"Still the one," said Bean. If they had the ordinary amount of good luck.
Which didn"t seem to be the trend at the moment.
Still, going to Damascus. If Alai was really taking them into his protection, Petra would be safe there. Petra and perhaps one child-who might have Anton"s Key after all, might be doomed to die without ever seeing the age of twenty. At least those two would be safe.
But the others were out there, children of Bean"s and Petra"s who would be raised by strangers, as tools, as slaves.
There had been nine embryos. One had been implanted, and three were discarded. That would leave five in the possession of Volescu or Achilles or whoever it was who took them.
Unless Volescu had actually found a way to switch the three that were supposedly discarded, switching containers somehow. There might be eight embryos unaccounted for but probably not, probably only the five they knew about. Bean and Petra had both been watching Volescu too carefully for him to get away with the first three, hadn"t they?
By force of will, Bean turned his thoughts away from worries he could do nothing about at this moment, and took stock of his situation.
"Thank you," said Bean to the men in the car. "I was careless. Without you, I"d be dead."
"Not careless," said the man in the back. "Young man in love. Wife has baby in her Time of hope."
Followed immediately, Bean realized, by a time of near despair He should never have agreed to father children, no matter how much Petra wanted to, no matter how much he loved Petra, no matter how much he too yearned for offspring, for a family. He should have stood firm, because then this would not have been possible. There would have been nothing for his enemies to steal from him. He and Petra would still have been in hiding, undetected, because they would never have had to go to a snake like Volescu.
"Babies good," said the man in the back. "Make you scared, make you crazy. Somebody take away babies, somebody hurt babies, make you crazy. But good anyway. Babies good."
Yeah. Well. Maybe Bean would live long enough to know about that, and maybe he wouldn"t.
Because now he knew his life"s work, for whatever time he had left before he died of giantism.
He had to get his babies back. Whether they should ever have existed or not, they existed now, each with its own separate genetic ident.i.ty, each very much alive. Until they were taken, they had been nothing to him but cells in a solution-all that mattered was the one that would be implanted in Petra, the one that would grow and become part of their family. But now they all mattered. Now they were all alive to him, because someone else had them, meant to use them.
He even regretted the ones that had been disposed of. Even if the test had been real, even if they had had Anton"s Key, what right did he have to snuff out their genetic ident.i.ty, just because he oh-so altruistically wanted to spare them the sorrow of a life as short as his?
Suddenly he realized what he was thinking. What it meant.
Sister Carlotta, you always wanted me to turn Christian-and not just Christian, Catholic. Well, here I am, thinking that as soon as sperm and egg combine, they"re a human life, and it"s wrong to harm them.
Well, I"m not Catholic, and it wasn"t wrong to want children to grow up to have a full life instead of this fifth-of-a-life that I"m headed for.
But how was I different, flushing three of those embryos, from Volescu? He flushed twenty-two of them, I flushed three. He waited till they were nearly two years further along in development-gestation plus a year-but in the end, is it really all that different?
Would Sister Carlotta condemn him for that? Had he committed a mortal sin? Was he only getting what he deserved now, losing five because he willingly threw away three?
No, he could not imagine her saying that to him. Or even thinking it to herself. She would rejoice that he had decided to have a child at all. She would be glad if Petra really was pregnant.
But she would also agree with him that the five that were now in someone else"s hands, the five that might be implanted in someone else and turned into babies, he couldn"t just let them go. He had to find them and save them and bring them home.
CHAPTER TWELVE
PUTTING OUT FIRES
From: Han Tzu To: Snow Tiger Re: stones I am pleased and honored to have the chance once again to offer my poor counsel to your bright magnificence. My previous advice to ignore the piles of stones in the road was obviously foolish, and you saw that a much wiser course was to declare stone-carrying to be illegal.
Now I once again have the glorious privilege of giving bad advice to him who does not need counsel.
Here is the problem as I see it: 1. Having declared a law against stone-carrying, you cannot back down and repeal the law without showing weakness.
2. The law against stone-carrying puts you in the position of arresting and punishing women and small children, which is filmed and smuggled out of India to the great embarra.s.sment of the Universal Peoples State.
3. The coastline of India being so extensive and our navy so small, we cannot stop the smuggling of these vids.
4. The stones block the roads, making transportation of troops and supplies unpredictable and dangerous, disrupting schedules.
5. The stone piles are being called "The Great Wall of India" and other names which make them a symbol of revolutionary defiance of the Universal People"s State.
You tested me by suggesting that there were only two possibilities, which in your wisdom you knew would lead to disastrous consequences. Repealing the law or ceasing to enforce it would encourage further lawlessness. Stricter enforcement will only make martyrs, inflame the opposition, shame us among the ignorant barbarian nations, and encourage further lawlessness.
Through unbelievable luck, I have not failed your clever test. I have found the third alternative that you already saw: I see now that your plan is to fill trucks with fine gravel and huge stones. Your soldiers will go to villages which have built these new, higher barricades. They will back the trucks up to the barricades and dump the gravel and the boulders in front of their pile, but not on top of it.
1 . The rebellious, ungrateful Indian people will reflect upon the difference in size between the Great Wall of India and the Gravel and Boulders of China.
2. Because you will have blocked all roads into and out of each village, they will not get any trucks or buses into or out of their village until they have moved not only the Great Wall of India but also the Gravel and Boulders of China.
3. They will find that the gravel is too small and the boulders are too large to be moved easily. The great exertion that they must use to clear the roads will be a sufficient teacher without any further punishment of any person.
4. Any vids smuggled out of India will show that we have only done to their roads what they voluntarily did themselves, only more. And the only punishment foreigners will see is Indians picking up rocks and moving them, which is the very thing they chose to do themselves in the first place.
5. Because there are not enough trucks in India to pile gravel and boulders in more than a small fraction of the villages which have built a Great Wall of India, the villages which receive this treatment should be chosen with care to make sure that the maximum number of roads are blocked, disrupting trade and food supplies throughout India.
6. You will also make sure sufficient roads are kept open for our supplies, but checkpoints will be set up far from villages and in places that cannot be filmed from a distance. No civilian trucks will be allowed to pa.s.s.
7. Certain villages that are starving will be supplied with small amounts of food airlifted by the Chinese military, who will come as saviors bringing food to those who innocently suffer because of the actions of the rebellious and disobedient blockers of roads. We will provide film of these humanitarian operations by our military to all foreign news media.
I applaud your wisdom in thinking of this plan, and thank you for allowing one so foolish as myself to have this chance to examine your way of thinking and see how you will turn embarra.s.sment to a great lesson for the ungrateful Indian people. Unless, like last time, you have a plan that is even more subtle and wise, which I have been unable to antic.i.p.ate.
From this child who prostrates himself at your feet to learn wisdom, Han TzuPeter did not want to get out of bed. This had never happened to him before in his life.
No, not strictly true. He had often wanted not to get out of bed, but he had always gone ahead and gotten out of bed anyway. What was different today was that he was still in bed at nine-thirty in the morning, even though he had a press conference scheduled for less than half an hour from now in a conference room in the 0. Henry Hotel in his home town of Greensboro, North Carolina.
He could not plead jet lag. There was only an hour"s time difference between Ribeirao Preto and Greensboro. It would be a great embarra.s.sment if he did not get up. So he would get up. Very soon now.
Not that it would make any difference. He might, for the moment, still have the t.i.tle of Hegemon, but there were people in many countries with tides like "king" and "duke" and "marquis," who nevertheless cooked or took pictures or fixed automobiles for a living. Perhaps he could go back to college under another name and train himself for a career like his father"s, a quiet one working for a company somewhere.
Or he could go into the bathroom and fill the tub with water and lie down in it and breathe the water in. A few moments of panic and flailing around, and then the whole problem would go away. In fact, if he hit himself very hard in various places on his body, it might look as though he struggled with an a.s.sailant and was murdered. He might even be considered a martyr At least people might think that he was important enough to have an enemy who thought he was worth killing.
Any minute now, thought Peter, I will get up and shower so I don"t look so bedraggled to the media.
I ought to prepare a statement, he thought. Something to the effect of, "Why I am not as pathetic and stupid as my recent actions prove me to be." Or perhaps the direct approach: "Why I am even more pathetic and stupid than my recent actions might indicate."
Given his recent track record, he would probably be saved from the bathtub, given CPR, and then someone would notice the bruises on his body and the lack of an a.s.sailant and the story would get out about his pathetic effort to make his suicide attempt look like a brutal murder, thus making his life even more worthless than it already was.
Another knock on the door Couldn"t the maid read the do-not-disturb sign? It was written in four languages. Could she possibly be illiterate in all four of them? No doubt she was also illiterate in a fifth.
Twenty-five minutes until the press conference. Did I doze off? That would be nice. Just... doze... off. Sorry, I overslept. I"ve been so very busy. It"s exhausting work to turn over-to a megalomaniac killer-everything I built up through my entire life.
Knock knock knock. It"s a good thing I didn"t kill myself all this knocking would have ruined my concentration and entirely spoiled my death scene. I should die like Seneca, with fine last speeches. Or Socrates, though that would be harder, since I don"t have hemlock but I do have a bathtub. No razor blades, though. I don"t grow enough of a beard to need any. Just another sign that I"m only a stupid kid who should never have been permitted to take a role in the grownup world.
The door to his room opened and jammed against the locking bar.
How outrageous! Who dare to use a pa.s.skey on his room?
And not just a pa.s.skey! Someone had the tool that opened the locking bar and now his door was wide open.
a.s.sa.s.sins! Well, let them kill me here in the bed, facing them, not cowering in a corner begging them not to shoot.
"Poor baby," said Mother "He"s depressed," said Father "Don"t make fun of him."
"I can"t help but think of what Ender went through, fighting the Formics almost every day for weeks, completely exhausted, and yet he always got up and fought again."
Peter wanted to scream at her How dare she compare what he had just gone through with Ender"s legendary "suffering." Ender never lost a battle, did she think of that? And he had just lost the war! He was ent.i.tled to sleep "Ready? One, two, three."
Peter felt the whole mattress slide down the bed until he was awkwardly dumped onto the floor, banging his head against the frame of the bedsprings.
"Ow!" he cried.
Wouldn"t that make a n.o.ble last word to be recorded by posterity?
How did the great Peter Wiggin, Hegemon of Earth (and, of course, brother of Ender Wiggin, sainted savior), meet his end?
He sustained a terrible head injury when his parents dragged him out of a hotel bed the morning after his ignominious escape from his own compound where not one person had threatened him in any way and he had no evidence of any impending threat against his person.
And what were his last words?
A one-word sentence, fit to be engraved on his monument. Ow.
"I don"t think we can get him into the shower without actually touching his sacred person," said Mother "I think you"re right," said Father "And if we touch him," said Mother, "there"s a real possibility that we will be struck dead on the spot."
Other people had mothers who were compa.s.sionate, tender, comforting, understanding. His mother was a sarcastic hag who clearly hated him and always had.
"Ice bucket," said Father.
"No ice."
"But it holds water."
This was too stupid. The old throw-water-on-the-sleeping-teenager trick.
"Just go away, I"m getting up in a couple of minutes."
"No," said Mother. "You"re getting up now. Your father is filling the ice bucket. You can hear the water running."
"OK, OK, leave the room so I can take my clothes off and get in the shower. Or is this just a subterfuge so you can see me naked again? You"ve never let me forget how you used to change my diapers, so apparently that was a very important stage in your life."
He was answered by having water dashed in his face. Not a whole bucketful, but enough to soak his head and shoulders.
"Sorry I didn"t have time to fill it," said Father. "But when you started making crude s.e.xual innuendos to my wife, I had to use whatever amount of water was at hand to shut you up before you said enough that I would have to beat your bratty little face in."
Peter got up from the mattress on the floor and pulled off the shorts he slept in. "Is this what you came in to see?"
"Absolutely," said Father. "You were wrong, Theresa: he does have b.a.l.l.s."
"Not enough of them, apparently."
Peter stalked between them and slammed the bathroom door behind him.Half an hour later, after keeping the press waiting only ten minutes past the appointed time, Peter walked alone onto the platform at one end of a packed conference room. All the reporters were holding up their little steadycams, the lenses peering out between the fingers of their clenched fists. It was the best turnout he had ever had at a press conference-though to be fair he had never actually held one in the United States. Maybe here they would all have been like this.
"I"m as surprised as you are to find myself here today," said Peter with a smile. "But I must say I"m grateful to the source that provided me with information that allowed me to make my exit, along with my family, from a place that had once been a safe haven, but which had become the most dangerous place in the world to me.
"I am also grateful to the government of the United States, which not only invited me to bring the office of Hegemon here, on a temporary basis, of course, but also provided me with a generous contingent of the Secret Service to secure the area. I don"t believe they"re necessary, at least not in such numbers, but then, until recently I didn"t think I needed any protection inside the Hegemony compound in Ribeirao Preto."
His smile invited a laugh, and he got one. More of a release of tension than real amus.e.m.e.nt, but it would do. Father had stressed that-make them laugh now and then, so everybody feels relaxed. That will make them think you"re relaxed and confident, too.
"My information suggests that the many loyal employees of the Office of Hegemon are in no danger whatsoever, and when a new permanent headquarters is established, I invite all those who want to, to resume their jobs. The disloyal employees, of course, already have other employment."
Another laugh-but a couple of audible groans, too. The press smelled blood, and it didn"t help that Peter looked-and was-so very young. Humor, yes, but don"t look like a wise-cracking kid. Especially don"t look like a wise-cracking kid whose parents had to drag him out of bed this morning.
"I will not give you any information that would compromise my recent benefactor. What I can tell you is this: My inconveniently sudden journey-this disruption in the Office of Hegemon-is entirely my fault."There. That wasn"t what a kid would say. That wasn"t even what adult politicians usually said.
"Against the advice of my military commander and others, I brought the notorious Achilles Flandres, at his own request and with his a.s.surances of loyalty to me, into my compound. I was warned that he could not be trusted, and I believed those warnings.
"However, I thought I was clever enough and careful enough to detect any betrayal on his part in plenty of time. That was a miscalculation on my part. Thanks to the help of others, it was not a fatal one.
"The disinformation now coming from Achilles Flandres in the former Hegemony compound about my alleged embezzlement is, of course, false. I have always maintained the financial records of the Hegemony in public. The broad categories of income and disburs.e.m.e.nt have been published every year on the nets, and this morning I have opened up the entire set of financial records of the Hegemony, and my own personal records, on a secure site with the address "Hegemon Financial Disclosure." Except for a few secret items in the budget, which any military a.n.a.lyst can tell you is barely enough to account for the very few military actions of my office over the past few years, every dollar is accounted for And, yes, we do keep those records in dollars, since the Hegemony currency has fluctuated widely in value, but with a distinctly downward trend, in recent years."
Another laugh. But everyone was writing like crazy, too, and he could see that this policy of full disclosure was working.
"Besides seeing that nothing has been embezzled from the Hegemony," Peter went on, "you will also see that the Hegemony has been working with extremely limited funds. It has been a challenge, with so little money, to marshal the nations of the world to oppose the imperialistic designs of the so-called "Universal People"s State" otherwise known as the Chinese Empire. We have been extremely grateful to those nations who have continued to support the Hegemony at one level or another In deference to some of them who prefer their contribution remain secret, we have withheld some twenty names. You are free to speculate about their ident.i.ty but I will say neither yes or no, except to tell you candidly that China is not one of them."
The biggest laugh yet, and a couple of people even clapped their hands a few times.
"I am outraged that the usurper Achilles Flandres has called into question the credentials of the Minister of Colonization. But if there were any doubts about Flandres"s plans, the fact that this was his first act should tell you a great deal about the future he plans for us all. Achilles Flandres will not rest until every human being is under his complete control. Or, of course, dead."