"How can you read while watching for someone?"
"Ah, I know what is in the book-" He held it up; it was The Hunting of the Snark. "-so that leaves my eyes free for watching."
Johnny began to like this young man. "Are there boo-jums about?"
"No, for we haven"t softly and silently vanished away. But would we notice it if we did? I must think it over. Are you a detective, too?"
"No, I-uh-I travel in elephants."
"A fine profession. But not much for you here. We have giraffes-" He raised his voice above the music of the calliope and let his eyes rove around the carousel. "-camels, two zebras, plenty of horses, but no elephants. Be sure to see the Big Parade; there will be elephants."
"Oh, I wouldn"t miss it!"
"You musn"t. It will be the most amazing parade in all time, so long that it will never pa.s.s a given point and every mile choked with wonders more stupendous than the last. You"re sure you"re not the man I"m looking for?"
"I don"t think so. But see here-how would you go about finding a lady with a dog in this crowd?"
"Well, if she comes here, I"ll let you know. Better go down on Ca.n.a.l Street. Yes, I think if I were a lady with a dog I"d be down on Ca.n.a.l Street. Women love to mask; it means they can unmask."
Johnny stood up. "How do I get to Ca.n.a.l Street?"
"Straight through Central City past the opera house, then turn right at the Rose Bowl. Be careful then, for you pa.s.s through the Nebraska section with Ak-Sar-Ben in full sway. Anything could happen. After that, Calaveras County-Mind the frogs!-then Ca.n.a.l Street."
"Thank you so much." He followed the directions, keeping an eye out for the lady with a dog. Nevertheless he stared with wonder at the things he saw as he threaded through the gay crowds. He did see a dog, but it was a seeing-eye dog-and that was a great wonder, too, for the live clear eyes of the dog"s master could and did see anything that was going on around him, yet the man and the dog traveled together with the man letting the dog direct their way, as if no other way of travel were conceivable, or desired, by either one.
He found himself in Ca.n.a.l Street presently and the illusion was so complete that it was hard to believe that he had not been transported to New Orleans. Carnival was at height; it was Fat Tuesday here; the crowds were masked. He got a mask from a street vendor and went on.
The hunt seemed hopeless. The street was choked by merry-makers watching the parade of the Krewe of Venus. It was hard to breathe, much harder to move and search. He eased into Bourbon Street-the entire French Quarter had been reproduced-when he saw the dog.
He was sure it was the dog. It was wearing a clown suit and a little peaked hat, but it looked like his dog. He corrected himself; it looked like Bindlestiff.
And it accepted one of the frankfurters gratefully. "Where is she, old fellow?" The dog woofed once, then darted away into the crowd. He tried to follow, but could not; he required more clearance. But he was not downhearted; he had found the dog once, he would find him again. Besides, it had been at a masked ball that he had first met Martha, she a graceful Pierrette, he a fat Pierrot. They had watched the dawn come up after the ball and before the sun had set again they had agreed to marry.
He watched the crowd for Pierrettes, sure somehow that the dog"s mistress would costume so.
Everything about this fair made him think even more about Martha, if that were possible. How she had traveled his territory with him, how it had been their habit to start out, anywhere, whenever a vacation came along. Chuck the Duncan Hines guide and some bags in the car and be off. Martha . . . sitting beside him with the open highway a broad ribbon before them . . . singing their road song America the Beautiful and keeping him on key: "-thine alabaster cities gleam, undimmed by human tears-"
Once she had said to him, while they were bowling along through-where was it? The Black Hills? The Ozarks? The Poconos? No matter. She had said, "Johnny, you"ll never be President and I"ll never be First Lady, but I"ll bet we know more about the United States than any President ever has. Those busy, useful people never have time to see it, not really."
"It"s a wonderful country, darling."
"It is, it is indeed. I could spend all eternity just traveling around in it-traveling in elephants, Johnny, with you."
He had reached over and patted her knee; he remembered how it felt.
The revelers in the mock French Quarter were thinning out; they had drifted away while he daydreamed. He stopped a red devil. "Where is everyone going?"
"To the parade, of course."
"The Big Parade?"
"Yes, it"s forming now." The red devil moved on, he followed.
His own sleeve was plucked. "Did you find her?" It was Mrs. Evans, slightly disguised by a black domino and clinging to the arm of a tall and elderly Uncle Sam.
"Eh? Why, h.e.l.lo, Mrs. Evans! What do you mean?"
"Don"t be silly. Did you find her?"
"How did you know I was looking for anyone?"
"Of course you were. Well, keep looking. We must go now." They trailed after the mob.
The Big Parade was already pa.s.sing by the time he reached its route. It did not matter, there was endlessly more to come. The Holly, Colorado, Boosters were pa.s.sing; they were followed by the prize Shiner drill team. Then came the Veiled Prophet of Khora.s.san and his Queen of Love and Beauty, up from their cave in the bottom of the Mississippi . . . the Anniversary Day Parade from Brooklyn, with the school children carrying little American flags . . . the Rose Parade from Pasadena, miles of flowered-covered floats . . . the Indian Powwow from Flagstaff, twenty-two nations represented and no buck in the march wearing less than a thousand dollars" worth of hand-wrought jewelry. After the indigenous Americans rode Buffalo Bill, goatee jutting out and hat in hand, locks flowing in the breeze. Then was the delegation from Hawaii with King Kamehamela himself playing Alii, Lord of Carnival, with royal abandon, while his subjects in dew-fresh leis pranced behind him, giving aloha to all.
There was no end. Square dancers from Ojai and from upstate New York, dames and gentlemen from Annapolis, the Cuero, Texas, Turkey Trot, all the Krewes and marching clubs of old New Orleans, double flambeaux blazing, n.o.bles throwing favors to the crowd-the King of Zulus and his smooth brown court, singing: "Everybody who was anybody doubted it-"
And the Mummers came, "taking a suit up the street" to Oh Dem Golden Slippers. Here was something older than the country celebrating it, the shuffling jig of the masquers, a step that was young when mankind was young and first celebrating the birth of spring. First the fancy clubs, whose captains wore capes worth a king"s ransom-or a mortgage on a row house-with fifty pages to bear them. Then the Liberty Clowns and the other comics and lastly the ghostly, sweet string bands whose strains bring tears.
Johnny thought back to "44 when he had first seen them march, old men and young boys, because the proper "shooters" were away to war. And of something that should not be on Broad Street in Philadelphia on the first day of January, men riding in the parade because, merciful Heaven forgive us, they could not walk.
He looked and saw that there were indeed automobiles in the line of march-wounded of the last war, and one G.A.R., hat square, hands folded over the head of his cane. Johnny held his breath and waited. When each automobile approached the judges" stand, it stopped short of it, and everyone got out. Somehow, with each other"s help, they hobbled or crawled past the judging line, under their own power-and each club"s pride was kept intact.
There followed another wonder-they did not get back into the automobiles, but marched up Broad Street.
Then it was Hollywood Boulevard, disguised as Santa Claus Lane, in a production more stupendous than movieland had ever attempted before. There were baby stars galore and presents and favors and candy for all the children and all the grown-up children, too. When, at last, Santa Claus"s own float arrived, it was almost too large to be seen, a veritable iceberg, almost the North Pole itself, with John Barrymore and Mickey Mouse riding one on each side of Saint Nicholas.
On the tail end of the great, icy float was a pathetic little figure. Johnny squinted and recognized Mr. Emmett Kelly, dean of all clowns, in his role as Weary Willie. Willie was not merry-oh, no, he was shivering. Johnny did not know whether to laugh or to cry. Mr. Kelly had always affected him that way.
And the elephants came.
Big elephants, little elephants, middle-sized elephants, from pint-sized Wrinkles to mighty Jumbo . . . and with them the bull men, Chester Conklin, P. T. Barnum, Waffle Beery, Mowgli. "This," Johnny said to himself, "must be Mulberry Street."
There was a commotion on the other side of the column; one of the men was shooing something away. Then Johnny saw what it was-the dog. He whistled; the animal seemed confused, then it spotted him, scampered up, and jumped into Johnny"s arms. "You stay with me," Johnny told him. "You might have gotten stepped on."
The dog licked his face. He had lost his clown suit, but the little peaked cap hung down under his neck. "What have you been up to?" asked Johnny. "And where is your mistress?"
The last of the elephants were approaching, three abreast, pulling a great carriage. A bugle sounded up front and the procession stopped. "Why are they stopping?" Johnny asked a neighbor.
"Wait a moment. You"ll see."
The Grand Marshal of the march came trotting back down the line. He rode a black stallion and was himself brave in villain"s boots, white pegged breeches, cutaway, and top hat. He glanced all around.
He stopped immediately in front of Johnny. Johnny held the dog more closely to him. The Grand Marshal dismounted and bowed. Johnny looked around to see who was behind him. The Marshal removed his tall silk hat and caught Johnny"s eye. "You, sir, are the Man Who Travels in Elephants?" It was more a statement than a question.
"Uh? Yes."
"Greetings, Rex! Serene Majesty, your Queen and your court await you." The man turned slightly, as if to lead the way.
Johnny gulped and gathered Bindlestiff under one arm. The Marshal led him to the elephant-drawn carriage. The dog slipped out of his arms and bounded up into the carriage and into the lap of the lady. She patted it and looked proudly, happily, down at Johnny Watts. "h.e.l.lo, Johnny! Welcome home, darling!"
"Martha!" he sobbed-and Rex stumbled and climbed into his carriage to embrace his queen.
The sweet voice of a bugle sounded up ahead, the parade started up again, wending its endless way-
"-ALL YOU ZOMBIES-".
2217 TIME ZONE V (EST) 7 Nov 1970 NYC-"Pop"s Place": I was polishing a brandy snifter when the Unmarried Mother came in. I noted the time-10.17 P.M. zone five or eastern time November 7th, 1970. Temporal agents always notice time & date; we must.
The Unmarried Mother was a man twenty-five years old, no taller than I am, immature features and a touchy temper. I didn"t like his looks-I never had-but he was a lad I was here to recruit, he was my boy. I gave him my best barkeep"s smile.
Maybe I"m too critical. He wasn"t swish; his nickname came from what he always said when some nosy type asked him his line: "I"m an unmarried mother." If he felt less than murderous he would add: "-at four cents a word. I write confession stories."
If he felt nasty, he would wait for somebody to make something of it. He had a lethal style of in-fighting, like a female cop-one reason I wanted him. Not the only one.
He had a load on and his face showed that he despised people more than usual. Silently I poured a double shot of Old Underwear and left the bottle. He drank, poured another.
I wiped the bar top. "How"s the "Unmarried Mother" racket?"
His fingers tightened on the gla.s.s and he seemed about to throw it at me; I felt for the sap under the bar. In temporal manipulation you try to figure everything, but there are so many factors that you never take needless risks.
I saw him relax that tiny amount they teach you to watch for in the Bureau"s training school. "Sorry," I said. "Just asking, "How"s business?" Make it "How"s the weather?" "
He looked sour. "Business is O.K. I write "em, they print "em, I eat."
I poured myself one, leaned toward him. "Matter of fact," I said, "you write a nice stick-I"ve sampled a few. You have an amazingly sure touch with the woman"s angle."
It was a slip I had to risk; he never admitted what pennames he used. But he was boiled enough to pick up only the last. ""Woman"s angle!"" he repeated with a snort. "Yeah, I know the woman"s angle. I should."
"So?" I said doubtfully. "Sisters?"
"No. You wouldn"t believe me if I told you."
"Now, now," I answered mildly, "bartenders and psychiatrists learn that nothing is stranger than the truth. Why, son, if you heard the stories I do-well, you"d make yourself rich. Incredible."
"You don"t know what "incredible" means!"
"So? Nothing astonishes me. I"ve always heard worse."
He snorted again. "Want to bet the rest of the bottle?"
"I"ll bet a full bottle." I placed one on the bar.
"Well-" I signaled my other bartender to handle the trade. We were at the far end, a single-stool s.p.a.ce that I kept private by loading the bar top by it with jars of pickled eggs and other clutter. A few were at the other end watching the fights and somebody was playing the juke box-private as a bed where we were. "O.K.," he began, "to start with, I"m a b.a.s.t.a.r.d."
"I mean it," he snapped. "My parents weren"t married."
"Still no distinction," I insisted. "Neither were mine."
"When-" He stopped, gave me the first warm look I ever saw on him. "You mean that?"
"I do. A one-hundred-percent b.a.s.t.a.r.d. In fact," I added, "No one in my family ever marries. All b.a.s.t.a.r.ds."
"Don"t try to top me-you"re married." He pointed at my ring.
"Oh, that." I showed it to him. "It just looks like a wedding ring; I wear it to keep women off." That ring is an antique I bought in 1985 from a fellow operative-he had fetched it from pre-Christian Crete. "The Worm Ouroboros . . . the World Snake that eats its own tail, forever without end. A symbol of the Great Paradox."
He barely glanced at it. "If you"re really a b.a.s.t.a.r.d, you know how it feels. When I was a little girl-"
"Wups!" I said. "Did I hear you correctly?"
"Who"s telling this story? When I was a little girl- Look, ever hear of Christine Jorgenson? Or Roberta Cowell?"
"Uh, s.e.x change cases? You"re trying to tell me-"
"Don"t interrupt or swelp me, I won"t talk. I was a foundling, left at an orphanage in Cleveland in 1945 when I was a month old. When I was a little girl, I envied kids with parents. Then, when I learned about s.e.x-and, believe me, Pop, you learn fast in an orphanage-"
"I know."
"I made a solemn vow that any kid of mine would have both a pop and a mom. It kept me "pure," quite a feat in that vicinity-I had to learn to fight to manage it. Then I got older and realized I stood darned little chance of getting married-for the same reason I hadn"t been adopted." He scowled. "I was horse-faced and buck-toothed, flat-chested and straight-haired."
"You don"t look any worse than I do."
"Who cares how a barkeep looks? Or a writer? But people wanting to adopt pick little blue-eyed golden-haired morons. Later on, the boys want bulging b.r.e.a.s.t.s, a cute face, and an Oh-you-wonderful-male manner." He shrugged. "I couldn"t compete. So I decided to join the W.E.N.C.H.E.S."
"Eh?"
"Women"s Emergency National Corps, Hospitality & Entertainment Section, what they now call "s.p.a.ce Angels"-Auxiliary Nursing Group, Extraterrestrial Legions."
I knew both terms, once I had them chronized. Although we now use still a third name; it"s that elite military service corps: Women"s Hospitality Order Refortifying & Encouraging s.p.a.cemen. Vocabulary shift is the worst hurdle in time-jumps-did you know that "service station" once meant a dispensary for petroleum fractions? Once on an a.s.signment in the Churchill Era a woman said to me, "Meet me at the service station next door"-which is not what it sounds; a "service station" (then) wouldn"t have a bed in it.
He went on: "It was when they first admitted you can"t send men into s.p.a.ce for months and years and not relieve the tension. You remember how the wowsers screamed?-that improved my chances, volunteers were scarce. A gal had to be respectable, preferably virgin (they liked to train them from scratch), above average mentally, and stable emotionally. But most volunteers were old hookers, or neurotics who would crack up ten days off Earth. So I didn"t need looks; if they accepted me, they would fix my buck teeth, put a wave in my hair, teach me to walk and dance and how to listen to a man pleasingly, and everything else-plus training for the prime duties. They would even use plastic surgery if it would help-nothing too good for Our Boys.
"Best yet, they made sure you didn"t get pregnant during your enlistment-and you were almost certain to marry at the end of your hitch. Same way today, A.N.G.E.L.S. marry s.p.a.cers-they talk the language.
"When I was eighteen I was placed as a "mother"s helper." This family simply wanted a cheap servant but I didn"t mind as I couldn"t enlist till I was twenty-one. I did housework and went to night school-pretending to continue my high school typing and shorthand but going to a charm cla.s.s instead, to better my chances for enlistment.
"Then I met this city slicker with his hundred dollar bills." He scowled. "The no-good actually did have a wad of hundred dollar bills. He showed me one night, told me to help myself.
"But I didn"t. I liked him. He was the first man I ever met who was nice to me without trying to take my pants off. I quit night school to see him oftener. It was the happiest time of my life.
"Then one night in the park my pants did come off."