"Yes," Ochiba said gloriously.
"Let"s vote," Ishido said, relishing his existence. "I vote for war!"
"And I!"
"And I!"
"And I!"
"And I!"
When Blackthorne regained consciousness he knew that Mariko was dead, and he knew how she had died and why she had died. He was lying on futons, Grays guarding him, a raftered ceiling overhead, dazzling sunshine hurting him, the silence weird. A doctor was studying him. The first of his great fears left him.
I can see.
The doctor smiled and said something, but Blackthorne could not hear him. He started to get up but a blinding pain set off a violent ringing in his ears. The acrid taste of gunpowder was still in his mouth and his entire body was hurting.
For a moment he lost consciousness again, then he felt gentle hands lift his head and put a cup to his lips and the bitter-sweet tang of the jasmine-scented herb cha took away the taste of gunpowder. He forced his eyes open. Again the doctor said something and again he could not hear and again terror began to well, but he stopped it, his mind remembering the explosion and seeing her dead and, before she had died, giving her an absolution he was not qualified to give. Deliberately he pushed that memory away and made himself dwell on the other explosion-the time he was blown overboard after old Alban Caradoc had lost his legs. That time he had also had the same ringing in his ears and the same pain and soundlessness, but his hearing had returned after a few days.
There"s no need to worry, he told himself. Not yet.
He could see the length of the sun"s shadows and the color of the light. It"s a little after dawn, he thought, and blessed G.o.d again that his sight was undamaged.
He saw the doctor"s lips move but no sound came through the ringing turbulence.
Carefully he felt his face and mouth and jaws. No pain there and no wounds. Next his throat and arms and chest. No wounds yet. Now he willed his hands lower, over his loins, to his manhood. But he was not mutilated there as Alban Caradoc had been, and he blessed G.o.d that he had not been harmed there and left alive to know, as poor Alban Caradoc had known.
He rested a moment, his head aching abominably. Then he felt his legs and feet. Everything seemed all right. Cautiously he put his hands over his ears and pressed, then half opened his mouth and swallowed and half yawned to try to clear his ears. But this only increased the pain.
You will wait a day and half a day, he ordered himself, and ten times that time if need be and, until then, you will not be afraid.
The doctor touched him, his lips moving.
"Can"t hear, so sorry," Blackthorne said calmly, hearing his words only in his head.
The doctor nodded and spoke again. Now Blackthorne read on the man"s lips, I understand. Please sleep now. understand. Please sleep now.
But Blackthorne knew that he would not sleep. He had to plan. He had to get up and leave Osaka and go to Nagasaki-to get gunners and seamen to take the Black Ship. There was nothing more to think about, nothing more to remember. There was no more reason to play at being samurai or j.a.panese. Now he was released, all debts and friendships were canceled. Because she was gone.
Again he lifted his head and again the blinding pain. He dominated it and sat up. The room spun and he vaguely remembered that in his dreams he had been back at Anjiro in the earthquake when the earth had twisted and he leaped into it to save Toranaga and her from being swallowed by the earth. He could still feel the cold, clammy wetness and smell the death stench coming from the fissure, Toranaga huge and monstrous and laughing in his dream.
He forced his eyes to see. The room stopped spinning and the nausea pa.s.sed. "Cha, dozo," dozo," he said, the taste of gunpowder back again. Hands helped him to drink and then he held out his arms and they helped him to stand. Without them he would have fallen. His body was one great hurt, but now he was sure that nothing was broken inside or out, except his ears, and that rest and ma.s.sage and time would cure him. He thanked G.o.d again that he was not blinded or mutilated and left alive. The Grays helped him to sit again and he lay back a moment. He did not notice that the sun moved a quadrant from the time he lay back to the time he opened his eyes. he said, the taste of gunpowder back again. Hands helped him to drink and then he held out his arms and they helped him to stand. Without them he would have fallen. His body was one great hurt, but now he was sure that nothing was broken inside or out, except his ears, and that rest and ma.s.sage and time would cure him. He thanked G.o.d again that he was not blinded or mutilated and left alive. The Grays helped him to sit again and he lay back a moment. He did not notice that the sun moved a quadrant from the time he lay back to the time he opened his eyes.
Curious, he thought, measuring the sun"s shadow, not realizing he had slept. I could have sworn it was near dawn. My eyes are playing me tricks. It"s nearer the end of the forenoon watch now. That reminded him of Alban Caradoc and his hands moved over himself once more to make sure he had not dreamed that he was unhurt.
Someone touched him and he looked up. Yabu was peering down at him and speaking.
"So sorry," Blackthorne said slowly. "Can"t hear yet, Yabu-san. Soon all right. Ears hurt, do you understand?"
He saw Yabu nod and frown. Yabu and the doctor talked together and then, with signs, Yabu made Blackthorne understand that he would return soon and to rest until he did. He left.
"Bath, please, and ma.s.sage," Blackthorne said.
Hands lifted him and took him there. He slept under the soothing fingers, his body wallowing in the ecstasy of warmth and tenderness and the sweet-smelling oils that were rubbed into his flesh. And all the while his mind planned.
While he slept Grays came and lifted the litter bed and carried it to the inner quarters of the donjon, but he did not awaken, drugged with fatigue and by the healing, sleep-filled potion.
"He"ll be safe now, Lady," Ishido said.
"From Kiyama?" Ochiba asked.
"From all Christians." Ishido motioned to the guards to be very alert and led the way out of the room to the hallway, thence to a garden basking in the sun.
"Is that why the Lady Achiko was killed? Because she was Christian?"
Ishido had ordered it in case she was an a.s.sa.s.sin planted by her grandfather Kiyama to kill Blackthorne. "I"ve no idea," he said.
"They hang together like bees in a swarm. How can anyone believe their religious nonsense?"
"I don"t know. But they"ll all be stamped out soon enough."
"How, Lord General? How do you do that when so much depends on their goodwill?"
"Promises-until Toranaga"s dead. Then they"ll fall on each other. We divide and rule. Isn"t that what Toranaga does, what the Lord Taik did? Kiyama wants the Kwanto, neh? neh? For the Kwanto he"ll obey. So he"s promised it, in a future time. Onoshi? Who knows what that madman wants ... except to spit on Toranaga"s head and Kiyama"s before he dies." For the Kwanto he"ll obey. So he"s promised it, in a future time. Onoshi? Who knows what that madman wants ... except to spit on Toranaga"s head and Kiyama"s before he dies."
"And what if Kiyama finds out about your promise to Onoshi-that all Kiyama lands are his-or that you mean to keep your promise to Zataki and not to him?"
"Lies, Lady, spread by enemies." Ishido looked at her. "Onoshi wants Kiyama"s head. Kiyama wants the Kwanto. So does Zataki."
"And you, Lord General? What is it you want?"
"First the Heir safely fifteen, then safely ruler of the realm. And you and him safe and protected until that time. Nothing more."
"Nothing?"
"No, Lady."
Liar, Ochiba thought. She broke off a fragrant flower and smelled the perfume, and, pleased by it, offered it to him. "Lovely, neh?" neh?"
"Yes, lovely," Ishido said, taking it. "Thank you."
"Yodoko-sama"s funeral was beautiful. You"re to be congratulated, Lord General."
"I"m sorry she"s dead," Ishido said politely. "Her counsel was always valuable."
They strolled a while. "Have they left yet? Kiritsubo-san and the Lady Sazuko and her son?" Ochiba asked.
"No. They"ll leave tomorrow. After Lady Toda"s funeral. Many will leave tomorrow, which is bad."
"So sorry, but does it matter? Now that we all agree Toranaga-sama"s not coming here?"
"I think so. But it"s not important, not while we hold Osaka Castle. No, Lady, we have to be patient as Kiyama suggested. We wait until the day. Then we march."
"Why wait? Can"t you march now?"
"It will take time to gather our hosts."
"How many will oppose Toranaga?"
"Three hundred thousand men. At least three times Toranaga"s number."
"And my garrison?"
"I"ll leave eighty thousand elite within the walls, another fifty at the pa.s.ses."
"And Zataki?"
"He"ll betray Toranaga. In the end he"ll betray him."
"You don"t find it curious that Lord Sudara, my sister, and all her children are visiting Takato?"
"No. Of course Zataki"s pretended to make some secret arrangement with his half brother. But it"s only a trick, nothing more. He will betray him."
"He should-he has the same rotten bloodline," she said with distaste. "But I would be most upset if anything happened to my sister and her children."
"Nothing will, Lady. I"m sure."
"If Zataki was prepared to a.s.sa.s.sinate his own mother ... neh? neh? You"re certain he won"t betray you?" You"re certain he won"t betray you?"
"No. Not in the end. Because he hates Toranaga more than he does me, Lady, and he honors you and desires the Kwanto above all else." Ishido smiled at the floors soaring above them. "As long as the castle"s ours and the Kwanto exists to give away, there"s nothing to fear."
"This morning I was afraid," she said, holding a flower to her nose, enjoying the perfume, wanting it to erase the aftertaste of fear that still lingered. "I wanted to rush away but then I remembered the soothsayer."
"Eh? Oh, him. I"d forgotten about him," Ishido said with grim amus.e.m.e.nt. This was the soothsayer, the Chinese envoy, who had foretold that the Taik would die in his bed leaving a healthy son after him, that Toranaga would die by the sword in middle age, that Ishido would die in old age, the most famous general in the realm, his feet firm in the earth. And that the Lady Ochiba would end her days at Osaka Castle, surrounded by the greatest n.o.bles in the Empire.
"Yes," Ishido said again, "I"d forgotten about him. Toranaga"s middle-aged, neh?" neh?"
"Yes." Again Ochiba felt the depth of his look and her loins melted at the thought of a real man on her, in her, surrounding her, taking her, giving her a new life within. This time an honorable birthing, not like the last one, when she had wondered in horror what the child would be like and look like.
How foolish you are, Ochiba, she told herself, as they walked the shaded, fragrant paths. Put away those silly nightmares-that"s all they ever were. You were thinking about a man. a man.
Suddenly Ochiba wished that Toranaga was here beside her and not Ishido, that Toranaga was master of Osaka Castle and master of the Taik"s treasure, Protector of the Heir and Chief General of the Armies of the West, and not Ishido. Then there would be no problems. Together they would possess the realm, all of it, and now, today, at this moment, she would beckon him to bed or to an inviting glade and tomorrow or the next day they would marry, and whatever happened in the future, today she would possess and be possessed and be at peace.
Her hand reached out and she pulled a branchlet toward her, breathing the sweet, rich gardenia fragrance.
Put away dreams, Ochiba, she told herself. Be a realist like the Taik-or Toranaga.
"What are you going to do with the Anjin-san?" she asked.
Ishido laughed. "Hold him safe-let him take the Black Ship perhaps, or use him as a threat against Kiyama and Onoshi if need be. They both hate him, neh? neh? Oh yes, he"s a sword at their throats-and at their filthy Church." Oh yes, he"s a sword at their throats-and at their filthy Church."
"In the chess game of the Heir against Toranaga, how would you judge the Anjin-san"s value. Lord General? A p.a.w.n? A knight, perhaps?"
"Ah, Lady, in the Great Game barely a p.a.w.n," Ishido said at once. "But in the game of the Heir against the Christians, a castle, easily a castle, perhaps two."
"You don"t think the games are interlocked?"
"Yes, interlocked, but the Great Game will be settled by daimyo daimyo against against daimyo daimyo, samurai against samurai, and sword against sword. Of course, in both games, you"re the queen."
"No, Lord General, please excuse me, not a queen," she said, glad that he realized it. Then, to be safe, she changed the subject. "Rumor has it that the Anjin-san and Mariko-san pillowed together."
"Yes. Yes, I heard that too. You wish to know the truth about it?"
Ochiba shook her head. "It would be unthinkable that that had happened."
Ishido was watching her narrowly. "You think there"d be a value in destroying her honor? Now? And along with her, Buntaro-san?"
"I meant nothing, Lord General, nothing like that. I was just wondering-just a woman"s foolishness. But it"s as Lord Kiyama said this morning-dark summer"s tears, sad, so sad, neh?" neh?"
"I preferred your poem, Lady. I promise you Toranaga"s side will have the tears."
"As to Buntaro-san, perhaps neither he nor Lord Hiro-matsu will fight for Lord Toranaga at the the battle." battle."
"That"s fact?"
"No, Lord General, not fact, but possible."
"But there"s something you can do perhaps?"
"Nothing, except pet.i.tion their support for the Heir-and all Toranaga"s generals, once the battle is committed."
"It"s committed now, a north-south pincer movement and the final onslaught at Odawara."
"Yes, but not actually. Not until army opposes army on the battlefield." Then she asked, "So sorry, but are you sure it"s wise for the Heir to lead the armies?"
"I will lead the armies, but the Heir must be present. Then Toranaga cannot win. Even Toranaga will never attack the Heir"s standard."
"Wouldn"t it be safer for the Heir to stay here-because of a.s.sa.s.sins, the Amidas.... We can"t risk his life. Toranaga has a long arm, neh?" neh?"
"Yes. But not that long and the Heir"s personal standard makes our side lawful and Toranaga"s unlawful. I know Toranaga. In the end he"ll respect the law. And that alone will put his head on a spike. He"s dead, Lady. Once he"s dead I will stamp out the Christian Church-all of it. Then you and the Heir will be safe."
Ochiba looked up at him, an unspoken promise in her eyes. "I will pray for success-and your safe return."
His chest tightened. He had waited so long. "Thank you, Lady, thank you," he said, understanding her. "I will not fail you."
She bowed and turned away. What impertinence, she was thinking. As if I"d take a peasant to husband. Now, should I really discard Toranaga?
Dell"Aqua was kneeling at prayer in front of the altar in the ruins of the little chapel. Most of the roof was caved in and part of one wall, but the earthquake had not damaged the chancel and nothing had touched the lovely stained gla.s.s window, or the carved Madonna that was his pride.