Chapter 133: You become mine; like I was yours
"Huh?" he said absentmindedly still looking at Li Xiaolu. "Am I dreaming? Because if I am I don"t want this to end... " he murmured.Li Xiaolu chuckled loudly looking at her cute husband. Shaking her head she replied, "No. You"re not dreaming my dear hubby, I am for real."
As soon as Zhehan heard those words, his eyes widened and without thinking anything he immediately pulled Li Xiaolu in his arms. Holding her face in his hands he kissed her hard on her lips.
Biting and sucking her lips, he kissed her as if his life depended on it. They continued kissing as their tongue fought for dominance while their hands travelled over each other"s body.
Li Xiaolu moaned. She could feel his arousal through their kiss. He was kissing her more pa.s.sionately and more deeply. As the kiss continued, Li Xiaolu felt Zhehan hand on her gowns zipper and she immediately frozed. As much as she wanted to let Zhehan continue, she had to confess to him before coming to this part.
Slightly pus.h.i.+ng his shoulders she whispered, "Zhehan.... wait! ". Zhehan hummed indicating he was listening to her but he still kept on kissing her bare shoulders and neck.
"Zhehan.... "
Zhehan groaned and finally looked up into her eyes. "You"re so beautiful Xiaolu..." he whispered. The more he looked, the more he felt like kissing her again so he did. After a long pa.s.sionate kiss he left her lips reluctantly because he knew she wanted to say something to him.
All this time he was waiting patiently pouring out all his love, care and warmth to her. He knew what she wanted to say to him and he wanted to hear the most beautiful words that she would say to him. He wanted to hear that..
But right now when she was standing infront of him in a wedding dress, he couldn"t control himslef. This was complete surprise to him. He always thought of her like this in her dreams but when that actually became a reality, he was dumbfounded.
He never thought that his most beautiful dream would come true so early and like this. He was so happy and his face displayed a contented smile. Taking a deep breath he looked into her eyes. "You"re so beautiful... my beautiful bride... " he complimented making Li Xiaolu blush.
"Xiaolu I never - "
"Shh... " Li Xiaolu hushed her loving husband placing her fingers on his lips. "Let me speak." She could see in his eyes all his love towards her but today was her day. This was her time to open up her heart and pour out all her love to him. This was her time to confess her love to him.
Looking into his eyes she smiled, "Zhehan you know in this life I never thought about love, marriage or anything like that. All I needed was my revenge and a chance to redeem myself from all foolish things that I have done for that fake family. "
"After all those betrayal, my heart was completely shattered. Falling in love and trusting someone was never on my mind. But then you came into my life. Love, care, trust and feelings.... these are the things which you introduced into my life again."
"You made me feel like I belonged somewhere. You made me feel that I was needed, that I was not a thing to be used but a person to be loved. "
Placing a hand on Zhehan"s cheek she said, "Zhehan you know the best thing about you is your eyes. They are so beautiful; so mesmerizing that they are capable of capturing one"s soul. People say eyes are the mirror of one"s heart. What you feel, you can portray through your eyes. And Zhehan you know what your eyes convey me? Love.... Your immense love and sincerity to me. "
"Since the say I met you, I could see the love and care you had for me. You know I was scared.... Scared to fall in love once again. I never wanted to fall in love. I never wanted to feel again. I never wanted to be betrayed and be used and be discarded. All in my mind I had was my revenge and my goal. "
"All I wanted was to make those people pay for the things they have done to me. At that time, REVENGE was my goal! But you changed everything, Zhang Zhegan.... " Li Xiaolu chuckled.
"When you came into my life, you changed me. I thought love makes people weak but you changed my mind. You made me realise that love never makes you weak, it makes you stronger. What makes you weak is falling in love with a selfish and a wrong person. But when you fall in love with the correct one, the one who will never leave you alone... you will be strong. Being with your beloved will make you strong enough to face any situation in life."
"It will make you feel amazing feelings, that no matter what you become as a person, there is someone who would always love you regardless of anything. "
"Zhehan since the day I started to feel something for you, you become my life. You mended this broken heart and made it completely yours. You became mine; like I was yours." Li Xiaolu smiled with tears in her eyes. "Now, I don"t think that I can live without you anymore Zhehan. I don"t think there is any meaning to my life without you in it."
"I love you! " Li Xiaolu declared.
"I love you Zhang Zhehan! I love you so much!"