Lily Bell began to cry, and Susan pertly said, "It"s our markers, teacher."
"I don"t care. I won"t have you idle. Give them to me, this instant."
Just then the church bell began to ring, and there was a general moving; but Jessie would not be beaten, and caused the two cards to be given up to her. The girls both cried with all their might while she was marking the cla.s.s down, and, as they no doubt intended, Miss Manners came to see what was the matter.
"Please, ma"am, teacher has taken away our markers, and we shan"t know where our Psalms is."
"They were playing with them," said Jessie.
"We wasn"t. We was finding our Psalms," said Susan.
"You should not have done so while Miss Hollis was teaching," said Miss Manners. "I hope, if she is good enough to give them back to you, that you will attend better in the afternoon."
Jessie felt it all a little flat and disappointing, all the more so that Amy Lee joined her, and talked all the way to church about the children, who had all pa.s.sed through her hands when she was a pupil teacher, telling all their little tiresome ways. It seemed to rub off all the gloss, and to change her scheme of feeding the young lambs for the Great Shepherd"s sake into a mere struggle with tiresome, fidgety children.
Still her hopes and her spirits rose again at church. She had her expounding of the Sower on her mind, and hoped yet to deliver it when she went to afternoon school; but there proved to be the Catechism and a whole set of hymns to be said, and questions to be asked about them.
These questions did not come very readily to such an unpractised tongue as hers, and she thought she could lead off into the discourse she had thought out over the Bible. But she had hardly gone through twenty words before she saw a squabble going on between Lily Bell and Mary Smithers, and she had no sooner separated them, and taken up the thread of her discourse about grace being sown and watered in our hearts, than Susan Bray popped up up with "Please, teacher, it"s time to read to us--Its _Miss Angelina_," pointing to a little gay story-book.
"You should not be rude, and interrupt," said Jessie; whereupon Susan pouted, the two idlest began to play with each other"s fingers, and, as soon as she paused to take breath, Lily Bell jumped up, and brought her the book open.
She had to give up the point, and begin to read something that did not seem to her nearly so improving as her own discourse, as it was all about a doll left behind upon a heath; but the children listened to it eagerly.
Was this all the good she was to do by sacrificing all her time on Sunday? Like Grace, she felt much inclined to give it up, and all the more when Florence Cray came into the work-room the next morning, laughing and saying--
"Well, the impudence of some folk! There was that there little Bray! I hear that she should say that Miss Hollis was put to teach her, and she warn"t agoing to care for one as wasn"t a lady."
"I can make her mind me fast enough," said Amy.
"O, you are bred to be a teacher," said Florence; "that doesn"t count.
n.o.body else should trouble themselves with the tiresome little ungrateful things. I"m sure I wouldn"t; but then I don"t set up for goodness, nor want to be thought better than other folk."
Jessie had known that something of this kind would be said, and was prepared for it; but the child"s speech vexed her sorely. However, she said--
"I"m not going to be beat by a chit like that," and at that moment Miss Lee came in, and that kind of chatter ceased.
But Jessie"s cheeks burned over her work, and she thought how foolish she had been to let her fancy for doing good, and trying to live up to the sermon, lead her where she was allowed to do nothing, but get herself teased and insulted, right and left.
Should she give up? That would look so silly. Yes, but would it not serve Miss Manners right for giving her such stupid, unspiritual kind of teaching to do, and also serve the children right for their pertness and ingrat.i.tude?
No, she could not give up in this way. She had begun, and she must go on, at least till she had some reason for giving up respectably and civilly--only she wished she had known how unlike it was to what she had expected before she had undertaken it!
Then she was sensible of a certain odd, uppish, self-a.s.serting feeling within her. She used to have it in old times, but she had learnt to distrust it, and to know that it generally came when she was in a bad way.
Was she thinking of pleasing herself, or of offering a little work to please G.o.d, and try to let the good seed turn to good fruit? Ah! but was it all a mistake? Was becoming a mark for Susan Bray to worry, doing any good at all?
CHAPTER IV.
TEACHER AMY.
IT was a pleasant sight for Amy when poor little Edwin Smithers"s pale face brightened up, as she opened his door.
He was not like the rough little monkey she had known at the infant school, who had only seemed to want to learn as little, and to play as many tricks, as he could. In the hospital, the attention kind people had paid him had quickened up his understanding, and mended his manners. He had been petted and amused there, and the being left alone in the dull cottage was a sad trial to him. His mother had regular work, and so had his elder brother, but this kept them out all day from eight till five, except that Mrs. Smithers kept Friday to do her own washing in. She was obliged to be away even at dinner time, as her work lay far from home, and she gave her next-door neighbour, Mrs. Rowe, a shilling a week to keep up the fire, look in on the sick boy, and give him his dinner.
She was unlucky in her neighbour. Many women would have gladly given far more kind service for no pay at all, but they were too far off, and Mrs.
Rowe made it a rule to "do nothing for nothing."
His brother and sisters came in for a little while at twelve, their dinner time, but they wanted to go out to play, and had no notion of amusing him; indeed he was glad when they went away; Charlie clumped about so, and made such a noise, and little Jenny would take away his picture books or the toys that had been given him in the hospital.
Then Polly would call her a naughty girl, and s.n.a.t.c.h them from her, and so his little wooden horse lost its head, and his railway train was uncoupled, and one wheel pulled off; and when old Mrs. Rowe found him crying, all she said was, "Dear! dear! don"t ye fret now, don"t ye!" and when that did not make him stop crying, she said he was a bad boy to make such a work about nothing. When she was a girl, n.o.body had frail trade like that, all painted and gaudy, to play with; a bit of an oyster-sh.e.l.l or a crab"s claw was enow for them. He had got into such a caddle as never was too!
So she began to shake up his couch, not in the least guessing how she was hurting and jarring his poor hip; and when he cried out and tried to drive her away, she thought it was all naughtiness, and declared that he was such a bad boy that she should go away and leave him to himself.
The Lees dined at one, and work did not begin till two; so Amy had a good half-hour to spend on the little boy before she was wanted again.
"Going to see Ted, be ye?" said Mrs. Rowe, as she stood at her door, while Amy opened the wicket. "A proper fractious little to-ad he be, upon my word an" honour! They do spile children in them hospitals, so as one can"t do nothing with "em."
Amy looked at Mrs. Rowe, a very clean woman, but with a face and fists that looked as if they had been cut out of the toughest part of an old pollard ash, and a mouth that shut up like the snap of a gin. "Poor little fellow!" said Amy, and in she went.
She was on her knees at once by the poor little boy, coaxing him and comforting him, and feeding him with some of the stew that Aunt Charlotte had kept warm for him. Then he told how Polly had taken away his horse and his train and broken them. Amy looked about, and presently found the wheel. A little hooking together was all the repair the train wanted, and Edwin was soon happy with it; while, as to the horse, he was past Amy"s present mending, but she would take it home, and next time father had out the glue-pot she would put on the head.
Then Amy brought out a little book with the early Bible history in pictures. She showed Edwin one every day when she came, and told him about it whenever he did not know the story before, or helped him to enter a little more into it. She was surprised sometimes to find that he had carried notions away from school even when she had thought him only dull and giddy. Then he was pleased to say over the hymns he had learnt in the infant school, and to talk a little about it. Amy was quite surprised to find how his mind had grown since he had been ill, and how pleased he was to be taught a little verse of prayer to say when he was in pain.
She made him quite comfortable, filled up his mug of water, which the other children had upset, put some primroses in a cup where he could look at them, wrote a copy on his slate, and ruled some lines, caught the cat and put her before him, found the place in his easy story-book, and left him with a kiss, promising to come again to-morrow.
It was very pleasant to be the bright spot in that poor little life; and Amy that afternoon st.i.tched into little Miss Hilda"s tucks, to the whirr of her machine, a whole pensive castle in the air about the dear little fellow who was not long for this world, and whose pillow was cheered and his soul trained for Paradise by his dear teacher, who came day by day to lead him in the path to Heaven. The tears came into her eyes at the thought of how beautiful and touching it would all be--how she would lay a wreath of white roses on his coffin, and----
"What are you winking about, Amy? Go nearer the window if you want more light," said Aunt Rose, in a brisk, business-like voice, not at all like her dreams.
Amy was glad to move, feeling a little ashamed of being detected in crying beforehand about her own good works; and as she approached the window, she looked out over the lemon-plant and exclaimed--"There"s Miss Manners!"
Miss Manners was really coming into the shop, and her little Skye terrier was already running on into the work-room, for he was great friends with Amy; he sniffed about, sat up, and gave his paw, and let her show off his tricks while his mistress was talking to Aunt Charlotte.
Then she came on, nodded kindly a little greeting to each as they all rose, and said that she had been thinking that it would be a good thing for all the teachers to meet for half an hour before evensong on Fridays and look over their Sunday work together, so as to make it chime together. She said she found it was done at Ellerby, and was very helpful to all; and perhaps, when he had time, Mr. Somers would come in and help them. If they looked over the subjects beforehand, they could note the difficulties, and then she could refer to books, or ask Mr.
Somers.
Amy and Jessie both uttered some thanks, and Aunt Rose observed that it was very kind in Miss Dora, and that it would be very nice for the girls. Florence did not speak, but they saw her face and the gesture of her foot, and when Miss Lee walked out with the lady through the garden, Florence broke out--
"Well, how fond some folks are of being put to school, to be sure!"
""Tisn"t school," said Amy, "it is reading with Miss Manners in her drawing-room."
"O yes; she makes you think yourselves ladies just to keep on grinding you at the teaching for ever; but I likes my fun when my work"s done. I don"t wonder at Amy Lee--she knows nothing better than sitting poked up and prim in Miss Manners"s room; but for you, Jessie Hollis, who have seen a bit of the world, I should have thought you"d have more spirit than not even to be let to teach half a dozen dirty children without having your instructions."
Here Miss Lee returned, and Florence applied herself to tacking in the lining again, while Jessie muttered to herself, "If I"m to teach them at all, I"d rather do it properly."