There was a thunderclap that rocked the building, a wind jerked roughly and once at her clothing and her hair toward the spot where Haught had been, and her skull all but split with Haught"s voice thundering in it and into her soul and her bones and her gut.
Go home. She"s not there now. I"ll find you at the house.
There was threat implicit in that order. There was rage and jealousy and all promise what that power that racketed about her skull could do.
That and disgust for her soiling. Haught was always fastidious.
Dead man and d.a.m.ned drab. Wait for me.
She sobbed. It was different than a voice. It got into her soul and she had never felt so dirty and so small and so worthless to the world.
Stilcho hugged her head against his chest, hard. She heard his heart beating, which, through all her pain and her confusion, confounded her further; she had not thought it beat at all.
The door to Molin"s office slammed wide, hit the wall and started a cascade of books and papers about the feet of the apparition which staggered into the room half-naked and wild and going straight for him, his desk, his life. And the pottery globe which was/was not there. Molin flung himself in a dive which intercepted Niko in mid-lunge as they both skidded over the desktop and off it.
The sick man rolled and twisted and it was Molin who hit the ground on the bottom, Molin who had the wind half knocked from him and his skull cracked on the rebound of his neck as he tried to curl and save himself. Sparks exploded across his vision; Niko was trying to rip free, sweating, naked skin offering precious little purchase as he surged to his feet.
Molin grabbed Niko"s leg with both arms, rolled and brought the Stepson down in another sc.r.a.pe and clatter of furniture. The chair this time. As shouting closed in on the room and he had hope of help if he could only hang on to the madman who was trying to scrabble and twist round to get at him. He bent the leg and grabbed the ankle and got his own foot around to slam into Niko"s face.
"Get him," someone yelled from the doorway.
"Niko!" That shout was Tempus.
And something exploded through the window in a shower of gla.s.s, something that existed a moment in midair and then toppled in a tumble of black cloak, black hair and dusky skin that landed with a thump in front of Molin"s dazed eyes.
Ischade lay on the floor like a dead thing, eyes open, lips apart, a strand of her black hair lying across her open eyes without a reaction at all, her bare arm outflung, fingers curled in the light of the broken window. Blood welled up in cuts on that arm-did not spurt, but only leaked, slowly, to pool under the arm, amid the fragments of gla.s.s. All this he had time to see: Niko had suddenly gone limp as Molin sprawled atop him. Ischade lay not breathing at all and he was desperately afraid that Niko was not breathing either.
He pushed himself up on his arms, had help as a strong hand grabbed him and pulled, and Tempus waded in, shoved the oak desk aside to get room and grabbed Niko up in his arms.
"He collapsed," Molin said, "he-just-"
Reason tottered. He felt himself pulled up and set aside like a child, and the Froth Daughter let him go and sank down to grab Tempus"s arm as he held onto Niko.
"I can"t get through," Tempus shouted in desperation. "Dammit, Stormbringer-let me get to him!"
"You can"t go in there," Jihan yelled. Her fingers closed on his arm and dented the muscle. "She"s there, Riddler, she"s in there, and you want it too much-Stay here!"
It was wreckage, everywhere wreckage. Ischade cast about her in the woods, with the wind blowing everything to wrack and the trees creaking and groaning in the gusts. A stream ran there, and it was clear water around its edges, but its center was blood; and in the center of the blood was a thread of black, like corruption.
She knew where the attack came from. She clutched her cloak about her to shield herself from it as best she could and ran with her back to the wind, trying to find the lost soul whose refuge this was. A little bit of h.e.l.l had crept in and settled in the meadow. A great deal of it was not that far away, and there was in a place this numinous a great deal of what it could use, if her enemy was an utter fool and let it in.
A tree gave way at the roots and crashed down, taking others with it, showering her with its ruin. She had no magic in this place. She had nothing but her mind, and that was unfocused, chaotic as this place was chaotic: she was the worst of helps for it, a raw Power without a center of her own, an existence without a reason. It was the worst of places for her to come.
The ground quaked. Thunder rolled and a voice pursued her without words, a shrieking shout that impelled the winds and stung with mortal cold.
She stumbled upon a tumble of rocks, a little rise, a place where a guardian waited, faceless, selfless, a pale shape that shone with inner light and its hands glowing more terribly than its face as it lifted them to bar her way, light against her black, certainty against her doubt. It had had a name once, and she suddenly knew it: once she knew that name, it took on shape and became Janni, a torn and failing ghost that blew in tatters in the wind.
"I need his help," she said. "Janni, I need yours."
She had raised only his Seeming out of h.e.l.l; the part of Janni that stood there flaring with light came on loan from elsewhere, an elsewhere with which she had as little to do as possible, wanting its expensive bargains no more than h.e.l.l"s.
But he had come for this. To stand here. For h.e.l.l"s reason: revenge; and a reason out of that other place: raw devotion. It shone out of him like a candle through paper, and made his face unbearable: she flinched and avoided the sight of it. He blinded. He burned the eyes and left his imprint when she looked aside, so that a shadow-Janni drifted in front of her eyes when a shining hand at the edge of her vision indicated the sleeper by the streamside.
"Niko," she said, and exerted all the power she had stored, one vast push against the wind and the acc.u.mulated ruin of this place. "Niko. Nikodemos.
Stealth, it"s not your time. Do you hear me?"
Mine, a voice said on the wind. d.a.m.n you. d.a.m.n you, Ischade.
It was, delivered out of a witch"s power, a curse that wrenched at the locks on h.e.l.l.
"Fool!" Ischade whirled in the echoing gust and shoved back with all that was in her, keeping that Gate shut. It strained. It manifested, over across the stream, a barred door in the stone cliff beside the stream, a door bent and creaking under the blows of what might be a shoulder, an arm, a fragment of night itself reaching for Niko"s soul- "Niko!" she shouted. And: "Roxane, you utter fool!"
Niko"s back arched. It was Jihan and Tempus who held him. Molin attempted to get his jaws open and to stop him choking while an occasional flutter of white betokened a priest dithering this way and that in the doorway, between help and hindrance. "Get her!" Molin snarled at the priest, applying all his strength to Niko"s spasmed jaws, and nodding with a toss of his head toward the crumpled black-cloaked form on the floor. "Keep her warm, I don"t care if she isn"t breathing, tie up those wounds, shut her eyes, she"ll go blind, for G.o.dssakes-"
Niko spasmed again and Tempus swore and yelled his name as another staggering form appeared in the doorway.
Randal came reeling in, with blood all down his chin and down the front of him.
"Nooo!" Randal cried, his eyes lighting suddenly as if they had spied something, and he made a wild lunge toward the desk, but the priest got in his way, staggered him and knocked him reeling into a chair against the wall as something which was not-there burst with light.
Fire came back, blue and scorching as Randal recoiled out of the chair and threw power at it. White light blazed out, for a moment illumining a figure that clutched a Globe in its hands. The Globe spun without moving. It lit the whole room.
And when it and the holder vanished the contents of bookshelves came pouring out in a thunderclap.
"He put himself into it," Randal yelled, his hands clenched, his hair standing up in blood-matted spikes. "Into the cabinet! He put himself in and he moved it!"
"I"ll get it," Jihan cried, and: "Danunit, no!" Tempus shouted at her, for Niko flung out the arm she let go: she grabbed it again, grabbed all of him and held onto him with bonecrushing strength, her unnatural skin aglow and her eyes full of violence for whoever had done this thing.
It was still going on, in whatever Place that racked body contained or was linked to: Molin could not describe it. He had only the conviction it existed, and it was coming apart under their hands: Roxane was tearing it apart from inside, he understood that much, while Niko"s joints and muscles cracked and strained. Niko would shatter his own bones, rip tendons from their moorings, break his own spine in the extremity of the convulsions: it was a preternatural strength. It destroyed the body it lodged in; and the mind- A wind was blowing through the room, the air was cold where it met bare skin, and Straton came up from his abyss with a gasp after air and a wild motion of his arm that sought after Ischade.
It met chill, empty sheets.
"d.a.m.n!" he cried and rolled off the bed, staggering on the rumpled rug and the sheets and the forgotten obstacle of Tas-falen"s body lying there stark and cooling with the chill.
It was true. It was all true, what they said about Ischade, she had left him with her dead and gone off somewhere to sleep it off. He felt of his throat and felt of his chest with a chilled hand and staggered about with a throbbing headache and no concept of direction while he got his clothes to rights.
d.a.m.n her. d.a.m.n, d.a.m.n, and d.a.m.n her to b.l.o.o.d.y h.e.l.l.
Am I alive? Am I like that poor sod Stilcho, alive-dead, killed and brought back out of h.e.l.l, o G.o.ds- A door opened downstairs; wind sucked in a chill gust from the window.
"Ischade," he yelled, and flung himself past Tasfalen"s corpse, out the door, toward the stairs. He caught himself at the top, looking down on Moria in a torn and muddy gown, on Stilcho standing there ghastly as the truth in that bedroom.
He came down the stairs, broke through between them and headed out the door where the bay horse stood curiously nosing the remnants of an apple core on the walk. He ran for it, took the reins in his hand with no idea in heaven or h.e.l.l where he was going.
To Crit, maybe, to that place where Crit was waiting for him.
He got his foot in the stirrup and heard a sound he had heard on a score of battlefields and a hundred ambushes. An arrow hit the wall and shattered. He dropped from the stirrup, whacked the bay to get it out of fire, already knowing it was stupid; he should have the horse for cover, the d.a.m.ned, foolish horse which was the only thing in all the world which had never betrayed him.
It snorted and shied up and stayed. That was what made him hesitate in his dive for cover, one half-heartbeat of disbelief...
... that persisted when the arrow smashed high into his chest and he staggered back and fell on the pavings. There was a smell of apples. The pavings were cold. The sky showed a clear, strange glow, going lavenders and white, and the upper stories of the buildings went all dim. It did not particularly hurt. They said those were the really bad ones.
III.
Moria saw him fall. She never thought. She ran out onto the walk with Stilcho shouting after her and the bay horse rearing and plunging in hysterics over Straton"s body. She ran; and a man"s arm grabbed her around the waist and swept her back to the safety of the doorway. In that moment she had time to realize that she had just risked her life for a man she knew for another of Hers, for a man she had seen only twice in her life, who had burst past her down her own stairs, shoved her painfully against a wall and run out like the devils of h.e.l.l were after him.
She could comprehend pain that strong. Ischade"s service was full of it. It was that fellowship which sent her pelting out after him, no other reason; and now Stilcho in a terrible slowing of time and motion drew his hands from her waist, turned in a flying of his cloak, a falling of the hood that normally hid his eye-patched face-for a moment it was the good side toward her, the sighted side, mouth open in a gasp for air, legs already driving in a lunge back to the street. He skidded in low almost under the bay"s legs, grabbed the Stepson by the collar and one hand and dragged him toward the door-he looked up as he came, his half-sighted face wild and pale, the dark hair flying, and his mouth opened.
"Get out of there!" he yelled at her, "get out of the way!"
An arrow whisked past with a bloodchilling sound she had heard described and instantly recognized. She spun back around the comer to the door and the inside wall, and saw the arrow lying spent on the rug as Stilcho dragged the Stepson in past her to drop him in the hall.
Moria hurled herself at the door and slammed it with all her might, shot the bolt and went and shuttered the drawing-room window in haste, ducking down beneath to slam the shutters tight and shoot the deadbolts. "Shiey!" she screamed. "Shutter the downstairs! Quick!"
Something banged back in the kitchens. Outside on the street she heard the clatter of hooves, the horse still outside the window: it whinnied loud and stamped this way and that. Hooves struck stone pavings up close to the window; and another shutter banged shut at the rear of the house.
"Upstairs," Stilcho said. He squatted over the unconscious Stepson. He had a knife out and he was cutting away the cloth from around a wound that might have been high enough to miss the lung but which might have cut the great artery under the collarbone-there was blood everywhere, on him, on the carpet. Stilcho lifted a pale face contorted in haste and effort. "The upstairs shutters, woman!
And be careful!"
Moria gasped a breath. "Help him," she yelled as Cook came waddling out in panic, one-handed Shiey, who was worse as a cook than she had been as a thief.
But they knew wounds in this house. There were servants who knew a dozen uses for a knife and a rope. She never looked back to see what Shiey did, only flew round the newel-post, never minding at all the pain of her sore foot. She had only the new and overwhelming fear that a shutter might be open, someone might find a way in even on the upper floor- She reached the bedroom and froze in the doorway, dead-stopped against the doorframe.
Not a sound came out of her throat. She was Moria of the streets and she had seen corpses and made a few herself.
But the sight of a man who had lately made love to her lying dead on the floor in her bedspread-her heart clenched and loosed and sent a flood of nausea up into her throat. Then she swallowed it down and ducked down low, got across the room to get the shutters closed and bolted-for the window itself she did not try.
Then she ran, past the dreadful death on the floor, out of that place and down the stairs again for the comfort of Stilcho"s presence, for the dead-alive man who was the only ally she had left, and to the Stepson who had come running out of that upstairs room the same as she.
He was still lying on the hall floor, there beside the stairs, with Stilcho"s cloak wadded under his head and Stilcho crouching over him. Stilcho looked up as she came down the last steps, and his face and the face of the Stepson on the floor were the same pale color.
"Name"s Straton," Stilcho said. "Her lover."
"T-Tasfalen"s d-dead," Moria said. She had almost said my lover, but that was not true, Tasfalen was only a decent man who had treated her better than any man ever had, and who had died a fool. Of her doing, never this Straton"s fault: Moria knew who she had left him with; and suddenly Moria the thief felt a pang of tears and the sting and ache of all her wounds. "What"ll we do?" She leaned with her arms about the bottom newel-post and stared helplessly at Stilcho and stared at the man who was dying on her hall rug. Stilcho had gotten the shaft broken. The remnant of the arrow stood in the wound, with bloodstained flesh swelling it in tight. High in the ribs with bone to help lock it up and G.o.ds knew what it had hit. "0 G.o.ds, G.o.ds, he"s done, isn"t he?"
Stilcho held up the fletching-end of the arrow from beside him. It had been dipped in blue dye. "Jubal," he said.
She felt a twinge of chill. Jubal was another who had owned a piece of her soul, once. Before Ischade took her and set her in this house that no longer seemed safe from anything. "You know how to pull it?" she asked.
"I know how. I don"t know what I"m cutting into. Your staff-that cook of yours ran back in the kitchen after another knife. I need two to get on either side of this thing. I need waddings and I need hot oil. Can you get them moving back there?"
"They"ve locked themselves in the cellar, that"s where they are!" The silence out of the servants" end of the house suddenly interpreted itself and filled her with blind rage. She knew her staff. She flung herself from the newel-post and started down the hall.
And screamed as a light and a thunderclap burst into the drawing-room beyond the arch beside them. Wind hit her.
She turned and saw Haught there, Haught disheveled and without his cloak, and holding a pottery sphere in his hands, a sphere that by odd seconds seemed not to be there at all and at others seemed to spin and glow.
Haught grinned at them, a wolf"s grin. And he let go the globe which hung where he had left it, in midair, spinning and glowing white and a thousand colors. The light fell on him and on her drawing room and paled everything. Then he tucked it up again under his arm and ran one hand through his hair, sweeping it from his face in that child-gesture that was like the Haught she had known, the Haught who had shared her bed and been kind to her. Both of them stood there on the same two feet, the mage she feared and the man who had given her gifts and loved her and gotten her and him into this d.a.m.ned mess.
Whatever it was he had gotten, it was not a natural thing and it was not something the Mistress meant him to have, Moria knew that by the look of it and of him. And she was cold inside and full of a despair so old it made her only tired and angry.
"Dammit, Haught, what the h.e.l.l are you into?"
He grinned at her. Delight radiated from him. And he looked from her to Stilcho to the man on the floor, the grin fading to curiosity.
"Well," he said, and came closer, his precious strange globe tucked up in his arms. "Well," he said again when he looked down at Straton. "Look what we"ve got."
"You can help him." Moria remembered her foot and a touch of hope came to her.
"You can help him. Do something."
"Oh, I will." Haught bent down and laid one hand on the Stepson"s booted ankle.
And the Stepson"s whole body seemed to come back from that diminished, shrunken look of something dead, to draw a larger breath and to run into pain when it did. "How did this happen?"
She opened her mouth to say.
"That"s all right," Haught said. "You"ve told me." He still had his hand on the Stepson"s ankle, and closed it down till his fingers went white. "h.e.l.lo, Straton."
Straton"s eyes opened. He made a small move to lift his head from the wadded cloak, and perhaps he saw Haught, before the pain got him and twisted his face.
"Oh, d.a.m.n," he said, letting his head back, "d.a.m.n."
"d.a.m.ned for sure," Haught said. "How does it feel, Rankan?"
"Haught!" Moria cried, as the Stepson made a sound nothing human ought to make.
She jerked with both hands at Haught"s shoulders. "Don"t! Haught!"
Haught stopped. He stood up, slowly, the globe still beneath his arm. And Moria flinched in the first backward step, then stood her ground, jaw clenched, muscles shaking in the threat of this utter stranger who stared at her with eyes that held nothing of the Haught she had known. There was something terrible inside. Something that burned and touched her inside her skull in ways that ran constantly through her nerves.
"Oh, I know what you"ve done, I know everything you"ll say, and what you really think. It"s more than a little trying, Moria." He reached and brought a finger under her chin. "It can be a d.a.m.ned bore, Moria, it really can."
"Haught-"
"Ischade doesn"t own you anymore. I do. I own you, I own Stilcho, I own this house and everything in it."
"There"s a dead man in my bedroom! Dammit, Haught-"
"A dead man in your bedroom." Haught"s mouth tightened in the ghost of an old smile. "You want me to move him?"
"0 my G.o.ds, no, no-" She backed away from Haught"s hand. He could. He would. She saw that in his eyes, saw something like Ischade mixed with Haught"s prankish humor and a slave"s dire hate. "0 G.o.ds, Haught-"
"Stilcho," Haught said, turning his face to him, "you"ve just acquired company."
Stilcho said nothing at all. His mouth was clamped to a hard line.