"Mr. Henderson?" He shook his head. "Your daughter ever go to Taft?" I said.
"No," Henderson said.
His voice was still reasonable, but it was sounding a little shaky.
"Do you know who her friends were?" I said. "Her roommate, maybe, at school."
Mrs. Henderson stood up quite suddenly.
"Get out," Mrs. Henderson said. "Get out of my house, you nosy f.u.c.king n.i.g.g.e.r lover."
Her daughter was too recently dead for me to debate her about race and justice. Or even nosiness. Henderson got to his feet and put a hand on her shoulder, she shrugged away from it. The skin on her face seemed too tight, and the structure of the skull showed beneath it.
"And if you do succeed in getting that son of a b.i.t.c.h out of jail I will find a way to kill him myself," she said.
"You"d better go," Henderson said to me. "We have nothing to say to you."
"I"m sorry I had to intrude," I said.
"Just get out of here," Mrs. Henderson said.
Which is what I did. Driving back to Boston I watched the joggers moving around the reservoir in the bright fall morning. I remembered once again why I had dreaded the parents. I"d been talking to the next of kin of various victims for a long time now and had seen all the grief I ever wanted to. It was hard to rate grief The loss of a mate seemed to elicit as much grief as the loss of a child. But nothing came close to the rage level of grieving parents. Because she had called me a n.i.g.g.e.r lover didn"t mean she would frame a black man. The police chief at Pemberton had called Alves a n.i.g.g.e.r, too. Didn"t mean he would frame a black man either. On the other hand, none of this meant Alves wasn"t framed. Be good to find out something that meant something.
At Cleveland Circle I turned left and went up a block to Commonwealth Ave. and headed in town that way. Near State Police Headquarters at 1010 Commonwealth, I found a convenient spot at a bus stop and parked and went in to talk with a cop I knew.
Healy was at his desk in the Criminal Investigation Division, of which he was the commander. He and I had worked on a case up in Smithfield about twenty years ago, and he"d helped me out now and then since. He was gray-haired and wiry, and not as tall as I was, though as far as I could tell it didn"t bother him.
"Whaddya need today," Healy said when I walked in.
"Maybe I"m just stopping in to say hi."
"Okay," Healy said, "hi."
"And maybe to ask you if you know anything about that murder in Pemberton about eighteen months ago."
"Maybe that too, huh?" Healy said. "College kid?"
"Yeah," I said. "According to the trial transcript, a State detective named Miller was on it."
"Yeah, Tommy Miller."
"You follow the case?"
"Not really. As I remember it, it was pretty open and shut. Two eyewitnesses saw the perp kidnap her, right?"
"So they tell me."
"So why are you asking about it?" Healy said.
"Had a defense attorney right out of law school, she thinks he was innocent, and she botched the defense."
"And she hired you to get him off?"
"Sort of. She works for Cone, Oakes now, and she got them to hire me."
"Must be a nice change of pace for you," Healy said, "a client who can pay."
"Nothing wrong with it," I said. "How"s Miller?"
"He"s all right. Probably a little rough around the edges. Thinks being a State cop makes him important."
"Tough guy?"
Healy shrugged.
"Compared to who?" he said. "Compared to some high school kid with a loud mouth and a nose full of dope, he"s tougher than sc.r.a.p iron. Compared to Hawk, say, or me... or you." Healy shrugged.
"He ambitious?"
"He"s an eager beaver," Healy said. "Probably want to be CID commander someday."
"Think he"ll make it?"
"Not soon," Healy said.
"How is he as an investigator?"
"Far as I know he"s pretty good. I don"t like him. But he clears his cases and mostly they result in convictions that stand. He doesn"t cut a lot of corners."
"How is he on race?" Healy shrugged.
"No worse than most," he said. "Your guy black?"
"Yeah."
"You think he got railroaded because of that?"
"I don"t know," I said. "Everywhere I go I keep hearing n.i.g.g.e.r n.i.g.g.e.r. And everywhere I go people stonewall me."
Healy nodded slowly. He was in shirt sleeves, sitting back in his chair, with one foot propped on the edge of his desk.
"Well, it could be," Healy said. "I"m a white Irish guy, been a cop thirty-five years. Heard a lot of n.i.g.g.e.r n.i.g.g.e.r. Sometimes it"s because you"re dealing with a bunch of ignorant racist a.s.sholes, and sometimes it"s because the black guy has done something bad and everyone"s mad at him. But they"re not mad at him because he"s black, you unnerstand? They"re mad at him because he did the bad thing, and "n.i.g.g.e.r"s" a convenient thing to call him. I don"t know about Miller. But what I do know is that race matters less to most cops than the media likes to make out. You know? You arrest some black guy with a rap sheet three and a half yards long, and the media questions you. Is it because he"s black? No, it"s because he"s got a rap sheet three and a half yards long. For a similar crime. It"s like the Stuart thing awhile back. The cops" information is that a black guy shot a white guy and his wife at the fringe of the black ghetto. They"re supposed to start shaking people down at Brae Burn Country Club?"
"I would have suspected at once," I said, "that he murdered his wife and wounded himself badly to cover it up."
"Yeah," Healy said, "happens all the time."
"Would Miller frame a guy?"
"Hey," Healy said, "the guy works for me."
"Would he?"
"Lotta cops would. Most of them wouldn"t frame an innocent guy," Healy said. "But a lot of them might help the evidence a little if they figured they had Mr. Right."
"If Mr. Right were black...?"
Healy shook his head.
"I don"t know," he said. "It wouldn"t make it less likely."
I thought about that while I got up and had a drink of spring water from the jug on top of Healy"s file cabinet.
"I"m going to have to talk with Miller," I said.
"He"s off today," Healy said. "I"ll ask him to stop by your office tomorrow."
"Thank you."
"Don"t let him scare you."
"I"ll keep reminding him I know you," I said.
"I"d rather you didn"t shame me in front of my men," Healy said.
"Self-defense," I said.
Chapter 10.
I MET SUSAN at the bar at Rialto, after her last appointment. The thank-G.o.d-it"s-evening crowd was still thin and we got a couple of stools at one end of the bar. Susan had a gla.s.s of Merlot. I ordered beer. Outside the big picture window behind us, the courtyard at Charles Square was gussied up for a band concert, and fall tourists were sitting around. the outdoor cafe guzzling large pink drinks, waiting for it to start.
"How is it going?" Susan said. "The Pemberton murder case?"
She drank a micro sip of wine.
"Everyone I talk to tells me that they won"t help me."
"It"s probably a pretty nasty wound for the people involved," Susan said.
"Even Ellis is not helpful," I said. "Hawk said it"s because a lifer can"t allow himself to hope."
"I wonder if Hawk has another life as a shrink," Susan said.
"I"m not sure about Hawk"s tolerance for bulls.h.i.t," I said.
"We don"t call it that," Susan said.
"What do you call it?" I said.
"Avoidance."
"I don"t think Hawk has too much tolerance for that either."
"Maybe not."
In the courtyard three musicians came and began to set up on the other side. People began to drift into the courtyard and stand around. It was still warm even though it was fall and most people were still coatless and shortsleeved.
"Have you thought about the baby?" Susan said.
"By which I a.s.sume you don"t mean Pearl," I said.
"That"s right," Susan said. "I don"t."
I took in a lot of air and let it out slowly. "I think it would be a mistake," I said.
"Um hmm," Susan said.
"I think we have reached maturity without children and that a baby at this point would very seriously compromise us."
"Why do you think so?" Susan said.
"A kid"s a lot of work," I said.
"You"re not afraid of work," Susan said. "Neither am I."
"Oh h.e.l.l, Suze, I know that. I just don"t want a kid, and I"m trying to think of good reasons why I don"t."
"Do you mind sharing me?"
"Yes."
"Is it more than that?"
"Yes."
"Do you know what it is?"
"No."
"Maybe you will," she said.
The way I loved her never varied. But how I liked her could go up and down, and it went down most when she was being professional. I drank a little more beer.