I kept walking in the street and looking at the stores without any aim. I separated from Saman and Sara after university. He wanted to drive me home but with what happened last time I"d rather he never saw them. At least until I understand he won"t put them in dangerous situations. If something happen for them because arriving me home, I never can forgive myself.I sit in bus station and looked at my watch, it"s not too late I can manage something for launch.
With bus arriving I get in it, always crowded. I looked at chairs, all of them were full. I stand in the middle of bus with others who came in. I turned to face window, it was open and wind brings fresh air in bus. I looked at bakery that was near street and my stomach grumbled loudly. Have patience stomach, we will arrive home soon.
With appearing a donut in front of my eyes, I surprised. I looked at person who had brought donut in front of my face. With seeing familiar face I smiled and said "Mr. Tehrani what pleasure!" he smiled and said "h.e.l.lo miss nerd it seems your stomach suffer from sad story. Are you punishing it?" I laughed quitely and accepted the donut he was offering me. "no I never punish my stomach.
I don"t have good relation with university food,and today something happened during my rest time and I lost my appet.i.te. barely I eat nothing from morning " with sudden move of bus he grabbed handhold. "I guess someone should ask you on date so you lost your appet.i.te." I took a bit from donut and asked "how did younderstand?"
"it is something obvious in the girls. My sister always loses her appet.i.te when her belove asked him for date or even simple dinner as friend. Now tell me was he your belove who asked you for date?" I moved my hand in air and said "belove? I must be crazy to even love someone, it was just one of student, all this stuff begin four month ago and after that every week he come to ask again while I rejected him in first place. Today I wasn"t in good mood and he came again... I became a little angry and I said rush words toward him, I feel guilty. " I looked at him, he was watching me with kind smile after moments he said" don"t feel guilty when you turn down boys, especially when that boy is hick. "
I smiled and nodded with my head and eat last piece of donut. I eat very fast " sorry, I didn"t ask you for eating.. "
He said immediately" no, don"t bother yourself I supposed to buy only four but baker give me one extra as gift because I always buy from him. "
I nodded with my head and said" anyway thank you. I didn"t think my stomach can handle it till I arrive home." " talking about home, can I accompany you to your home? My home is one street after your home, I can walk more, too. " i looked at him, I don"t want to make trouble for anyone. "it"s good idea, I will have someone to talk with, too. But..."
With bus stop at the head of home street. we both get off the bus and started to walk side by side.
" I was saying. I enjoy talking with you but there is some problem in home,... Let me be comfortable my step father pa.s.sed away two weeks ago. "
He looked at me and said "sorry for your loss. You said step father?" I nodded with my head and said "yes, my real parents died ten years ago, generally after my step father died, his son suddenly appeared from nowhere.. and he is little scary and mysterious, the last time you arrived me home, he acted very strange and I really don"t want to put anyone in trouble." he stopped from walking, I turned back to look at him, his head was down and he doesn"t smile." Are you okay Mr.Tehrani? "he looked at me, his eyes were full of nervous but he smiled and said" nothing I just went into thinking "
He come near me and said" can I ask you what was your step father name? "we continued to walk.
"Mr. Rad, did you know him?"he smiled and said
" I think his son was my cla.s.smate during middle school. " I looked at him" oh it must be very bad to be cla.s.smate with someone like him, he is very annoying "
" well, I wasn"t friend with him, he was top student and I already had friends and he had his own friend.I"m curious to know what is he look like now
He was very cute that time. "I laughed, I wish I could tell you what he look like now, I said" I wish you never see him again it will ruin that good picture you have from him, I named him Satan and his girlfriend is Lilith. " he laughed and said" why lilith? " I looked at him with corner of my eyes and told him" because only lilith can laugh and chat with satan without crying or becoming angry. I myself want to broke his neck. " with arriving to ally which our house is in it I stopped and said
" it"s time to say farewell, thank you for donut and listening to me, I"m boring person. " he smiled and said" I confess that I enjoy talking with you, and don"t be so modest, you are not boring at all, I hope to see you in my way again. " I smiled and said
" me, too. " I turned back and start walking toward home.