"He has? Then he has found out the Secretary also?"
"There is indeed a distance between his Grace and my lord," Darrell admitted.
"When rogues fall out! A fine saying that, Darrell. And what of the King?"
"My lord tells me that the King swears he won"t sleep o" nights till he has laid a certain troublesome fellow by the heels."
"And where is that same troublesome fellow?"
"So near me that, did I serve the King as I ought, Robert would now be on his way with news for my Lord Arlington."
"Then His Majesty"s sentiments are mighty unkind towards me? Be at peace, Darrell. I am come to London to seek him."
"To seek him? Are you mad? You"ll follow Phineas Tate!"
"But I have a boon to ask of the King. I desire him to use his good offices with my Lord Quinton. For I am hardly a fit match for my lord"s daughter, and yet I would make her my wife."
"I wonder," observed Darrell, "that you, Simon, who, being a heretic, must go to h.e.l.l when you die, are not more careful of your life."
Then we both fell to laughing.
"Another thing brings me to London," I pursued. "I must see Mistress Gwyn."
He raised his hands over his head.
"Fill up the measure," said he. "The King knows you came to London with her and is more enraged at that than all the rest."
"Does he know what happened on the journey?"
"Why, no, Simon," smiled Darrell. "The matter is just that. The King does not know what happened on the journey."
"He must learn it," I declared. "To-morrow I"ll seek Mistress Gwyn. You shall send Robert to take her pleasure as to the hour when I shall wait on her."
"She"s in a fury with the King, as he with her."
"On what account?"
"Already, friend Simon, you"re too wise."
"By Heaven, I know! It"s because Mlle. de Querouaille is so good a Catholic?"
Darrell had no denial ready. He shrugged his shoulders and sat silent.
Now although I had told Barbara that it was my intention to ask an audience from the King, I had not disclosed my purpose of seeing Mistress Nell. Yet it was firm in my mind--for courtesy"s sake. Of a truth she had done me great service. Was I to take it as though it were my right, with never a word of thanks? Curiosity also drew me, and that attraction which she never lost for me, nor, as I believe, for any man whose path she crossed. I was sure of myself, and did not fear to go.
Yet memory was not dead in me, and I went in a species of excitement, the ghost of old feelings dead but not forgotten. When a man has loved, and sees her whom he loves no more, he will not be indifferent; angry he may be, or scornful, amused he may be, and he should be tender; but it will not be as though he had not loved. Yet I had put a terrible affront on her, and it might be that she would not receive me.
As I live, I believe that but for one thing she would not. That turned her, by its appeal to her humour. When I came to the house in Chelsea, I was conducted into a small ante-chamber, and there waited long. There were voices speaking in the next room, but I could not hear their speech. Yet I knew Nell"s voice; it had for me always--ay, still--echoes of the past. But now there was something which barred its way to my heart.
The door in front of me opened, and she was in the room with me. There she was, curtseying low in mock obeisance and smiling whimsically.
"A bold man!" she cried. "What brings you here? Art not afraid?"
"Afraid that I am not welcome, yet not afraid to come."
"A taunt wrapped in civility! I do not love it."
"Mistress Nell, I came to thank you for the greatest kindness----"
"If it be kindness to help you to a fool!" said Mistress Nell. "What, besides your thanks to me, brings you to town?"
I must forgive her the style in which she spoke of Barbara. I answered with a smile:
"I must see the King. I don"t know his purposes about me. Besides, I desire that he should help me to my--fool."
"If you"re wise you"ll keep out of his sight." Then she began to laugh.
"Nay, but I don"t know," said she. Then with a swift movement she was by me, catching at my coat and turning up to me a face full of merriment.
"Shall we play a comedy?" she asked.
"As you will. What shall be my part?"
"I"ll give you a pretty part, Simon. Your face is very smooth; nay, do not fear, I remember so well that I needn"t try again. You shall be this French lady of whom they speak."
"I the French lady! G.o.d forbid!"
"Nay, but you shall, Simon. And I"ll be the King. Nay, I say, don"t be afraid. I swear you tried to run away then!"
"Is it not prescribed as the best cure for temptation?"
"Alas, you"re not tempted!" she said with a pout. "But there"s another part in the comedy."
"Besides the King and Mademoiselle?"
"Why, yes--and a great part."
"Myself by chance?"
"You! No! What should you do in the play? It is I--I myself."
"True, true. I forgot you, Mistress Nell."
"You did forget me, Simon. But I must spare you, for you will have heard that same charge of fickleness from Mistress Quinton, and it is hard to hear it from two at once. But who shall play my part?"
"Indeed I can think of none equal to it."
"The King shall play it!" she cried with a triumphant laugh, and stood opposite to me, the embodiment of merry triumph. "Do you catch the plot of my piece, Simon?"
"I am very dull," I confessed.
"It"s your condition, not your nature, Simon," Nell was so good as to say. "A man in love is always dull, save to one woman, and she"s stark-mad. Come, can you feign an inclination for me, or have you forgot the trick?"