Secrets We Should Keep

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I go into grocery store, it was big with lot of shelves. Last time I go to store was at least five months ago. With father situation I only came out for university and I sented butler for buying thing for home, oh dear butler I missed you, I should call him later, he was too nice with me.

I started to walk between shelves, I should make list for things home need, but now I should just walk and pick everything I think home need....

I looked at all things I bought, it was a lot however I ignore all those candies and chocolate cake that were packing in beautiful cover and waited to I buy them. how I want to carry them to home? what will happen if someone with kind heart come and help me?!

I can carry heaviest thing there is no problem but for carrying all these pockets and nylons I should have two other hand. With voice that comes behind of me I turn back, it was young men who called me "excuse me, miss. Can I help you?!"

I looked at his face, but just right now I saw him with light over his head, angel from G.o.d. Come on Rosa, be serious if he be thief what the h.e.l.l you want to do! But his face show some thing else and my mind say I"m to f.u.c.king tired for carrying all this stuff home alone, I said "if there is no problem I will be happy," he smile kindly and get half of thing from my hand and we start walking, "where is your home miss,I can arrive you"

"it is in XX Street"

"good, our home is in that street, too." we stopped near a car, I looked at it and.. s.h.i.t.. I"m not good with cars name but this is so beautiful and looks expensive. He put things in back seat and opened front door for me.

Now its problem, I have never been in this kind of car. Besides what will happen if someone see me in stranger man car? What will they think? But actually I don"t care what the h.e.l.l they gonna think I just want to arrive home sooner before Mr. Rad start nagging at me, and I"m to tired to think about what other people is going to think about me.

I get in and closed the door. I rolled my eyes in car, I have never been in this kind of car, what is all this stuff, oh G.o.d I should search Google for finding this car name, it is so beautiful.

"something goes wrong miss?!" I move my hand in negative sign and said"i have never been in this kind of cars, it has lot of stuff, don"t you become confused with all this things?! "

He smiled and said" actually my brother bought this car but because he didn"t know how to use it he give it to me as gift, and really I don"t understand the use of other thing because there is no need, so I just ignore them"i nodded.

"yes, in this conditions ignoring is best way"

He asked "Are you coming back from university?!"

"yes, I go to X University" he looked at me from across of his eyes and said"so you are nerd! "

" I think so.. They say I"m nerd"

"yes, you should be nerd to being accepted in that university, I heard it has scary teacher and very hard exams, is it right?!"

I grined "about teachers yes, they are so scary without any humble but excams I can"t say that, its rely on person if they hadn"t lesson in cla.s.s, yes but if they had lesson, it as easy as drinking water. Even one of girl becomes unconscious during excam."

"yes, my mother always told this, too. If you endure in there and graduate from it you will have brightful future, I a.s.sure you."

"thank you. Mr"

"your welcome, you really look like hard working girl, its rare, you know?!" he looked at me with smile that want answer, "yes, I know. Usually student stop from reading hard after being accepted in good university, they think all the things over and day can find there future wife or husband in that place while there misery has just begun, I really don"t understand them."I looked at him and wait till he nodded with his head and he became serious" my mother told this kind of thing when I was going to university, she always wanted me to be kind with girls and boys and help them in any situation.. but never let them take advantage of me, she said that she doesn"t want heartbroken boy on his hand " both of us laughed.

I felt like someone told my feeling, something that I never have this courage to tell it aloud. Taking advantage, yes. This is what happen if you let them think you are soft touch.

" I should confess, I really like to have conversation with your mother, we will be a good..." by feeling some warning in my head I stop from talking. Oh silly, Rosa. How you didn"t understand?! You s.h.i.ty nerd. I should understand sooner that he use past tense in every thing he tell about his mother it means." oh,.. " I f.u.c.ked up.

" Are you okay, miss. Why you become so pale?"

I try to turn back my emotions, emotions come from heart, I smiled and said "I"m alright Mr, I just realized you used past tense in every word you talk about your mother... And I became bit confused"

He smiled nicely "see I told you, your nerd and smart, see you get good note from our normal conversation, and I remembered you said" I think so... They say say I"m nerd" no little girl you are smarter than nerd " I surprised by his words, I should say no man admired me for my intelligent except father, but now the stranger that I met just few second is admiring my intelligence, oh G.o.d, what"s wrong with this day?!

" thank you, i think my self confidence can broke this car in half just right now" he smiled in return and he didn"t ask something else except address of home.

I get out of car and looked at strange man who was carrying pockets and nylons to near door of house.

"thank you Mr.... Can I know your family name?"

He smiled "of course miss. I"m Tehrani. And I don"t ask your family name because it"s rude to ask woman there personal identification... So miss nerd I hope to see you again, have good day" he bowed his head in respect and get into car.

"I hope too see you again, too. Mr.Tehrani. " he drove out of street, what strange man, he just smiled.

I put the key in lock and open it. Take all thing by just two hand and walked into yard. And pushed the door with my leg and shut it. I looked at house,, oh I missed you house, my eyes stop on one of the windows, and I stare into his eyes. s.h.i.t....

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Other thing that I should say is : excuse me for my poor grammar.... ☹️☹️I"m trying to improve.. ??