She nodded her head in understanding. If he investigated her for Boss Hu, then it was fine. For once, she was frightened."So do you still love him? " he asked again nervously.
"No... I don"t love him anymore. Whatever I had for him died that day I go to know the truth. " Everything she had for Chen Yufan died in the fire with her.
Now, sheonly had two aims in her life. First is her revenge and second is searching for her family.
Hearing her answer, Zhehan smiled. It means he still has a chance. He was not in a hurry for her to fall in love with him, they have all the time in the world.
He had to slowly make his way in her heart and then occupy it fully.
"Zhehan being an orphan, does it give them a right to treat me like this? I love them so much, then why? Are orphan not supposed to be loved? " Li Xiaolu said in a trance as tears welled up in her eyes.
"They told me to do so much for them, and I did. But why did they treat me like this? I considered them my family, but for them I was just a servant..... " she cried bitterly.
"Are orphans not human? If they don"t want me as their daughter, than why did they adopt me? Why show me all their fake love and stab me in the back? "
"What sins have I done? It would have been better, if I was just an orphan.... "
Seeing her cry, Zhehan didn"t think about anything as he embraced her in a warm hug. He let her cry her heart out as he comforter her.
He tried very hard to control his anger. Fury was all he felt at that moment seeing her cry in his arms. He wished he could have a gun and just shoot those despicable people.
He hates them for treating his baby like that. Being in his arms, made her feel secure. His arms were like an angel"s wings protecting her.
Wiping he trears, he held her face in his hand, "Dont cry anymore. It pains to see you cry... "
"You are not an orphan. You have me in with life. Those selfish people only care about themselves and one day I believe they will get their retribution... "
"Also, I believe that one day you would find a person who would mend your broken soul, give you all the happiness that you deserve and protect you from all the trouble that comes your way... " I hope that one day I would become that person in your heart Xiaolu.
Suddenly she didn"t know what came over her, she held in face in her hand and kissed him. Being kissed all of a sudden, Zhehan was shocked.
But he soon returned her kiss with an equal pa.s.sion. He poured all his love for her in that kiss. The kiss was gentle at first but soon it turned so pa.s.sionate that it left both of them breathless for air.
Panting, Li Xiaolu realised what had she just done. She kissed him!! She kissed him on her own....
What came over her to kiss him? Gos.h.!.+ Why did she kiss him? If he ask what did she kiss him, what would she say?
I kissed you because your lips looked tasty or I kissed you because I wanted too. Oh, no I can"t say that. What if he got the wrong meaning of her sentence?
Should she say, she kissed him because she felt like it. But won"t it make her sound like a pervert rogue. What should she say? She herself doesn"t know why she kissed him...
Maybe I should just run away.... But where will I run. Isn"t he the one who brought her here? Li Xiaolu felt like crying but no tears came out.
Thinking about their pa.s.sionate kiss, her whole face turned bright red and she didn"t even dare to look at Zhehan"s face.
Seeing her cute and embarra.s.sed face, Zhehan smiled. He wanted to tease her but thinking about how she cried earlier he stopped himself.
"You kissed me for the compensation, right? " he asked.
Hearing it, she immediately looked up and nodded her head. "Yes, yes.... I kissed you for the compensation... "
Seeing her in a good mood he smiled, "Then shall we leave? "
The smile on her face froze. Looking around, she didn"t want to leave. Seeing her relec.u.n.t look he pinched her nose, "Don"t worry. I"ll bring you here another time... "
"Okay.... " Li Xiaolu immediately smiled. With Zhehan"s help she got up giving a last glance at the place.
This time when Zhehan picked her up she didn"t struggle. She calmly stayed in his arms and looked at him with a complicated look.
Carefully placing her in her seat, he quietly started the car. "Drop me at the Li mansion " she said looking out of the window.
"Okay " Zhehan nodded.
Giving Zhehan a side glance she sighed in her heart. I can"t give you what you want Zhehan...
Please don"t do this to yourself!
All the way to the Li mansion, there was a silence filled in the car. One was filled with hope while the other was with complicated feelings.
On reaching the Li masion, Li Xiaolu git out of her car, "Zhehan thankyou for everyone did today...."
"Xiaolu, are you sure about this? " he asked. He knew what will happen if she goes in today. Giving him a sweet smile, she a.s.sured him " Everything with be fine, Don"t worry about me... "
How can he not? But if she says she is going to be fine, then he will believe her. "Come here.... " he said motioning her to come closer.
Thinking that he wanted to say something, Li Xiaolu came closer to him. Suddenly without any notice he kissed her lips. "Okay, but remember that you have me always... "
"You....!!! "
She looked around to see, if somebody saw them or not. She sighed when she saw n.o.body around.
"Take care.... " he said starting his car. Seeing his car leaving, she turned to face the Li mansion. Her lips curled into a smirk, Let the battle begin....