Chapter 836 I Can Afford It
He told her to stop fooling around…
Guilt and apology came together, making his heart ache.
He pulled Shen Fanxing into his embrace and pressed his forehead against hers.
“Sorry, it’s my fault…”
He bent down to kiss her trembling eyelashes, her eyelids, her cheeks, her lips…
He seemed eager to prove something, eager to get her forgiveness.
Shen Fanxing allowed him to kiss her, but she didn’t respond.
She had no idea how to face this matter.
“It’s my fault… You can argue with me. You have the right… to hit me, okay? As long as you vent your anger…”
Shen Fanxing remained silent for a while before speaking again.
“Someone said I’m too smart…”
The two of them were inches apart and Shen Fanxing’s eyes were filled with helplessness.
“So why should I be angry with you? I believe in you and I know very well that you’re only doing this to protect me… I know.”
She would rather she not be so smart and see through too many things. So now that she knew everything, she didn’t even have the right to be angry when he lied to her.
He was clearly giving. If she made a fuss, what would she become?
For the first time in his life, Bo Jinchuan was at a loss.
It wasn’t right for her to kick up a fuss. He was the one who had put her in this dilemma.
“Sorry, Fanxing…”
Other than apologizing, he didn’t know what else to say.
After a long while, Shen Fanxing said slowly,
“Bo Jinchuan, you said you love me, remember?” Bo Jinchuan recalled how she had suddenly asked him to love her last night. Now that he thought about it, she seemed to have a reason.
Nodding, he said, “I remember. I love you.”
Shen Fanxing narrowed her eyes and took a deep breath before exhaling slowly.
“I can afford it.”
These simple words made Bo Jinchuan pause
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Shen Fanxing looked up and smiled at Bo Jinchuan.
“I can bear as much danger and harm as you dote on me.”
Bo Jinchuan’s pupils constricted and his heart skipped a beat.
“Fanxing…”
Shen Fanxing pressed her lips against his and shook her head gently.
“Let me finish…” Shen Fanxing paused before saying calmly,”
“I don’t feel safe if I have to bear with your feelings for me. You have no reason to leave me at any time, and I can’t keep you by my side for the rest of my life. Therefore, the only thing I can do is to give you the corresponding feelings, or even more. I want you to remember every good thing about me and be inseparable from me for the rest of your life.”
“From the moment I chose to be with you, I never thought of retreating. I knew from the start that it wouldn’t be easy for me to enter the Bo family with my status. Not only would the elders of the Bo family object, but even you… Would object.”
Bo Jinchuan’s eyes flickered, but he didn’t deny Shen Fanxing’s words. Instead, he stared at her quietly, his voice low and hoa.r.s.e.
“In the beginning?”
Shen Fanxing nodded and said, “When I knew you were Bo Jinchuan and when I saw Grandma.”
Her gaze s.h.i.+fted to the beautiful night view of Victoria Harbor outside the car window. “Grandpa must care a lot about Grandma. That’s why he left her alone in Ping Cheng City…”
Bo Jinchuan tightened his grip and his lips stiffened.
Shen Fanxing suddenly smiled and brushed her hair. Sometimes, even she admired her rationality. “Because Grandpa cares about Grandma, he can’t keep her by his side. He’s afraid that someone will hurt Grandma, and he’s even more afraid that someone will use Grandma to influence his decision.”
She retracted her gaze from the car window and looked straight into Bo Jinchuan’s eyes.
Then, he slowly spat out two words,
“A soft spot.”
Bo Jinchuan’s dark orbs trembled violently.
“This should be a taboo for the heirs of big families like you…
You never drink too much, and your taste in food is not simple. You’re not infatuated, you don’t let others see through your preferences, and you don’t expose your weaknesses… These habits were definitely not developed overnight. Growing up in such an environment, how could you let yourself make the most fatal mistake at such a time?
“You love me, so what you have to do is to hide my ‘weakness’ and protect me to the greatest extent.”
Bo Jinchuan’s dark eyes were filled with shock.
It turned out that she had known everything from the start.
He knew she was smart, but he didn’t expect her to know so much.
Shen Fanxing took in his reaction and her lips curled into a faint smile. She gazed at him with deep affection and calmness.
“But Bo Jinchuan, I love you. I can be your weakness or your armor.”
She was his weakness and his armor.
Bo Jinchuan had never expected a woman to say such things to him.
She actually wanted to protect him…
Look at him. What kind of woman had he found?
Such a unique woman was actually his. Bo Jinchuan couldn’t describe the shock Shen Fanxing had given him tonight.
He could only hug her tightly and confine her in his arms, wis.h.i.+ng he could melt her into his bones.
Bo Jinchuan kissed her forcefully, his strong arms almost cutting her body in half.
Shen Fanxing was in pain, but she endured his kiss silently. She had never lost her mind before.
Her teeth were pried open by the warm tip of his tongue. It went all the way in, pressing against her teeth, sweeping across her mouth, curling her tongue, and kissing her without any order…
It was only when the air in the car heated up and their heavy breathing echoed that Bo Jinchuan regained his rationality. His kiss became gentle and his grip on her loosened. “What should I do…”
She was too smart, too honest, and too… nice…
She was so good that he didn’t know how to love her properly.
He seemed to have too much money, power, and reputation…
But this was not what she wanted. How could he be considered rich…
Shen Fanxing’s eyes were misty and her lips were moist from the kiss. She panted lightly.
“You don’t have to do anything… As long as you love me like before and trust me, don’t give up on me for any reason. That’s enough.”
Bo Jinchuan gave a bitter laugh and pressed his forehead against hers.
“How can I give up on you?”
Shen Fanxing smirked and said, “Then you have to hold on tight. Don’t let others s.n.a.t.c.h it away. I have many admirers now.”
[Fanxing is too smart. There’s no misunderstanding at all. This should be the smartest and most perfect female lead I’ve written since I started writing. It’s heartbreaking to be too smart ~ Vote for her -]