"And do you write yourself?" queried Hilary, looking scrutinisingly at the sensitive, intellectual face, and antic.i.p.ating the answer before it came.
"A little. Yes! It is my great consolation. My name is Herbert Rayner, Miss Bertrand. I may as well introduce myself as there is no one to do it for me. I suppose you have come up to town on a visit with your father. You have lived in the Lake district for the last few years, have you not? I envy you having such a lovely home."
Hilary elevated her eyebrows in doubtful fashion. "In summer it is perfectly delightful, but I don"t like country places in winter. We are two miles from a village, and three miles from the nearest station, so you can imagine how quiet it is, when it gets dark soon after four o"clock, and the lanes are thick with snow. I was glad to come back to London for a change. This is the first grown-up party I have been to in my life."
Mr Rayner smiled a little, repeating her words and lingering with enjoyment on the childish expression. "The first _party_! Is it indeed? I only wish it were mine. I don"t mean to pretend that I am bored by visiting, as is the fashionable position nowadays. I am too fond of seeing and studying my fellow-creatures for that ever to be possible, but a first experience of any kind has an interest which cannot be repeated. I am like you, I don"t like winter. I feel half alive in cold weather, and would like to go to bed and stay there until it was warm again. There is no country in the world more charming than England for seven months of the year, and none so abominable for the remaining five. If it were not for my work I would always winter abroad, but I am obliged to be in the hum of things. How do you manage to amuse yourself in the Lakes?"
"We don"t manage at all," said Hilary frankly. "At least, I mean we are very happy, of course, because there are so many of us, and we are always having fun and jokes among ourselves; but we have nothing in the way of regular entertainments, and it gets awfully dull. My sisters and I had a big grumbling festival on New Year"s Day, and told all our woes to father. He was very kind, and said he would see what could be done, and that"s why I came up to London--to give me a little change."
"I see!" Mr Rayner looked into the girl"s face with a scrutinising look. "So you are dull and dissatisfied with your surroundings. That"s a pity! You ought to be so happy, with such a father, brothers, and sisters around you, and youth, and health! It seems to me that you are very well off."
Hilary put up her chin with an air of offended dignity. For one moment she felt thoroughly annoyed, but the next, her heart softened, for it was impossible to be vexed with this interesting stranger, with his pathetic, pain-marked face. Why had he used that word "consolation" in reference to his work? And why did his voice take that plaintive note as he spoke of "youth and health"? "I shall ask father about him," said Hilary to herself; and just at that moment Mr Bertrand came rushing across the room with tardy remembrance.
"My dear child, I forgot all about you. Are you all right? Have you had some coffee? Have you found anyone to--er--" He turned a questioning glance upon the other occupant of the seat, knitted his brows for a second, and then held out his hand, with an exclamation of recognition. "Rayner! How are you? Glad to see you again. I was only talking of you to Moss the other day. That last thing of yours gave me great pleasure--very fine indeed. You are striding ahead! Come and lunch with me some day while I am in town. I should like to have a chat. Have you been making friends with my daughter? Much obliged to you for entertaining her, I have so many old friends here that I don"t know which way to turn. Well, what day will you come? Will Tuesday suit? This is my present address, and my kind hostess allows me to ask what guests I will. There was something I had specially on my mind to ask you. Tuesday, then--half-past one! Good-bye till then. Hilary, I will look you up later on. Glad you are so well entertained." He was off again, flying across the room, scattering smiles and greetings as he went, while the two occupants of the corner seat exchanged glances of amus.e.m.e.nt.
"That"s just like father. He gets so excited that he flies about all over the house, and hardly knows what he is doing."
"He is delightfully fresh and breezy; just like his books. And now you would like some refreshments. They are in the little room over there.
I shall be happy to accompany you, if you will accept my somewhat--er-- inefficient escort."
Hilary murmured some words of thanks, a good deal puzzled to understand the meaning of those last two words. Somewhat to her surprise, her new friend had not risen to talk to her father, and even now, as she stood up in response to his invitation, he remained in his seat, bending forward to grope behind the curtains. A moment later he drew forth something at the sight of which Hilary gave an involuntary exclamation of dismay. It was a pair of crutches; and as Mr Rayner placed one under each arm and rose painfully to his feet, a feeling of overpowering pity took possession of the girl"s heart. Her eyes grew moist, and a cry of sympathy forced themselves from her trembling lips.
"Oh--I--I"m _sorry_!" she gasped, with something that was almost a sob of emotion, and Mr Rayner winced at the sound as with sudden pain.
"Thank you," he said shortly. "You are very kind. I"m--I"m used to it, you know. This way, please." And without another word he led the way towards the refreshment room, while Hilary followed, abashed and sorrowful.
CHAPTER SEVEN.
AN "AT HOME."
Hilary asked her father many questions about the new acquaintance, and took great interest in what he had to tell.
"Clever fellow, clever fellow; one of the most promising of the younger men. I expect great things of him. Yes, lame, poor fellow! a terrible pity! Paralysis of the lower limbs, I hear. He can never be better, though I believe there is no reason why he should get worse. It"s a sad handicap to such a young man, and, of course, it gives a melancholy cast to his mind. It was kind of him to entertain you so nicely--very kind indeed."
Hilary gave her head a little tilt of displeasure. Why should it be "kind" of Mr Rayner to talk to her? Father seemed to think she was a stupid little girl, on whom no grown-up person would care to waste their time; but Mr Rayner had not seemed at all bored by her conversation, and when some friends had tried to take him away, he had excused himself, and preferred to remain in the quiet corner.
When Tuesday came, and Mr Rayner arrived, Mr Bertrand was busy writing, and despatched his daughter to amuse his guest until he should have finished his letters. "Tell him I won"t be more than ten minutes; and he must excuse me, like a good fellow, for I am obliged to catch this post," he said, and Hilary went into the long drawing-room, to find her new friend seated on the couch, with his crutches by his side. He was looking better than when she had seen him last, and had a mischievous smile on his face.
"Good morning, Miss Two Shoes!" he cried, and Hilary gave a little start of consternation.
"Oh, h-ush! They don"t know--I didn"t tell them. Miss Carr would never stop talking about it, and father would tease me to death. I only said that I had forgotten to put the slippers on coming home, which was quite true. It was rather awkward, for they belonged to Miss Carr. She insisted on lending them to me at the last moment. The servants would be surprised when they found them behind the curtains the next morning, wouldn"t they?"
"They would!" said Mr Rayner drily, and there was a peculiar smile upon his face which Hilary could not understand. "So they were not yours, after all. I thought the size seemed rather--excessive! I promise not to betray you if you would rather keep the secret, but if the story gave as much pleasure to your father as it has done to me, it seems rather selfish to keep it from him. I have had the heartiest laughs I have known for months past, thinking of the tragic incident of the scarlet slippers!"
"Please don"t!" said Hilary; but she laughed as she spoke, and so far from being offended, was quite thankful to hear that she had been the means of giving some amus.e.m.e.nt to the new friend. "I have been hearing all about you from father," she continued, nodding her head at him cheerily. "He has promised to give me one of your books to read when we get back to Clearwater. Will you please write your name in my autograph book? I brought it downstairs on purpose. There are pens and ink on this little table."
Mr Rayner smiled, but made no objections. He took a very long time over the signature, however, and when Hilary took up the book, she saw that each leg of the H ended in the shape of a dainty little shoe, so finely done that it would probably escape the notice of anyone who was not critically inclined.
"Too bad," she cried laughingly; "I am afraid you are going to be as persistent as father in keeping up the joke."
"They are the proper slippers, you observe--not the woollen atrocities,"
replied Mr Rayner; and Hilary was still rejoicing in the discovery that he could be mischievous like other people, when the door opened, and her father came rushing into the room.
Luncheon was served immediately afterwards, and when it was over, Mr Bertrand carried off the young man to have a private talk in the library. They did not make their appearance until the afternoon was well advanced, and when they did, the drawing-room was full of people, for it was Miss Carr"s "At home" day, and the presence of Austin Bertrand, the celebrated novelist, brought together even more visitors than usual.
Hilary had not found the entertainment at all amusing. It seemed absurd to her innocent mind that people should come to see Miss Carr, and exchange no further word with her than "How d"you do," and "Good-bye,"
and though the hum of conversation filled the room, most of the visitors were too old and too grand to take any notice of a girl just out of the schoolroom. A few young girls accompanied their mothers, but though they eyed Hilary wistfully, they would not speak without the introduction which Miss Carr was too busy to give. One girl, however, stared more persistently than the rest, and Hilary returned her scrutiny with puzzled curiosity. She was a tall, elegant girl, but there was something in the wavy line of the eyebrows which seemed strangely familiar, and she had a peculiar way of drawing in her lips, which brought back a hundred misty recollections. Where had she seen that face before? Hilary asked herself, staring fixedly at the stranger.
The stranger began to smile; a flash of recollection pa.s.sed across each face, and the next moment they were clasping hands, and exclaiming in mutual recognition--
"Hilary!"
"Madge!"
"The idea of meeting you here! I haven"t seen you since we were tiny little dots at school. I thought you lived ever so far away--up in the North of England."
"So we do; but we are here on a visit. Madge! how grown-up you are!
You are only six months older than I, but you look ever so much more than that. How are you, and what are you doing, and how are all your brothers and sisters? Lettice will be so interested to know I have seen you."
"Dear Lettice, yes! She was a nice girl. So affectionate, wasn"t she?
I should like to see her again. Perhaps I may, for father has taken a house at Windermere for next summer, and if you are not far away, we could often meet and go excursions together."
"Oh, how lovely! We are three miles from Windermere station, but we have a pony carriage and bicycles, and could drive over to see you. Do sit down, Madge. I don"t know anyone here, and it is so dull sitting by myself in a corner."
"I am afraid I can"t. I am with mother, you see, and she doesn"t like to be left alone. Perhaps I shall see you again before I go!" And Madge Newcome nodded, and strolled off in a careless, indifferent manner which brought the blood to Hilary"s face. Mrs Newcome was talking to a group of friends and looked very well satisfied, so much so that Hilary suspected that the daughter"s anxiety had been more for herself than her mother, and that Miss Madge did not appreciate the attractions of sitting in a quiet corner.
"It"s very unkind, when I told her I knew n.o.body; but she was a selfish girl at school. She doesn"t want to stay with me, that"s the truth. I wish this horrid afternoon would come to an end!" she told herself dolefully, and it was with unconcealed delight that at last she heard the sound of Mr Rayner"s crutches, and welcomed that gentleman to a seat by her side. He looked brighter than she had yet seen him, and had evidently been enjoying himself upstairs.
"Well," he said cheerily, "here you are in the midst of the merry throng! Have you had a pleasant time? Not! Why, how"s that? I thought you enjoyed seeing a crowd of people."
"I thought I did, but I find I don"t like it so much as I expected,"
said Hilary dejectedly. "When people are talking and laughing all round, and I am left to keep myself company in a corner, it isn"t at all amusing. I suppose there are a great many celebrated people here, but I don"t know one from the other, so I am no wiser."
"Never mind, I know them all. We will sit here quietly, and when anyone interesting comes along, I will let you know. Your father has been so kind to me, and has encouraged me until I feel as strong as a giant, and greedy for work. He has asked me to come down to the Lakes to visit you some time in spring, so I may see you again before long. Now then! one of those ladies over there on the sofa is the d.u.c.h.ess of M---. Guess which of the three she is!"
"Oh, I know; the pretty one, of course, with the blue dress, and the bonnet with the cream lace."
"Wrong! Guess again."
"The dark one with the beaded cape!"
"Wrong again! It is the grey-haired lady in the corner."
Hilary gasped, and stared aghast at the stout, shabby lady, who looked everything that was motherly and pleasant, but as different as possible from her ideas of what a d.u.c.h.ess ought to be. Then Mr Rayner went on to point out a poet, a painter of celebrated pictures, and half-a-dozen men and women whose names the girl had known from her youth, but who all seemed terribly disappointing in reality. She expressed her opinions in a candid manner, which seemed vastly to amuse her hearer, and they were so merry together that Hilary saw many envious glances directed towards their corner, and realised that other people were envying her in their turn. Madge Newcome came up to say good-bye, before leaving, and elevated her eyebrows in a meaning manner towards Mr Rayner.
"You seem to be having a pleasant time. I think Mr Rayner has such an interesting face, but people say he is so stiff and reserved that it is impossible to know him."