"I"m afraid they always have been," Harry confessed, a confession without much trace of penitence.
"Mine don"t often; and they"re never supposed to--in my position."
"Oh, nonsense! Really that doesn"t go down, Miss Vintry. Why, a girl like you, with such--"
"Don"t attempt a catalogue, please, Mr. Harry."
"You"re right, quite right. I"m conscious how limited my powers are."
Harry Belfield could no more help this sort of thing than a bird can help flying. In childhood he had probably lisped in compliments, as the poet in numbers. In itself it was harmless, even graceful, and quite devoid of serious meaning. Yet it was something new in his relations with Isobel Vintry; though it had arisen out of a desire to dispel that mysterious atmosphere, yet it was a sequel to it. Hitherto she had been Vivien"s companion. In that brief session of theirs--alone together by the lake--she had a.s.sumed an independent existence for him, a vivid, distinctive, rather compelling one. The impressionable mind received a new impression, the plastic feelings suffered the moulding of a fresh hand. Harry, who was alert to watch himself and always knew when he was interested, was telling himself that she was such a notable foil to Vivien; that was why he was interested. Vivien was still the centre of gravity. The explanation vindicated his interest, preserved his loyalty, and left his resolve unshaken. These satisfactory effects were all on himself; the idea of effects on Isobel Vintry did not occur to him. He was not vain, he was hardly a conscious or intentional "lady-killer." He really suffered love affairs rather than sought them; he was driven into them by an overpowering instinct to prove his powers. He could not help "playing the game"--the rather hazardous game--to the full extent of his natural ability. That extent was very considerable.
He said good-bye to her, laughingly declaring that after all he would prepare a catalogue, and send it to her by post. Then he went into the house, to find Vivien and pay another farewell. Left alone, Isobel rose from her chair with an abrupt and impatient movement. She was a woman of feelings not only more mature but far stronger than Vivien"s; she had ambitious yearnings which never crossed Vivien"s simple soul. But she was stern with herself. Perhaps she had caught and unconsciously copied some of Wellgood"s anti-sentimental att.i.tude. She often told herself that the feelings were merely dangerous and the yearnings silly. Yet when others seemed tacitly to accept that view, made no account of her, and a.s.sumed to regard her place in life as settled, she glowed with a deep resentment against them, crying that she would make herself felt.
To-day she knew that somehow, to some degree however small, she had made herself felt by Harry Belfield. The discovery could not be said to bring pleasure, but it brought triumph--triumph and an oppressive restlessness.
Wellgood strolled out of the house and joined her. "Where"s Harry?" he asked.
"He went into the house to say good-bye to Vivien; or perhaps he"s gone altogether by now."
Wellgood stood in thought, his hands in his pockets.
"He"s a bit inclined to be soft, but I think we shall make a man of him.
He"s got a great chance, anyhow. Vivien seems to like him, doesn"t she?"
"Oh, everybody must!" She smiled at him. "Are you thinking of match-making, like a good father?"
"She might do worse, and I"d like her to marry a man we know all about.
The poor child hasn"t backbone to stand up for herself if she happened on a rascal."
Isobel had a notion that Wellgood was over-confident if he a.s.sumed that he, or they, knew all about Harry Belfield. His parentage, his position, his prospects--yes. Did these exhaust the subject? But Wellgood"s downright mind would have seen only "fancies" in such a suggestion.
"If that"s the programme, I must begin to think of packing up my trunks," she said with a laugh.
He did not join in her laugh, but his stern lips relaxed into a smile.
"Lots of time to think about that," he told her, his eyes seeming to make a careful inspection of her. "Nutley would hardly be itself without you, Isobel."
She showed no sign of embarra.s.sment under his scrutiny; she stood handsome and apparently serene in her composure.
"Oh, poor Nutley would soon recover from the blow," she said. "But I shall be sorry to go. You"ve been very kind to me."
"You"ve done your work very well. People who work well are well treated at Nutley; people who work badly--"
"Aren"t exactly petted? No, they"re not, Mr. Wellgood, I know."
"You"d always do your work, whatever it might be, well, so you"d always be well treated."
"At any rate you"ll give me a good character?" she asked mockingly.
"Oh, I"ll see that you get a good place," he answered her in the same tone, but with a hint of serious meaning in his eyes.
His plan was quite definite, his confidence in the issue of it absolute.
But "one thing at a time" was among his maxims. He would like to see Vivien"s affair settled before his own was undertaken. His idea was that his declaration and acceptance should follow on his daughter"s engagement.
Isobel was not afraid of Mark Wellgood, as his daughter was, and as so many women would have been. She had a self-confidence equal to his own; she added to it a subtlety which would secure her a larger share of independence than it would be politic to claim openly. She had not feared him as a master, and would not fear him as a husband. Moreover she understood him far better than he read her. Understanding gives power. And she liked him; there was much that was congenial to her in his mind and modes of thought. He was a man, a strong man. But the prospect at which his words hinted--she was not blind to their meaning, and for some time back had felt little doubt of his design--did not enrapture her. At first sight it seemed that it ought. She had no money, her family were poor, marriage was her only chance of independence.
Nutley meant both a comfort and a status beyond her reasonable hopes.
But it meant also an end to the ambitious dreams. It was finality. Just this life she led now for all her life--or at least all Wellgood"s! He was engrossed in the occupations of a country gentleman of moderate means, in his estate work and his public work. He hardly ever went to London; he never travelled farther afield; he visited little even among his neighbours. Some of these habits a wife might modify; the essentials of the life she would hardly be able to change. Yet, if she got the chance, there was no question but that she ought to take it. Common sense told her that, just as it told Wellgood that it would be absurd to doubt of her acceptance.
Common sense might say what it liked. Her feelings were in revolt, and their insurrection gathered fresh strength to-day. It was not so much that Wellgood was nearly twenty years her senior. That counted, but not as heavily as perhaps might be expected, since his youthful vigour was still all his. It was the certainty with which his thoughts disposed of her, his a.s.sumption that his suit would be free from difficulty and from rivalry, his matter-of-course conclusion that Harry could come to Nutley only for Vivien"s sake. If these things wounded her woman"s pride, the softer side of her nature lamented the absence of romance, of the thrill of love, of being wooed and won in some poetic fashion, of everything--she found her thoughts insensibly taking this direction--that it would be for Harry Belfield"s chosen mistress to enjoy. n.o.body--least of all the man who was content to take her to wife himself--seemed to think of her as a choice even possible to Harry. He was, of course, for Vivien. All the joys of love, all the life of pleasure, the partic.i.p.ation in his career, the moving many-coloured existence to be led by his side--all these were for Vivien. Her heart cried out in protest at the injustice; she might not even have her chance! It would be counted treachery if she strove for it, if she sought to attract Harry or allowed herself to be attracted by him. She had to stand aside; she was to be otherwise disposed of, her a.s.sent to the arrangement being asked so confidently that it could hardly be said to be asked at all. Suppose she did not a.s.sent? Suppose she fought for herself, treachery or no treachery? Suppose she followed the way of her feelings, if so be that they led her towards Harry Belfield? Suppose she put forth what strength she had to upset Wellgood"s plan, to fight for herself?
She played with these questions as she walked up and down the terrace by the lake. She declared to herself that she was only playing with them, but they would not leave her.
Certainly the questions found no warrant in Harry Belfield"s present mood. He had made up his mind, his eager blood was running apace. That very evening, as his father and he sat alone together after dinner, in the long room graced by the two Vand.y.k.es which were the boast of Halton, he broached the matter in confidence. Mr. Belfield was a frail man of sixty. He had always been delicate in health, a sufferer from asthma and p.r.o.ne to chills; but he was no acknowledged invalid, and would not submit to the _role_. He did his share of county work; his judgment was highly esteemed, his sense of honour strict and scrupulous. He had a dryly humorous strain in him, which found food for amus.e.m.e.nt in his son"s exuberant feelings and dashing impulses, without blinding him to their dangers.
"Well, it"s not a great match, but it"s quite satisfactory, Harry.
You"ll find no opposition here. I like her very much, and your mother does too, I know. But"--he smiled and lifted his brows--"it"s a trifle sudden, isn"t it?"
"Sudden?" cried Harry. "Why, I"ve known her all my life!"
"Yes, but you haven"t been in love with her all your life. And, if report speaks true, you have been in love with some other women." Mr.
Belfield was a man of the world; his tone was patient and not unduly severe as he referred to Harry"s adventures of the heart, which had reached his ears from friends in London.
"Yes, I know," said Harry; "but those were only--well, pa.s.sing sort of things, you know."
"And this isn"t a pa.s.sing sort of thing?"
"Not a bit of it; I"m dead sure of it. Well, a fellow can"t tell another--not even his father--what he feels."
"No, no, don"t try; keep all that for the lady. But if I were you I"d go a bit slow, and I wouldn"t tell your mother yet. There"s no particular hurry, is there?"
Harry laughed. "Well, I suppose that depends on how one feels. I happen to feel rather in a hurry."
"Go as slow as you can. Pa.s.sing things pa.s.s: a wife"s a more permanent affair. And undoing a mistake is neither a very easy nor a very savoury business."
"I"m absolutely sure. Still I"ll try to wait and see if I can manage to get a little bit surer still, just to please you, pater."
"Thank you, old boy; I don"t think you"ll repent it. And, after all, it may be as well to give the lady time to get quite sure too--eh?" His eyes twinkled. He was fully aware that Harry would not think a great deal of time necessary for that. "Oh, by-the-bye," he went on, "I"ve a little bit of good news for you. I"ve interceded with your mother on Andy Hayes" behalf, and her heart is softened. She says she"ll be very glad to see him here--"
"Hurrah! That"s very good of the mater."
"--when we"re alone, or have friends who we know won"t object." He laughed a little, and Harry joined in the laugh. "A prudent woman"s prudent provisoes, Harry! I wish both you and I were as wise as your mother is."
"Dear old Andy--he"s getting quite the fashion! I"m to take him to Nutley too."
"Excellent! Because it looks as if Nutley would be coming here to a certain extent in the immediate future, and he"ll be able to come when Nutley does." He rose from his chair. "My throat"s bothersome to-night; I"ll leave you alone with your cigarette."
Harry smoked a cigarette that seemed to emit clouds of rosy smoke. All that lay in the past was forgotten; the future beckoned him to glittering joys.
"Marriage is his best chance, but even that"s a considerable chance with Master Harry!" thought his father as he sat down to his book.