"And yet you don"t think it all happened quite accidentally?"
"I never said that. The picture on this board shows that evolution had a direction. Across the aeons of time animals have evolved with increasingly complicated nerve systems-and an ever bigger brain. Personally, I don"t think that can be accidental. What do you think?"
"It can"t be pure chance that created the human eye. Don"t you think there is meaning in our being able to see the world around us?"
"Funnily enough, the development of the eye puzzled Darwin too. He couldn"t really come to terms with the fact that something as delicate and sensitive as an eye could be exclusively due to natural selection."
Sophie sat looking up at Alberto. She was thinking how odd it was that she should be alive now, and that she only lived this one time and would never again return to life. Suddenly she exclaimed: What matters our creative endless toil, When, at a s.n.a.t.c.h, oblivion ends the coil?
Alberto frowned at her.
"You must not talk like that, child. Those are the words of the Devil."
"The Devil?"
"Or Mephistopheles-in Goethe"s Faust "Was soil uns denn das ew"ge Schaffen! Geschaffenes zu nichts hinweg-zuraffenV "
"But what do those words mean exactly?"
"As Faust dies and looks back on his life"s work, he says in triumph: Then to the moment could I say: Linger you now, you are so fair!
Now records of my earthly day No flights of aeons can impair- Foreknowledge comes, and fills me with such bliss, I take my joy, my highest moment this."
"That was very poetic."
"But then it"s the Devil"s turn. As soon as Faust dies, he exclaims: A foolish word, bygone.
How so then, gone?
Gone, to sheer Nothing, past with null made one!
What matters creative endless toil, When, at a s.n.a.t.c.h, oblivion ends the coil?
"It is bygone"-How shall this riddle run?
As good as if things never had begun, Yet circle back, existence to possess: I"d rather have Eternal Emptiness."
"That"s pessimistic. I liked the first pa.s.sage best. Even though his life was over, Faust saw some meaning in the traces he would leave behind him."
"And is it not also a consequence of Darwin"s theory that we are part of something all-encompa.s.sing, in which every tiny life form has its significance in the big picture? We are the living planet, Sophie! We are the great vessel sailing around a burning sun in the universe. But each and every one of us is also a ship sailing through life with a cargo of genes. When we have carried this cargo safely to the next harbor-we have not lived in vain. Thomas Hardy expresses the same thought in his poem Transformations": Portion of this yew Is a man my grandsire knew, Bosomed here at its foot: This branch may be his wife, A ruddy human life Now turned to a green shoot.
These gra.s.ses must be made Of her who often prayed, Last century, for repose; And the fair girl long ago Whom I often tried to know May be entering this rose.
So, they are not underground, But as nerves and veins abound In the growths of upper air, And they feel the sun and rain, And the energy again That made them what they were!"
"That"s very pretty."
"But we will talk no more. I simply say next chapter!"
"Oh, stop all that irony!"
"New chapter, I said! I shall be obeyed!"
Freud
... the odious egoistic impulse that had emerged in her...
Hilde Moller Knag jumped out of bed with the bulky ring binder in her arms. She plonked it down on her writing desk, grabbed her clothes, and dashed into the bathroom. She stood under the shower for two minutes, dressed herself quickly, and ran downstairs.
"Breakfast is ready, Hilde!"
"I just have to go and row first."
"But Hilde... !"
She ran out of the house, down the garden, and out onto the little dock. She untied the boat and jumped down into it. She rowed around the bay with short angry strokes until she had calmed down.
"We are the living planet, Sophie! We are the great vessel sailing around a burning sun in the universe. But each and every of us is also a ship sailing through life with a cargo of genes. When we have carried this cargo safely to the next harbor-we have not lived in vain..."
She knew the pa.s.sage by heart. It had been written for her. Not for Sophie, for her. Every word in the ring binder was written by Dad to Hilde.
She rested the oars in the oarlocks and drew them in. The boat rocked gently on the water, the ripples slapping softly against the prow.
And like the little rowboat floating on the surface in the bay at Lillesand, she herself was just a nutsh.e.l.l on the surface of life.
Where were Sophie and Alberto in this picture? Yes, where were Alberto and Sophie?
She could not fathom that they were no more than "electromagnetic impulses" in her father"s brain. She could not fathom, and certainly not accept, that they were only paper and printer"s ink from a ribbon in her father"s portable typewriter. One might just as well say that she herself was nothing but a conglomeration of protein compounds that had suddenly come to life one day in a "hot little pool." But she was more than that. She was Hilde Moller Knag.
She had to admit that the ring binder was a fantastic present, and that her father had touched the core of something eternal in her. But she didn"t care for the way he was dealing with Sophie and Alberto.
She would certainly teach him a lesson, even before he got home. She felt she owed it to the two of them. Hilde could already imagine her father at Kastrup Airport, in Copenhagen. She could just see him running around like mad.
Hilde was now quite herself again. She rowed the boat back to the dock, where she was careful to make it fast. After breakfast she sat at the table for a long time with her mother. It felt good to be able to talk about something as ordinary as whether the egg was a trifle too soft.
She did not start to read again until the evening. There were not many pages left now.
Once again there was a knocking on the door.
"Let"s just put our hands over our ears," said Alberto, "and perhaps it"ll go away."
"No, I want to see who it is."
Alberto followed her to the door.
On the step stood a naked man. He had adopted a very ceremonial posture, but the only thing he had with him was the crown on his head.
"Well?" he said. "What do you good people think of the Emperor"s new clothes?"
Alberto and Sophie were utterly dumbfounded. This caused the naked man some consternation.
"What? You are not bowing!" he cried.
"Indeed, that is true," said Alberto, "but the Emperor is stark naked."
The naked man maintained his ceremonial posture. Alberto bent over and whispered in Sophie"s ear: "He thinks he is respectable."
At this, the man scowled.
"Is some kind of censorship being exercised on these premises?" he asked.
"Regrettably," said Alberto. "In here we are both alert and of sound mind in every way. In the Emperor"s shameless condition he can therefore not cross the threshold of this house."
Sophie found the naked man"s pomposity so absurd that she burst out laughing. As if her laughter had been a prearranged signal, the man with the crown on his head suddenly became aware that he was naked. Covering his private parts with both hands, he bounded toward the nearest clump of trees and disappeared, probably to join company with Adam and Eve, Noah, Little Red Riding-hood, and Winnie-the-Pooh.
Alberto and Sophie remained standing on the step, laughing.
At last Alberto said, "It might be a good idea if we went inside. I"m going to tell you about Freud and his theory of the unconscious."
They seated themselves by the window again. Sophie looked at her watch and said: "It"s already half past two and I have a lot to do before the garden party."
"So have I. We"ll just say a few words about Sigmund Freud."
"Was he a philosopher?"
"We could describe him as a cultural philosopher, at least. Freud was born in 1 856 and he studied medicine at the University of Vienna. He lived in Vienna for the greater part of his life at a period when the cultural life of the city was flourishing. He specialized early on in neurology. Toward the close of the last century, and far into our own, he developed his "depth psychology" or psychoa.n.a.lysis."
"You"re going to explain this, right?"
"Psychoa.n.a.lysis is a description of the human mind in general as well as a therapy for nervous and mental disorders. I do not intend to give you a complete picture either of Freud or of his work. But his theory of the unconscious is necessary to an understanding of what a human being is."
"You intrigue me. Go on."
"Freud held that there is a constant tension between man and his surroundings. In particular, a tension-or conflict-between his drives and needs and the demands of society. It is no exaggeration to say that Freud discovered human drives. This makes him an important exponent of the naturalistic currents that were so prominent toward the end of the nineteenth century."
"What do you mean by human drives?"
"Our actions are not always guided by reason. Man is not really such a rational creature as the eighteenth-century rationalists liked to think. Irrational impulses often determine what we think, what we dream, and what we do. Such irrational impulses can be an expression of basic drives or needs. The human s.e.xual drive, for example, is just as basic as the baby"s instinct to suckle."
"Yes?"
"This in itself was no new discovery. But Freud showed that these basic needs can be disguised or "sublimated," thereby steering our actions without our being aware of it. He also showed that infants have some sort of s.e.xuality. The respectable middle-cla.s.s Viennese reacted with abhorrence to this suggestion of the "s.e.xuality of the child" and made him very unpopular."
"I"m not surprised."
"We call it Victorianism, when everything to do with s.e.xuality is taboo. Freud first became aware of children"s s.e.xuality during his practice of psychotherapy. So he had an empirical basis for his claims. He had also seen how numerous forms of neurosis or psychological disorders could be traced back to conflicts during childhood. He gradually developed a type of therapy that we could call the archeology of the soul."
"What do you mean by that?"
"An archeologist searches for traces of the distant past by digging through layers of cultural history. He may find a knife from the eighteenth century. Deeper in the ground he may find a comb from the fourteenth century-and even deeper down perhaps an urn from the fifth century B.C."
"Yes?"
"In a similar way, the psychoa.n.a.lyst, with the patient"s help, can dig deep into the patient"s mind and bring to light the experiences that have caused the patient"s psychological disorder, since according to Freud, we store the memory of all our experiences deep inside us."
"Yes, I see."
"The a.n.a.lyst can perhaps discover an unhappy experience that the patient has tried to suppress for many years, but which has nevertheless lain buried, gnawing away at the patient"s resources. By bringing a "traumatic experience" into the conscious mind-and holding it up to the patient, so to speak-he or she can help the patient "be done with it," and get well again."
"That sounds logical."
"But I am jumping too far ahead. Let us first take a look at Freud"s description of the human mind. Have you ever seen a newborn baby?"
"I have a cousin who is four."
"When we come into the world, we live out our physical and mental needs quite directly and unashamedly. If we do not get milk, we cry, or maybe we cry if we have a wet diaper. We also give direct expression to our desire for physical contact and body warmth. Freud called this "pleasure principle" in us the id. As newborn babies we are hardly anything but id."
"Go on."
"We carry the id, or pleasure principle, with us into adulthood and throughout life. But gradually we learn to regulate our desires and adjust to our surroundings. We learn to regulate the pleasure principle in relation to the "reality principle." In Freud"s terms, we develop an ego which has this regulative function. Even though we want or need something, we cannot just lie down and scream until we get what we want or need."