"Invite me in."
It was a plea, not an order, and Shelby couldn"t refuse him. She held the door wide and c.o.c.ked her head in invitation, wrapping the robe more securely around her and tying the belt. Ric stepped into the foyer. With his hair well past his shoulders and his motorcycle boots boosting his already tall frame, everything about him looked long and lean. He towered over her, and though she felt short by comparison, she wasn"t intimidated by his size. Just the opposite-he was a mountain she wanted to climb.
"Make yourself at home in the kitchen. You"re welcome to whatever you can find. I"m just going to put some clothes on." Without waiting for an answer she turned and padded back to the bedroom, trying not to run, and shut the door behind her. Her heart was pounding so loudly in her ears she could barely hear herself think. Luckily there wasn"t much thinking to be done. She wanted him, and he was here. She wasn"t naive. She knew that whatever was bothering him, he didn"t come here in the middle of the night to talk. But it was all right-because she didn"t feel like talking either. The memories of Curt Van Allen and Marc Montoya still haunted her, but Ric was different. She just knew it. It was something she felt as deeply and as naturally as her cop instincts. He wasn"t like other men.
Ever since she"d arrived home from her late evening interview with Eva Hazard she"d only been able to think about one thing, and it hadn"t been the investigation. It was her wish that she was with Ric De Chaux, leisurely strolling the sidewalks, enjoying the Moonlight Madness Sale and each other"s company, not sitting home with no one for company except a parakeet with a limited vocabulary.
She quickly stripped off her pajamas and pulled on a pair of white cotton shorts and a black tank top. In the adjoining bathroom she combed her hair and scrubbed her face clean. She didn"t bother with makeup. The combination of her modest tan and her not- so-modest enthusiasm lent more than enough color to her features. Besides, silly, if he didn"t like the way you look, he wouldn"t be here.
On that profound note she opened the door to the hall and hurried back to the living room. It was empty. So was the kitchen.
Where was he?
She looked out a front window to see if his bike was still there, and it was. And Ric was straddling the motorcycle. She couldn"t see his face, but his head appeared bowed, and strands of long hair lifted by the breeze swirled around his head. Shelby muttered curses under her breath and ran out of the house, ignoring the stones on the driveway that bit into her bare feet.
"Dammit, Ric! What kind of game are you playing?"
He lifted his head and met her gaze. "I"m not playing any games. I made a mistake coming here, that"s all. I can"t talk about what"s wrong. Not tonight, anyway."
"Well, I don"t do one-night stands, so if that"s all this is, you can just put the bike into gear and head back to the Chicken Coop."
"Chicken Palace."
A smile escaped in spite of her wrath, but she tried to suppress it. "I"m serious. I don"t play these games."
His face was pale in the moonlight, but his eyes gleamed with life and emotion. "I"m serious, too. I can"t make you a lot of promises, but I promise this. If you want me back again after tonight, I"ll be back."
"Then get off the d.a.m.n bike."
He did as she ordered, swinging his leg over the bike to dismount, but as soon as he straightened to his full height, he swung her into his arms.
Her hands automatically circled his neck for support. "What do you think you"re doing? Put me down."
He carried her easily toward the door. "You"re hanging on pretty tightly for someone who protests so much. You don"t have shoes on. Your feet"ll get cut."
"I"m not a child."
"Shut up."
She did. At first she felt silly being carried, but he was clearly intent on playing the gentleman, so she let him. Besides, she had never been carried by a man before, and she found she quite liked it. His chest was hard, but not uncomfortable, and she swore she could feel his heart beating against her. He opened the door with his left hand, cradling her in just one arm, and maneuvered her over the threshold. There was no clumsiness in his movements, and she marveled at his strength. Ric was tall and lean, not bulky with a weight lifter"s muscles, yet he supported her as if she were a two-pound doll instead of a hundred-plus pound woman.
Once inside, though, he carried her to the sofa in front of the fireplace, not her bedroom. He sat down, holding her on his lap.
She lifted her hands to smooth the hair away from his face. "The bedroom is the other way," she said softly.
"I know. I want both of us to make sure this is what we want."
She stared into his amber eyes, so beautiful, yet so strange. They gazed at her with the wonder of a child seeing something for the first time. Yet there was also a pain riding the golden depths that made Shelby think that his eyes should belong to someone very old, not young.
"Just a minute. I"m going to light the candles." During the summer she filled her fireplace with numerous white pillared candles on a wrought iron holder. She slid off his lap, lit the candles with long fireplace matches, then crawled back onto his lap, straddling his hips.
"There. We have our own Moonlight Madness now. Just a little bit late."
"Shelby..."
She thought he was going to say more, but instead he slipped his hands around her waist and pulled her forward until his mouth could reach hers. His lips were soft, but this kiss held more urgency than his previous kisses, and when he parted his lips to deepen the contact, she moaned into his mouth. His touch was like the lighting of a fuse, and her whole body exploded in reaction. A throbbing low in her body kept time to the pounding of her heart, and she felt like she was sitting in the middle of the fireplace, flickering flames all around her, threatening to consume her.
His hands skimmed up over her b.r.e.a.s.t.s to her neck, and she in turn tugged at the hem of his own shirt, eager to feel bare skin. He helped her, pulling the shirt over his head in one fluid motion. Faced with an embarra.s.sment of riches, she didn"t know which part of him to explore first. She fanned her fingers over washboard abdominal muscles up across his rib cage and pectorals. She laid her cheek over his heart, listened to its strong, steady beat, and buried her fingers in his hair, pulling it over her face. He smelled clean and fresh, like mint soap, and she wanted to stay like this forever. His hands were just as busy, though, burrowing under her top to circle her waist, then stretching down to hold her hips and cup her bottom. The pressure of his hands urged her to straddle him higher on his body.
She shifted her weight, and he fell to the side so that his head leaned against one padded armrest. She found herself sitting on him, her legs twined around his waist like paper over candy. He did the unwrapping, though, grabbing the hem of her top and pulling it over her head. His hot gaze traveled the length of her before he tugged on her hair, pulling her down to him. She let the weight of her torso press against his.
Out of the corner of her eye she saw the candle flames, like stars in the night, but when her mouth met his, it was like finding the center of her own personal heavenly body. A wave of heat washed over her, and she felt her body melt onto his. She started to squirm, rubbing against him, wanting more, wanting all of him. But she twisted too much and rolled off the edge of the sofa, hitting the floor with a thump and a playful shriek. He didn"t fall on top of her, and when she opened her eyes he was sitting next to her on the rug.
He reached over and brushed her hair out of her eyes. "So is this what you want? Truly?"
She sat up and reached for a strand of his own hair, rolling it between her fingers. Cool and glossy, it felt like a doll"s hair, real, but not real. Maybe it was the candlelight, but his skin gleamed with a pale translucence that looked as strange as the amber eyes that glowed like embers. "You. You"re what I want."
He rose gracefully, like a plume of smoke unfurling, then reached down for her hand and lifted her to her feet. "The bedroom, then.
Your sofa is a little bit confining."
She leaned against him, curling her arms around his neck. When he bent his head forward, her lips pounced on his lightly, like a kitten with a toy. "Are you going to carry me again?" she whispered, smiling. She kissed him again, a little deeper.
He groaned and took control of the kiss away from her. Her response to his naked torso pressed to hers had been immediate, but the kiss sent a new wave of heat and yearning to a point low in her body. The intensity robbed the strength from her legs, and she twined one bare leg around him for support, rubbing her leg against the jeans he still wore. With a little hop, she brought her other leg up. He caught her bottom in his hands to keep her from falling, and between the pressure of his hands and the clinch of her legs straddling his hips, she was in no danger of being dislodged.
He was already hard against her, and when she gave a half-moan, half-laugh, he boosted her even higher, giving her an opportunity to cinch her legs around him even tighter.
"You expect me to carry you like this?" His husky laughter loosened his grip on her, and she found herself sliding, bottom first, to the floor. Not one to go quietly, she hung on to what she could, and brought him down on top of her.
They each rolled over, Ric quick to gather his feet beneath him and hop to a stand. "Sorry, you"ll have to walk this time." He gallantly reached for her hand to ease the indignity of an awkward rise from the floor. He pulled her to her feet and, not letting go of her hand, let her lead the way to the bedroom. The sheets on the bed sat poised, rumpled and twisted, like some modern sculpture, and the blanket was thrown to the foot of the bed in silent invitation.
She shrugged one shoulder. "You woke me up." "Are you sorry?"
"No."
He flipped the light switch off, but enough moonlight streamed through the bedroom window to illuminate his body. "My eyes can do without the bright lights." He sat on the edge of the bed and removed his jeans and boots slowly and provocatively, almost like he was doing a strip show just for her. She curled on the bed next to him, fascinated by the ease in which he performed the simple act. His body was an overall pale skin tone. There were no tan lines at his neckline or on his arms to mar the perfection. He wasn"t white or delicate looking, but like an artistic ideal of the male figure, wrought in alabaster, smooth and hard. When he finished, she took her shorts and panties off as well, although with a great deal of nervous fumbling.
As her eyesight adjusted to the dark even more, she stared at him even as his gaze burned into her, but she had no time for uneasiness in being naked before him. In one smooth movement he drew her down to the bed, his hands and mouth taking immediate possession of her. She stole her hands over his skin as well, feeling the hard muscles of his chest and shoulders contract and relax under her touch. She marveled that she had the power to move this man who was so strong, so sure of himself. She wasn"t sure yet if she had staked a claim to his thoughts and feelings, but his body responded to her as if she were Mata Hari, not a workaholic, conservative, redheaded Midwest cop.
He dragged his mouth up and down her face and throat, and with each kiss he pressed against her she felt his hot breath, felt the vibration of incomprehensible French words dance along her skin. She buried her hands in the long strands of his heavy hair and turned her head so that his lips would meet hers. The feel of his full, soft mouth, so at odds with his hard body, sent that sinking s.e.xual rush through her body that she only felt when she was truly aroused. Maybe it was the innocence of his mouth, in such contrast to the rest of him, that captivated her. It was as if he had never made love before. His kisses were slow, almost tentative, seeming to seek to draw out not only herself, but him. She opened her mouth in response, wanting more of him and wanting to give him more. But when she ran her tongue over his teeth, he pulled back and lowered his head. She tried to steady her breathing, concentrating on the fistfuls of hair she still clutched. Cool and smooth, the strands were the perfect extension of his body.
When his mouth teased the skin of one breast, her hands stilled, and she threw her head back, concentrating solely on the sensations he was conjuring with the magic of his mouth. His tongue painted a path around her nipple, circles and swirls that wound the tension in her body tighter and tighter. She arched up to him, and it seemed like the night itself took hold of her. Her mind told her that it was only his mouth and hands that touched her, but her body knew better. It was as though a window had opened, giving her access to the sounds and sensations of a dark realm never before experienced. His lips nudged her, then suckled her gently while currents of energy pressed against her and cooled the trails of liquid heat his tongue had blazed. The alternate sensations of hot and cold sent shudders up and down her body. When he drew away from her with a nip of his teeth a tiny portion of her tension eased, but the heavy air that filled the room thrummed against her and coiled the ache tighter than before.
Her body flexed and trembled with the ebb and flow of pleasure, and when he at last took the nipple deep into his mouth and drew on it, the air left her lungs, suspending her in a moment of pure desire that was as much sweetness as torment, as much craving as having. Even as her breath deserted her, her mind filled with a low purr that was more feeling than sound, as if thousands of whiskers brushed along her skin.
Just when she thought she could stand no more, he released her, and his strange eyes glowed at her, reminding her of a cat in the dark. It was as though every bit of moonlight that strayed into the room was caught and trapped in his eyes, and when they flicked up and down her body, she shuddered and sucked in a deep breath. His gaze devoured her inch by inch, already taking her, already making her his. He twisted a long handful of hair from either side of her head around the fingers of each hand and tugged gently, bringing her mouth up to his. She was lost now in pure want, a feeling of both being desired and desiring another. No man had ever made her feel like this.
His long hair slid forward and curtained the world from her sight, but her other senses more than made up for the lack. She felt his cool fingers rush down her sides like flowing water, only to pool at the small of her back. He pressed her to him, and she felt him hard against her. His whole body was taut and rock-hard with the tension of desire, and she knew he was as eager and ready for her as she was for him. She had been ready for him her entire life.
No, she thought. Not my entire life. It had to be now, in this place, with this one man. Shadow Bay, and Ric, and now, this minute."Ric..."
His hands moved lower still, and she opened herself to him, bringing her legs up and over his in an embrace of her own. He cupped her bottom, and she felt the length of him slide back and forth along her, gauging her readiness. She answered him by digging her nails hard into his back, and he drove into her in one long thrust. She felt every inch of him, and when he began a slow, powerful rhythm within her, he filled her completely, seeming to drive not only straight into her but outward in every direction, as though he were taking over her entire body and mind. She was a vessel he poured himself into, not simply filling her, but pervading and charging every corner and crevice of her being, even those parts of her she had always kept locked and hidden from the world. An instant of vulnerability gripped her as the overpowering energy flooded her and threatened to drown her, but she held on, tightened her hold on him, and urged him to even greater speed and power.
She was unprepared for the result. The intensity of sensation captured her mind and destroyed all thought. She saw nothing but wild pinwheels of color, felt nothing except him inside her, deeper than she ever thought possible. She heard sounds and realized she had given them voice, cries and moans that were as out of control as everything else her beleaguered senses relayed to her.
She felt herself climax, over and over, unable to control her release. He held her and rocked against her, his thrusts accelerating in a relentless rhythm, until, finally, as spent as she was, his release came with a final, hard drive.
His weight came down on her, and he burrowed his head in the crook of her neck. His breath, coming in hard gasps, fanned her heated skin. His mouth pressed against her neck, and she felt his teeth rake against her skin.
She fought for air, not realizing until now how fast and ragged her own breathing was. "Ric," she whispered. "I can"t breathe."
He paused, then pulled out of her and rolled to the side. Her body straightened, and she stretched out her legs. But her mind was still reeling to Earth, and it took a few moments for her thought processes and normal sensory perception to return to her.
It was Ric"s voice, husky and almost unintelligible, that broke the silence. "You should get some sleep."
Such a mild statement after such incredible lovemaking disappointed her, but even more upsetting was the sudden worry that he would just up and go home. "You"re not leaving, are you?" Her heart started to pound again, not from excitement this time, but fear.
He turned toward her, leaning on one elbow, but she couldn"t see his face. His tangled hair fell forward, throwing his features into black shadow. "No. Not until I have to-or until you want me to leave."
Right now she couldn"t imagine ever wanting him to leave. "Ric, I know you came here with something on your mind-something other than this, I mean." She reached out a hand and stroked his arm with her fingertips. "You said you didn"t want to discuss it, but I want you to know that you can talk to me anytime, about anything. There"ve been lots of times when I needed an ear, and n.o.body wanted to listen."
"Like this week?"
How did he know? "Do your many talents include mind reading?"
The question was asked in jest, but when he raked a hand through his hair and moonlight from the window illuminated a faint smile, Shelby shivered. She believed him capable of anything, even mind reading. But that was impossible.
She awoke, rolled over, and saw that it was still dark out. A glance at her bedside clock told her that, tired as she was, she had slept less than three hours. She just wasn"t used to having a man in her bed. Today was an off day for her, and she had no plans to work unless called in. Spending all day in bed with Ric would be fine with her. She slowly turned around so that she faced Ric again. He was gazing at her with hooded eyes.
"You have to go to work?" She shook her head. "Not today."
"You must think me terribly selfish. Your one day off, and here I am monopolizing your time."
She pretended to frown. "And here I thought you had special powers. I guess you"re not a mind reader after all, because I wasn"t thinking that at all."
He flashed teeth that shone even in the dark, a very different smile from the small sardonic grin he had given her earlier. "No special powers? I think I"m insulted."
She leaned over and kissed him, almost sorry she was spoiling the beautiful sight of the serious doctor engaging in a rare dimple- popping smile. Almost. He returned the kiss, and more. With the memory of what they had done only hours before so fresh in her mind, her desire flared immediately. When he released her mouth to caress her neck, she whispered in his ear. "You don"t have to be insulted. Your powers are alive and well."
Ric"s response was a reverberation low in his throat that sounded like a half-groan, half-growl. He laid a track of fire down the length of her neck, adding to the ache she already felt with every kiss planted and every stroke of his tongue. His breath on her moist skin sent p.r.i.c.kles of hot and cold skittering along her limbs, and she twisted to face him more fully, wanting to give him more access to her body. Then, suddenly, amongst the soft, wet heat, she felt his teeth on her neck, sharp and hard.
"Ric, don"t." She rolled away from him. "Please, don"t do anything the uniform shirt won"t hide."
He was breathing heavily, his face again hidden by the curtain of long hair. He was quiet, and the silence confused her.
"Did you hear me?"
He drew a long, deep lung full of air, and his breathing appeared to steady. "I heard you. I should leave. I underestimated my reaction to you. For me to stay would be ... dangerous."
She knew it. It was too good to be true. "Dangerous? What are you talking about?"
In one fluid movement, he was off the bed and reaching for his briefs. "It"s better after all if you don"t get in too deep with me. I"m not what you think."
Shelby scrambled to pull on her shorts. "No games, please. Just stay and talk to me," she pleaded, yanking open a dresser drawer and pulling out a T-shirt. If she was going to have to run after him, she didn"t want to do it naked.
His jeans on, he simply stood in the shadows of her bedroom.
She pressed on, encouraged by his hesitancy. "All right. No more s.e.x. Just talk to me in the living room. What can that hurt?"
"More than you know, but very well. We"ll talk."
He led her back to the living room, where the long-burning candles were still flickering in the fireplace. He stretched out on the sofa and held out his hand to her. She took it and joined him, nestling her back against his chest. She faced away from him so she could stare at the candlelight. But when he slowly wound his arms around her, all she could look at were the muscles of his strong forearms and the long fingers of his large hands.
"What"s all this about being dangerous and not who I think you are?"
"Never mind what I said. It"s been a long time since I"ve been in this situation, that"s all."
"And you"re scared? So am I."
* * * *Scared? Ric thought. Confused and in agony was closer to the truth. He had hungered for a taste of life. And he had indeed savored it, if only for a few moments. Being inside Shelby had made him feel like the young Ricard De Chaux, eldest son of le comte, privileged, wealthy, and on top of the world. In his innocence, he thought that would be enough. It wasn"t.
For those few moments, he had been alive, and it had been glorious. But his climax had been like the drop of the guillotine"s blade.
Life was given, and life was taken away.
Though he still held her loosely, the reality of what he was returned in full force. Blood. It was always the blood. It was still taking nearly all his control to refrain from satisfying his hunger for her blood. Following their lovemaking, his bloodl.u.s.t had risen to nearly an unbearable level. He should have just taken her and compelled her later to forget it had ever happened. But something had made him hesitate, just nipping at her instead, giving her time to react and roll away from him. His control, surely, had fought against the l.u.s.t, making his moves tentative, but why? Why did he try so hard with this mortal to manage his baser instincts? What could he hope to gain? Thus far the results had been disastrous. Not only had his satisfaction been denied, but he had upset Shelby and put her on her guard. And he had committed the unforgivable sin of revealing too much about his true nature with his utterances about being dangerous and not what she thought he was. He could barely concentrate now on what she was saying.
"Sorry, my sweet, what did you say?"
"Just that it"s been a long time for me, too."
He tried to gather his thoughts. "You said before that you had no one to listen to you. What about family and friends?"
"I don"t have a lot of friends. Women don"t understand me, and I think I intimidate most men."
"What about the people you work with? Surely they appreciate what you do."
She laughed, but it wasn"t a happy sound. "I think a few of the guys have a grudging respect for me, but there"s more prejudice than anything else. They don"t think a female should be sheriff. If I"m soft, then they think I"m weak and can"t cut it. If I"m tough on them, then I"m a b.i.t.c.h. I can"t win during the best of times." She shook her head. "And a week like this one ... everyone"s calling for my head on a platter."
"I haven"t seen anything in the paper or on the news."
"No, of course not. This is a tourist area. Homicide investigations and controversy are not tourist-friendly. Everyone smiles to my face. The knives are all in the back."
"What about your family?"
She was silent, twisting slightly in his embrace, almost as if she was trying to escape from the question. He didn"t push her. Finally, after about two minutes, she spoke. Her voice was so soft that he wasn"t sure he would have been able to hear her without his heightened vampiric senses.