The sequel to this little incident is rather significant.
A year or two later, this lady and I, having both succ.u.mbed to influenza and bronchitis, were sent off to the same place abroad to recuperate.
Her attack had ended sooner than mine, so that I joined her there, and one of the first pieces of news she gave me was of the death of this brother-in-law, adding: "Poor fellow! He died from a very painful disease, and suffered terribly. He had grave faults, but, as you said, they came from weakness rather than wickedness. At anyrate, he was humble-minded, for he wrote a touching letter to me when I lost a very dear relation lately, wondering why such a valuable life should have been taken and such a "useless log" as himself be left alive."
This poor man had only just pa.s.sed over when I joined my friend, and I felt that he was in a very bewildered and sad state of mind. I could realise his presence so clearly, partly, no doubt, from having sensed his character so strongly, that the obvious thing seemed to be to try and help him on his new plane of life.
To the superficial mind it appears very absurd, and equally irreverent, to suppose that a faulty creature on this side the veil can help a faulty creature on the _other_ side. Personally, I have never had any difficulty in realising the power of prayer for those who have pa.s.sed beyond our mortal sight.
Surely we are one large family, whether here or there? The best way to make children love each other is to persuade them to _help_ each other.
Is it strange that the same rule should apply to the universe that applies to the tiny portion of it that we know?
Anyway, I am quite sure in this case that my prayers did help and comfort this poor man in his dark experience.
In a few weeks the position seemed to be altogether lightened. He thanked me for my sympathy and companionship, and I have never heard of him since.
The caviller will say at once: "Could not someone else have done the work equally well--either a near relation in the other sphere or a ministering angel?"
The answer is: "Certainly they could have done it equally well, probably far better."
But the point is that it happened to be the bit of work put into _my_ hands, and at least I did my best. What more can any of us say?
Again I ask: How about the "_Cui Bono_" argument?
CHAPTER IX
HAUNTINGS BY THE LIVING AND THE DEAD
1896
In this same year (1896) I remember another curious incident.
I was staying in London during the season, and some girl friends were very anxious that I should meet a lady whom they knew intimately and wished me to know also. As so often happens under these circ.u.mstances, we were not in the least degree interested in each other; but that has nothing to do with my story.
The girls had asked various other friends, but this special lady was the _raison d"etre_ of the tea-party, and they begged me to come in good time, because Mrs Halifax had several other engagements, and could not pay them a long visit.
So I dressed hurriedly in order to keep the appointment, and went to the house feeling rather bored by the whole arrangement, little dreaming that it would be the occasion of such an interesting personal experience. The lady turned out to be exceedingly prosperous and extremely uninteresting, from my point of view. Probably she would have given her ideas of me in much the same way! I realised that she had brought a son and a daughter with her, but did _not_ know that another young man (whose _face_ I have never seen) was also a son of hers. I talked to the mother for the conventional quarter of an hour, and then turned with relief to the other son whom she had mentioned, and with whom I found several old friends in common.
Meanwhile the room was filling up with guests; amongst these late comers I noticed the entrance of a man whose face did not impress me at all favourably. He looked dissipated and conceited. I did not speak to this man, but my strong impression about him is a factor in the story.
When the lady, _par excellence_, of the entertainment rose to leave the room, followed by her son and daughter, I noticed that a second young man was also in her train; but I had not seen him previously, for the very good reason that he had been sitting behind my back all the afternoon.
I did not see his face even now. My attention had been diverted from the Halifax party as they rose to take leave, and I only noticed the _back_ of the second young man as they left the room, and was told later that this was another son of Mrs Halifax, no other comment upon him being made.
In those days I was able to do more work on the psychic plane than at present, and often tried to help sad or wandering spirits by praying for them when made conscious of their presence near me.
When I woke in the night--after this tea-party--therefore, and felt a presence near me, it did not at first alarm me in any way.
When fully awake, however, I quickly realised that this was no poor, sad, bewildered spirit, but a very malignant and revengeful one. I _did not recognise the s.e.x at the moment_. In fact, my consciousness was entirely engrossed by realising that this was a question of my prayers being needed by no spirit more urgently than by my own.
Something very malignant was in the room--something or someone far too actively and insistently wrathful and malignant to listen to any prayers or entreaties.
This conviction grew so strong upon me that I lighted my candle, and getting out of bed, prayed for protection against the evil thing that was present in my room.
I think I must have remained at least ten minutes on my knees, and I can remember distinctly the feeling of alarm and hopelessness that came over me when I realised how strong were the Powers of Darkness and how little my prayers _seemed_ to avail me.
Shortly, however, faith returned, and with it the confidence of victory.
I returned to my bed quite calm and strong, and fell asleep knowing that the malignant presence was no longer there to worry and torment me.
I have always found it as easy to communicate with incarnate spirits at a distance as with discarnate ones, so on awaking in the morning, and remembering my disagreeable experience, I asked a friend, "still in the body," what was the meaning of it.
I had made up my mind that if it were in any way connected with the visitors of the previous afternoon, it must be with the dissipated-looking young man, for whom I had conceived an instinctive aversion.
To my infinite surprise _his_ name was not given, but that of the younger Halifax son. "It was Henry Halifax. It is a spirit which was haunting him and came to you afterwards."
Now, as I had not even seen this young man, as already explained, I could not bear to think of any false and fanciful accusation being made against him; so remonstrated with my friend.
"Do be careful in giving me the name. Are you quite sure you mean Henry Halifax? Are you not thinking of Mr Loseby?" (Mentioning the name that had been given me of the other gentleman.)
"No; I mean Henry Halifax."
"But I did not even _see_ him," I urged.
"_No; but you were sitting with your back to him all afternoon. Don"t you know the back is more psychically sensitive than any other part of the body?_"
Nothing was said about the malignant spirit beyond the fact that it was someone "haunting" Henry Halifax.
The matter, once explained, I put it out of my head, having no special curiosity as to the reason of the haunting, and supposing it might have been some male acquaintance of his.
That morning I went down to my Wimbledon friend for a night. I arrived in time for luncheon on Sat.u.r.day morning, and after a pleasant walk on the Common in the afternoon my friend suggested our coming home by a certain florist"s shop, as she wished to buy some plants for her drawing-room.
I had already met this florist"s wife, a very "spooky" person, who had been introduced by us to Mr Myers and the Society for Psychical Research. She was a handsome, fresh-coloured, practical woman, with nothing of the weird and pallid "ghost seer" about her comely face. But she had had some wonderful experiences, and her children also; and these had been already imparted to Mr Frederic Myers.
When the business part of our interview was concluded Mrs Levret turned to me, and said: "Well, ma"am, I _am_ glad to see you again in these parts. Have you had any curious experiences since I saw you last?"
Now Mrs Levret had so many curious experiences of her own, as to which she was wont to be very voluble, that I had never before known her express curiosity about those of anybody else.
This just flashed through my mind as I answered her:
"No; nothing particular, Mrs Levret. By-the-by, I had a rather disagreeable experience last night, but it has been explained." And in a few words I mentioned what has been already described at length.
From my words she must have gathered that I supposed the haunting spirit to be that of a _man_, and that I did not attach much importance to it any way.
As we left the shop my charming hostess, who was equally beloved by those in her own cla.s.s and those out of it, turned round, and said pleasantly: "We must hurry home now, Mrs Levret, but do come up to-morrow and see Miss Bates. She does not leave me till the evening, and I know you will enjoy having a talk with her."