"Well, I am," said Peter. "But ..."
"Come and have a drink then," interrupted the other. "Jenko and the Major are coming back."
"d.a.m.ned poor whisky!" said the latter, catching the rail as the boat heaved a bit, "begging your pardon, padre. Better try brandy. If the war lasts much longer there"ll be no whisky worth drinking this side. I"m off it till we get to the club at Boulogne."
Peter and Donovan went off together. It was a new experience for Peter, but he wouldn"t have owned it. They groped their way down the saloon stairs, and through a crowd to the little bar. "What"s yours?" demanded Donovan.
"Oh, I"ll take the Major"s advice," said Peter. "Brandy-and-soda for me."
"Soda finished, sir," said the bar steward.
"All right: two brandies-and-water, steward," said Donovan, and swung a revolving seat near round for Graham. As he took it, Peter noticed the man opposite. His badge was a Maltese Cross, but he wore a flannel collar and tie. Their eyes met, but the other stared a bit stonily. For the second time, Peter wished he hadn"t a clerical collar. The next he was taking the gla.s.s from the South African. "Cheerio," said Donovan.
"Here"s to you," said Peter, and leaned back with an a.s.sumption of ease.
He had a strange sense of unreality. No fool and no Puritan, he had naturally, however, been little in such an atmosphere since ordination.
He would have had a drink in Park Lane with the utmost ease, and he would have argued, over it, that the clergy were not nearly so out of touch with men as the papers said. But down here, in the steamer"s saloon, surrounded by officers, in an atmosphere of indifference to him and his office, he felt differently. He was aware, dimly, that for the past five years situations in which he had been had been dominated by him, and that he, as a clergyman, had been continually the centre of concern. Talk, conduct, and company had been rearranged when he came in, and it had happened so often that he had ceased to be aware of it. But now he was a mere unit, of no particular importance whatever. No one dreamed of modifying himself particularly because a clergyman was present. Peter clung to the belief that it was not altogether so, but he was sufficiently conscious of it. And he was conscious of liking it, of wanting to sink back in it as a man sinks back in an easy-chair. He felt he ought not to do so, and he made a kind of mental effort to pull himself together.
Up on the deck the world was very fair. The French coast was now clearly visible, and even the houses of the town, huddled together as it seemed, but dominated by a church on the hill. Behind them, a sister ship containing Tommies ploughed steadily along, serene and graceful in the sunlight, and above an airship of silvery aluminum, bearing the tricoloured circle of the Allies, kept pace with the swift ship without an effort. Four destroyers were visible, their low, dark shapes ploughing regularly along at stated intervals, and someone said a fifth was out of sight behind. People were already beginning to take off their life-belts, and the sailors were clearing a place for the gangway. Peter found that Donovan had known what he was about, for his party would be close to the gangway without moving. He began to wonder uneasily what would be done on landing, and to hope that Donovan would be going his way. No one had said a word about it. He looked round for Jenks" nurse, but couldn"t see her.
It was jolly entering the port. The French houses and fishing-boats looked foreign, although one could hardly say why. On the quay was a big notice: "All officers to report at once to the M.L.O." Farther on was a board bearing the letters "R.T.O." ... But Peter hardly liked to ask.
In fact, everything went like clockwork. He presently found himself in a queue, behind Donovan, of officers who were pa.s.sing a small window like a ticket office. Arriving, he handed in papers, and was given them back with a brief "All right." Beyond, Donovan had secured a broken-down-looking one-horse cab. "You"ll be coming to the club, padre?" he asked. "Chuck in your stuff. This chap"ll take it down and Bevan with it. Let"s walk. It isn"t far."
Jenks elected to go with his friend the Major, and Donovan and Peter set off over the cobbles. They joined up with another small group, and for the first time Peter had to give his name as he was introduced. He forgot the others, as soon as he heard them, and they forgot his. A big Dublin Fusilier officer with a tiny moustache, that seemed ludicrous in his great face, exchanged a few sentences with him. They left the quay and crossed a wide s.p.a.ce where a bridge debouched towards the railway-station. Donovan, who was walking ahead, pa.s.sed on, but the Fusilier suggested to Peter that they might as well see the R.T.O. at once about trains. Entering the station gates, the now familiar initials appearing on a row of offices before them to the left, Peter"s companion demanded the train to Albert.
"Two-thirty a.m., change at Amiens, sir," said a clerk in uniform within, and the Fusilier pa.s.sed on.
"What time is the Rouen train?" asked Peter in his turn, and was told 9.30 p.m.
"You"re in luck, padre," said the other. "It"s bally rotten getting in at two-thirty, and probably the beastly thing won"t go till five. Still, it might be worse. You can get on board at midnight, and with luck get to sleep. If I were you, I"d be down here early for yours--crowded always, it is. Of course, you"ll dine at the club?"
Peter supposed he would.
The club entrance was full up with officers, and more and more kept pouring in. Donovan was just leaving the counter on the right with some tickets in his hand as they pushed in. "See you later," he called out.
"I"ve got to sleep here, and I want to leave my traps."
Peter wondered where, but was too much occupied in keeping well behind the Fusilier to think much. At a kind of counter a girl in a W.A.A.C.
uniform was serving out tickets of one sort and another, and presently the two of them were before her. For a few francs one got tickets for lunch, dinner, bed, a bath, and whatever else one wanted, but Peter had no French money. The Fusilier bought him the first two, however, and together they forced their way out into the great lounge. "Half an hour before lunch," said his new companion, and then, catching sight of someone: "Hullo, Jack, you back? Never saw you on the boat. Did you ..." His voice trailed off as he crossed the room.
Peter looked around a little disconsolately. Then he made his way to a huge lounge-chair and threw himself into it.
All about him was a subdued chatter. A big fire burned in the stove, and round it was a wide semicircle of chairs. Against the wall were more, and a small table or two stood about. Nearly every chair had its occupant--all sorts and conditions of officers, mostly in undress, and he noticed some fast asleep, with muddied boots. There was a look on their faces, even in sleep, and Peter guessed that some at least were down from the line on their way to a brief leave. More and more came in continuously. Stewards with drinks pa.s.sed quickly in and out about them.
The Fusilier and his friend were just ordering something. Peter opened his case and took out a cigarette, tapping it carefully before lighting it. He began to feel at home and lazy and comfortable, as if he had been there before.
An orderly entered with envelopes in his hand. "Lieutenant Frazer?" he called, and looked round inquiringly. There was no reply, and he turned to the next. "Captain Saunders?" Still no reply. "Lieutenant Morcombe?"
Still no reply. "Lieutenant Morcombe," he called again. n.o.body took any interest, and he turned on his heel, pushed the swing-door open, and departed.
Then Donovan came in, closely followed by Bevan. Peter got up and made towards them. "Hullo!" said Bevan. "Have an appetiser, padre. Lunch will be on in twenty minutes. What"s yours, skipper?"
The three of them moved on to Peter"s chair, and Bevan dragged up another. Peter subsided, and Donovan sat on the edge. Peter pulled out his cigarette-case again, and offered it. Bevan, after one or two ineffectual attempts, got an orderly at last.
"Well, here"s fun," he said.
"Cheerio," said Peter. He remembered Donovan had said that in the saloon.
CHAPTER III
Jenks being attached to the A.S.C. engaged in feeding daily more than 100,000 men in the Rouen area, Peter and he travelled together. By the latter"s advice they reached the railway-station soon after 8.30, but even so the train seemed full. There were no lights in the siding, and none whatever on the train, so that it was only by matches that one could tell if a compartment was full or empty, except in the case of those from which candle-light and much noise proclaimed the former indisputably. At last, however, somewhere up near the engine, they found a second-cla.s.s carriage, apparently unoccupied, with a big ticket marked "Reserved" upon it. Jenks struck a match and regarded this critically. "Well, padre," he said, "as it doesn"t say for whom it is reserved, I guess it may as well be reserved for us. So here goes." He swung up and tugged at the door, which for some time refused to give. Then it opened suddenly, and Second-Lieutenant Jenks, A.S.C., subsided gracefully and luridly on the ground outside. Peter struck another match and peered in. It was then observed that the compartment was not empty, but that a dark-haired, lanky youth, stretched completely along one seat, was regarding them solemnly.
"This carriage is reserved," he said.
"Yes," said Jenks cheerfully, "for us, sir. May I ask what you are doing in it?"
The awakened one sighed. "It"s worked before, and if you chaps come in and shut the door quickly, perhaps it will work again. Three"s not too bad, but I"ve seen six in these perishing cars. Come in quickly, for the Lord"s sake!"
Peter looked round him curiously. Two of the four windows were broken, and the glory had departed from the upholstery. There was no light, and it would appear that a heavier body than that designed for it had travelled upon the rack. Jenks was swearing away to himself and trying to light a candle-end. Peter laughed.
"Got any cards?" asked the original owner.
"Yes," said Jenks. "Got any grub?"
"Bath-olivers and chocolate and half a water-bottle of whisky," replied the original owner. "And we shall need them."
"Good enough," said Jenks. "And the padre here has plenty of sandwiches, for he ordered a double lot."
"Do you play auction, padre?" queried what turned out, in the candle-light, to be a Canadian.
Peter a.s.sented; he was moderately good, he knew.
This fairly roused the Canadian. He swung his legs off the seat, and groped for the door. "Hang on to this dug-out, you men," he said, "and I"ll get a fourth. I kidded some fellows of ours with that notice just now, but I know them, and I can get a decent chap to come in."
He was gone a few minutes only; then voices sounded outside. "Been looking for you, old dear," said their friend. "Only two sportsmen here and a nice little show all to ourselves. Tumble in, and we"ll get cheerful. Not that seat, old dear. But wait a jiffy; let"s sort things out first."
They snorted out of the dreary tunnel into Rouen in the first daylight of the next morning. Peter looked eagerly at the great winding river and the glory of the cathedral as it towered up above the mists that hung over the houses. There was a fresh taste of spring in the air, and the smoke curled clear and blue from the slow-moving barges on the water. The bare trees on the island showed every twig and thin branch, as if they had been pencilled against the leaden-coloured flood beneath. A tug puffed fussily upstream, red and yellow markings on its grimy black.
Jenks was asleep in the corner, but he woke as they clattered across the bridge. "Heigh-ho!" he sighed, stretching. "Back to the old graft again."
Yet once more Peter began to collect his belongings. It seemed ages since he had got into the train at Victoria, and he felt particularly grubby and unshaven.
"What"s the next move?" he asked.
Jenks eyed him. "Going to take a taxi?" he queried.