She left the studio, and the two sat there, breathless, expectant. Sir Rupert was dining at Jocyln Hall, Lady Thetford was alone in high spirits, and Mrs. Weymore was admitted at once.
"I wonder how long you must wait?" said May Everard.
"Heaven knows! Not long, I hope, or I shall go mad with impatience."
An hour pa.s.sed--two--three, and still Mrs. Weymore was closeted with my lady, and still the pair in the studio waited.
CHAPTER XII.
MRS. WEYMORE"S STORY.
Lady Thetford sat up among her pillows and looked at her hired dependent with wide open eyes of astonishment. The pale, timid face of Mrs.
Weymore wore a look altogether new.
"Listen to your story! My dear Mrs. Weymore, what possible interest can your story have for me?"
"More than you think, my lady. You are so much stronger to-day than usual, and Sir Rupert"s marriage is so very near that I must speak now or never."
"Sir Rupert!" my lady gasped. "What has your story to do with Sir Rupert?"
"You will hear," Mrs. Weymore said, very sadly. "Heaven knows I should have told you long ago; but it is a story few would care to tell. A cruel and shameful story of wrong and misery; for, my lady, I have been cruelly wronged by one who was once very near to you."
Lady Thetford turned ashen white.
"Very near to me! Do you mean----"
"My lady, listen, and you shall hear. All those years that I have been with you, I have not been what I seemed. My name is not Weymore. My name is Thetford--as yours is."
An awful terror had settled down on my lady"s face. Her lips moved, but she did not speak. Her eyes were fixed on the sad, set face before her, with a wild, expectant stare.
"I was a widow when I came to you," Mrs. Weymore went on to say, "but long before I had known that worst widowhood, desertion. I ran away from my happy home, from the kindest father and mother that ever lived; I ran away and was married and deserted before I was eighteen years old.
"He came to our village, a remote place, my lady, with a local celebrity for its trout streams, and for nothing else. He came, the man whom I married, on a visit to the great house of the place. We had not the remotest connection with the house, or I might have known his real name.
When I did know him it was as Mr. Noel--he told me himself, and I never thought of doubting it. I was as simple and confiding as it is possible for the simplest village girl to be, and all the handsome stranger told me was gospel truth; and my life only began, I thought, from the hour I saw him first.
"I met him at the trout streams fishing, and alone. I had come to while the long, lazy hours under the trees. He spoke to me--the handsome stranger, whom I had seen riding through the village beside the squire, like a young prince; and I was only too pleased and flattered by his notice. It is many years ago, my lady, and Mr. Noel took a fancy to my pink-and-white face and fair curls, as fine gentlemen will. It was only fancy--never, at its best, love; or he would not have deserted me pitilessly as he did. I know it now; but then I took the tinsel for pure gold, and would as soon have doubted the Scripture as his lightest word.
"My lady, it is a very old story, and very often told. We met by stealth and in secret; and weeks pa.s.sed and I never learned he was other than what I knew him. I loved with my whole foolish, trusting heart, strongly and selfishly; and I was ready to give up home, and friends and parents--all the world for him. All the world, but not my good name, and he knew that; and, my lady, we were married--really and truly and honestly married, in a little church in Berkshire, in Windsor; and the marriage is recorded in the register of the church, and I have the marriage certificate here in my possession."
Mrs. Weymore touched her bosom as she spoke, and looked with earnest, truthful eyes at Lady Thetford. But Lady Thetford"s face was averted and not to be seen.
"His fancy for me was as fleeting as all his fancies; but it was strong enough and reckless enough whilst it lasted to make him forget all consequences. For it was surely a reckless act for a gentleman, such as he was, to marry the daughter of a village schoolmaster.
"There was but one witness to our marriage--my husband"s servant--George Vyking. I never liked the man; he was crafty, and cunning, and treacherous, and ready for any deed of evil; but he was in his master"s confidence, and took a house for us at Windsor and lived with us, and kept his master"s secrets well."
Mrs. Weymore paused, her hands fluttering in painful unrest. The averted face of Lady Thetford never turned, but a smothered voice bade her go on.
"A year pa.s.sed, my lady, and I still lived in the house at Windsor, but quite alone now. My punishment had begun very early; two or three months sufficed to weary my husband of his childish village girl, and make him thoroughly repent his folly. I saw it from the first--he never tried to hide it from me; his absence grew longer and longer, more and more frequent, until at last he ceased coming altogether. Vyking, the valet, came and went; and Vyking told me the truth--the hard, cruel, bitter truth, that I was never to see my husband more.
""It was the maddest act of a mad young man"s life," Vyking said to me, coolly, "and he"s repented of it, as I knew he would repent. You"ll never see him again, mistress, and you needn"t search for him, either.
When you find last winter"s snow, last autumn"s partridges, then you may hope to find him."
""But I am his wife," I said; "nothing can undo that--his lawful, wedded wife."
""Yes," said Vyking, "his wife fast enough; but there"s the law of divorce, and there"s no witness but me alive, and you can do your best; and the best you can do is to take it easy and submit. He"ll provide for you handsomely; and when he gets the divorce, if you like, I"ll marry you myself."
"I had grown to expect some such revelation, I had been neglected so long. My lady, I don"t speak of my feelings, my anguish and shame, and remorse and despair--I only tell you here simple facts. But in the days and weeks which followed, I suffered as I never can suffer again in this world.
"I was held little better than a prisoner in the house at Windsor after that; and I think Vyking never gave up the hope that I would one day consent to marry him. More than once I tried to run away, to get on the track of my betrayer, but always to be met and foiled. I have gone down on my knees to that man Vyking, but I might as well have knelt to a statue of stone.
""I"ll tell you what we"ll do," he said, "we"ll go to London. People are beginning to look and talk about here; there they know how to mind their own business."
"I consented readily enough. My one hope now was to find the man who had wronged me, and in London I thought I stood a better chance that at Windsor. We started, Vyking and I; but driving to the station we met with an accident, our horse ran away and I was thrown out; after that I hardly remember anything for a long time.
"Weeks pa.s.sed before I recovered. Then I was told my baby had been born and died. I listened in a sort of dull apathy; I had suffered so much that the sense of suffering was dulled and blunted. I knew Vyking well enough not to trust him or believe him; but I was powerless to act, and could only turn my face to the wall and pray to die.
"But I grew strong, and Vyking took me to London, and left me in respectably-furnished lodgings. I might have escaped easily enough here, but the energy even to wish for freedom was gone; I sat all day long in a state of miserable, listless languor, heart-weary, heart-sick, worn out.
"One day Vyking came to my rooms in a furious state of pa.s.sion. He and his master had quarreled. I never knew about what; and Vyking had been ignominiously dismissed. The valet tore up and down my parlor in a towering pa.s.sion.
""I"ll make Sir Noel pay for it, or my name"s not Vyking," he cried. "He thinks because he"s married an heiress he can defy me now. But there"s a law in this land to punish bigamy; and I"ll have him up for bigamy the moment he"s back from his wedding tour."
"I turned and looked at him, but very quietly, "Sir Noel," I said. "Do you mean my husband?"
""I mean Miss Vandeleur"s husband now," said Vyking. "_You"ll_ never see him again, my girl. Yes, he"s Sir Noel Thetford, of Thetford Towers, Devonshire; and you can go and call on his pretty new wife as soon as she comes home."
"I turned away and looked out of the window without a word. Vyking looked at me curiously.
""Oh! we"ve got over it, have we; and we"re going to take it easy and not make a scene? Now that"s what I call sensible. And you"ll come forward and swear Sir Noel guilty of bigamy?"
""No," I said, "I never will."
""You won"t--and why not?"
""Never mind why. I don"t think you would understand if I told you--only I won"t."
""Couldn"t you be coaxed?"
""No."
""Don"t be too sure. Perhaps I could tell you something that might move you, quiet as you are. What if I told you your baby did not die that time, but was alive and well?"
"I knew a scene was worse than useless with this man, tears and entreaties thrown away. I heard his last words and started to my feet with outstretched hands.