Michael"s dispositions were not unusual after all, just unimaginative. Havik would not be in bad trouble for a while.
Thurston called, "Ceislak says he has contact with Navy. They brought in a full battle fleet. They"ve got them b.a.s.t.a.r.ds nailed to the wall."
"Good. Good. Everything looks beautiful. I"m going to my quarters. Before I collapse."
He dreamed awful dreams. Something was nagging him. He had forgotten something. He had overlooked something, and one dared not do that when dealing with Sangaree and Dees.
Thurston shook his father. "Dad. Come on. Wake up."
Storm opened his eyes. "What is it? You look awful."
"They"re attacking the Fortress. The Sangaree are. Another raidfleet. The Fishers just told me. They"re watching and can"t do anything to help. They"ve lost touch with Mouse."
Forty-Eight: 3032 AD
Mouse sat in his father"s chair, behind his father"s desk. His eyes were closed. He felt much as his father looked the day he had returned from Academy. How long ago? Just a few months...It seemed like half a lifetime.
So much had happened. So much had changed. The Fortress had slipped quietly over some unseen boundary into a foreign universe, a hateful, actively hostile universe.
He had changed with his home. He had seen things. He had helped do things. None of them left him proud. He had turned a sharp corner on the yellow-brick road and had caught a corner-of-the-eye glimpse of a side of his family he had not known existed when he had gone off to Academy.
"I was a child then," he murmured. "This is just growing-up pain. Just reaction to a head-on with reality."
With reality. With a special reality unique to the family and Legion, with their bizarre array of problems and enemies.
He opened his father"s comm drawer, punched for Combat. "Anything new?" he asked.
"Ah, negative, sir. Situations appear static."
"Keep me informed."
"Will do, sir."
"You"re very good," Mouse whispered after breaking the connection. "If I were you I would"ve lost patience with me last week." He rose and began prowling the study.
He could not shake a subtle conviction that something dreadful was about to happen. He was restless all day. He had been unable to sleep well the past several nights.
"If there was just something to do around here."
He began strolling from cabinet to cabinet, looking into each, re-examining his father"s collections. He did the rounds at least once a day. The circuit had a curiously calming effect.
He wondered if his father used them for the same talismanic purpose.
The coins, the dolls, the china, the books-they were all evidence of a past, of a connection with and a part in a vast, ongoing process. You could reach out and touch them and feel that you were touching part of something larger than yourself. You pulled in endless, invisible strands of humanity and spun yourself a chrysalis...It was all very subjective and emotional.
Still restless, he quit the study and went up to Ca.s.sius"s office. He met no one along the way.
The tiny, empty world of the Iron Legion made him think of still, abandoned cities, deserted for no reason history bothered to remember. Take twenty thousand people out of the Fortress and it became a self-contained desolation almost timidly murmuring to itself.
These days he heard sounds he had never noticed before, all the background noises of supportive machines that had been drowned in the chatter and clatter of human presence. The sounds left him with an eerie, spooky feeling. Sometimes, as he strolled the empty hallways of the office levels, he would freeze suddenly, for a fraction of a second completely convinced that he was alone, trapped in an empty structure seven light-years from the nearest human being.
In those instants he staggered with the impact of a very vacant, very hollow feeling, inevitably followed by an instant of panic. Alienation was not the same as being alone. The alienated man moved in a bubble, but could see other human beings outside. The soul of him knew they were there, accessible if he could find the enchanted key. The separation was emotional, not physical. The truly alone man was barred from human intercourse by insuperable physical barriers...
Mouse would never forget the look on Fearchild"s face when he had entered the torture chamber in that asteroid-such pathetic joy at the appearance of another being, an almost eager antic.i.p.ation of torment that would reaffirm his membership in a fundamentally gregarious species.
Mouse decided that he had had an insight into the human animal. The bad marriages that went on, the cruel relationships that persevered beyond all logic-most people preferred pain to being alone. Even pain was an affirmation of belonging.
"The beast isn"t really a solipsist," he muttered. Ca.s.sius"s toy purchases from The Mountain were still in their shipping packs. He considered unwrapping them, setting them up, abandoned the idea. They were Ca.s.sius"s private pleasure. He had no right to interfere.
He spent an hour playing with an ancient electric train, just running it around and around its track, making switches, stopping at stations, restacking the boxcars, wondering how the original owner had differed from people of his own age.
Beliefs and values made him think of his Academy cla.s.smates. Drawn from Confederation"s farthest reaches, they had brought with them an incredible range of ideas and att.i.tudes, some of which he had found wholly alien.
Tommy McClennon, with whom he had crewed and miraculously won in the Crab Nebula Sunjam Regatta two years ago...Tommy was Old Earther and more alien than most of the racial aliens attending Academy. Those aliens were of the same caste, the warrior, as the Storms. Tommy"s ancestors had been nonproductive wards of the state for centuries. Tommy"s different ideas went right to the bone.
A beep-beep-beep sounded from a silver b.u.t.ton on the breast of his tunic. An elf"s voice repeated a number three times. Mouse opened Ca.s.sius"s desk and punched it on Walters"s comm. "Masato Storm."
"Sir, word from Ceislak. He"s just had a Sangaree raidfleet drop hyper..."
"I"ll be right down." He ran to the nearest elevator, feeling foolish as he did. What could he do, really? Nothing but listen while this Helga"s World disaster developed.
"I was right about something bad coming on," he told himself.
Frieda Storm stepped from another elevator as he left his. "You got the word?" she asked.
"The Sangaree? Yes."
"What the h.e.l.l happened to that nitwit admiral who said he was going to help?"
Two big boards had been set up in Combat. One tried to follow operations on Blackworld, the other Ceislak"s Helga"s World action. They were not fully computerized, nor were they up-to-date. A mob of old folks and youngsters did their best with sketchy information.
"What"s happened?" Mouse demanded.
"Donninger"s trying to hold them off, but he"s going to have to run. There"s way too many of them."
Mouse glared at a newly activated display globe. At its heart lay a cue-ball-looking orb which represented Helga"s World. Combat was receiving a data relay from Legion ships...o...b..ting the planet. Mouse watched the blips a while.
"What"s our real-time lag?"
"Five minutes and some seconds. Pretty good, considering. Your father"s Fisher friends must be right in on top of it. Close enough to risk getting shot at."
Mouse considered the trend. "Tell Donninger to get the h.e.l.l out. Ten more minutes and he won"t be able to." A Legion ship winked out of existence while he spoke.
"They brought in some heavy stuff," someone said. "Bigger than anything on the ID lists."
Mouse tried to watch several screens at once as specs came through and the computers tried to build images of the enemy warships. "They are big," he told Frieda. "Something new in the way of raidships."
"I hear the Norbon are something new in the way of Sangaree."
"You think it"s them?"
"Who else?"
"This"s what Father and Ca.s.sius wanted, then. To draw that Deeth out of hiding."
Frieda sniffed. "He wasn"t terribly cooperative about timing his appearance."
"Uhm." Mouse found himself a chair. He did not move, except to use the toilet, till the engagement reached its b.l.o.o.d.y conclusion.
"Astounding," he murmured, rising at last. "I wouldn"t have believed it if I hadn"t seen it. I"m going to get some sleep."
He awoke to the insistent scream of the general alarm.
For a moment he could not understand what it was. He had heard it only twice before, long ago, during drills.
A booming voice echoed through the hallways: "Action stations. All personnel to action stations. We are about to be attacked. All personnel to action stations. We are about to be attacked."
"Holy Christ!" He grabbed clothing and ran.
He burst into Combat. "What the h.e.l.l is going on?"
The senior watchstander indicated a display globe. His face was pallid. He gasped, "We got about two minutes" warning from the Fishers. They snuck past them somehow."
Red blips surrounded the Fortress in the tank. Tiny wires of fire lanced across the globe. Little stars sparkled. Diminutive sub-blips swarmed and danced like clouds of gnats on a still spring day.
"Eighty-two of them, sir," someone said. "There were eighty-five to start. Mostly light stuff. Sangaree."
"But..." He did not understand. It made no sense at all.
"They range from singleships to light battle, sir. Computer"s still trying to project their a.s.sault plan."
Somewhere else, a computer voice murmured, "Kill. Bogey Forty-Six. Five thousand tons."
Frieda arrived. She had been asleep too. She was groggy and disheveled.
Mouse kept trying to make sense of the ship movements in the display globe. He could detect no pattern but an inexorable inward pressure.
"Just a raid?" he asked. "Or are they serious?"
The senior watchstander gave him a funny look. "d.a.m.ned serious. Suicidally serious. They said so." He punched up something on his comm screen. A face appeared. The man said he was going to do to the Fortress what had been done to Prefactlas.
Mouse asked Frieda, "You think that"s him?"
"Probably. n.o.body"s ever seen him, as far as I know."
"I"ve seen him before," Mouse said, suddenly remembering a moment on The Mountain. "He was there when that old man tried to kill us. In the crowd."
"Sir," the senior watchstander said, "the computer says they"re running a randomed a.s.sault pattern. Some sort of command battle computer is controlling their ships. It looks like the ships" commanders have free manueuver any direction but backward. They"ve got to come after us whether they want to or not."
"Then it"s a kamikaze attack."
"Sir?"
"A suicide thing."
"Definitely. Until whoever controls the battle computer turns them loose."
Mouse glanced at the display. An additional two enemy ships had been neutralized. "Are they going to break through?"
The watchstander sighed. "I think so. Unless we get a little more efficiency out of the automatic defenses."
"How long before they touch down?"
"Too early to predict."
"Tell the Fishers to contact Ceislak. Tell them to pa.s.s the word to Navy. Then have them get ahold of my father."
He could take only two hours of watching the claws of doom creep closer. The enemy kept coming and coming, despite one of the most sophisticated and deadly automatic defense systems ever devised. A third of their number had been destroyed, and still they came on with a dreadful, almost machinelike determination. Plainly, a madman was in charge out there.
He walked the silent halls of the office level, in some way making tentative good-byes to the Legion and everything he had known. He visited his father"s study again, thinking it would be a crime against history to destroy the collections gathered there. So many beautiful things...
He returned to Combat. "What"s it look like?"
"Still bad, sir."
"We going to hold till Hitt.i.te Hitt.i.te gets here?" gets here?"
"Yes, sir. You think they"ll commit her by herself?"
"I couldn"t say. There"s nothing out there that can stand up to her."
"Empire Cla.s.s could take on any ten, sir. But there"re fifty-some still."
"When you get signals from her, you give her everything we know. Especially about their combat lock. They"ll have to break it to engage her, won"t they? Maybe some of the individual ships" commanders will make a run for it."
"Will do, sir."
An elderly officer, retired from Legion service, said, "Some figures, sir."