With voices that came out side of my room I opened my eyes. The room was completely dark so it must be night. I tried to remember what happened, thief, knife on my throat.. I touched my neck and feel the band aid under my fingers so all of them were reality I didn"t dream.sound of footsteps came from out side of my room. "I think she is sleep, after I left her room, she didn"t come out, even for dinner...." did I really faint? How I can sleep when my stomach grumbling! I looked at clock on the wall, wtf?.. I was sleep for eight hour. I wanted to sit in my bed when I heard his voice behind the door again" why I should check on her?.. "after few minutes he continued" okay, now I will go into her room to see if she is sleep or not" I closed my eyes immediately. Why he want to check on me? Is he going to kidnap me or kill me in sleep? Door opened with quite voice and then his footsteps that came near bed. I take my heart beat down.
I feel his hand on my hair, he put some part of my hair behind my ear and touched my forehead with behind of his hand. What"s going on in the world? Get your hand off me, it"s too hot. he take his hand. His footsteps fade away while he went out of room and closed the door behind him.
I opened my eyes as wide as it can get. His voice came from outside "she is sleeping,...I think she might have little fever"
I touched my forehead so it is my head that is very hot not his hand. I get out of bed and walked slowly to not make voice, I put my ears on door so I can hear him easier. "okay, okay that"s enough.... I know she is smart with the way she use her words" wow this brat know I"m smart good advantage for you Satan. "I don"t know how and I don"t know anything about her except that she was my father servant and occasionally bff of my sisters... I do not care about what you will show me tomorrow because I won"t come to office... I should deliver girl to laboratory to be sure she won"t get harm from today attack and I have somewhere else to go.. " his voice fade away by thunder that roared in the sky. I focus more".... She was in real danger today.. My work is to protect people life not to put them in more danger.. I don"t care how skilled she is in material art to... "the rain sound was too loud. d.a.m.n it, I love you rain but please be silence just for second. I closed my eyes and concentrate on voice behind the door" I"m going to invite them for little party just to gain their attention more,..... I know I could handle it, just one more meeting with sha.... "his voice faded away. I walked away from door toward window, too much noises. I glare at sky.Rain is beauty but I always love it with thunder.
My stomach grumble. I came out of my room and headed to kitchen. He wasn"t in hallway nor in hall. He must went to his own room.
Why all the bad and unfortunate things happen for me? Two heartbroken friend, losing parents, torturing and cleaning the house of my uncle, commit suicide, losing your lovely step father, and now I should endure his satan son. Why I should be in danger? How that satan even want to protect people by his f*cking behaviour?
I went into kitchen and opened the refrigerator door, I got bottle of milk and closed it.
"what awful situation?..." I sighed and turned back. I heat my head to wall.. What? Wall?! But here wasn"t any wall before. I touched the new wall that appeared in front of me... OMFG? I step back and put my hand on my heart, I tried to see in dark,s.h.i.t.
I rolled my eyes and said "if you want to give me heart attack tell me I will give it to myself with honor but please don"t appear behind me like this."
I walked away, and pure a gla.s.s of milk for myself.
"did you sleep well? Don"t you feel cold or hot? Does your sore irritates?" I raised my hand to stop him from asking more questions, unpredictable.
I smiled and said "it"s kind of you to ask my health because you don"t want corpse on your hand, and yes I slept well and I"m okay." I sit on the carpeted floor and opened a chocolate cake I bought.
"Don"t you want to turn on the lamp?" he said while he was sitting on chair.
"no, I like to eat in dark." I respond.
"didn"t you found house for yourself?" he asked.
Because of dark I can"t see what his face look like, is he smiling? Or have grin? I drink a sip from my milk and said "no, unfortunately I didn"t have time to search for house myself but my friend"s father is searching for one,... I a.s.sure you I leave here as soon as I find home." I said the last sentence quietly while remembering my promise. Sorry father your son want me to leave very badly so I can"t keep my word and promise. I drink all milk in one sip to avoid my eyes from shedding a tear from frustration.
" You don"t need to leave if you want to stay here.."
Milk jumped in my throat and I start to coughing.
Did I hear right! , he said I don"t need to leave. No I badly want to leave but because of some reason I can"t. "Are you okay?" he asked me with teasing.
I nodded with my head and breath deeply to stop my cough.
"what changed your mind? My cooking or your sisters asked?" I said with curiosity. Maybe he tell something about the conversation I heard.
"you can think both, I admire your cooking but it can"t be enough reason for agreeing with my sisters wish. I don"t understand what they see in you that make them love you like there sister, even Ayda"s husband talk about you proudly. So strange! The only thing I saw from you is your bad tongue. "
I grinned and wanted to answer him but I don"t have strength of bobbing right now. I stand up and washed my gla.s.s, why my body become like this, suddenly. It must be because of lot of working and insomnia. I walked toward the door, my sight went black for moment, I stopped to feel balance, good very good I have dizzy, too. I should really go to laboratory, what if I really get infect from this cut?! No, the only thing that I never think about is getting AIDS or any other f.u.c.king disease.
"Are you okay? Do you thinking on how answering me without using swear words?..." I wanted to look at him and respond to every thing he is saying but I hardly can hear his voice, I might faint, I should go back to my room and faint there not here, who will carry me to my room if I faint? I opened my eyes and tried to focus on my view, the next think I did was walking quickly toward my room, I can feel sweat on my forehead. Was something goes wrong with it expiration date! Did I even buy milk last time I went shopping!? d.a.m.n it.