Hearing his words, Chang felt a warm stretching in her heart as it filled with an almost burning warmth. Curling a fist to her chest in his arms Chang let the tears fall freely."Hey, why are you crying?" Feeling the wetness against his chest and her shoulders shaking Liang JianAmal could not help but sigh helplessly.
"Why is she crying I thought saying that would make her happy."
"I can"t help it, I just am." Sniffling a little Chang wiped her tears against him. "You"ve only told me that like twice."
"Has it only been twice? No matter, I do prefer to tell you with my touch." As he spoke Liang JianAmal ran his fingers up her spine lightly, starting from the base of her tailbone.
"Oh my G.o.d." Shocked by his sudden action Chang stiffened in his arms feeling the lingering tingle. "You"re such an animal, you just can"t be serious can you?"
"You know that you love it though."
Unable to deny his words but not wanting to encourage his beastly behavior, Chang stayed silent with her head tucked to his chest.
"Fine you do not have to say it yet, your body has always been more honest than your mouth anyways I know that you love what I do to you." As he spoke came to rest on her lower back where her lace camisole had rode up, exposing the skin beneath. Feeling her face burning Chang ground her head into him willing him to stop talking.
"Which brings me to a a serious thought that I have had in my mind and wanted to talk to you about."
"What is it Jian?"
"You have lost too much weight over the time since I last saw you. I have already told you that I prefer when you have more to touch and hold on to."
"G.o.d be serious you animal!" Hitting his chest lightly with one fist Chang demonstrated her embarra.s.sment. "Now I"m going to tell you like I told Justin, I"m healthy you don"t need to worry. I am just fashionably slim."
"I am being serious actually. It worries me how thin you have become, I can feel all your bones prominently on the surface, especially around your ribs. This is not healthy my love." As he spoke Liang Jian Amal pressed his hands against her ribs to demonstrate.
"I may have been a little on the under side but I a.s.sure you I am healthy."
"No, do not be stubborn either and listen to the truth in my words. Chang if your mother saw how you looked now there is no doubt in my mind that it would break her heart. You have been neglecting yourself and it is apparent."
"Though I am glad to see that over the past few days, you have gotten a bit of a glow back to your cheeks, which pleases me. To h.e.l.l with what you called fashionably thin, I would rather see you healthy and happy, bursting with your natural beauty."
Unable to say anything in response to his words, Chang merely swallowed the lump in her throat.
"Chang I want to hear you promise me that you will never abuse yourself like this, no matter the reason. Cherish yourself more, for me." Pushing her away at the shoulders Liang Jian Amal waited to hear her answer him.
"I promise Jian." A little overwhelmed Chang answered in a small voice feeling her red rimmed eyes start to heat up again.
"Good girl." Pleased with her obediant answer he gave her a reward peck between her brows.
"You know sometimes Jian, I think that I really don"t deserve you." Smiling to herself Chang traced small circles in his chest feeling the defined muscles.
"Maybe, if you feel that way then you should work harder to appease me."
"How so?" Curious Chang tilted her head to look at him. In the darkness she could barely make out his features but he appeared to be smirking at her. Realizing what he meant Chang curled her hand into a fist against him and refused to answer his statement.
"Just go to sleep you animal!"
"Heh I will, but you should know I am being serious."
"Oh I realize that." Rolling her eyes in her head Chang spoke sarcastically.
"Well as long as you do."
"Good night Jian." Snorting to herself Chang just shook her head and got comfortable next to him before speaking again.
"Good night qin"ai." A few seconds after she spoke, Chang heard his low reply before drifting into a comfortable dreamless sleep.