Chapter 51.
Once was enough. The soldier jerked back like a shirt on a washing line caught by a sharp gust of wind. He hit the dirt on his back and slid two feet, spreadeagled on the ground with a shattered mess of teeth and exposed brains and sinus cavities where his face used to be. The crashing boom of the pistol shot rolled away across the countryside. A thin wisp of smoke curled out of the barrel of the revolver in Khosa"s hand.
"s.h.i.t!" Jeff burst out.
"Oh, Jesus," Tuesday said. "He executed him."
Jude turned away. Gerber and Hercules just stared in horror.
Ben said nothing. It was one enemy down. How or why it happened, fair or not, humane or cruel, was all the same to him. They all had it coming, each and every one of them.
Still clutching the gun, Khosa pointed at another of his terrified men. "You! Come here!"
The soldier stepped forward with his eyes shut, face contorted into the grimace of a man facing imminent sudden violent death. At least it will be quick, he must have been thinking. By the General"s standards, a supersonic large-calibre handgun slug to the head was a pretty sanitised and painless way to meet your maker.
"Get on the radio," Khosa ordered him. "Raise my helicopter pilots and give them our position. Tell them we are two hundred and forty miles north-east of the RwandaCongo border. These are our coordinates." He tossed the soldier his handheld GPS device. The soldier hurried off to obey, grinning with relief at the stay of execution. But his grin didn"t remain in place long, when he came creeping a few moments later to report that the helicopter pilots must be out of radio range.
Either the guy must have been a h.e.l.l of a radio operator the rest of the time, or Khosa had simply lost interest in blowing people"s brains out for the moment, until the next time. Instead of putting a bullet in his head, Khosa turned to the rest of the men and commanded them to start unloading all essential items from the aircraft. The soldiers were instantly galvanised into the same frenetic bustle of activity they had shown first thing that morning, at the air base in Somalia. Except now it was in reverse, scurrying up and down the repositioned ladder to and from the open hatch with armfuls of everything that would be needed for the long trek ahead, and stacking it on the ground. The stack was much smaller than the one that had been loaded into the Dakota at the start of the journey. Essentials only: water, light food rations, first aid kit and all the ammunition they could carry.
And so the march began. The dirt road was running roughly east to west, and it was towards the west, towards his kingdom, that Khosa led them. He set off at a fast stride, swinging his arms like a man going for a Sunday stroll, without a backward glance at his abandoned aircraft or the body of the man he"d just murdered. Behind him walked his personal guard, fanned out across the width of the road, eyes alert and scanning the trees and bushes for any enemy that might spring out to threaten their leader.
The remaining troops filed behind in a tail, two or three abreast, lugging the supplies. The group of prisoners were made to walk in between, strung out single file a short distance behind the spearhead of Khosa"s guards and a short distance ahead of the rest of the column, with thirty guns behind them as a constant reminder that anyone who made a break for it would be shot in the back before they"d made it halfway to the tree line.
The Dakota was soon out of sight and forgotten as the track twisted through the forest. The first couple of miles were covered in silence, apart from the steady tramp of boots on loose dirt. October through November was the short rainy season in this part of the world, when sheeting downpours of spectacular intensity could alternate with roiling heat that quickly baked the moisture back out of the earth and reduced it to a fine red dust that found its way like sand into every crevice. After just a few hundred yards Ben was sweating under his jacket, and the dust was stinging his eyes and crunching between his teeth. But like all soldiers he was used to walking. This wasn"t the first long, hot, gruelling march he"d been on in his life, although it was the first military column he"d been a part of with neither a heavy bergen strapped to his back nor a weapon hanging from his neck. The sixty-pound kit bag, he was happy to be free of. The weapon was a different matter.
He was lost in his brooding thoughts when he felt a presence at his side. Jude"s face was shiny with perspiration and his hair was powdered with dust. Ben was glad of his company, but said nothing. They walked side by side without speaking for another mile or so. Then Jude got too hot and peeled off his jacket, slinging it over his shoulder.
"I was meaning to ask you about that bracelet," Ben said, pointing at the little string of name beads around Jude"s right wrist.
"Oh, that," Jude said, barely glancing at it.
"Helen. You never mentioned her."
"No point," Jude said. "If you"d asked me six months ago, that was a different story. All in the past now."
"Forget I asked."
"These things happen."
"Yes," Ben said. "They certainly do."
Jude said nothing, feeling uncomfortable because of the way the thread of conversation was inevitably heading towards the subject of Ben and Brooke. He fell silent for a while as they trudged on.
Then Jude suddenly said, "I think about them all the time. The others, I mean. Mitch, and Diesel, and Park, and Lang and Allen and all the rest of them. And now Condor, too. So few of us left." He forced a smile. "Like an endangered species."
"Then it"s a species we"re going to preserve," Ben told him. "With everything we"ve got. Because it"s all we have."
"I suppose that"s how it must be, in the military. Remembering all the ones who didn"t make it."
Ben paused before replying. A lot of faces, names and memories were flashing up in his mind. He said, "No, you never forget them. But at the same time, that"s what keeps you moving forwards. To honour what they gave up."
"And so you don"t end up like them."
"That, too," Ben admitted.
"I"m frightened." The tightness in Jude"s voice wasn"t just from the choking dust that the column of men were kicking up from the road.
"Everyone gets frightened," Ben said.
"You too?"
"More than you know."
"I"m sorry," Jude said. "I wanted to tell you on the ship, but we were never alone long enough to talk."
"Sorry for what?"
"A lot of things," Jude said. "Such as, it"s my fault you got into this whole mess. I should never have dragged you into it. I just didn"t know what else to do."
"You did the right thing and I wouldn"t have it any other way," Ben replied. "Now I"m here, we"re going to get out of it. You, me, all of us."
"And I"m sorry that I hid things from you. I should have told you what I was doing."
"At Le Val?"
Jude nodded.
"If it"s what you truly want to do with your life, Jude. It"s yours to live however you choose. I just have to accept that. Who the h.e.l.l am I to stand in your way?"
"I"m not sure what I want. Not any more. I think that"s why I told people my father was dead."
Ben looked at him, not understanding. "Simeon was your dad in a lot more ways than I ever was, or could have been. Not everyone gets to have a father they can be proud of, but he was a very special person. If you want to hold onto that, I would never blame you for it."
Jude shook his head. "That"s not what I meant. What I"m trying to say is, it"s like I needed him to be my real father, so that my father could be dead, so that I could go on pretending to myself. You know what I mean?"
"I can"t say that I do."
"So that I wouldn"t have to fight against what"s inside here," Jude said, touching a hand to his chest. "It"s like something in me trying to get out all the time. Like a wild animal that wants to break free of its cage, but part of me is afraid to let it."
Ben felt a twinge of sadness, but most of all guilt. Because he understood exactly what Jude was feeling. And because the wild animal Jude was talking about had been put there by him, by the Hope genes that were all Ben had ever been able to pa.s.s on to his son.
"Sometimes I think I want to," Jude went on. "That"s where this screwy idea of joining the navy came from, out of the blue. Other times I just don"t know what I want. Sometimes I just don"t know who I am, even." He glanced at Ben. "I"m not like you that way. You knew who you were, right from the start. You set out on that path, and you never looked back or had doubts."
"Is that how you see me? Then you don"t know me as well as you think, Jude. I"ve spent my whole life trying to figure out what I wanted. I still haven"t got the answers I was looking for."
Jude mulled that over for a while. "Then that"s something else to be sorry for," he said at last. "That we never communicated much. About the important things. We had to find ourselves in this situation before we could talk. I mean, really talk."
"There"ll be time," Ben said. "All the time in the world."
Jude looked back at the soldiers and the guns.
"You think?"
"How could I think otherwise?"
It was another eight or nine miles before Khosa slowed his pace and then held up a hand to halt the column. By now the thick of the forest was far behind them and the road was twisting between banks of tall, yellow gra.s.s and th.o.r.n.y scrub with just the occasional flat-topped acacia tree standing alone. They had seen no sign of a living creature along the way. The afternoon sky had grown overcast, with heavy clouds rolling in from the higher ground to the south of them. Rain might threaten for hours, and then come all at once. When it finally did come lashing down, it would pound the parched earth into mud and cleanse the dust from their bodies and hair in a welcome cooling deluge.
But Khosa hadn"t halted them to shelter from the incoming weather. Just visible over the crest of a high gra.s.sy ridge some eighty or so yards ahead was the top of a rickety wooden fence marking the perimeter of the first habitation the marching column had seen all day. Beyond the fence, Ben could see the domed thatch roofs of some dwellings. He could hear the bleating of goats.
"He wants you," Jude said, nudging Ben"s elbow and nodding in Khosa"s direction. The General was waving and beckoning for Ben to come over. To give him an accolade, perhaps. Or maybe just to shoot him in the face. There was only one way to find out. No other choice.
"Soldier, I have chosen you to enter this village ahead of the regiment," Khosa told Ben. "If they have transport, we will requisition it."
So the rag-tag rabble was a regiment now. "I thought I was a military advisor," Ben said.
"Now you are a scout as well," Khosa told him.
"Then give me a rifle," Ben said.
"Why?"
"Because that"s what army scouts carry, as a rule," Ben said. "Some of these villages are armed and might be inclined to shoot first and ask questions later. Especially when they see approaching units of soldiers who could be rebels come to give them a hard time. Or steal their vehicles, even."
Khosa eyed him carefully. "You wish to have a rifle, so that you can shoot me?"
"With all these soldiers around?" Ben said, gesturing at the guards. "You think I"m that stupid?"
Khosa shook his head. "You will go without a rifle. I have been thinking, soldier. We spoke earlier of trust. If you wish to gain my favour, you must first prove yourself to me."
"I see. And this is how I prove myself, by walking unarmed into a potentially hostile village. I take it that if I come out in one piece, you"ll start trusting me?"
"This is a small test," Khosa said, and swatted at a buzzing fly. "After you have pa.s.sed this one, I will think of another that is more worthy of a warrior of your skill."
"I"m honoured."
"Now go. And remember, soldier. I have your boy here with me." With a sinister smile, Khosa drew the heft of the Colt Anaconda from its holster and aimed the heavy barrel towards Jude. "If you do not return, he dies first. If you try any tricks with me, he also dies first."
Ben stared at Khosa. In his mind he saw himself twist the weapon out of the African"s hand, using the leverage of that long barrel to snap his finger like a twig in the trigger guard. Then Khosa would be eating one of his own bullets before he or his men had the slightest inkling of what was happening.
It would have been so easy.
And then the last thing Ben would see before he died was Jude being shot to pieces in front of him by thirty a.s.sault rifles.
Not happening.
He obeyed.
No other choice.
Chapter 52.
The column stayed back as Ben walked on alone in the sultry, overcast heat. The dirt road split off into a narrower path that led through a divide in the gra.s.sy rise and past the rickety wooden fence into the village. He knelt to inspect the ground for signs of tyre tracks, but either there were none to find or they"d been washed away in the last deluge of rain.
Back in the day, Ben had found himself in African villages not so very different, in Sudan and Sierra Leone. It looked like a well-tended settlement, extending over maybe a couple of acres on the edge of a thicket of trees and long gra.s.s and thorn bushes. To the other side, a further couple of acres were fenced off and cultivated, though he had no idea what kind of basic crop could be produced here. Last time he"d ventured into such a place had been many years ago, an in-and-out sortie as second-in-command of an SAS unit hunting a marauding guerrilla force called the Cross Bones Boys who had been kidnapping and butchering UN aid workers. People had died that day. He hadn"t had a lot of time to study rural African agriculture.
Ben kept walking, and the track took him deeper into the village, past little areas of garden and some wire-and-post enclosures where chickens scratched at the dirt and goats bleated nervously at his approach. The homes were traditional mud-walled roundhouses with carefully crafted domed roofs woven from sticks and thatch, each supported at its centre by a stout wooden pole where a primitive dwelling in a less tropical climate would have had a stone or clay chimney.
So far, n.o.body had taken a pot-shot at him from one of the huts. Everything seemed peaceful. Strangely peaceful, because apart from the few goats and chickens the place appeared deserted. As he walked on, he was beginning to wonder if a lookout had spotted the soldiers coming and the entire population of the village had fled. Which would most certainly have been the sensible thing to do.
It wasn"t until he followed the track around a bend and reached the very centre of the village that Ben saw a living soul. Then he understood why the place had seemed so deserted.
The heart of the settlement was a village square, except it was circular, about thirty yards in diameter, with the largest of the thatched dwellings at its northern edge, which Ben took to be the home of the chief or headman. Or headwoman, for that matter. It seemed as if the entire village, men, women and children, had gathered in the middle of the square in a big crowd of some fifty or sixty people, but not for any kind of happy or ceremonial occasion. Ben saw right away from the distressed looks on the villagers" faces that some sort of commotion was going on, hidden from view at the centre of the crowd.
He felt like an intruder as he approached. A strange white man in a dirty army jacket appearing out of nowhere couldn"t be good news. Faces turned and fingers pointed and one or two people shied away. Ben held up his hands to show he was unarmed, smiled and tried to look as unmenacing as he could.
Rwanda had three official languages: French, English and Kinyarwanda. Of the two he knew, he reckoned that English was the most universally understood and his best bet.
"What"s happening here? Can I help?"
An unarmed and unthreatening white man in the middle of rural Africa could be many things, but was probably most likely to be a doctor or an aid worker. The crowd parted to let him through. Many looks were darted at him, a few suspicious, some anxious, most of them trusting. Ben heard the sound of a child crying and howling in pain. "Can I help?" he repeated. "Je peux vous aider?"
He soon saw what the commotion was. The crowd had gathered around an injured child, a small boy of maybe nine or ten. Women were weeping and men were frowning as they kneeled on the ground next to him, trying to stem the bleeding from his left arm and leg, which were badly lacerated and ripped open. The wounds were as fresh as they were ugly. They were nothing like the injuries made by a bullet or a knife. Ben had seen ones like these before, once, long ago, on a dead man. If these had been caused by the same thing, then this young boy was incredibly lucky to be alive.
Claw marks. Made by something very large and very powerful.
Ben bent over the child and asked, "What did this to him?"
From a chorus of explanations, he was quickly able to piece the answer together. The boy had been attacked by a lion that had started appearing in the thicket of woods near the village. It had been hanging around for weeks, stalking among the huts at night. First it took just a couple of goats. Then it started focusing its attentions on people. It killed a woman who was washing clothes down by the river. Now it had attacked this boy while he was out gathering firewood. A tearful woman who seemed to be the child"s mother pointed at the thicket beyond the edge of the village and said the animal was still in there, hidden and lying in wait for its next victim.
Ben knew that a rogue male, separated from its pride and taken to hunting alone, could do this. Especially if something was wrong with it if it was old, or sick, or weakened in some way that had affected its ability to go after normal prey. Thin-skinned, weak, defenceless and slow-moving humans were an easy catch by comparison.
Crouched next to the bleeding child and holding his hand with a tortured expression of concern was an African man of about thirty, whom Ben took to be the boy"s father. He wore khaki shorts and a tattered sleeveless sweatshirt from which his powerful shoulders protruded broadly, as lean and muscled as a human anatomy chart. From his left lobe hung a single earring fashioned out of beads and braided cord, with a pendant disc of copper wire that shone like gold even under the overcast sky. He looked up at Ben with pain in his eyes and asked, "Are you a doctor?"