"Hullo, that"s famous!" she exclaimed at sight of the bandaging.
"You"re a clever woman, my dear; and now I"ll ask you to bring your cleverness outside here and take these children off my hands.
W"st, you little numskulls!"--she turned and addressed them--"keep quiet, I say, with your mountains out of molehills! There"s no one killed nor hurt; only a foolish lad lost his temper, and he"ll smart for it, and I hope it"ll be a warning to you." She poked her head in through the doorway again. "Come along, Sam, and show yourself. And as for you, my dear," she went on hurriedly, lowering her voice, "better get "em back to their work as if nought had happened. I"ll bide a while with you till you have "em in hand again."
"Thank you," said Hester; "but that wouldn"t help me in the long-run.
I must manage them alone."
"You mean that?"
"Yes; but I thank you none the less."
"And you"re right. You"re a plucky woman." She turned to Mr. Sam briskly. "Well, take my arm and put on as light a face as you can.
Here"s your hat--I"ve smoothed out the worst of the dents. Eh? Bain"t goin" to make a speech, surely!"
Mr. Sam, leaning slightly on his aunt"s arm, pulled himself up on the threshold and surveyed the children"s wondering faces.
"Boys and girls," he said, "our opening day has been spoilt by a scene on which I won"t dwell, because I desire you not to dwell on it. If you treat it lightly, as I intend to do, bearing no malice, we shall show the world all the more clearly that we are in earnest about things which really matter."
He cleared his throat and looked around with a challenging smile at Hester, who watched him, wondering to hear her own words so cleverly repeated.
"We wish," he proceeded, "to remember our opening day as a pleasant one.
Miss Marvin especially wishes to look back on it with pleasure; and I think we all ought to help her. Now if I say no more about this foolish young man--whom I could punish very severely--will you promise me to go back to your books? To-day, as you know, is a half-holiday; but there remains an hour for work before you disperse. I want your word that you will employ it well, and honestly try to do all that Miss Marvin tells you."
He paused again, and chose to take a slight murmur among the children for their a.s.sent.
"I thank you. There is an old saying that he who conquers himself performs a greater feat than he who takes a city. Some of us, Miss Marvin, may hereafter a.s.sociate the lesson with this our opening day."
He seemed to await some reply to this; but Hester could not speak, even to thank him. Her spirit recoiled from him; she could not reconcile egoism so inordinate with such cleverness in turning it to account. She watched him with a certain fascination, as one watches some trained monster in a show displaying its deformity for public applause. He shook hands with her and made his exit, not without dignity, leaning on Mrs. Purchase"s arm and turning at the playground gate to wave farewell.
It is doubtful if the children understood his speech. But they were awed.
At the word of command they trooped into school, settled themselves at their desks, and took up their interrupted lessons with a docility at which Hester wondered, since for the moment she herself had lost all power to interest or amuse them.
For her that was a dreadful hour. A couple of humble-bees zoomed against the window pane, and the sound, with the ticking of the schoolroom clock, took possession of her brain. Z-zoom! Tick-tack, tick-tack!
Would lesson-time never come to an end? She went about automatically correcting sums, copies, exercises, because the sight of the pencilled words or figures steadied her faculties, whereas she felt that if she called the children up in cla.s.s her wits would wander and all answers come alike to her, right or wrong. Her will, too, had fallen into a strange drowsiness. She wanted the window open, to get rid of the humble-bees; a word to one of the elder boys and it would be done. Yet the minutes pa.s.sed and the word remained unspoken. So a sick man will lie and debate with himself so small a thing as the lifting of a hand.
At length the clock hands pointed to five minutes to noon. She ordered books to be shut and slates to be put away; and going to the harmonium, gave out the hymn, "Lord, dismiss us with Thy blessing." The Managers had agreed upon this hymn; the Nonconformist majority insisting, however, that the concluding "Amen" should be omitted. Omitted accordingly it was on the slips of paper printed for school use.
"Lord, dismiss us with Thy blessing, Thanks for mercies past receive; Pardon all their faults confessing; Time that"s lost may all retrieve; May Thy children Ne"er again Thy Spirit grieve."
The children, released from the dull strain of watching the clock, sang with spirit. Hester played on, inattentive to the words. At the end, without considering what she did, she pressed down the chords of the "Amen," and the singers joined in, all unaware of transgressing.
In the silence that followed she suddenly remembered her instructions to omit the word, and sat for a moment flushed and confused. But the deed was done. The children stood shuffling their feet, awaiting the signal of dismissal.
"You may go," she said. "We will do better to-morrow."
When their voices had died away down the road she closed the harmonium softly, and fell to walking to and fro, musing, tidying up the schoolroom by fits and starts. She wanted to sit down and have a good cry; but always as the tears came near to flowing she fell to work afresh and checked them. Not until the room looked neat again did she remember that she was hungry. Nuncey had cooked a pasty for her, and she fetched it from the cupboard, where it lay in a basket covered by a spotless white cloth. As she did so, her eyes fell on a damp spot on the floor, where, after bandaging Mr. Sam, she had carefully washed out the stain of his blood.
She looked at her hands. They were clean; and yet having set down the basket on the desk, and turned her stool so that she might not see the spot on the floor, she continued to stare at them, and from them to the white cloth. A while she stood thus, irresolute, still listening to the bees zooming against the pane. Then with a sudden effort of will she walked out and across the yard, to the pump in the far corner.
She was stooping to raise the pump handle, but straightened herself up again at the sound--as it seemed to her--of a m.u.f.fled sob.
She looked behind her and around. The playground was empty, the air across its gravelled surface quivering under the noonday heat.
She listened.
Two long minutes pa.s.sed before the sound was repeated; and this time she knew it for the sob of a child. It came from behind an angle of the building which hid a strip of the playground from view. She ran thither at once, and as she turned the corner her eyes fell on little Clem.
She had missed him from his place when the children returned to the schoolroom. His sister, she supposed, had taken him home.
He stood sentry now in the shade under the north wall of the building.
He stood there so resolutely that, for the instant, Hester could scarcely believe the sobs had come from him. But he had heard her coming; and the face he turned to her, though tearless, was woefully twisted and twitching.
"My poor child!"
He stretched out both hands.
"Where is Myra? I want Myra, please!"
CHAPTER XV.
MYRA IN DISGRACE.
Myra was in her bedroom, under lock and key; and this is how it had happened.
"What put it into your head to make that speech?" asked Mrs. Purchase, as she and Mr. Sam wended their way back to Hall. In form the question was addressed to her nephew; in tone, to herself.
Mr. Sam paused as if for breath, and plucking down a wisp of honeysuckle from the hedgerow, sniffed at it to gain time.
"I don"t like talking about such things," he answered; "but it came into my head to do my Master"s bidding: "Bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them that despitefully use you.""
"Fiddlestick-end!" said Mrs. Purchase.
"I a.s.sure you--"
"If you don"t mean to get upsides with Tom Trevarthen, I"m a Dutchman.
"Forgive your enemies" may be gospel teaching, but I never knew a Rosewarne to practise it. You"re a clever fellow, nephew Sam, and that speech saved your face, as the Yankees say; but somehow I"ve a notion its cleverness didn"t end there. I saw the schoolmistress watching you--did she put you up to it?"
"I don"t mind telling you that she had interceded with me."
"I like the cut of that girl"s jib," Mrs. Purchase announced after a pause. "She"s good-looking, and she has pluck. But I don"t take back what I said, that it"s a wrong you"re doing to Clem and Myra, putting them to school with all the riff-raff of the parish."
"That"s the kind of objection one learns to expect from a Radical," her nephew answered drily.
""Tis a queer thing, now," she mused, "that ever since I married "Siah the family will have me to be a Radical; and "tis the queerer, because ne"er one of "ee knows what a Radical is or ought to be. S"pose I do hold that all mankind and all womankind has equal rights under the Lord--that don"t mean they"re all alike, do it? or that I can"t tell a man from a woman, or my lord from a scavenger? D"ee reckon that we"m all-fellows-to-football aboard the _Virtuous Lady_, and the fo"c"sle hands mess aft?"
"They would if you were consistent," answered Mr. Sam, with positiveness.
She sighed impatiently. "There"s times you make me long to wring your stiff neck. But I"ll take your own consistency, as you call it.