cried afore anybody till to-day; "n" that little chap a speakin" up an" tellin" me his ma often cried when she was glad, an" I was to believe her spite of her crying! I wish I"d made Job Swift go arter her. I"ll make him go arter that sermon anyhow. I won"t go near her agin "bout this bisness, that"s certain;" and the remorse-stricken, but artful deacon hastened to his brother deacon"s house to tell him that it was "all settled with Mis" Kinney "bout the sermon, an" she was quite willin";"
and, "O," he added, as if it were quite a second thought, "ye"d better go up an" git the sermon, Job, in the mornin," ye"re so much nearer, an"
then, "s ye"ve to do the readin," maybe she"ll have somethin" to explain to ye about the way it"s to be read; th" Elder"s writin" wan"t any too easy to make out, "s fur "s I remember it."
Next morning, just as the first bells were ringing, Deacon Swift knocked timidly at the door of the Elder"s study. Draxy met him with a radiant face. She had been excited by reading over the sermon she had after long deliberation selected. The text was,--
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you." The sermon had been written soon after their marriage, and was one of her husband"s favorites.
There were many eloquent pa.s.sages in it, which seemed now to take on a new significance, as coming from the lips of the Elder, absent from his flock and present with Christ.
"O Mis" Kinney, I recollect that sermon "s if "twas only yesterday," said Deacon Swift. "The hull parish was talkin" on"t all the week; ye couldn"t have picked out one they"d be so glad to hear; but dear me! how I"m ever goin" to read it in any kind o" decent way, I don"t know; I never was a reader, anyhow, "n" now I"ve lost my front teeth, some words does pester me to git out."
This opened the way for Draxy. Nearly all night she had lain awake, thinking how terrible it would be to her to hear her husband"s beloved words indistinctly and ineffectively read by Deacon Swift"s cracked and feeble voice. Almost she regretted having given her consent. At last the thought flashed into her mind, "Why should I not read it myself? I know I could be heard in every corner of that little church." The more she thought of it, the more she longed to do it, and the less she shrank from the idea of facing the congregation.
""It"s only just like a big family of children," Seth always used to say, "and I"m sure I feel as if they were mine now, as much as ever they were his. I wish I dared do it. I do believe Seth would like it," and Draxy fell asleep comforted by the thought. Before breakfast she consulted her father, and he approved it warmly.
"I believe your mission isn"t done yet, daughter, to these people of your husband"s. The more you speak to "em the better. It"ll be jest like his voice speaking from heaven to "em," said Reuben, "an" I shouldn"t wonder if keepin" Elder Williams away was all the Lord"s doin", as the blessed saint used to say."
Reuben"s approval was all that Draxy needed to strengthen her impulse, and before Deacon Swift arrived her only perplexity was as to the best way of making the proposition to him. All this difficulty he had himself smoothed away by his first words.
"Yes, I know, Deacon Swift," she said. "I"ve been thinking that perhaps it would tire you to read for so long a time in a loud voice; and besides, Mr. Kinney"s handwriting is very hard to read."
Draxy paused and looked sympathizingly in the deacon"s face. The mention of the illegible writing distressed the poor man still more. He took the sermon from her hand and glanced nervously at the first page.
"Oh my! Mis" Kinney," he exclaimed, "I can"t make out half the words."
"Can"t you?" said Draxy, gently. "It is all as plain as print to me, I know it so well. But there are some abbreviations Mr. Kinney always used.
I will explain them to you. Perhaps that will make it easier."
"O Mis" Kinney, Mis" Kinney! I can"t never do it in the world," burst out the poor deacon. "O Mis" Kinney, why can"t you read it to the folks?
They"d all like it, I know they would."
"Do you really think so, Mr. Swift?" replied Draxy; and then, with a little twinge of conscience, added immediately, "I have been thinking of that very thing myself, that perhaps, if it wouldn"t seem strange to the people, that would be the best way, because I know the handwriting so well, and it really is very hard for a stranger to read."
"Yes, yes, that"s the very thing," hastily exclaimed the relieved deacon,--"that"s it, that"s it. Why, Mis" Kinney, as for their thinkin" it strange, there ain"t a man in the parish that wouldn"t vote for you for minister twice over if ye wuz only a man. I"ve heerd "em all say so more "n a thousand times sence." Something in Draxy"s face cut the Deacon"s sentence short.
"Very well, Mr. Swift," she said. "Then I will try, since you think it best. My father thought it would be a good plan too, or else I should not have been willing," she added, gently.
"Reuben Miller"s daughter" was still as guileless, reverent, potent a thought in Draxy"s heart as when, upon her unconscious childish lips, the words had been a spell, disarming and winning all hearts to her.
The news had gone all through the village on Sat.u.r.day night, that Deacon Swift was to read one of Elder Kinney"s sermons the next day. The whole parish was present; not a man, not a woman was missing except those who were kept at home by sickness. A tender solemnity was in every face. Not often does it happen to a man to be so beloved by a whole community as was Elder Kinney by this people.
With some embarra.s.sment and hesitation, Deacon Swift read the hymns and made one of the prayers; Deacon Plummer made the other. Then there came a pause. Draxy flushed scarlet and half rose in her pew. She had not thought to tell the Deacon that he must explain to the people beforehand why she read the sermon. She had taken it for granted that he would do so; but he did not comprehend that he ought, and only looked nervously towards her, waiting for her to come forward. This was the one moment which tried Draxy"s soul; there was almost vexation in her look, as hastily laying aside her bonnet she walked up to the table in front of the pulpit, and, turning towards the people, said in her clear, melodious voice,--
"Dear friends, I am sorry Deacon Swift did not explain to you that I was to read the sermon. He asked me to do so because Mr. Kinney"s handwriting is very hard for a stranger to read."
She paused for a second, and then added:
"The sermon which I have chosen is one which some of you will remember. It was written and preached nine years ago. The text is in the beautiful Gospel of St. John, the 14th chapter and the 27th verse,--
""Peace I leave with you; my peace I give unto you.""
After p.r.o.nouncing these words, Draxy paused again, and looking towards her pew, made a slight sign to Reuby. The child understood instantly, and walked swiftly to her.
"Sit in this chair here by mamma, Reuby darling," she whispered, and Reuby climbed up into the big chair on her right hand, and leaned his fair golden head against the high mahogany back. Draxy had become conscious, in that first second, that she could not read with Reuby"s wistful face in sight. Also she felt a sudden yearning for the support of his nearer presence.
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you," she repeated, and went on with the sermon. Her tones were low, but clear, and her articulation so perfect that no syllable was lost; she could have been distinctly heard in a room twice as large as this. The sight was one which thrilled every heart that looked on it; no poor laboring man there was so dull of sense and soul that he did not sit drinking in the wonderful picture: the tall, queenly woman robed in simple flowing white, her hair a coronet of snowy silver; her dark blue eyes shining with a light which would have been flashingly brilliant, except for its steadfast serenity; her mouth almost smiling, as the clear tones flowed out; sitting quiet, intent, by her side, the beautiful boy, also dressed in white, his face lighted like hers by serene and yet gleaming eyes; his head covered with golden curls; his little hands folded devoutly in his lap. One coming suddenly upon the scene might well have fancied himself in another clime and age, in the presence of some rite performed by a mystic priestess clothed in samite.
But the words which fell from the lips were the gentlest words of the gentlest religion earth has known; and the heart which beat under the clinging folds of the strange white garb was no priestess" heart, but a heart full, almost to breaking, of wifehood, of motherhood.
It does not need experience as an orator to give significance to the magnetic language of upturned faces. Before Draxy had read ten pages of the sermon, she was so thrilled by the consciousness that every heart before her was thrilled too, that her cheeks flushed and her whole face glowed.
The sermon had sounded eloquent when the Elder preached it; but now, from Draxy"s lips, it was transcendent. As she read the closing paragraph,--
"His peace He leaves with us: his peace He gives unto us: not such peace as He knew on earth: such peace as He knows now in heaven, on the right hand of His Father; even that peace He bids us share--that peace, the peace of G.o.d which pa.s.seth understanding,"--she seemed to dilate in stature, and as she let the sermon fall on the table before her, her lifted eyes seemed arrested in mid air as by a celestial vision.
Then in a second more, she was again the humble, affectionate Draxy, whom all the women and all the little children knew and loved; looking round on them with an appealing expression, she said,--
"Dear friends, I hope I have not done wrong in standing up here and taking it upon me to read such solemn words. I felt that Mr. Kinney would like to speak to you once more through me."
Then taking little Reuby by the hand, she walked slowly back to her pew.
Then Deacon Swift made sad work of reading the hymn,--
"Blest be the tie that binds,"
And the choir made sad work of singing it. n.o.body"s voice could be trusted for many syllables at a time, but n.o.body listened to the music. Everybody was impatient to speak to Draxy. They cl.u.s.tered round her in the aisle; they crowded into pews to get near her: all the reticence and reserve of their New England habit had melted away in this wonderful hour. They thanked her; they touched her; they gazed at her; they did not know what to do; even Draxy"s calm was visibly disturbed by the atmosphere of their great excitement.
"O Mis" Kinney, ef ye"ll only read us one more! just one more! won"t ye, now? Do say ye will, right off, this arternoon; or read the same one right over, ef that"s any easier for ye. We"d like to hear jest that "n" nothin"
else for a year to come! O Mis" Kinney! "twas jest like hearin" the Elder himself."
Poor Draxy was trembling. Reuben came to her rescue.
"I hope you won"t take it unkindly of me," he said, "but my daughter"s feeling more than"s good for her. She must come home now." And Reuben drew her hand into his arm.
The people fell back sorry and conscience-stricken.
"We orter ha" known better," they said, "but she makes us forgit she"s flesh "n" blood."
"I will read you another sermon some time," said Draxy, slowly. "I shall be very glad to. But not to-day. I could not do it to-day." Then she smiled on them all, with a smile which was a benediction, and walked away holding Reuby"s hand very tightly, and leaning heavily on her father"s arm.