"Oh no, they won"t, not so early as this. It"s all in the way of business to them, too. Let"s pa.s.s them first," he suggested, "and then slacken down and wait for them to speak."
Peter acquiesced, feeling rather more than an a.s.s, but the drinks had gone slightly to his head. They executed their share of the maneuver, Pennell looking at the girls and smiling as he did so. But the two quickened their pace and pa.s.sed the officers without a word.
"If you ask me, this is d.a.m.ned silly," said Peter. "Let"s chuck it."
"No, no; wait a bit," said Pennell excitedly. "You"ll see what they"ll do. It"s really an amusing study in human nature. Look! I told you so.
They live there."
The girls had crossed the street, and were entering a house. One of them unlocked the door, and they both disappeared. "There," said Peter, "that finishes it. We"ve lost them."
"Have we?" said his companion. "Come on over."
They crossed the street and walked up to the door. It was open and perhaps a foot ajar. Pennell pushed it wide and walked in. "Come on," he said again. Peter followed reluctantly, but curious. He was seeing a new side of life, he thought grimly.
Before them a flight of stairs led straight up to a landing, but there was no sign of the girls. "What"s next?" demanded Peter. "We"ll be fired out in two twos if nothing worse happens. Suppose they"re decent girls after all; what would you say?"
"I"d ask if Mlle. Lucienne lived here," said Pennell, "and apologise profusely when I found she didn"t. But you can"t make a mistake in this street, Graham. I"m going up. It"s the obvious thing, and probably what they wanted. Coming?"
He set off to mount the stairs, and Peter, rea.s.sured, followed him, at a few paces. When he reached the top, Pennell was already entering an open door.
"How do you do, ma cherie?" said one of the girls, smiling, and holding out a hand.
Peter looked round curiously. The room was fairly decently furnished in a foreign middle-cla.s.s fashion, half bedroom, half sitting-room. One of the girls sat on the arm of a big chair, the other was greeting his friend.
She was the one he had fancied, but a quick glance attracted Peter to the other and elder. He was in for it now, and he was determined to play up. He crossed the floor, and smiled down at the girl on the arm of the chair.
"So you "ave come," she said in broken English. "I told Lucienne that you would not."
"Lucienne!" exclaimed Peter, and looked back at Pennell.
That traitor laughed, and seated himself on the edge of the bed, drawing the other girl to him. "I"m awfully sorry, Graham," he said; "but I couldn"t help it. You wanted to see life, and you"d have shied off if I hadn"t played a game. I do just know this little girl, and jolly nice she is too. Give me a kiss, Lulu."
The girl obeyed, her eyes sparkling. "It"s not proper before monsieur,"
she said. ""E is--how do you say?--shocked?"
She seated herself on Pennell"s knee, and, putting an arm round his neck, kissed him again, looking across at Peter mischievously. "We show "im French kiss," she added to Pennell, and pouted out her lips to his.
"Well, now you "ave come, what do you want?" demanded the girl on the arm of Peter"s chair. "Sit down," she said imperiously, patting the seat, "and talk to me."
Peter laughed more lightly than he felt. "Well, I want a drink," he said, at random. "Pen," he called across the room, "what about that drink?" The girl by him reached over and touched a bell. As she did so, Peter saw the curls that cl.u.s.tered on her neck and caught the perfume of her hair. It was penetrating and peculiar, but not distasteful, and it did all that it was meant to do. He bent, and kissed the back of her neck, still marvelling at himself.
She straightened herself, smiling. "That is better. You aren"t so cold as you pretended, cherie. Now kiss me properly," and she held up her face.
Peter kissed her lips. Before he knew it, a pair of arms were thrown about his neck, and he was being half-suffocated with kisses. He tore himself away, disgusted and ashamed.
"No!" he cried sharply, but knowing that it was too late.
The girl threw herself back, laughing merrily, "Oh, you are funny!" she said. "Lucienne, take your boy away; I want to talk to mine."
Before he could think of a remonstrance, it was done. Pennell and the other girl got up from the bed where they had been whispering together, and left the room. "Pennell!" called Peter, too late again, jumping up.
The girl ran round him, pushed the door to, locked it, and dropped the key down the neck of her dress. "Voila!" she said gaily.
There came a knock on the door. "Non, non!" she cried in French. "Take the wine to Mlle. Lucienne; I am busy."
Peter walked across the room to her. "Give me the key," he said, holding out his hand, and changing his tactics. "Please do. I won"t go till my friend comes back. I promise."
The girl looked at him. "You promise? But you will "ave to find it."
He smiled and nodded, and she walked deliberately to the bed, undid the front of her costume, and slipped it off. Bare necked and armed, she turned to him, holding open the front of her chemise. "Down there," she said.
It was a strange moment and a strange thing, but a curious courage came back to Peter in that second. Without hesitation, he put his hand down and sought for the key against her warm body. He found it, and help it up, smiling. Then he moved to the door, pushed the key in the keyhole, and turned again to the girl. "There!" he said simply.
With a gesture of abandon, she threw herself on the bed, propping her cheek on her hand and staring at him. He sat down where Pennell had sat, but made no attempt to touch her, leaning, instead, back and away against the iron bed-post. She pulled up her knees, flung her arms back, and laughed. "And now, monsieur?" she said.
Peter had never felt so cool in his life. His thoughts raced, but steadily, as if he had dived into cold, clear water. He smiled again, unhesitatingly, but sadly. "Dear," he said deliberately, "listen to me. I have cheated you by coming here to-day, though you shan"t suffer for it.
I did not want anything, and I don"t now. But I"m glad I"ve come, even though you do not understand. I don"t want to do a bit what my friend is doing. I don"t know why, but I don"t. I"m engaged to a girl in England, but it"s not because of that. I"m a chaplain too--a cure, you know--in the English Army; but it"s not because of that."
"Protestant?" demanded the girl on the bed.
He nodded. "Ah, well," she said, "the Protestant ministers have wives.
They are men; it is different with priests. If your fiancee is wise, she wouldn"t mind if you love me a little. She is in England; I am here--is it not so? You love me now; again, perhaps, once or twice. Then it is finished. You do not tell your fiancee and she does not know. It is no matter. Come on, cherie!"
She held out her hands and threw her head back on the pillow.
Peter smiled again. "You do not understand," he said. "And nor do I, but I must be different from some men. I do not want to."
"Ah, well," she exclaimed brightly, sitting up, "another time! Give me my dress, monsieur le cure."
He got up and handed it to her. "Tell me," he said, "do you like this sort of life?"
She shrugged her white shoulders indifferently. "Sometimes," she said--"sometimes not. There are good boys and bad boys. Some are rough, cruel, mean; some are kind, and remember that it costs much to live these days, and one must dress nicely. See," she said deliberately, showing him, "it is lace, fine lace; I pay fifty francs in Paris!"
"I will give you that," said Peter, and he placed the note on the bed.
She stared at it and at him. "Oh, I love you!" she cried. "You are kind!
Ah, now, if I could but love you always!"
"Always?" he demanded.
"Yes, always, always, while you are here, in Le Havre. I would have no other boy but you. Ah, if you would! You do not know how one tires of the music-hall, the drinks, the smiles! I would do just all you please--be gay, be solemn, talk, be silent, just as you please! Oh, if you would!"
Half in and half out of her dress, she stood there, pleading. Peter looked closely at the little face with its rouge and powder.
"You hate that!" she exclaimed, with quick intuition. "See, it is gone. I use it no more, only a leetle, leetle, for the night." And she ran across to the basin, dipped a little sponge in water, pa.s.sed it over her face, and turned to him triumphantly.
Peter sighed. "Little girl," he said sadly, hardly knowing that he spoke.
"I cannot save myself: how can I save you?"
"Pouf!" she cried. "Save! What do you mean?" She drew herself up with an absurd gesture. "You think me a bad girl? No, I am not bad; I go to church. Le bon Dieu made us as we are; it is necessaire."