Sharing Rain and Dew

In previous life, I only think the Emperor as a sc.u.m.

Not only having so many people in his harem, he ‘eats’ both men and women.
Not only ‘eating’ both men and women, he even have thunder-striking love affair stories with many of them.

Concubine Wan said, she was his childhood cousin. At that time, Empress Dowager has personally promised her marriage to him.

Concubine Chen said, she accompanied him for many years. She was the first person he proposed marriage to.

Lu GuiQing said, he was a young master from Jiangnan n.o.ble family. That year came to Capital to play, he only just gave him a few more glances in the middle of the crowd.

Now in current life, the Emperor’s position in my mind has risen to incapable ruler, tyrant, all in all, not a wise ruler!

The reason is simple.
Which wise ruler would be so idle like him ?!

In my past life, I knew if the Emperor gets angry, there will be millions of corpse, blood flowing freely.
But today, I learned that if the Emperor is bored, he can gaze steadily, watching you the whole afternoon.

Puzzledly I asked, “Your Majesty, don’t you have any official doc.u.ments to check? Official matters to handle?”

“Got ah.” He confidently answered, “But Zhen don’t have the mood now.”

“….. then may I dare to ask Your Majesty, when do you have the mood?”

“Oh, seems to have some right now.”

“……”
You being so self-willed as the Emperor, really not afraid of being forced to abdicate again?

Now matter how the Emperor think, I don’t want to die again.
But how do I let him understand that before long, someone will revolt to force his abdication?
Worrying about this matter, I racked my head until I get white hairs.

But the most critical issue was…. during previous life, I didn’t even manage to find out who was the person to rebel in the Palace, and carelessly died ah!

Getting pierced through the body by an arrow from the sky…
It was a very fast and very sudden moment, upon discovering the source for pain, I was already unable to breathe.
Blood flowed out uncontrollably from the throat.
That feeling, every time thinking back I can’t help but shivered.

Depressed, I held on to my chin and looked at Duan Ming Zhang.
My first hope ever since rebirth, was if he was also reborn, that would be great.

Otherwise, I am really worried I will die again.

G.o.d knows how much I don’t want to die ah!

To be able to reborn once more, G.o.d must have opened his eyes and took pity on me, and my ancestor must have acc.u.mulated some merits in their life, who knows if there will be a second time?!

But but, if that moment really came, probably still have no way around it ba.

I continued looking at Duan Ming Zhang with melancholy, continued staring until nose starting to feel sour, eyes starting to become red.

He looked up, was shocked by me and panicked, looking for a handkerchief, “What is going on? How come you suddenly cried?”

Despaired and choked with emotions, I said, “Eyes….. stared too long ….. became sour…”