Septimus

Chapter 39

"After Pitt," said Septimus in the tone of a man who gives the obvious answer.

She halted for a moment, perplexed.

"Pitt?"

"Yes; the great statesman. He"s going to be a member of Parliament, you know."

"Oh," said Zora, moving slowly on.

"His mother says it"s after the lame donkey on the common. We used to call it William. He hasn"t changed a bit since you left."

"So the baby"s full name is--" said Zora, ignoring the donkey.

"William Octavius Oldrieve Dix. It"s so helpful to a child to have a good name."

"I long to see him," said Zora.

"He"s in Paris just now."

"Paris?" she echoed.

"Oh, he"s not by himself, you know," Septimus hastened to rea.s.sure her, lest she might think that the babe was alone among the temptations and dissipations of the gay city. "His mother"s there, too."

She shook him by the coat-sleeve.

"What an exasperating thing you are! Why didn"t you tell me? I could have broken my journey or at least asked them to meet me at the Gare du Nord.

But why aren"t they in England?"

"I didn"t bring them with me."

She laughed again at his tone, suspecting nothing.

"You speak as if you had accidentally left them behind, like umbrellas. Did you?"

Turner came up, attended by a porter with the hand baggage.

"Are you going on to Nunsmere to-night, ma"am?"

"Why should you?" asked Septimus.

"I had intended to do so. But if mother is quite well, and Emmy and the baby are in Paris, and you yourself are here, I don"t quite see the necessity."

"It would be much nicer if you remained in London," said he.

"Very well," said Zora, "we shall. We can put up at the Grosvenor Hotel here for the night. Where are you staying?"

Septimus murmured the name of his sedate club, where his dissolute morning appearance was still remembered against him.

"Go and change and come back and dine with me in an hour"s time."

He obeyed the command with his usual meekness, and Zora followed the porter through the subway to the hotel.

"We haven"t dined together like this," she said, unfolding her napkin an hour afterwards, "since Monte Carlo. Then it was hopelessly unconventional.

Now we can dine in the strictest propriety. Do you understand that you"re my brother-in-law?"

She laughed, radiant, curiously happy at being with him. She realized, with a little shock of discovery, the restfulness that was the essential quality of his companionship. He was a quiet haven after stormy seas; he represented something intimate and tender in her life.

They spoke for a while of common things: her train journey, the crossing, the wonders she had seen. He murmured incoherent sketches of his life in Paris, the new gun, and Hegisippe Cruchot. But of the reason for his summons he said nothing. At last she leaned across the table and said gently:

"Why am I here, Septimus? You haven"t told me."

"Haven"t I?"

"No. You see, the little dog"s tail brought me post-haste to you, but it gave me no inkling why you wanted me so badly."

He looked at her in his scared manner.

"Oh, I don"t want you at all; at least, I do--most tremendously--but not for myself."

"For whom, then?"

"Clem Sypher," said Septimus.

She paled slightly, and looked down at her plate and crumbled bread. For a long time she did not speak. The announcement did not surprise her. In an inexplicable way it seemed natural. Septimus and Sypher had shared her thoughts so oddly during her journey. An unaccountable shyness had checked her impulse to inquire after his welfare. Indeed, now that the name was spoken she could scarcely believe that she had not expected to hear it.

"What is the matter?" she asked at length.

"The Cure has failed."

"Failed?"

She looked up at him half incredulously. The very last letter she had received from Sypher had been full of the l.u.s.t of battle. Septimus nodded gloomily.

"It was only a silly patent ointment like a hundred others, but it was Sypher"s religion. Now his G.o.ds have gone, and he"s lost. It"s not good for a man to have no G.o.ds. I didn"t have any once, and the devils came in. They drove me to try haschisch. But it must have been very bad haschisch, for it made me sick, and so I was saved."

"What made you send for me so urgently? The dog"s tail--you knew I had to come."

"Sypher wanted you--to give him some new G.o.ds."

"He could have sent for me himself. Why did he ask you?"

"He didn"t," cried Septimus. "He doesn"t know anything about it. He hasn"t the faintest idea that you"re in London to-night. Was I wrong in bringing you back?"

To Zora the incomprehensible aspect of the situation was her own att.i.tude.

She did not know whether Septimus was wrong or not. She told herself that she ought to resent the summons which had caused her such needless anxiety as to his welfare, but she could feel no resentment. Sypher had failed. The mighty had fallen. She pictured a broken-hearted man, and her own heart ached for him.

"You did right, Septimus," she said very gently. "But of what use can I be to him?"

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