Secrets We Should Keep

Satan will go company today which means I"m free till evening. "yes.." but from when I started to call him Satan in my mind, never mind, he deserve this nick name. I went to bathroom and washed my face. I should do something about my lips, it is in very bad form. I put some ointment on my lips. It should be enough for now. I brush my hair that is up to my waist maybe longer. I braid them and put it under my dress to cover it. I never feel good about showing my hair because of memory that I tried to erase it from my mind. After putting scarf on my head. I walked out of my room and go to kitchen. Why I should ready breakfast every morning... Oh yes because I"m servant.

I heard the door and looked back. He came in and I can"t help myself for not glaring at him. Holy c.r.a.p.

I took my eyes from him and continued to prepare breakfast. Why I am surprised to watched him in this suit?any way he is man of business, he should know how to attract his correspondence by looking good and well.

By a hand that appeared near me. I shocked. he took a gla.s.s from where I was standing and pour a gla.s.s of orange juice for himself. I moved away and put a dish of white cheese on table.

"how you slept last night? , your light was on till morning. "he sit on chair.

" good, I was studying." how you know my light was on?I asked him in my mind. I started to eat.

" I should go to company today. make good food more professional for tonight I have important guest and clean home specially my room. Did you understand?" I nodded with my head." I rather to hear words from your mouth Miss Rostami"

I answered "yes, do you need anything else that I could prepare for you?!" I asked him with sarcasm.

He smiled mischievously and rest on chair and looked at my eyes with that devil mischief in it.

" you are girl, so you should know how to make dinner table a little romantic. " the fact is, I don"t know how to make it romantic. I get my eyes away from him and said " I can search on Internet for some ideas."

"why don"t you using your mind?" he drink a sip of his juice. I rolled my eyes and said "I never think about romantic dinner." he looked at me with wide eyes and said "why than?every girl in your age think about this kind of stuffs." I wanted to say because I"m not like other girl and away from it, I really don"t like to answer this question but maybe he think I"m heartbroken...so I said " I don"t have much time to think about this kind of things, why I should waste my mind on this nonsense that won"t help me in my life!" I looked at him for seeing his reaction. He frowned and said "good... Search on Internet for ideas and make lovely dessert, too." he continued his eating and without goodbye he left kitchen and than sound of door came. I relax myself on chair and close my eyes, I thought I can study and exercise today.

I start cleaning house and making dinner and I put cleaning his room at the end.

After four our I arrived to his room. I opened the door.... What the f*ck? What did he do in his room?

Was he fought with someone? I began to pick up books and sheets on the floor and put them in shelves than I fix clothes on hangers and put them in dresser. What is wrong with him? Was he trying to find something in his stuff? I thought about, that he is crazy but I didn"t think he is crazy like this. I cleaned his study desk. I look at shelves some new books were placed in there that I didn"t read them. I read every books that is here most of them are historical novel and science articles.

I read new books t.i.tles "sherlock Holmes" not bad. "stalking Jack the ripper" wow he has all four books, I become jealous,I read there ebook.

"and then there were none", "Margaret Etwood", "1890", "sharp objects", "misery", "the inst.i.tute".

Why he read English novel? Why all of them are mystery and criminal? That"s so strange.

I get one of the book and start to read it when I want to put it back something take my attention. This box wasn"t here before, behind the shelves was a box that I didn"t see before. I took it and opened it. For minutes I shocked with what I was looking at. What the h.e.l.l is this? It is real. Calm down, Rosa. Breath. Breath.

My hands were shaking for what I was watching at, and can"t slow down my heart beat. I closed it and put it in its place and put book there. The box was completely hidden behind all this book.

I sit on bed. My mind go in different places, all the criminal movie and books I read. Criminal?!

I think I understand why father wanted me to keep an eye on his son at least for three month.

He should have known something about this, too. I covered my face with my hand. G.o.d. What should I do?! Someone in my mind said "ignoring is the best way. Walked away and pretend you saw nothing. " yes I should do this.

I stand up and cleaned everything immediately, and walked out of his room. I go into kitchen and checked food. I don"t think I can make dessert right now by all of this things that keeping my mind busy. I need shower than I can focus again.

I went in my room and removed all my clothes and walked in bathroom. I turned on the water and I lye in bath tube. Water was cold, gradually it become warm.