From time to time they got a little business, enough at any rate to encourage Trump and George to continue with the office, though Daley dropped out; and each day that the money was there the two partners took out of the business twenty-five cents apiece, which they together spent for food, Trump"s wife being with her relatives and he taking his dinner with the Georges. They lived chiefly on cornmeal and milk, potatoes, bread and sturgeon, for meat they could not afford and sturgeon was the cheapest fish they could find.[1] Mr. George generally went to the office early without breakfast, saying that he would get it down town; but knowing that he had no money, his wife more than suspected that many a morning pa.s.sed without his getting a mouthful. Nor could he borrow money except occasionally, for the drought that had made general business so bad had hurt all his friends, and, indeed, many of them had already borrowed from him while he had anything to lend; and he was too proud to complain now to them. Nor did his wife complain, though what deepened their anxieties was that they looked for the coming of a second child. Mrs. George would not run up bills that she did not have money to meet. She parted with her little pieces of jewellery and smaller trinkets one by one, until only her wedding ring had not been p.a.w.ned. And then she told the milkman that she could no longer afford to take milk, but he offered to continue to supply it for printed cards, which she accepted. Mr.
George"s diary is blank just here, but at another time he said:[2]
"I came near starving to death, and at one time I was so close to it that I think I should have done so but for the job of printing a few cards which enabled us to buy a little cornmeal. In this darkest time in my life my second child was born."
The baby came at seven o"clock in the morning of January 27, 1865.
When it was born the wife heard the doctor say: "Don"t stop to wash the child; he is starving. Feed him!" After the doctor had gone and mother and baby had fallen asleep, the husband left them alone in the house, and taking the elder child to a neighbour"s, himself went to his business in a desperate state of mind, for his wife"s condition made money--some money--an absolute and immediate necessity. But nothing came into the office and he did not know where to borrow. What then happened he told sixteen years subsequently.
"I walked along the street and made up my mind to get money from the first man whose appearance might indicate that he had it to give. I stopped a man--a stranger--and told him I wanted $5. He asked what I wanted it for. I told him that my wife was confined and that I had nothing to give her to eat. He gave me the money. If he had not, I think I was desperate enough to have killed him." [3]
The diary notes commence again twenty days after the new baby"s birth and show that the struggle for subsistence was still continuing, that Henry George abandoned the job-printing office, and that he and his wife and babies had moved into a smaller house where he had to pay a rent of only nine dollars a month--just half of his former rent. This diary consists simply of two half-sheets of white note paper, folded twice and pinned in the middle, forming two small neat books of eight pages each of about the size of a visiting card. The writing is very small, but clear.
"_February 17, 1865 (Friday)_ 10:40 P.M.--Gave I. Trump this day bill of sale for my interest in office, with the understanding that if he got any money by selling, I am to get some. I am now afloat again, with the world before me. I have commenced this little book as an experiment--to aid me in acquiring habits of regularity, punctuality, and purpose. I will enter in it each evening the princ.i.p.al events of the day, with notes, if they occur, errors committed or the reverse, and plans for the morrow and future. I will make a practice of looking at it on rising in the morning.
"I am starting out afresh, very much crippled and embarra.s.sed, owing over $200. I have been unsuccessful in everything. I wish to profit by my experience and to cultivate those qualities necessary to success in which I have been lacking. I have not saved as much as I ought, and am resolved to practice a rigid economy until I have something ahead.
"1st. To make every cent I can.
"2nd. To spend nothing unnecessarily.
"3rd. To put something by each week, if it is only a five-cent piece borrowed for the purpose.
"4th. Not to run in debt if it can be avoided."
"1st. To endeavour to make an acquaintance and friend of every one with whom I am brought in contact.
"2nd. To stay at home less, and be more social.
"3rd. To strive to think consecutively and decide quickly."
"_February 18_.--Rose at 6 o"clock. Took cards to woodman. Went to post-office and got two letters, one from Wallazz and another from mother. Heard that Smith was up and would probably not go down. Tried to hunt him up. Ran around after him a great deal. Saw him; made an appointment, but he did not come. Finally met him about 4. He said that he had written up for a man, who had first choice; but he would do all he could. I was much disappointed. Went back to office; then after Knowlton, but got no money. Then went to _Alta_ office. Smith there. Stood talking till they went to work. Then to job office. Ike had got four bits [50 cents] from Dr. Josselyn. Went home, and he came out to supper.
"Got up in good season.
"Tried to be energetic about seeing Smith. Have not done with that matter yet, but will try every means.
"To-morrow will write to Cousin Sophia,[5] and perhaps to Wallazz and mother, and will try to make acquaintances. Am in very desperate plight. Courage!
"_February 19 (Sunday)_.--Rose about 9. Ran a small bill with Wessling for flour, coffee, and b.u.t.ter. After breakfast took Harry around to Wilbur"s. Talked a while. Went down town. Could not get in office.
Went into _Alta_ office several times. Then walked around, hoping to strike Smith. Ike to dinner. Afterward walked with him, looking for house. Was at _Alta_ office at 6, but no work. Went with Ike to Stickney"s and together went to _Californian_ office. Came home and summed up a.s.sets and liabilities. At 10 went to bed, with determination of getting up at 6 and going to _Bulletin_ office.
"Have wasted a great deal of time in looking for Smith. Think it would have been better to have hunted him at once or else trusted to luck.
There seems to be very little show for me down there. Don"t know what to do.
"_February 20_.--Got up too late to go to the _Bulletin office_. Got $1 from woodman. Got my pants from the tailor. Saw Smith and had a long talk with him. He seemed sorry that he had not thought of me, but said another man had been spoken to and was anxious to go. Went to _Alta_ office several times. Came home early and went to _Alta_ office at 6 and to _Call_ at 7, but got no work. Went to Ike Trump"s room, and then came home.
"Was not prompt enough in rising. Have been walking around a good part of the day without definite purpose, thereby losing time.
"_February 21_.--Worked for Ike. Did two cards for $1. Saw about books, and thought some of travelling with them. Went to _Alta_ before coming home. In evening had row with Chinaman. Foolish.
"_February 22_.--Hand very sore. Did not go down till late. Went to work in _Bulletin_ at 12. Got $3. Saw Boyne. Went to library in evening. Thinking of economy.
"_February 26_.--Went to _Bulletin_; no work. Went with Ike Trump to look at house on hill; came home to breakfast. Decided to take house on Perry Street with Mrs. Stone; took it. Came home and moved. Paid $5 of rent. About 6 o"clock went down town. Saw Ike; got 50 cents.
Walked around and went to Typographical Union meeting. Then saw Ike again. Found Knowlton had paid him for printing plant, and demanded some of the money. He gave me $5 with very bad humour.
"_February 27_.--Saw Ike in afternoon and had further talk. In evening went to work for Col. Strong on _Alta_. Smith lent me $3.
"_February 28_.--Worked again for Strong. Got $5 from John McComb.
"_February 29_.--Got $5 from Barstow, and paid Charlie Coddington the $10 I had borrowed from him on Friday last. On Monday left at Mrs.
Lauder"s [the Russ Street landlady] $1.25 for extra rent and $1.50 for milkman.
"_March 1_.--Rose early, went to _Bulletin_; but got no work. Looked in at Valentine"s and saw George Foster, who told me to go to Frank Eastman"s [printing office]. Did so and was told to call again. Came home; had breakfast. Went to _Alta_ in evening, but no work. Went to Germania Lodge and then to Stickney"s.
"_March 2_.--Went to Eastman"s about 11 o"clock and was put to work.
"_March 3_.--At work.
"_March 4_.--At work. Got $5 in evening."
The strength of the storm had now pa.s.sed. The young printer began to get some work at "subbing," though it was scant and irregular. His wife, who paid the second month"s rent of the Perry Street house by sewing for her landlady, remarked to her husband how contentedly they should be able to live if he could be sure of making regularly twenty dollars a week.
BEGINS WRITING AND TALKING
Henry George"s career as a writer should be dated from the commencement of 1865, when he was an irregular, subst.i.tute printer at Eastman"s and on the daily newspapers, just after his severe job-office experience.
He now deliberately set himself to self-improvement. These few diary notes for the end of March and beginning of April are found in a small blank book that in 1878, while working on "Progress and Poverty," he also used as a diary.
"_Sat.u.r.day, March 25, 1865_.--As I knew we would have no letter this morning, I did not hurry down to the office. After getting breakfast, took the wringing machine which I had been using as a sample back to Faulkner"s; then went to Eastman"s and saw to bill; loafed around until about 2 P. M. Concluded that the best thing I could do would be to go home and write a little. Came home and wrote for the sake of practice an essay on the "Use of Time," which occupied me until Annie prepared dinner. Went to Eastman"s by six, got money. Went to Union meeting.
"_Sunday, March 26_.--Did not get out until 11 o"clock. Took Harry down town and then to Wilbur"s. Proposed to have d.i.c.k [the new baby]
baptised in afternoon; got Mrs. Casey to come to the house for that purpose, but concluded to wait. Went to see Dull, who took me to his shop and showed me the model of his wagon brake.
"_Monday, March 27_.--Got down to office about one o"clock; but no proofs yet. Strolled around a little. Went home and wrote communication for Aleck Kenneday"s new paper, _Journal of the Trades and Workingmen_. Took it down to him. In the evening called on Rev.
Mr. Simonds.
"_Tuesday, 28_.--Got down late. No work. In afternoon wrote article about laws relating to sailors. In evening went down to Dull"s shop while he was engaged on model.
"_Wednesday, 29_.--Went to work about 10:30. In evening corrected proof for _Journal of the Trades and Workingmen_.
"_Thursday, 30_.--At work.