"So they said to get you someplace secure and to make sure you kept your mouth shut. About then, you messaged for a sit-down. I had to deal with the feds, so I sent Hounds."
"Why him?"
Barlolome waved a hand.
"Because he"s old school. Because he hates Washington suits. Because I didn"t think he could be bought by the feds to take you to the airport to be flown to Gitmo."
Park looked at the drawer full of black T-shirts he"d bought when Rose became ill. He"d thrown out all his old ones. Kept just the blacks. One less decision to be made every day. He stared at them as if one might have greater value than the others.
Then he closed the drawer and put on the shirt already in his hands.
"Now?"
Bartolome looked around the bedroom.
"Now you make the call. Dreamer is still your beat if you want it. Busts of scale. Real busts. Not this conspiracy bulls.h.i.t. Or you deal with what you got here at home. My job, I"ve been doing it too long to do anything any other way. Someone tells me what I"m after, I find my guys, send them after it. Make busts. I make busts. You, your wife. You"ve been a cop a couple years. Time comes, you need to deal with what"s here, no one will have anything to say about that. I won"t have anything to say about that. Your call."
Park was looking at the bed. Would he see it differently if he slept? Was exhaustion making him paranoid? The modern world record for staying awake, before SLP, was held by Randy Gardner. Eleven days. When sleepless went their first eleven days, they called it pulling a Randy. Park knew he hadn"t pulled a Randy, but he couldn"t remember being up this long before. If he crawled into bed and switched off the light, what would happen? Would he sleep and find sense again when he woke? Or, once in the dark, would he find sleep had abandoned him as it had his wife?
He thought about Kleiner.
Bartolome was looking out the window again.
Park came to the window and looked out at his wife.
"My deal is to do my job."
Bartolome looked at him, took his sungla.s.ses from his breast pocket, covered his eyes, and walked to the door.
"Get some sleep, Haas. It"ll all make more sense when you get some sleep."
Park waited until he heard the captain"s Explorer start in the driveway and pull away down the street. Then he walked out to the front of the house and unlocked the hatchback of the Subaru. He shoved the trash, first-aid, and roadside emergency kits out of the way, lifted the carpet flap, and exposed the spare. Reaching inside, he took out Hydo"s travel drive and his own red-spine journal. He slammed the hatch closed, went back into the house, and ripped open the property envelope Bartolome had given him on the ride home; the thumb drive he"d copied his reports on spilled out.
He took his father"s watch from his back pocket and buckled it around his wrist and checked the time.
He"d sleep later.
A FULL-THICKNESS, or third-degree, burn occurs when the epidermis is lost entirely, with partial damage to the fatty superficial fascia below. Such a burn is characterized by charring of the skin, black necrotic tissue, loss of sweat glands and sense of touch. Exposure to a temperature of roughly 160 degrees Fahrenheit for one second is enough to produce such a burn in an adult.
Lead-based solder requires a temperature between 482 and 572 degrees Fahrenheit. Lead-free solder requires 662 to 752 degrees. There was no way to say for certain which solder the iron was designed for, but it seemed certain that even at its lowest possible setting it was bound to leave a mark.
Something more than a slight touch was likely to bore through the epidermis, dermis, fascia, muscle, and allow the man wielding the tool to burn his initials into my bones if he cared to.
How fortunate that he had yet to touch me with the iron. Which is not to say that it didn"t do its job admirably when held a centimeter from the skin. He"d not started with my genitals. Well trained, he left himself something to escalate to. He started instead with the pockets of tender skin behind my knees.
I focused, at first, on the dead animals in the room. The collection of three was the work of a Minnesota artist whose medium was "salvaged roadkill." One of the pieces was composed of two flayed and gutted squirrel carca.s.ses posed as if dancing a jitterbug. One was a cow eye preserved in a jar of Formalin. And one was a very lifelike black cat with the spread wings of a blackbird attached to its shoulders.
Elements in my apocalypse collection, they had occasionally served me as barometers of human nature, measuring the extent to which certain people had been deadened to revulsion by their reactions at seeing them lined up on a shelf in the bookcase. None of the men in the room had given them more than a glance. But they were worthy of a second look. Excellent craft had gone into their making. The jitterbugging squirrels and the cow eye were gallery pieces, the winged cat was a special commission I had waited over a year to receive. I"d requested a large cat, and the artist had had to wait until an appropriate corpse became available. In the end she"d asked if I would accept a calico dyed black. I did. The dimensions were my primary concern; the authenticity of color was never an issue. Its girth anch.o.r.ed the entire bookcase; everything on the shelves referred back to it. The black-winged cat in its book-lined aerie.
It became impossible to continue along that line of thought, however. The smell of burning hair and seared skin had become punctuated by a whiff of rendered fat. My scream shocked me from my reverie, and I became aware again of the questions that were being asked.
"Is your employer political or criminal?"
The question had been asked many times, but, for some reason, it was only at that moment that the humor of it struck me, and as my scream diminished, I laughed.
There was a general pause in the room. The man inventorying my data and records looked up from the laptop he was currently trying to access without my pa.s.sword. The man at the windows took the binoculars from his eyes. The interrogator glanced away from his script. And the man with the soldering iron pulled it from my leg, holding it poised in the air like a quill that he would soon dip again into a well of ink.
They waited out my moment of hysteria, knowing that if they forged on I might well slip over an edge and become insensible for several hours. My composure returned in a matter of moments, but I continued to laugh for a full three minutes. Laughter, they say, is the best medicine. I have never accepted that bit of homespun, but I indulged myself nonetheless.
I used some of the time to flex my right leg what little bit my bonds would allow, rea.s.suring myself that no permanent damage had yet been done to the ligaments and muscles in my knee. I used the rest of the few minutes to release whatever tensions the false laughter could shake loose. I needed a degree of relaxation from which to rebuild my concentration. Which is how I used the final moments I had to myself. Fixing, this time, on a canvas by Wu Shanzhuan, "Today No Water--Chapter 29."
Covering most of the wall opposite the floor-to-ceiling windows looking over the city, the reds of the painting glowed when a proper Los Angeles sunset lit the sky. Dense with schematic images of architecture, religion, anatomy, geometry, and plumbing, all intertwined with English and Chinese text. My eyes settled of their own will on the words "open box." I pictured lifting the lid from a shoe box. Peeling the tape from a cardboard carton. Prying the top from a crate. Easing open a clamsh.e.l.l jewelry case. I tried to reconstruct in detail the inner workings of a cla.s.sic box escape no longer in vogue but very popular among stage magicians of the nineteenth century. Wishing, when the soldering iron was newly applied to my inner thigh, that it was only a box I was trapped in.
"Are your employers political or criminal?"
I did not laugh this time.
7/10/10.
CAN THAT BE right? Is it still the tenth? This morning was what? Yes, it"s the tenth. This morning was when I sat in the car and wrote here before going to the high school. A little over twelve hours since I stashed the journal and travel drive in the spare before going.
Francine came out with the baby and told me Rose was in the bedroom trying to meditate. I took the baby from Francine, she started to cry. After Francine left I didn"t want to go into the bedroom and disturb Rose. The meditation doesn"t work as well as it used to, but sometimes she can still put herself into a slight trance. She says it"s not like sleeping at all, but she gets perspective.
Perspective.
Captain Bartolome didn"t say anything about the murders at the gold farm. He didn"t say anything about Hydo"s drive. The feds who came here didn"t search the house after they found the safe. They only took my police reports, the DR33M3R, and the slides. If they had known about the drive and the file with Cager"s name on it they would have looked for it also.
They don"t know about the drive.
Captain Bartolome and the Washington suits don"t know Cager did business with the gold farmers.
They only came for the DR33M3R and my reports. They took the fingerprints because they were right there in the safe.
My reports. I mention the murders.
The drive?
No, I didn"t. I hid it from Bartolome. It"s not in the reports. But the murders are. They won"t care. Yes, they will. If they know that Cager did some kind of business with Hydo Chang, they will care. But they didn"t know about the drive. So they don"t know I was there.
But they will when they read the reports.
What then?
What do they want? They want to keep the Afronzos clean. And? What else? Anything? Why am I here? Why am I working Dreamer? If they don"t want the Afronzos implicated in DR33M3R trade and they know Cager is using it for barter, why look for DR33M3R trade?
Perspective. They don"t think like I do. They think like they do.
Father used to say something about being posted on foreign soil: "It"s not their job, Parker, to accommodate our ways, it is our job to understand theirs. Once we understand how they think, we can begin to predict their behavior. Once our predictions become accurate, we can begin to manipulate their behavior. That is diplomacy."
Perspective.
They know there is something to be found. They know Cager is selling Dreamer. They know that it will cause trouble if he is found. But they have the police, me, investigating anyway.
Because?
Because they don"t want anyone to know. Because they don"t want anyone they can"t control to find out. If it leaks, if their system leaks, they have to know first. People they control have to know first.
To find leaks. To find leaks that lead to Cager and the Afronzo family. To find the leaks before anyone else does so they can be patched.
I"m a plumber.
Rose. Are you reading this? You gave me this book. I write in it, and I think of you. Are you reading this?
I am a plumber.
They have me doing their dirty work for them. Rose. I thought. I don"t know what. I thought there was a reason for the time I spent away from you and the baby. I thought this was something that was essential. If the world is going to be normal again, if we are all going to be sane again, if the baby is going to be safe, I thought this was something that had to be done. I thought that I had to be a police officer. When Captain Bartolome offered it to me, I thought that this was the job I needed to do. To make things better. I am such an innocent.
No, that"s wrong; innocent is the last thing I am. You are wrong about that, Rose. But I am naive. And proud. To think that I thought I was doing something to help save the world.
I am their plumber.
I am doing maintenance on the world they are making. I am a fool.
Perspective.
Don"t whine, Rose would say. Don"t f.u.c.king whine. Do something about it.
She won"t talk to me. Still. After Captain Bartolome left I went to the yard to try and talk to her. When I left in the morning I told her I would be back soon. And I wasn"t. Francine said she found Rose rigid at the foot of the crib, watching the baby cry. Talking to herself, saying again and again, "This is my baby, this is my baby." She didn"t want to take her out of the crib. She was afraid that she would forget where and when she was, forget the baby, and put her down somewhere dangerous. She spent all day at the crib, afraid to touch the crying baby, telling herself who she is, when it is, and who the baby is. She shouldn"t talk to me.
Rose, you"re right not to talk to me. I left you alone.
And I am going to leave you alone again.
I can"t take care of the baby, you said.
But I have to try. They"ve used me to help them bury the old world. Our world. The baby"s world. The one she deserves. The one we promised her. I can"t let that happen. I can"t protect her in the world they"re trying to make. You could. I can"t. I can"t take care of her there. But I can take care of her in the world they want to kill. I have to live in that world. If I step into theirs, try to live by their rules, I"ll lose her.
I can"t lose you both.
I remember everything you said.
"How am I going to be able to look after you?" you asked.
I shook my head and told you that you didn"t have to. And you kind of sighed like you always did when you thought I wasn"t getting something. "No, I mean, really, how am I gonna look the f.u.c.k after you?"
I told you that I was okay.
You were staring at the ceiling.
"You"re such a, G.o.d I hate to use the word, but you"re such an innocent. I mean, how am I supposed to walk away from that?"
Don"t walk away from me, Rose.
I am not innocent.
But do not walk away from me.
Chapter 18.
BEENIE WASN"T ANSWERING HIS PHONE.
He hadn"t gone with Park to the gallery. When Cager had made a point of not inviting him along, Park had been about to insist, but Beenie had shook his head. His long day was over. He had miles to ride to get back home. He was looking forward to smoking a little of the opium before the ride. Taking a bicycle in and out of the stalled and abandoned cars of L.A. was a surreal pleasure. He wanted to compound that enjoyment. And he was looking forward to sleep. He knew his sleep would not be truly dreamless, but with a little luck he wouldn"t remember the dreams when he woke.
He"d told Park not to worry, he didn"t want to go to the gallery. He didn"t want to be driven home. He wanted to ride and to sleep. Outside Denizone, when Park had reached out to shake hands, Beenie had given him a one-arm embrace that was too brief for Park to return.
"If you"re around the farm tomorrow, I"ll maybe see you there, bro."
Park had wanted to tell him not to go to the farm. Stay away. But Cager was nearby, Twittering, texting, messaging, sending his thoughts into the night.
He planned to call Beenie early. Tell him he"d heard there was trouble at the farm. Keep clear. It could wait until then.
But then everything had gone wrong. Too much time had pa.s.sed. And Beenie wasn"t answering his phone. The Washington suits had photographs of Park and Cager at the club. They had to have photos of Cager and Beenie as well.
And Beenie wasn"t answering his phone. Park pictured him with his wrists chained to ankle restraints, a bag over his head, in the air somewhere between Los Angeles and Guantanamo.
Driving southwest on Washington Boulevard, Park hit redial again, and again it flipped over to voice mail. He"d tried the call fifteen times. For half of the attempts he"d not been about to get service at all. The network was jammed.
Waiting in line at a new checkpoint just east of the PCH, Park looked back toward Hollywood. Above the north-south border of the Santa Monica Freeway, the sky was thick with gunship searchlights. Smoke rose, lit from below in flickering yellow, orange, and red. Without any elevation, it was difficult to pinpoint which areas had been blacked out, but it was clear from the quality of the ground light that entire neighborhoods were without power. Whether that was by design of SoCal TOC, caused by the usual unannounced easing of strain on the grid, or the result of an attack like the rocket Bartolome had told him about, was impossible to know.
What was clear, the only thing that was clear, was that a great deal of h.e.l.l was breaking out. If he needed any further evidence, he could simply look at one of the lighted signs that loomed at intervals all over the city. The usual traffic advisories, long become a local joke, had been replaced by a single flashing message: MARTIAL LAW HAS BEEN INVOKED IN THE FOLLOWING AREASLOS ANGELES COUNTYSANTA MONICAMALIBUWEST HOLLYWOOD.
And so on. The list was long. It ended with a scrolling notice that if you were reading the message, you should go immediately to someplace where you could no longer read it. Get the h.e.l.l inside. Advice that most people seemed to be heeding. The traffic had not flowed so smoothly even before the outbreak of SLP.
Park had seen the LAPD directives for martial law. He knew the extraordinary police powers invoked through Patriot II. Knowing what the police were empowered to do, he a.s.sumed the military had a weapons-free policy that would allow them to shoot at the least provocation, without regard for consequences mortal or legal.
Long before it was his turn at the checkpoint, he had hung his badge from his neck and done a mental inventory of the car to a.s.sure himself that there were no drugs or weapons anywhere but in the spare tire. When he pulled forward to the barrier of abandoned cars resting on blown-out tires and bent rims, he realized that the greatest danger was not that he would be shot as a suspected looter, but that one of the terrified young Guards might flinch at the sound of distant gunfire and riddle his car with an entire M4 clip.
A very young black man with sergeant"s bars and a drawl from well below the Mason-Dixon approached the car.
"Sir, turn off your vehicle, please, sir."
Keeping his left hand visible on the steering wheel, Park switched off the engine with his right and brought it immediately back into view of the Guards.