"First of all, you might certainly have spoken to me the moment you came in, after being away a whole year!"
"It was not a year," said Frederick, glad to be able to give some sort of rejoinder on this point in order to avoid the other questions.
"Be it so; the time appeared very long to me, that"s all. But, during this horrid dinner, one would think you felt ashamed of me. Ah! I understand--I don"t possess what is needed in order to please as they do."
"You are mistaken," said Frederick.
"Really! Swear to me that you don"t love anyone!"
He did swear.
"You love n.o.body but me alone?"
"I a.s.sure you, I do not."
This a.s.surance filled her with delight. She would have liked to lose her way in the streets, so that they might walk about together the whole night.
"I have been so much tormented down there! Nothing was talked about but barricades. I imagined I saw you falling on your back covered with blood! Your mother was confined to her bed with rheumatism. She knew nothing about what was happening. I had to hold my tongue. I could stand it no longer, so I took Catherine with me."
And she related to him all about her departure, her journey, and the lie she told her father.
"He"s bringing me back in two days. Come to-morrow evening, as if you were merely paying a casual visit, and take advantage of the opportunity to ask for my hand in marriage."
Never had Frederick been further from the idea of marriage. Besides, Mademoiselle Roque appeared to him a rather absurd young person. How different she was from a woman like Madame Dambreuse! A very different future was in store for him. He had found reason to-day to feel perfectly certain on that point; and, therefore, this was not the time to involve himself, from mere sentimental motives, in a step of such momentous importance. It was necessary now to be decisive--and then he had seen Madame Arnoux once more. Nevertheless he was rather embarra.s.sed by Louise"s candour.
He said in reply to her last words:
"Have you considered this matter?"
"How is that?" she exclaimed, frozen with astonishment and indignation.
He said that to marry at such a time as this would be a piece of folly.
"So you don"t want to have me?"
"Nay, you don"t understand me!"
And he plunged into a confused ma.s.s of verbiage in order to impress upon her that he was kept back by more serious considerations; that he had business on hand which it would take a long time to dispose of; that even his inheritance had been placed in jeopardy (Louise cut all this explanation short with one plain word); that, last of all, the present political situation made the thing undesirable. So, then, the most reasonable course was to wait patiently for some time. Matters would, no doubt, right themselves--at least, he hoped so; and, as he could think of no further grounds to go upon just at that moment, he pretended to have been suddenly reminded that he should have been with Dussardier two hours ago.
Then, bowing to the others, he darted down the Rue Hauteville, took a turn round the Gymnase, returned to the boulevard, and quickly rushed up Rosanette"s four flights of stairs.
M. and Madame Arnoux left Pere Roque and his daughter at the entrance of the Rue Saint-Denis. Husband and wife returned home without exchanging a word, as he was unable to continue chattering any longer, feeling quite worn out. She even leaned against his shoulder. He was the only man who had displayed any honourable sentiments during the evening. She entertained towards him feelings of the utmost indulgence. Meanwhile, he cherished a certain degree of spite against Frederick.
"Did you notice his face when a question was asked about the portrait?
When I told you that he was her lover, you did not wish to believe what I said!"
"Oh! yes, I was wrong!"
Arnoux, gratified with his triumph, pressed the matter even further.
"I"d even make a bet that when he left us, a little while ago, he went to see her again. He"s with her at this moment, you may be sure! He"s finishing the evening with her!"
Madame Arnoux had pulled down her hat very low.
"Why, you"re shaking all over!"
"That"s because I feel cold!" was her reply.
As soon as her father was asleep, Louise made her way into Catherine"s room, and, catching her by the shoulders, shook her.
"Get up--quick! as quick as ever you can! and go and fetch a cab for me!"
Catherine replied that there was not one to be had at such an hour.
"Will you come with me yourself there, then?"
"Where, might I ask?"
"To Frederick"s house!"
"Impossible! What do you want to go there for?"
It was in order to have a talk with him. She could not wait. She must see him immediately.
"Just think of what you"re about to do! To present yourself this way at a house in the middle of the night! Besides, he"s asleep by this time!"
"I"ll wake him up!"
"But this is not a proper thing for a young girl to do!"
"I am not a young girl--I"m his wife! I love him! Come--put on your shawl!"
Catherine, standing at the side of the bed, was trying to make up her mind how to act. She said at last:
"No! I won"t go!"
"Well, stay behind then! I"ll go there by myself!"
Louise glided like an adder towards the staircase. Catherine rushed after her, and came up with her on the footpath outside the house. Her remonstrances were fruitless; and she followed the girl, fastening her undervest as she hurried along in the rear. The walk appeared to her exceedingly tedious. She complained that her legs were getting weak from age.
"I"ll go on after you--faith, I haven"t the same thing to drive me on that you have!"
Then she grew softened.
"Poor soul! You haven"t anyone now but your Catau, don"t you see?"
From time to time scruples took hold of her mind.