Thirtieth Episode
As the second sister"s battle ended, Mitsuki turned off the lights.
Did she get tired after fighting? Kazuki-san went to sleep as soon as she laid down.
Shizuki who is grabbing my hand on the futon starts sleeping.
Today there were so many things happening. Shizuki must have been very tired.
I feel like I forgot something very important, but, it shouldn"t be that important if I forgot about it.
I don"t feel sleepy at all. On the contrary, my libido is at the top so I feel the time going by slowly. It seems that the aphrodisiac"s effect has not expired.
What kind of medicine did Matsuki-san use? But, what happened? According to Shizuki"s rules, Matsuki-san can"t do anything to me. So she should be wishing for me to go for her.
I also understand Shizuki"s feelings, so I decided to prepare accordingly. But the other person is her mother. Besides, Shizuki is right next to me. It"s horrible to call out to her in this situation.
Although it"s possible to take Matsuki-san to the living room, the act of bringing it out, is quite a high hurdle.
Because her husband is no longer here, Matsuki-san can be said to be single. However, unlike Mitsuki, she has four children. And she is Shizuki"s mother. No matter how much I prepare, it"s not a person I can easily handle.
However, I have to overcome that high hurdle and take her hand. Matsuki-san is the core in this house. If that Matsuki-san broke again, this time the family will collapse for sure.
"Although Kazuki-san seems to have been saved already…"
While I was suffering, Matsuki-san"s voice quietly sounded in the dark.
"By the time I began to go crazy, my first daughter Yuzuki was already an adult. And as the person who saw me at my happiest moments, she felt that she had to protect this family…"
Matsuki-san let out a deep sigh after saying that.
"Precisely because she grew up to be a decent adult I think she couldn"t understand. Yuzuki desperately tried to restore this family to how it used to be, but it turned out to be counterproductive, and it seems that Mitsuki, Shizuki and Uzuki became weird as well. My memory of that time is ambiguous, so I can"t tell…"
Because she was normal, she can"t understand? Somehow, I feel like I can understand.
A family acting like that can"t be thought under common sense. So a daughter brought by common sense trying to protect such a family.
I want to return my family to how it used to be. The stronger the thoughts are, the more it will conflict with the family. It irritates, it collides, and It creates further conflicts which break each other even more.
"At that time, it was Kazuki who acted, Kazuki, like with Shizuki and Uzuki was greatly influenced by me acting like crazy, but she also knew the me that was happy, she is the only one standing on the boundary between sanity and insanity, so she was quite unstable, but she is at the same time a child who can understand both feelings"
I listened to Matsuki-san"s story, and I was strangely convinced. It surely seems like Kazuki-san"s spirit isn"t stable. However, I don"t feel a weakness in her like in Shizuki.
It feels like a toy walking on a stretched thread hanging on two cliffs and is swaying. It seems weak at first sight, but I feel such warmth like it will endure the swaying and even the air blowing. Besides, it"s like she is rushing.
"Kazuki kicked Yuzuki out of the house; I guess that she felt it was better for both of them that way. It seems that she argued quite a bit with her too, though at the end she left the house. Originally I was supposed to do it, but Kazuki took all the responsibility, and after that she continued protecting the family all by herself, so she got her head full of her family"
She took all the responsibility and isolated her family from others.
Kazuki-san told me that she is the representative of her family, but that wasn"t an exaggeration.
I mean, since she is protecting her family, she can be proud of being the representative. Such a thing seems to have become one of her strengths.
"But I was really surprised today, it should be my responsibility, but Shizuki was a child true to her heart, yet she was thinking about her family before herself. What am I doing, I wasn"t even looking at my own family, but I relied so much on Kazuki…"
True to her heart? Certainly. Shizuki was faithful to her desires when she was stalking me. But recently she started acting for me. And this proposal was for her family.
I was aware that her mind"s condition was changing, but I never thought that the change was this big because she was always with me. However, now that I"m being told this, I can"t help but admit that she has changed a lot.
"Fufu, you can laugh, even though Kazuki and Shizuki are trying so hard, all I want is to seek heal from Shizuki"s most important person. I hate myself, but I don"t want to run away anymore…"
In the dark, Matsuki-san"s quiet voice approaches little by little.
"Please, please. Please heal my weak heart. Please bind my weak mind. Please let me follow you, please order me, please… Take me"
The voice was closing in. And finally I felt the weight on my futon.
"If Shizuki"s mind was stabilized to this point, in the back of my mind I want to believe that this person can surely protect her no matter what happens. It"s easy to say it, but it"s not that easy. It may be rude, but I think that you are broken too"
I think you are broken. She whispered to my ear unexpectedly.
Well, yeah. I am aware that I"m most likely broken. But I think I"m okay because of my awareness.
"From your eyes, I guess that a beauty is reflected, but that isn"t true at all… No, that is the true that I know. Anyway, I don"t think I"m a beauty"
Even if we talk, I don"t think Matsuki-san will understand. It"s impossible to understand. The current state of this world is that the beauty values were reversed, that is the truth. The weird one is me.
"I told her that if she betrays me I will kill her. And then I would kill myself. Even if it"s only by mouth, it"s good. But for me, Shizuki was like a flower that I would never get. I got in my hands such Shizuki. I won"t let go. I won"t let her escape from me. I will certainly kill her if she runs away from me. And after I do, I will surely kill myself without hesitation"
When I said so while grinning, Matsuki-san laughs quietly at my ear.
"You are quite the opposite of my husband, aren"t you?"
A sweet voice whispers at my ear, most likely provoking me.
"(Former) Husband?"
At that, in the dark, Matsuki-san shows a funny smile.
"I still love my husband even now. And I still continue to wait for his return"
That sweet whisper stimulates my addiction.
This woman who is about to be embraced by me whispers to me that she still loves her husband, and says that she is still waiting for her husband to return home. It"s natural for me to get frustrated, and Matsuki-san said that because she knows that.
"So I can go neither forward nor backwards, I"m just standing in place"
Matsuki-san"s next words, no, Matsuki"s next words; I already know what they are.
"Please let me forget my husband"
As she whispered that, something soft was pushed onto my lips.
Even though I didn"t see the soft, moist thing, I know without looking. This soft feeling is from her lips overlapping mine.
There is a slight smell of alcohol.
Did she drink alcohol to help her get momentum? She couldn"t take action unless she borrowed power from the alcohol.
Really, how weak are you. However, If it"s to the extent that she can expose her weakness, it can be said that she became stronger.
"I apologize, but I don"t care about you forgetting your husband"
I said that and stretch my right hand, when I touched Matsuki with my hand, I start searching for her b.r.e.a.s.t.s.
At that, Matsuki reacts and moves her body out to me.
Her big breast was found soon and I grabbed it roughly.
This feels much softer than Shizuki"s and Mitsuki"s. And the nipple that is erect is bigger than Shizuki"s or Mitsuki"s.
It seems that Matsuki"s body is ready to accept a man.
"Because of the aphrodisiac that you used, I"m being troubled by my s.e.xual desire. Take responsibility and deal with my libido. Use your nasty and obscene body to help me with my libido"
I grab Matsuki"s big b.r.e.a.s.t.s with both hands, and order her while rubbing.
"You really have changed to request this ugly milf as m-myself to handle your libido"
Matsuki trembles due to me rubbing her b.r.e.a.s.t.s and whispers that with her sweet and hot voice, and then she blocks my lips again. And starts rubbing my crotch.
"I have served my husband with this body to make him pleasant, because of my ugliness; I accepted any embarra.s.sing acts that my husband asked of me. If you are ok with me, I will serve you"
Matsuki whispers with her sweet voice as she keeps rubbing my crotch.
Every time Matsuki speaks of her husband, a feeling of horniness and killing desire spring up inside me. I was confessed that her husband has trained her for so long, and my killing desire further rises.
A woman trained by someone unknown. I want to make such a woman surrender to me.
It seems that she kept her cool through the kiss. But, how far can she afford to keep her cool?
Can she stay like that treating me like a kid? Or will she go crazy from climaxing and forget all about her husband? It will be a sight to see.